Making new thread with ass since last one got no replies.
I'm really sad and confused right now. My brother is kill. My girl fucked me over. I've struggled my entire life. I'm 32. I feel lost. Don't even know why I'm posting. Post whatever you want I jut need something to take my mind off things.
But your ex is a fucking cunt anyways. Go online and you can find somebody better. Or go out and find some chick at a bar. Plenty of people out there. If all else fails it's never too late to join the military.
When shit like this happens all you gotta do is bounce back. You seem to already be doing that so you're on the right path. I know what you mean about it feeling like wasted time though. The good part is that toxicity is out of your life.
Action is always a cure for depression.
Keep looking for women, even just for the practice. Keep growing your career/money.
Find new hobbies, or take up again the ones you liked but dropped because you were worried about what others would say.
I know the lost feeling anon, 33 here and it feels like I have no future, haven't had a job in 8 years and can't seem to get one either, I have a gf but she's off in la-la land half the damn time, I live with my father and I just want to get out.
Also, personal life feels thread
He fell off a roof, that's the short version. I used to be a heroin addict mostly due to his influence. I've been clean for 9 years. He could never get better. Eventually he was doing everything and anything to escape reality. He ended doing inhalants and he did some on the roof and fell off. He made my life miserable but he was still my brother. He really wasn't always a bad person but he was just possessed.
She's 23 and basically acts like a child. She got out of another relationship and essentially got together with me to solve her problems. She manipulated me and when I was of no more use she basically wrote me off. When I refused to pay for a car that she got with her ex that was repossessed she basically showed her true colors. I'm really not going to miss her. I just feel foolish for letting my guard down and putting forth more than I should.
I think I'll go for a halfway decent car like a Volxwagon or something. I mean I'll be in California and I'll be driving a lot I imagine. I have another brother that makes millions, he's going to help me out financially until I get my feet on the ground in a new state. It's funny how different everyone in my family is and the completely polar opposite types of people I've associated with.
long story short, went to prison in 2008, got off parole 2013, been trying to straighten myself out mentally/emotionally since then(the whole scenario really fucked me up bad). I started seriously trying to get a job late last year, and every time it's been because I have a record and/or last of work history.
You know what though... that's the sad thing... He probably was better off dead. Eventually he wasn't even the same person and he was dangerous. His existence I feel was painful for him. Still though anon, I knew this man from when we were small children. He influenced my life greatly and had so much potential. He was smarter than any of us which is why he probably was so fucked up... It's just strange man to know I'll never see him again. My parents are broken. I feel that the way things are going I'll be alone for the rest of my life. The girl I'm seeing now is 20. Can't find women close to my age that isn't married or have kids. Being 32 also windows in careers and relationships are closing. The future looks bad.
OP here again. I was arrested at the Canadian border back in 2003. Because of who I know I didn't go to jail and I didn't get a felony but I do have a record. It makes things harder but you'll find something. Unless it was a violent offense in which case that will make things difficult. What were you arrested for?
I fell for jailbait, didn't know it at the time, but eventually found out, the stupid on my part was that not enough fucks were given and I kept with her, but the relationship got pretty rocky, which led to her crying wolf to save her reputation.
I know, it's pretty fucked up to be a modern day leper, to be treated like some kind of monster. But anyways, enough about my shit life. Sorry to hear about your brother anon, wish I could relate, but I only have sisters.
Im gonna help OP posting some ass. Life could be worst, bro. Keep it up.
Thanks man. I'm going to keep posing ass too. Might as well make something positive out of this.
I know life can kick your ass sometimes, but you gotta endure. Better times will come, always.
Shit bro, I'm trying to be optimistic. But 32 years I've been on this earth and every year is worse than the last. And I'm not just complaining about nothing I have bad stories. I'm still holding out hope but I need something to work out for once.
Why don't you try moving to another country? Maybe start a new life?
Well I live in upstate new york and I'm literally mocing across the entire country to start a new life. To live in another country is a whole big process and I don't have time to get that stuff sorted out.
Funny you say that, I just started to go back to school for physical therapy but with my brother's death amongst other things I had to drop out right near the end of the semester. My brother also died on my birthday just to add insult to injury.
Well, I'm not really good at talking to people but go ahead and tell us more about you. I'll be here for a couple more minutes reading what you post.
Best advice I got; after a break up fap for as much as you can, until you can't gap no more. Gap to your ex gf until she is nothing but an img online. In a couple days, you'll feel great.