Why is it when I'm coming off of my adderoll I get insanely lonely and sad and want to kill myself? More importantly, would the internet like to watch?
If you guys want to ditch the whole suicide thing and just post pictures of the hottest girls with blue hair you have on file, I could live with that.
Honestly I haven't been on it for 6 months or so. But I just started a new job that requires a lot of off the clock studying, and since I have a prescription...
And now I'm down with suicide.
I can see the path of taking the easy way out here and it's bothering me by how much I'm not bothered by it. What a bother...
I find drinking water to be a requirement when I'm on it. My throat gets so insanely dry, if I'm not drinking water regularly or chewing gum or something it can become pretty fucking annoying.
Now that you mention it... I haven't eaten anything in like 8 hours. I'm ordering some boneless wings right now, because I'm not a savage.
I appreciate you taking the time to post.
>Abuse the shit out of adderall for years
Srsly though even though I know I'm on the come down, I get mad depressed too. Food helps, short walks that get you moving help. Try not to set your goals for the day too high or you'll disappoint yourself at the end..
I'm currently feeling loneliness for the first time in many many years. I know it's just... chemical, more or less, but there's this deep forever alone feeling that I'm unable to shake.
I nailed the coolest aerial of my life in Rocket League moments ago... and I feel nothing.
Hey howdy. I'm also geeking on addys right now. Occasional treat for me. Thing I gotta stay away from is dem opioids.
...Funny, I just did that. Chocolate and masturbation did actually help quite a great deal...
What the fuck
If that were the case, I want some back pay on my lack of tits. So, like, boobs in the mail or something.
Thank you for your honesty.