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>>663612385 i'm somehow addicted to cleaning my anus with my fingers everytime i take a shit. i simply dont feel clean enough after wiping, so i have to put my fingers in repeatedly with some soap... as often as it takes until theres no more shit on my finger after i pull it out. this started when my ex girlfriend agreed on licking my ass the first time... i just want to be clean there...
>>663612740 THX >>663612790 Thank you. The first time, I was committing crime myself so didn't feel like dealing with that. The second time, it was likely drug-related so I didn't feel like dealing with that or being a snitch and getting my ass found out. So. SEE YA!
>>663612802 Lookup how muslims clean their ass. somehow it involves a fucking bucket next to the commode. I have no idea, but I think they clean their ass with one hand and water. Maybe you might consider becoming islamic.
>>663613533 That's OK, anon. A lot of us are cut, since it was done when we were born. Don't sweat it. A lot of chicks think uncut guys are weird and gross. I can't see doing it to any of my kids, but whatever. Anyway, you probably won't pass hpv to some unsuspecting chickadee.
LOL holy shit, I always wondered this. I contemplated if I ever got a black girlfriend (she would have to be HOT) would I still think the word nigger sometimes? I guess the answer is yes. Holy shit thats fucked up. how did that not kill your boner? I guess "hatefuck"?
I wipe my ass real good over and over using wet wipes until its clean. If i take a shower after I too wipe my butthole out good with shampoo (soap is too irritating afterwards), but I dont shove my fingers in many times, just the hole until u can feel its fully clean. Im a guy too btw. Dont want girls to lick my ass just OCD and dont wanna feel dirty to my own self. weird? also i do love womens ass and hope its gonna be clean (u can somewhat tell based on the girls appearance) if you get the chance to do anal or ass licking.
I kinda do this too, but more cuz im a pussy and have self denial and even when im sure a girl likes me at the last moment i convince myself she cant because im a piece of shit and then dont go through with it. Im not bad looking in any way.
>>663613533 27 and I still cut. I don't even do it with emotion like I used to as an emofaggot teenager, I just get bored and relieve some stress. Always on the upper arm, where a t-shirt hides it from view because I'm embarrassed of the shit and don't want a psych eval.
>>663613932 Why don't you grow some coca and make it yourself? Why contribute to the mass murder in America? Why contribute to the murder in mexico? Some things are better of leaving alone, just because of the problems it causes just not far down the road. Are you addicted?
I'm 18 and have never had any kind of semi-intimate contact with a girl. After finishing school I don't even talk to them anymore. My social anxiety has left me with no close friends and I just want one good companion
I have gotten to the point where the only thing that gets me off most of the time is videos of women being killed or already dead (also pictures).
I'm not trying to be an edgelord or some shit. I'm in most aspects a normal guy. I occasionally fuck a woman (though I have never been in a long relationship ever. 2 or 3 months at their longest) and I have no issues in that sense.
But if i'm jerking off (which is most of the time) almost nothing does it for me typically except something involving women dying. My absolute tip top are the few cartel los zetas vids showing women having their heads cut off or their throats slit. One in particular of a curvy woman having her whole body jerk at the moment the knife severs her spinal chord is easily my most utilized fapping material.
I don't hate women on any level I comprehend. Don't resent them for being women, don't think im entitled to sex from them, don't think theyre all whores or sluts for being promiscuous. I even think men exaggerate in places like this about how horrible they are and how false rape accusations ruin everything. I love women, love so much about them.
It's just one of those things I love is watching them die. Would never hurt one as far as I know. Don't have any personal violent tendencies but...theres something slightly godlike about it. Dead serious but as i jack off and get closer and closer to coming what im saying in my head or whispering to myself is shit about them dying horribly so that i can get off. That theyre lives are meaningless and expendable and useful only in that moment of their taking like popping bubble wrap to enjoy the sound. Some weird narcissistic enjoyment of feeling more than them because I can so horrifically dismiss their twisted deaths by using them as simple masturbating fodder.
I dunno I think its pretty fucked up. I don't feel guilty about it in the slightest or displeased with myself. I just acknowledge its kind of a fucked up weird thing to do that I do. my secret.
It's really no big deal. When you're little like that, you can't even put up a fight against a full size attacking grown up with a scalpal. They hold you down, they do this, they do that, then God made you in his perfect image... except that nasty foreskin - so they slice that little fucker off like it's goddamned wart. No problem though. I've fucked hundreds of girls with my mutilated weener. Chicks don't really care. The fact that my dick is bigger than most gets me in the sack with older chicks, and they really don't seem to mind that I'm cut.
>>663615002 I can understand your situation pretty, well I am in a similar boat... Either way I find it's easier for find people you are compatible with online. SO that is good. You will find someone some day.. I am a bit older, and thought the same at your age...
>>663612385 i have a vibrator that my ex claimed to want for christmas when we were dating but we broke up the day after so now i have a vibrator in my dresser that i'm too damn lazy to return because i ordered it online
>>663615214 Get yourself a nice cheap greenhouse - you can grow damn near anything you want in that bitch. Get yourself a greenhouse, or make one, and learn how to make some nice coca products. It's not rocket science man.
Dude... you realize youre Dexter right? I mean a real life psycho :O Maybe youre a friendly psycho, but if anyone gets OFF to women (or dudes) being killed, thats basically proof ur brain is fucked in that regard. Either u will be a killer soon or will just hide it ur whole life, but gawd dayum. I thought I had problems :O
Back in the nineties my girlfriend was raped and murdered in a loft we lived above a cathedral. They made me watched, and then shoved me out a window 4 stories to my death. I survived, though. I secretly went on a killing spree of the gang that did this horrible thing to us, but what they never knew was that. Secretly, I enjoyed it
When. I was 15 I was raped by a man on the way home from school and some time after that out of anger and confusion I molested a family friend who was younger and she hates me more then anything now and I hate my self more then anything now . I can't stand to be alone with my thoughts and I regret that everyday
I have been stealing prescription drugs from every house I visit. Bonus points if it's a big party at a house I've never been to since the risk is both high (so many people around) yet low, because if the host notices something missing, it could be any person in the room and I'd be the last they'd think did it.
I know where all the drugs are kept -- master bathrooms, nightstands next to the vibrators and condoms, regular bathrooms, linen closets, in the kitchen cabinet with headache medicine.
Different types of people keep the drugs in different types of places. White people almost always keep theirs in their master bathrooms, while people with children keep theirs in the kitchen. The linen closet is for drugs that get tucked away and forgotten.
I wait to hear if a friend has gone through a medical procedure. When I find it's over, I come by to visit and ask them if they're doing okay and what their pain levels are like. The prescription tubes are almost always within sight, and when they go to the bathroom, I sneak as many as I can before they'd notice anything was gone.
I once asked someone if they had antacids as a diversion and as she brought down all the baskets of drugs, I saw the one I wanted.and pocketed it without her noticing. Less than a foot away.
My shrink knows nothing.
I obsess about what would happen if I got caught. But I'm too good.
My time is running out. I will probably get caught someday. But there is a hole in my heart that will never be filled and when the hole does get filled it means I overdosed and that I died.
And then that is when I will have my bones to pick with God. I will shake the pillars of heaven. I will destroy it all.
I still hate my ex for fucking a nigger after we broke up, it's ok to fuck whoever she wants she wasn't my girlfriend anymore... But I was expecting a little bit more of decency, she disappointed me in all ways, by the way, apart from being a nigger he was a drug addict and seller, so yeah. Fucking bitch
>>663615858 I mean....hey fuck it. I'm like 3 months shy of 30 and I havent spiraled into anything even resembling murderous desire.
And not in a passive aggressive tamping down the anger kind of way. I am just a naturally laid back guy who has this one REALLY unpleasant thing that sexually arouses me for reasons I cannot explain (never seen someone die in my youth or some crazy shit).
So hopefully I don't go wackadoo in the next five years and end up like Vincent Denophrio in the movie 'the cell' murdering women, bleaching their bodies, and suspending myself from hooks above said bodies while beating off on them (thats alot of work). And instead just have this weird thing that makes it so I need to never save fap material or forget to clear my browser history if I ever have a girl with access to my PC.
since last thread died. I'm in love with my Asian girlfriend, but I cheat her weekly with old women I meet on okcupid. I lie to these women, pretending to be single, go out with them, once or twice, 90% of the time ends with sex on the first date and then depending on how the date goes I meet most of them again just for sex. Yesterday I fucked a 49y old very Catholic Filipina woman which I meet in okcupid. She had 13 years without getting fucked, she sucked me and I came inside her without worried about getting pregnant. I don't know why I cheat, I really love my gf, I'm happy with here. It's getting me crazy.
>>663615006 Yep, same. Most recent long relationship, my gf had been through some shit growing up so she understood. She thought of them as reminders of how many times I could've done it somewhere else and chose not to.
I'm not cool or interesting and I went to plenty of parties. If you smoke and can supply every now and then you can make good friends. Trust me, you'll find people if you leave your dorm. Go to lots of events and clubs.
>>663616493 Well, all rape is forced. I mean thats kind of the idea.
Also no ive never acted in violence toward a woman beyond pulling a girls hair as a child or some shit. Likewise I don't like the idea of being involved in any kind of non consensual sex. In fact I think people on sites like this are a bit too cavalier with what kinda consent theyre okay with. I think if a chick is black out drunk at a party she isn't at fault for her own rape. A rapist is (not saying she wasn't stupid. just saying its not her fault). So i'm not about hurting women.
I just enjoy seeing them hurt and killed. Specifically killed. Or killing themselves. The woman hanging herself in her room is another one i enjoy. The way her arms stiffen up as she kinda loses logical motor function because her brain is dying gets me going. Then that moment her arms slump slowly down because you know that last neurons fired and shes just....lights out. Boom I'm off.
Listen it's fucked up. It's totally fucked up. I admit that. Not even going anywhere with it. That's just fucked up.
Its OK you make guys like me feel better when all I really enjoy from women is anal, all I watch is anal sex videos and pussy does nothing for me anymore. its kinda bad because trying to meet women you never know if they will be that much into anal, makes it difficult to find a girl. But then seeing some shit like jerking it to dead girls, makes me not feel so bad for my issues :X
I used to love Disturbed myself. Just got to repetative for me. I still love The Game though. Hell why not.
I lie to everyone about what i do for holidays and birthdays why not. They don't need to know I'm alone most of the time. It's better for them. I never really mind not doing anything on my birthday not a big deal I guess. birthday 28th of December.
>>663612385 When I was at college (a very long time ago) at lunch time I would always offer to bring back food for anyone in the common room. One chap, let's call him Simon, would often take up my offer. He liked KFC chips & gravy. One afternoon while suffering a bout of hayfever and doing some last minute cramming I asked Simon, who was heading to the shops, to bring me back a sandwich, he refused, I remonstrated with him, pointing out the number of occasions on which I'd brought him back lunch. He shrugged and said "I'm nobody's fucking skivvy"
Step forward in time a couple months, end of last semester, my final year, there are many parties. Small hours of the morning and I'm leaving one of these parties, just as I kick my bike, I see Simon staggering, drunk down the steep hill towards a main road. Just as he reached the corner he lurched of the pavement and was struck a glancing blow by a white lorry going full pelt.
He was thrown in the air, over the crash barrier, and into a rain filled, tree lined ditch that divided the houses from the carriage way.
I rode to the bottom of the hill and pulled in, hopped over the barrier to examine Simon. Both legs were folded under his body, plainly badly broken, his arms were rigid by his sides and part of the side of his head was missing, whatever was visible through the hole was pulsing. His body was bucking, like he was trying to fuck an invisible woman hovering above him and he was making a constant low keening sound, occasionally developing into a yelp, like he was trying to scream but didn't have enough puff for it.
He was aware of me and tried to speak, "alp ma" he said, I think it was "help me". " von balans" he said, "phone ambulance". Mobiles weren't around at this time. Phoning for help would have required returning to the party or finding a phone box.
" I'm nobody's fucking skivvy" I said, got on the bike and went home.
His body was found a few days later, nobody has ever been charged.
Ever since I found out my boyfriend looks, (doesn't fap I don't think) to loli, I have been humiliating myself to be his own personal loli. He doesn't even like it or care that much cause of an extremely low libido/I'm ugly and he won't break up with me. My actions make me very ashamed and I have never had an interest or desire towards this before
>>663616473 I actually respect the thieving aspect of this. Mind you taking some guys fucking oxys after he had back surgery or something is a dickangus move. But i respect the craft of taking shit without noticing.
I mean if you are popular as a writer I imagine you could probably easily just wrangle your way into getting prescription meds through a doc who will prescribe them. It isn't exactly an uncommon thing. I know poor retarded hicks from north jersey who do that very thing so, shit. Give it a try.
>>663617061 Can confirm. In fact I think I was misliked by a lot of the peoplr I hung out with. But I always had liquor and smokes and i'd always throw down for blow.
Getting a fifth of liqour at a college type party is the biggest insurance policy. No one wants to get uber liquor shitfaced so they all just drink beer then after 2am you're like their favorite person. Of course. Like 'humor me please and you can drink as much as you like'
With the cool Strangers at least. Made a few good buddies and some great times that way.
Work the late shift for a service company Customers wife gave me a $20 tip and then asked me if she could give me a blowjob > let the bitch suck my dick > honestly it was the best blow job I have ever had > came home and went to sleep next to my wife
>>663617172 >Well, all rape is forced Not today my friend. Rape is now sex they regretted (because they were fucking around on their boyfriend, or had after a couple of drinks and call it rape, and the witch hunt goes on and on)
>>663617396 Oh no trust me.........you are doing just fine sexually compared to me.
I mean I don't care about anal one way or the other. In fact one of the (christ) things I do get off to besides actual women dying on film are the faked snuff/necro movies you some time find online. And in those cases they only do it for me with a full on vaginal/internal cumshot because of the twisted dichotomy of a man ejaculating into a womb which can no longer bring forth new life because its owner was murdered.
Again not even being Edgey. That is honestly something I'm into and if I could just be really anal instead id consider it a good trade.
>>663617762 i mean it stunk so bad and i had to hit it from behind since she was already bent over. i think her ass smells better then her pussy. fucked her once and never ever again. i would probably fuck another black girl but black girls arent usually into me.
>>663615154 i get that about rape, i told my wife and one friend, i'm going to get help. but there is some messed up stuff in my past that i'm now addressing, that i think might have something to do with it. maybe you have a few deeper secrets than this?
>>663617338 See >>663616920 Other than that though, some have never even known they existed. Others were more of the "Well shit dude" mentality. I'm a relatively modest person though and don't walk around without a shirt most of the time, so if she likes having the light off chances are she never noticed. The ones that did notice did that post-coital arm stroking or wanted the lights on, and have only really really had one freak out about them. We all did/do stupid shit growing up (some habits continue into adulthood), but even now I'll commonly just keep a rubber band with me and pop myself if I get too stressed in public.
>>663617086 Did it just stink like normal pussy odor, or something else? What was the flavor? was it any different than a girl wearing nylon panties all day, and being sweaty and hot, and a particularly delicious juicy twat, and you did not like it?
>>663618116 Nah sorry. Cut the shit and be real about it. That is what you are using to refer to modern day instances of sexual regret. It isn't rape.
If a woman has sex after having some drinks and says she was raped...thats bullshit. It also happens far fucking less than people bitching about it on forums like this would lead you to believe. Now when you hear that you go into a 'wahh feminism sjw 1 out of 5 are assaulted is bullshit wahh' tailspin. But note i'm not saying all that shit. I'm saying that sex regret and calling it rape shit isn't common. Nor are men simply being convicted for it. Rape a cases are hard to prove without clear evidence backing that shit up and actual rapists go free all the time. Just like plenty of accusations are not prosecuted. Some belonging to actual rape victims.
So hey maybe it isnt 'victim blaming rape culture' like SJWs profess. And maybe it also isnt 'bitches be lyin and hitting the automatic men go to rape jail button'. And just that the system is fucked up sometimes when it comes to both men and women.
Fags online though can't deal with that idea. Cos fuck being reasonable right.
femanon here, get dates with guys from okc or tinder, every 2 days, have them pay for the drinks and the dinner and then say to them we're missing the chemistry. Done that for almost 1 year, best time ever.
>>663618673 yeah it was wet, we were sexting before i came over. opened the door in a tank top - no bra and short shorts. lived with her gma and gpa kuz her parents died and her excuse for me coming over was to play with her wii in the basement. she looked so fucking good but that pussy stank makes my boner seriously go bye bye. current gfs pussy i can literally shove my face in and stay there all goddamn day. smells like heaven.
thanks... I'm literally about to take magnets to my hard drives and get a new one just in case shit happens... I have tons of porn and plenty of shit from /b/ so if my shit gets seized I wanna be 100% clean.
No. I respect the man. In real life interactions he believes himself to be the only person in the room by being louder and more gregarious than the rest. If he were a seasoned surgical thief, he would be the first suspect.
He relies on caricatures, of images, all propping up a false marionette play that was put together in some dilapidated back alley in his mind and he expects readers to masturbate over the words he taptaptapped onto a dirty keyboard in his tiny office.
>>663617636 I'm glad I'm not alone in all this. I love all Disturbed albums, except for Asylum I could never really get into. I keep this to myself though because everyone seems to think they're a joke. Happy birthday for the 28th. >>663618917 Melbourne, Ausfailia.
>>663618339 Deeper nah. Maybe a little more seedy 'fucked up toward others' level. Like i cant be socially prosecuted for getting horny of women being killed. But I have jacked off while using a roommate used panties on a few occasions. Stole weed from a mans house during a party once (i actually felt fucking awful about that. cos it was a shit thing to do even though he was a little prick of a person).
But really ive neither done much messed up or had messed up shit done to me. Or hey if i have some real fucked up past shit....its buried fucking deep. Like my camp counsilor searched for the prize in my box of captain crunch so now i just went to disneyland that summer buried deep. But if it is i dont fucking know and god willing I never do. If im hitting 30 and I have repressed shit thats still repressed....holy hell stay that way please. I don't need that mind trip now.
One time in middle school the boys toilet was closed bc some fag light up tp on the floor. I really had to go and had a bad case of direhea. I ended up shiting my pantas but nobady noticed it. The mos akward and discouating moment of my life
>>663618879 >sex regret and calling it rape shit isn't common
uhh.. yeah it is. Any active duty military from Korea will attest. The Office of Special Investigations always get involved, and 60% of complaints turn out to be consensual that was regretted. No charges against the female that filed a false report, cause we want those ladies coming forward.
>>663618389 That's reassuring, thanks man. Because of the scars, I've always been self conscious to take my shirt off, even refusing to go into pools or the ocean. I've quit cutting, but to control stress I bite/pick the skin off of my fingers.
>volunteer in science lab in HS >have this teacher that works there that's older but kind of hot in a weird way >go there at a time when no one was there >would do shit like stick my cock in her empty coffee mug and rub my dick on some of her stuff >steal her hand santizer >cum in it >realize that it's painfully obvious that there's semen in there >clean it out and throw it away
I also took a couple of creepshots of her before, never told a soul. Also played with myself in the chem labs but just never got to cum.
I will be caught. These dragon eggs I chase only stave the demons away for a day. And the next, and the next, until their usefulness diminishes past the risk horizon.
They cannot fix the gaping wound. They can slow the bleeding, but eventually, we all bleed out. I will bleed out of my own accord. And that's where my blades to heaven must be ready because there's no one up there for me.
>>663618894 >>663619220 It varies from state to state about viewing it- vs purposefully downloading to a folder on your computer (which is virtually the same if you know where on your computer to find it)
>>663617086 >one thing that threw me off is her pussy fucking stinks and it tasted like shit. are you sure you werent just eating out her unwiped asshole. I mean in dim lights if the bitch be dark enough and hadn't cleaned up.
Just saying its a possibility to consider. A black bitches dingleberries being similar in shape to negroid labia minora is....well stranger things have happened right?
>>663619917 Haha, I actually did the same shit when I was really young. I've always had stress issues as far back as I can remember, and used to chew the edges of my pinkies off. Had to stop when my mom noticed around age 8, but now that I'm an adult I do it from time to time. I'm glad to help though, because those were some of my legit concerns when I went too deep sometimes. I have one that's way more noticiable than the rest because my dumbass got what I believe to be a chemical burn from passing out with an alcohol dipped cotton ball stuck on a fresh cut, so it's all pink and shiny instead of fading into my skin tone like the rest. Don't sweat it too much though, because once you get to the 24 or so age people (and you as well) usually stop giving as much of a shit what people think about little things like that.
>>663620774 OK, I'll make a deal with you, since you sound like a reasonable person. Take a pic of your face, and post it. If I see your face pic, then you can set yourself on fire. Either way, I think you could do it, and you could be a martyr for your cause like this too. It's not bad anon. No fear. No reason to stop. Gasoline is cheap and so are matches.
Was forced to suck my preachers dick many times when I was 7 or 8. I don't know. Blocked it from my memory. Just started surfacing in dreams about a year ago and I finally realized it happened. I am now a 29 year old virgin who likes cp even though I know it's wrong. Fiigurethis is why I am so fucked up in t h e head.
No duster. No neckbeard. I could walk by you any day and you wouldn't notice, laughing outside the bar about something silly. I could bump shoulders with you and you wouldn't notice. I am a human being.
I wake up. I masturbate. I shower and drink coffee. I steal narcotics. I'm garbage. The narcotics keep the monsters away but never for more than a few minutes.
I just need a few more minutes.
I know you wish to run me far far away from here. Very well. You will feel better for pretending to make me disappear off into the ether.
I'm not saying this based on anything you are saying you do or anything you actually do. I'm saying this based entirely on the way you express yourself. I mean what the fuck do you write for a goddamn paranormal romance show about vampires. Because this shit doesn't sound deep it sounds lame.
with a bunch of close friends we pile into my daily driver and freestyle to beats. were actually not that bad but would never freestyle in front of anybody else. i did one time in front of my girlfriend and she fucking loved it.
>>663621869 OK you know what. That isn't a goddamn secret. Something you do with a group of friends and share with your girlfriend isn't really a secret okay. Think of something more fucking secret goddamnit!
>>663620137 You're the prophesized edgelord. Come to save the /b/ from eternal stagnation. Go out and kill! Kill and be free of your worldly shackles and post your pictures here for all to see the true awesome power of your depravity. Unleash your inner edge and do what thou wilt.
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>>663621323 How can you say that anon? I'm a respectable earner, that pays taxes. All people are not equal, as my opinion as a consultant is often the deciding factor of some pretty big deals. So, it's literally quite possible that my opinion for you to "take a pass on this world" is probably good advice of which everyone will benefit.
>>663622065 Have been as young as maybe 8or 9. Horrible in my eyes but can't control it. Usually will just look over nudist photos to try and keep it at bay.
I don't honestly know how I felt. I'd say 95% of it I've blocked from my memory. I recently read a book about child abuse and symptoms of survivors and realized how much it paralleled my life. Almost immediately after started having dreams or random moments just popping into my head
If it doesn't at least make you feel like you should watch something else, then maybe you're tapping into your bi or gay side that you have not discovered yet. When I see gay porn, I get the weirdest disgusted feeling, but I'm not homophobic. I'm atheist, and I don't care what people do.
>>663622644 I hope you didn't mind me asking those question (about how you felt at the time)
I know two others who've been molested at the age, but they've never really talked about it with anyone else. They were quite confused about how they should feel about it. They can't decide if they were actually into it at the moment or not. But they both felt kinda ashamed, and rather not go too much into the details.
>>663622374 Ok...shot int he dark. Maybe youre gay.Or you know, bisexual. Theres nothing wrong with this and you may never act on it. But apparently most guys got some gay tendencies so...you know you probably arent entirely straight.
Another random confession - I fantasize about fucking my roommate when her boyfriend (one of the other roommates) is out of town. Snagged a few nudes of her when fixing their laptop, and fa to them regularly. Almost had my chance about 9 months back when they broke up for the umpteenth time, but she drunk dialed him and told him to come back. I still regret not hiding her damn phone that night. She's also a subordinate of mine at work, which is forbidden for obvious reasons, but that just makes me want to do it even more.
>>663623081 I was just amazed I had blocked it from memory for 20 years and reading one book explained why my life is so fucked up. At least now I have an explanation to the sickness in my head that is killing me slowly. I probably won't make it to be 30 and that's only six months away. I'm ready to kill myself right now.
>>663617822 I had a girl like you before it was pretty pathetic, she tried to steal my things when I broke up with her for being a retarded cunt just to be my friend. I called the cops and she got arrested. She still randomly messages on facebook. No replies lol
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