What does it feel like to be a sociopath? Recently, I've

File: 1452933371980.webm (2MB, 1920x1080px) Image search: [Google]

2MB, 1920x1080px

self-bump

File: 1452925910233.gif (2MB, 500x626px) Image search: [Google]

2MB, 500x626px

come on guys

>>663620249
>>663619985
gonna need sauce before i can give a shit bout you problems op

>>663619985
it's probably depression if you worry about your behaviour.

if you're like me, all emotions are just meh; nothing's really bad, nothing's really god. all just a numb meh.

I gained an insane amount of weight and I'm tired all the time. but luckily I don't feel like I have to be an hero

>>663619985
Watch the movie nightcrawler with Jake Gyllenhall or whatever. I feel that's what an accurate representation of a sociopath is. Maybe I'm wrong tho

Any idiot will think they are any kind of label that gives them an edge above anyone else. Read the power of now by eckhart tolle and leave the egotistical people behind. Change your life for the better and enjoy what you have.

>>663620953
house of cards is an accurate representation of a sociopath

>>663620644
not sure on source, sorry bae. I'll keep looking for you. Not so interested in my problems as hearing about what real sociopathy/psycopathy is like.

>>663620658
yeah, I recently started zoloft and it sometimes helps, but sometimes just makes me feel like shit

>>663621047
This

>>663621047
Sociopaths in government fascinate me. I don't think they're necessarily bad; sometimes ruling without empathy can be good.

>>663621047
>>663621116
You're both idiots

>>663619985
You're not thinking for yourself. Your interactions are based off of false beliefs you've accrued by letting other people tell you what is and is not good or bad. Just focus on thinking independently of others and within a couple weeks you'll feel so much fucking better.

Pro tip: encourage other people to be independent too while encouraging them to encourage others. Everyone is depressed because nobody is thinking for themselves.

http://i.4cdn.org/b/1452933299473.webm

Got one more for ya'll

>>663621343
/thread

File: the-dark-knight-joker.jpg (121KB, 1200x800px) Image search: [Google]

121KB, 1200x800px

>>663619985
There is no such thing as a sociopath. There is a scale of psychopathy that everyone falls somewhere on. An accurate representation of a severely psychopathic character is Heath Ledger's Joker.

>>663621343

OP here. I recently realized that the reason I thought other peoeple were judging me was because I was obsessing over what they were doing, so I assumed they would obsess over my actions. Now I'm trying not to give a shit about other people, so I don't worry about what they think.

>>663621555

I empathize with the joker a lot. Not trying to be edge lord, but I think he represents and interesting philosophical viewpoint

>>663619985
What does it feel like to not be a sociopath?

>>663621873
Also hard to explain i guess. :(

File: 1452714891618.gif (439KB, 500x228px) Image search: [Google]

439KB, 500x228px

Bitch thinks shes a psycopath. Thats cute

Im definitely a sociapath.I dont give a fuck about having interractions with other human beeings cause they too dumb.i dont want work cause i know i cant with the People their.I Also dont give a fuck about feelings and shit.Im also an Egoist and i wouldnt give a fuck if you lay down on the ground in Front of me cause its your fault you goddamn piece of shit

None of you, myself included, are sociopaths nor are you psychopaths. 100% guaranteed. End of discussion.

File: 1450815118380.gif (180KB, 404x416px) Image search: [Google]

180KB, 404x416px

Op is an idiot.
Bateman is an example of a true sociopath/psycopath

>>663621455
cunt.

>>663622222
Check´d

>>663622222
Edgelord wasted pents

>>663622322
Actually Bateman was way closer to Schizophrenia. He never murdered anyone you shitbucket.

I know who the girl is. She's a reddit camwhore.

Honestly, it just feels good no matter what you do.

Just make sure to study other humans really well.

>>663622466
Can you not read or are you just mentally retarded
Americab Psycopath is called American Psycopath because hes a fucking psycopath

Youre a retard, forget not ever reading the book, let alone how to read in general

File: 1446955572786.gif (3MB, 179x223px) Image search: [Google]

3MB, 179x223px

>>663622444
>>663622466
>>663622322
>>663622222
>>663622177
>>663621555
>>663620644
This thread man

>>663622483
Check em

>>663619985
>>663620249
>>663620545
>>663620644
>>663620658
>>663620953
>>663621012
>>663621047
>>663621113
>>663621116
>>663621249
>>663621297
>>663621343
>>663621455
>>663621479
>>663621555
>>663621725
>>663621864
>>663621873
>>663621998
>>663622177
>>663622222
>>663622241
>>663622322
>>663622393
>>663622438
>>663622444
>>663622466
>>663622483
>>663622530
>>663622566
>>663622626
>>663622632
>>663622665
Nice try op we all know youre samefagging you samefagging faggot fuck

There's a test, Hare's scale, you should do it. I once tested in the mid 30's and apparently that is pretty high. Although I don't think about being one it is nice to know.

sauce any1?

i dunno if im a sociopath, i dont think so but i cant feel empathy for others and havent ever. i can feel sorry for myself and sad about myself but never anyone else

>>663622795
hue, you're right, I was samefagging like crazy

This is OP btw

>>663619985
it's called puberty and you aren't special.

>>663622815
Similar grading scale for a narcissism test I remember a while back. Scale was 1-30 15 was average, got a 25. Prolly could still find it. Dont remember name though.

File: 6c1ba3b49745ec9e372b8ff5a35fa8cb.jpg (12KB, 236x176px) Image search: [Google]

12KB, 236x176px

>>663622950
FEMINIST DETECTED

>>663622815
>>663622817
>>663622950
>>663623075
>>663623086
>>663623126
Op we get it you fucking faggot

File: 1452931516388.jpg (88KB, 720x757px) Image search: [Google]

88KB, 720x757px

>>663622222
Checked

>>663622950
Youre not. Maybe a sociopath but probably not as well. Not feeling empathy is a trait for a pretty big group of disorders. Could be NPD or Antisocial Personality, etc. Mostly personality disorders exhibit problems with empathy in one form or another. I too have issues with empathy. Not something I understand.

give sauce then talks

>>663623227
>>663623175
im not op but, im actually concerned.and i cant tell a psychologist tho because ill probably be pulled out of school.

>>663623353
i need to do something about it because its getting really shitty. i got drunk on new years and nearly raped my best friend ;/

I'd so fuck you

File: Screenshot from 2016-01-16 04:36:35.png (26KB, 437x523px) Image search: [Google]

26KB, 437x523px

>>663622222

Checked.

Also, not that much samefaggin, just chiming in when I am interested.

I don't think I'm a sociopath, just want to learn that perspective

>>663619985
op give sauce

File: Heath-Ledger-Joker-The-Dark-Knight.png (3MB, 1782x1330px) Image search: [Google]

3MB, 1782x1330px

>>663621864
Psychopaths are extremely confident and have hardly any empathy, which bleeds into persuasion and manipulation. They also are very narcissistic and harbor grandiose ideas of themselves. We all posses these traits to some degree, but what distinguishes Psychopaths is how much they actually have them internalized in their psyche and how much they externally act on them. We all identify with the Joker because he represents the extreme, which implies a freedom from the social mores which normally restrain our actions and because we all tend to hold ourselves higher in our own minds. The Joker has no boundaries and an almost divine/infernal presence, which we admire and desire, so we see ourselves being more like him than we probably actually are.

Nice body I'd so rekt your insides

>>663623510
It gets worse mate, Ive been trying to figure it out for quite a while now. Im doin the best I can to learn what I can. Maybe one day Ill fix my depression. In school for Neurology. Figured since I cant relate to people well I could keep a good layer of patient doctor professionalism.

Bump with face pic

File: 1450530834965.jpg (134KB, 630x497px) Image search: [Google]

134KB, 630x497px

My once close friends claim i'm showing sociopathic tendencies, even my mother used to say i'm a heartless monster, but i know that's bullshit, i'm just cynical because i've noticed that the only reason anyone ever contancts me is to get something they want from me. Also they ask for my honest opinion and when i tell them they're offended. I just stopped meeting them as often as i used to, and i can honestly say i'm feeling better. Focusing on self-improvement leaves no room for people who are holding you back, no matter how much you like them. I'm hoping that becoming a better person means i'll also meet better people to hang around.
In the meantime, "To live alone one must be a God, or a beast."

File: wha.png (20KB, 508x645px) Image search: [Google]

20KB, 508x645px

>>663622795
what?

just did a quick test on the hares scale. got 26 myself.

Where the porn at OP need face pic

who is the girl?>>663620545

>>663623944
another thing thatd probably be relevant is i have an addiction to physical affection. id rather have someone against me than have sex anyday

>>663619985
>>663620953
>>663621047
>>663621249
>>663621873
>>663622222
>>663622950
>>663623353
>>663623534
>>663624012
Seriously, there is no such thing as a Sociopath. It's a misnomer.

>>663619985
There are only representations in the media of how sociopaths act, not what it is like inside of one.

First off let me tell you that everyone in their younger 20's that are depressed at some point think they are a sociopath or something along those lines. Seldom is this true.

So let me paint you a picture of what it's really like inside of a 28 year old's head that has actually been diagnosed as one.

Every interaction is lead by your direction. You are constantly steering conversation and reactions toward an end goal of making the person think of you or do something that you will them to do. Manipulation is the only mode of interaction, and despite hoe media portrays us, we don't have "dead-eyes" or anything of that sort. We act, look, laugh, and smile judt as anyone else and you would never know. My "fetish", you coukd call it that anyways, is getting girls into bed with my charm. I'm not even particukarly choosy so long as they aren't obese or fuck-ugly. By the age of 25 or so I had been with around 70 women but I've lost count by this point. It's too easy to find a weakness and exploit it, and I've done some things others woukd view as horrifying in terms of societal norms.

Fix your self talk, don't overthink, think of the now instead of worrying about your past and daydreaming of the future,accept compliments,don't be in survival mode,be true to you,remember who you are,don't give up yourself to be loved by someone else,keep saying why not,why shouldn't you be happy?

>>663624415
The correct term according to the DSM IS ASPD or antisocial personality disorder, though sociopath is an old distinction that is now outdated. Usage however points to the proper term and even in the psychology world it isn't frowned upon with its usage.

not sure im a sociopath, but i find it really hard to take on other peoples point of view which makes me pretty heartless most of the time. i was also taught actions have a punishment not a consequence, so if im not punished i did nothing wrong...make sense?

File: 1408670130030.jpg (448KB, 4000x2667px) Image search: [Google]

448KB, 4000x2667px

>>663619985
I see wut u did there
>sociopathic or just depressive
and no, curiosity isn't sociopathic behavior

>>663624350
I have attachment issues, molested around5 years old, parental divorce at around 9 years, first girlfriend cheated on me and rubbed it in whilst in the relationship, etc. Shitty experiences all in all. Weird thing is Im pretty good with people, or at least I perceive it that way. None of my "friends" talk to me though. Im always the one to talk. Ive given up trying to have friends outside of University so Im usually alone now.

GIFE SAUCE

Op no pic?? Come in I half way hard don't leave me hanging

>>663624415
>Citation needed

>>663624681
you sound alot like me in how you can talk fine but its usually a forced conversation. i wasnt molested but im pretty heavily disabled and nobody told me till i was 12 so my paretns made me believe it was my fault i was so bad at everything

File: 1451537794570.gif (134KB, 340x340px) Image search: [Google]

134KB, 340x340px

>>663624436
>First off let me tell you that everyone in their younger 20's that are depressed at some point think they are a sociopath or something along those lines. Seldom is this true.
>So let me paint you a picture of what it's really like inside of a 28 year old's head that has actually been diagnosed as one.
>Sociopath
>Diagnosed as one

why would you post anything OP without giving sauce?

Youd be a lot happier if you were a sociopath. They actually function extremely well in society. Only thing is sociopaths lack morality. So they lie, cheat, steal, fake or emulate emotions to get what they want.

>>663624901
Sorry, ASPD as redefined in the DSM IV post diagnosis. Use your brain instead of your ass to think anon, it's much more effective.

>>663624888
I dont know if I just dont understand people well enough to know if they dont like me or if there is a subconscious alarm going off in people which tell them I am not being genuine. Either way I want to find out why I dont get emotional responses.

>>663625070
Look here ass-for-brains, the point he made wasnt to say you used the wrong term. He was pointing out the irony in your incredibly cringey statement.

>>663625089
have you thought it might just be some level of paranoia over your conversations? and that normal people just dont want to talk that much. i tested it and people i didnt approach just forgot i existed

SAUCE. GIF. NOW.

>>663624611
>"Nonetheless, psychopathy has been proposed as a specifier under an alternative model for ASPD. In the DSM-5, under "Alternative DSM-5 Model for Personality Disorders", ASPD with psychopathic features is described as characterized by "a lack of anxiety or fear and by a bold interpersonal style that may mask maladaptive behaviors (e.g., fraudulence)." Low levels of withdrawal and high levels of attention-seeking combined with low anxiety are associated with "social potency" and "stress immunity" in psychopathy."
> Kupfer, David; Regier, Darrell, eds. (2013). Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (5th ed.). Washington, DC and London, England: American Psychiatric Publishing (accessed on Google Play). ISBN 0890425558.

Psychopathy is within ASPD, but it is distinct.

>>663625265
The irony of using a term that is still general used in the psychology world? I could use ASPD instead next time, bur since in the non-technical world sociopathy is generally regarded as a synonym, it's easier just to say so due to people's familiarity with the term.

What's funny is that any time one of these threads pops up, or any one claims to have a diagnosis, one of you autistic little bastards just love chiming in that it's "cringe", as if there's no people with this disorder popping up online. Your lack of self-awareness and the world around you is the only real cringe to be had.

give sauce ????

>>663619985
you didn't even bother to google sociopath... faking interactions has no direct link to being a sociopath at all. you're just ashamed and/or a liar

>>663625461
Well, I for the most part have ruled paranoia out because if it were any nervous disorder of the kind it would be a persistent thought whilst Im talking to people. Normally it occurs in retrospect or just randomly. In actuality I think the lull in conversation could legitimately just be Im boring but dont see it. Or I can't keep myself in the conversation. Ive found I tend to exhibit a sort of word salad problem in which I will say things but dont always realize not everybody has the exact same thought process as I do so it ends up making no sense. A lot of people think Im pretty funny, according to what Ive been told, but sometimes Ill just say things Im thinking that have no real meaning unless you happen to have the same thoughts as I do.

File: huh.jpg (88KB, 508x645px) Image search: [Google]

88KB, 508x645px

>>663624069
wat

Need porn!! We are helping. donate some porn to us op. This time face pic too

>>663625742
The irony that you stated "many 20 year olds are not sociopathic, but I am"

Calm down there aspy, just because you got called on your bullshit doesnt mean you need to sperg out.

PLEASE TELL ME THE FULL VID LINK

>>663626175
Why did you spend the time to do that.

can you please leave sauce on this one???

>>663626290
Why would anyone care enough about samefag finger pointing to screenshot (you)s in the first place is a better question.

>>663625742
But it's wrong. Literally the only distinction between the two exists in people's perceptions of how the one acts vs. the other. But they both act the same. Why would people within the field willfully use the term knowing that it is wrong?

You're not a sociopath, you're just being edgy. I used to think ''Wow! I'm such a sociopath! when I was younger but in reality I was just depressed.

>>663626037
what ive found ive done to combat against ending up with nobody is find the really fucked up people, because alot of the time theyre more forgiving for stuff like this

File: 1451505192352.jpg (29KB, 620x400px) Image search: [Google]

29KB, 620x400px

>>663626243
>thinks 28 is "younger 20's"

>>663619985
You're fine, it's just seasonal.

>>663619985
hey op, 27here and been asking myself the same thing recently. figured out if i am i dont give a shit, simple as that.

File: 1446956736222.gif (3MB, 190x200px) Image search: [Google]

3MB, 190x200px

>>663626669
>couldn't find a real argument so uses technicality

File: 1451725665303.gif (753KB, 200x86px) Image search: [Google]

753KB, 200x86px

>>663626883
>does the same

File: 1451894735470.jpg (36KB, 352x515px) Image search: [Google]

36KB, 352x515px

>>663627139
>repeats the same

Please bump OP with nudes

File: 1452565024509.gif (2MB, 240x134px) Image search: [Google]

2MB, 240x134px

>>663627334
>can't stop doing the same

>>663627585
JUST FUCK EACHOTHER ALREADY

>>663619985
When I was younger, I was an immense sociopath, I used and exploited people for personal gain and profit, literally all the time.
For some reason, people ate this shit up and thought I was extremely cool. I had lots of 'friends' and girlfriends.
It's rather ironic that these same people who ate my sociopathic, exploitative bullshit up; are the same people who just want people who care about them in their lives.
Now, the true irony is, now that I'm much older and have empathy for people and do not wish to exploit them, and watch them suffer; and am a truly decent and pretty selfless people . . . These people are nowhere to be fucking found.
It's comical gold because these are the same people that used to bitch about people fucking them over and a lack of stability in their lives.
I wonder if people just like being used, perhaps it endows them with a sense of purpose or worth.

Either way, in my experience being a sociopath gets you what you want, and grants you respect; as people view your exploitation and "getting what you want" Attitude as "Alpha" behaviour.
Where as, selflessness which is actually far harder to do, is seen as beta and weak.
Har har har.

>>663620953
Being a "sociopath" in the sense of today's obsessive culture over them is really just being entirely, totally, and ultimately self-centered, without any concerns or regrets for the rest of the world. Socipaths can flip the empathy on or off when wanted, as a method of self-preservation. For most sociopaths, being revealed spells the end of the ride, which is something to be avoided at all costs, because of the totally self-centered nature of their personality. When used unrestriced, it will quickly cause an implosion. When used meticulously, it is a tool of great but unfortunately still limited power.

OP going to need those nudes now

Hey OP. I've been a psychopath all my life. I didn't realize it til around 6th grade. I've always had an awareness, this extreme sense of not only self consciousness but of everything and everyone around me. The "carefully planning every action" old psychopath stereotype is true. You have a sense of empowerment due to basically controlling every aspect of your life with ease but there are downsides. Never really had strong emotions or been able to "let go" during parties or events but I can force emotions when they are necessary. Hope the inside of my mind entertained you.

>>663619985
Where is the porn please.

give sauce???

Its official OP dead. I call it 3am 1-15-16

Hi guys, how do I add you as friends?

I'm gay

>>663619985
Dear faggot OP.
You are not a sociopath.
Its not 'cool' to tell your friends on Facebook or Tumblr that you are dark and brooding and all that shit. You are just a regular retard.

Please leave.

>>663628293
no u werent, and no u didnt
u just think its cool u faggot kid
grow up retard

before leaving,give sauce.ktnx

>>663619985
feeling depressed and being a cunt towards others doesn't mean youre a sociopath it means youre a cunt, cunt.

Sauce on images if anyone still cares

http://cuscas.net/blog/2015/12/27/jvktwrna/

>>663628293
hahaha listen to this faggot
oh bro u r top shit bro hahahaa
fuking suicde

>>663619985
If you think you're a sociopath, you're not one.

>>663619985
>I'm just interested in hearing what it's really like to be a sociopath.

Boring. Tiring.

Imagine being completely sober surrounded by drunks and you've basically got it.

>>663632383
Probably b8
Definitely not trying to say I'm top shit, just iterating life experience.

>>663620658>>663619985


You need to learn about nutrition mate. Healthy body = healthy brain. Your brain unnourished doesn't produce ''I'm feeling good'' chemicals, because well, its not feeling good.>>663619985

Unless your nutrition is top tier ( its probably not ) look into this. If it is well you need medication.

Also, exercise.

>>663619985
you are superior, everyone else is inferior, these inferior beings have been lying to you about rules that don't exist, and they must pay.

>>663633043
I get ''I'm feeling good'' chemicals whenever i'm touching little girls. Pretty sure it's not due to nutrition.

>>663619985
I went to a psychologist for non psych reasons,it was just one area he was qualified in, and mentioned on thought my partner was a sociopath or psychopath, at the very least narcissistic. After meeting my partner he told me to read a book called "snakes in suits". I questioned him about the book and for more info and what his opinion was, but because he wasn't workimg in the capacity of psychologist he couldn't get into it. Google love n psychopaths. It should have a picture of little red riding hood and the wolf, it's an interesting read. Psychopaths and sociopaths arenT's as rare as people think. Also, look up a doco about brain scans in prison inmates and the differences in the brain activity.

>>663619985
Found the sauce: https://fgts.jp/soc/thread/22840361/#22859903

>>663619985
If you think you're a sociopath, you're not a sociopath. It's a bitch helping sociopaths because of their heavy denial.

>>663622241
How can you guarantee this?

I've thought about this a bit, every social interaction I make is catered towards an end goal. But I wonder if I could still have love and empathy for my brother if I was leaning toward sociopathic? The 2 things seem counter to each other.

>>663624436
Please do tell some off the horrifying things you have done

>>663625089
Maybe you're acoustic and just can't read others.

File: 543554760.gif (437KB, 400x225px) Image search: [Google]

437KB, 400x225px

Feels like bags of sand