Feels thread/Relationship advice thread/Sad Pictures thread?
Just make my day better.
I'm in a great relationship, and I am in great economic standing. You should take pride in the fact that you are making people appreciate what and whom they have (unless they're whiney little twats). so thank you for telling me how sad you feel really makes me appreciate my happiness.
Just realized that I don't actually have any friends anymore. Used to have 3 very close friends back home but they all hate me for different reasons now. And I'm too scared of losing another friend to try to reach out to anyone on my campus.
I fucking hate myself. And my existence.
I should be a little sad I guess.
Spent birthday all alone, got a couple good wishes from family, and made myself a small nice dinner (grilled chicken and potatoes)
Gonna get ready to go on a walk, though it is like 26 degrees outside.
22 isnt a milestone birthday either, so not the most importatnt day.
I really am too stoic
its rough man, but its a big world, if you dont have friends now it means you havent met them yet. Keep it up
Now, literally THE only friends I have are people who I've never even met in countries I've never been, and never will be, to.
Where did I go wrong
>Have cheated on my gf of 5 yrs with over 4 girls
>Met a chick july last yr on okcupid
>Think is just gonna be another girl i get to fuck
>Shes awesome and super loving
>Start fucking her and playing with her
>Start to ignore her super bad
>She pleads me to stay with her she loves me
>Fast forward december
>She begs me one last chance. Says she wont beg me anymore
>Whatever she'll be back
>Msg her jan 2 after realizing im a dumbfuck
>Jan15, i moved on anon, you hurt me so bad, i cant take you back
Im still hurting in silence because despite everything I have a girlfriend, but my heart left with the love of my life.
Please help me /b/ros, im so close to giving up and attempt calling her but if I do that i'll undo any progress of me forgetting about her and i know she wont answer.
I'm the same person lol
And thanks, it's nice to hear stuff like that.
im not sad, more like too apathetic.
I just dont care anymore.
Come on faggots, post something
cant help you if you dont know why.
It would take too long for me to ask enough questions to try and find the root.
You know whats wrong .
>be 17 and a junior in highschool
>meet 10/10 15yo freshmenVietnamese girl
>become friends because I brought a psp to school with me everyday
>too beta to ask her out
>get to know her
>has never kissed
>has never dated
>still to fucking beta to ask her out
>be earlier today
>ask her what shes doing this valentines tells me shes got a track meet to go to
>tfw she didn't notice the very obvious look of hoping she'll say no but didnt
homer has the right idea.
get lost in the stars
though the only ones who love me are family and i have a hard time/impossible time telling them any feelings i have.
I can barely stand doing it anonymously, always feel like a whiny bitch
OP here. Official thread music
I just remembered, this also exists:
The footprints around the grave always get me. He's been there for hours.
ive had a shitty week, Sunday a friend from when i was a little kid died in a car accident, Wednesday i found out a relative had died but nobody had told me and i missed the funeral (i wasn't invited) tonight i had to say goodbye to my dad probably for the last time. Also last week a pretty girl said she didn't want to date me so that sucks too
this is europa. I just have a huge folder of real space pics i love posting whenever i can
I do. It's my girl.
I just feel like she doesn't love/like me as
Much as I do her. I do a lot for her, buy her things, just be there for her, etc. and she doesn't really, do as much back.
it always pains me to see others have to go through that. I saw my little brother and little sister go through it recently, and it breaks my heart knowing what pain is ahead for them.
While I have never had that specific problem, I know what its like to lose someone you love.
If it persists, you might want to be straightforward with her and either work it out or end it before the pain mountts
I just. I...I really like her, but I remember one time specifically that caught my attention, she said " it's alright to like other people just as much as the one your dating at the same time"
That sentence kinda hit me hard, and made my heart fall, but I didn't show it.
Hd pic coming through
Song is what I listen to during sad times https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0YRICEt7XiY
whoa, well for me that would be a no-go. I mean, I am the kind of guy who wants a monogamous relationship (hopefully whenever I have a girlfriend, she will be the one I can spend my entire life with happily).
I would not be able to do that, and I understand it would hurt you, but for me, imagining my girl in someon elses arms even though we are dating would hurt me day after day as long as it continued. I would have to break the relationship. Sparing myself tons of future pain and jealousy
i spent my birthday alone to even though my mom was only a flight of stairs away and then not even a week after I had to go to school and pretend my dog wasnt beeing put down, broke down in the middle of my science class and just didnt stop the rest of the day
I just can't break up with her, it will break my heart. I enjoy the same type of relationship as you, and I just want to stick around and see if she changes. She's one of the reasons I have some happiness when I wake up.
Not sameguy but I hear ya. I wen t through somthing simiar and my advice would be to talk to her. I mean really talk to her. As hard as it may be, she may not truly love you anymore and if thats the case, i think you should be some who does
this is why I dont get upset about my not so bad situation. I know there are others out there who have it worse, way worse. I am sorry you had to go through that anon. My dog is getting old and I have had many nightmares about the day my parents call me and say he is gone. I barely see him due to being at uni all the time. Everytime I go home i make sure to cherish every moment with him.
pets really do become family, man.
grow out of being a faggot.
She did notice your try.But he isnt dumping an alpha date for a fag.
Thats how it is,sorry.
look on this side:stop being a faggot once,but go for a good girl.
settle,and you can be yourself again.
well eventually you might have to talk to her one day about it if she persists that way. I would hope that it works out for you, instead of her continuing to think that way and you come home one day and see her with another guy because she thinks that an open relationship is ok. (if thats what she thinks, it sounds kind of like that to me at least, i could be wrong)
Well, here's my situation; I'm sure a few anons might recognize me.
>Took 2 years to get over cheating ex who I thought I was gonna marry
>Still cautious as fuck and only think of relationships essentially.
>Still have PTSD(I feel it's shit, but the psychologist said differently) from bullying in HS, major depression, homicidal and suicidal thoughts(not as much as they used to, but still daily)
Just thought I would go downtown and ask any attractive woman to get a coffee with me; my two buddies(one is kinda shy like me) and one suggested to go to the beach with some drinks and a grill for a couple hours next to the local community college.
Not expecting any women, still psyched for the grilling; but any tips on what the fuck to do?
>pokerface every day for the last 6 years of my life
Love you /b/ and anon and all other anons in this thread
Dont ever forget someone out there knows your pain and is here to talk/listen
It's just, she wants me to tell her everything and such, and she wouldn't do the same. Hypocrite, but I still like her a lot. I don't want the relationship to end. I feel it won't.
I feel like I need to be around him more, knowing that in 2 or 3 years I will not have any time left. The only thing i will not do is take him to the vet to put him down if it comes to that. I nearly cry thinking about it (and I havent cried about anything in about 3 years). I do get shaky when I think about this though.
Well whatever happens, I hope its in your best interest anon. I do not enjoy seeing or hearing about broken hearts. I endured it once in my life and it was one of the top 3 pains I have ever daelt with
How can I tell if I'm attracted to a woman? I haven't been attracted to a woman in years. there is no single woman that I would prefer to date over anyone else. that's doesn't mean I don't masturbate to women often, it's just that none of them make me want to have a relationship with any of them. Is that weird? I know what it used to feel like in school, but that just doesn't happen anymore. I don't even know what I would say if a woman wanted to go out with me. because I don't want to a relationship where I don't like them in that special way. i don't know anymore
you sure you wont wanna take him to the vet? my dogs hind legs stopped working entirely my stepdad had to pick her up and put her in the back of my moms car to take her to the vet
Trust me, I know man.
Its been 4 years this may since the only and last girl I have ever loved left my life (mutual breakup because trans atlantic relationship would never work) and I still dream of her and speak to her in her native language (german, which I learned and am almost fluent in now because of her influence in my life).
I never want anyone to feel that much pain, unfortunately some will and even worse than what I felt.
yes. I could not do it. Seeing his happy face and blissful ignorance as to whats about to happen; the innocence and trust he has in me. Make me upset just thinking about this scenario phew. I cant bear the thought of crying in front of others; I have a hard enough time showing any emotions in front of people in the first place.
damn man. To whomever has a pet, love and cherish their time with you, as it is much less than the time you have here.
its fine. I think I have come to grips with the fact that I will more than likely never meet someone like her again, so rather than mope all the time about it, I like to think positively about it. I am by no means attractive, maybe 5/10 on a good day and if I can get a girl like her who was easy 8.5/10, than anyone can get a beautiful girl who was like her, loyal, loving , kind, soft, caring, usw.
Really, i mean it. If I can get a girl any of you anons can.
meant to add on to that, just got distracted by the phone.
You see it in greentexts and peoples most wanted wishes in things about a dream girl; one who pulls you away from all your guys' friends to spend time with you, one who loves you for YOU, one who would not just listen, but hear and care about what you have to say and sacrificed for your benefit.
damn man. Id give up lots for anons who need those types of friends so they could be happy.
That year was the only year of my life I was happy. Others need to feel whats its truly like; i have already had a taste
trust me, i was.
I mean, the day she went to the airport i couldnt even talk. That one hour drive, i dont even remember it.
Her hadn on one side of the glass and me on the other (boarding area and non), i dont even have a way to describe the feeling.
The following weeks all I did was walk, and walk, and walk.
walked maybe at least 50 miles around my city.Parents were worried sick, it was so bad i didnt tlak for a week (luckily i didnt have to have a job at that point since i had a decent amount of money saved from uni work)
i mean, that was the lowest of the low for me.
Noone ever should go through that. ever.
I hope that, if anons break up or something, it is not that bad.
Could use a few words from my /b/rothers
Never said these words out loud,
>highschool was a good time for me
>bunch of friends
>grills wanted to get with me etc.
>one girl wanted to be my friend
>7/10 face and physique
>after a few girls, cant stop thinking of friend
>eventually get to know her on a new level
>told her my secret bisexuality
>talked about family issues ive kept bottled up forever
>time passes, sex
>i felt she was my soulmate
>eventually get arguing (im controlling and many other flaws)
cut it off
>went to a new girl
>family loves her, i love her, she eases the pain
>hear from mutual friends soulmate is suicidal now
>cant get over myself and ruin rep
>play it cool
>killing me inside hearing soulmate is in such turmoil
>i attempt overdose in my car in parkinglot across friends house
>wake up to friend pulling me out the car
>told him i was drunk n mustve passed out
>more time passes
>been with other girl for over 4 years
>gonna get married soon
>worry about soulmate and regret what i did to her
>see on her fbook that shes happy
>single but that unforgettable smile
Sorry, just needed to tell someone
Ask me anything, maybe help me?
Wow, i totally missed the midnight mark by 4 minutes.
Well, time for my nightly walk and get lost in my fascination with the heavens time.
It was good tlaking with you anons tonight. hopefully we will meet in another feel thread sometime.
Space loving anon out.
I don't know anon, I don't know.
Going to give it my all for the next year, but at the end I'm going to buy a handgun and bottle of whiskey. Maybe they'll bring me the peace I've wanted.
shit man, that's fucked up.. i'm actually planning killing myself, i just have people to take care of, but... i don't want to live anymore, i'm tired, and i don't want to keep living just because someone needs me for some reason
Possibly could get a girl to cheat on her boyfriend with me this Saturday. He's okay but slightly a cuck, since the girl and I flirt a lot along with holding hands in front of him on occasions.
She's got a nice rack and is pretty cute, 8/10. Should I go through with this?
only if he watches and gets to sit in the corner and masterbate other wise no (Captcha: until)
i know that feel half the time i want to cry but cant knowing my existence is just pointless i try not to contemplate an heroing on a tridaily basis
/b/ro i can kind of relate to that feeling. my first gf was heartbreaking. i was a tard at the time and didn't know how to properly handle a relationship, and after a week or so she moved on to another guy and seemed so happy. my soul was absolutely decimated at that point, but since then ive learned. im now in a 2 yr relationship and i couldn't be happier. just live in the moment dude. and be happy you found someone who you can say 'i love you' to.
Well, too cloudy outside tonight so luckily i kept this tab open.
i understand man, i can't say when i will finish this, but the only thing i know is that i will not last another 3 years
exactly, i don't know what i am, maybe i'm just someones dream, maybe i'm just a little thought of someone who refuses to stop having that thought... maybe i'm just a forgotten secondary character in somebodys old movie... i dont feel like i control my life or even myself
Dude I'm gonna be honest, usually I would call you a faggot and let you fuck your life like most of us do.
But the point of us calling you a faggot is because the way you're saying just proves you're a beta, basically if you keep this shitty personality you will be like me. A 22 years old guy, that have to meed a fucking Pro Alpha girl to get a kiss because is too beta to go for it.
So please grow some fucking balls, tips from the guy that didn't and is still sorry for it.
Kept your posts because your a. Genuine anon, thanks for returning, I'll call for you later on another day and tell you how I'm doing with the relationship, probably sunday. Thanks for being here anon. I put you on my board, so you'll always be remembered if I don't see you again.
I know bro.
Honestly, the only reason I haven't killed myself by now is the guilt I feel from the thought that my grandparents(old enough and fragile enough) would die If I killed myself.
Wanted to just go into the woods and disappear but I don't know.
Yeah i get where youre coming from, and of course i love my fiance, shes my best friend and is there for me emotionally (except i never told her about soulmate) she knew we were friends but never knew to what extent.
My main problem is the initial guilt i feel for putting soulmate down
I still have nightmares of soulmates funeral (eventhough we havent spoken in nearly 4years+
as a 28 y/o who lost the love of his life a year ago (i fucked up the relationship with my anger issues, she left and wont speak to me anymore), I will give you this:
the fuck is wrong with you? go live in germany or get her nazi ass to you.
I break down every night and can't stand being apart from my love. and I hate it. but your situation is being done by yourself. change your fucking life to be with the person most important to you.
well im not OP actually, just the guy who is posting space pics.
Its nice to know that I actually might have helped someone.
I used to be the guy who people came to for advice in high school; that was a whopping 4 years ago though so I really dont have much chance to help out others anymore.
Oh i would do that if i had the financial means, and if i werent already a senior in college.
I really am considering it once I graduate since I could easily assimilate into their ways and already can speak their language so well.
I just cant bear the thought of leaving my family , especially my little bro behind.
He is my best friend in this whole world, and not being able to hang out with him would kill me.
I dont know, its a lifechanging decision that I am still debating, and besides shes had a new boyfriend for 2 years and they are very happy. All I wish for her is that she finds true happiness again, and she has.
i know that feel, i have the same problem with my mother, she's the only person y really love, she's a little fragile now, and most of the people can't comprehend this kind of stuff... i'm still thinking how can i do this without hurting her too much
Me too. I'm just trying to hold on until my parents have passed and then I can finally let go.
They're good people who have led sad lives, they don't deserve the pain my suicide would bring them so I have to stick around for now.
I'm going as soon as I'm 21.
Gonna say I'm gonna hitchhike for a while but in reality be near a place with a notary.
Ending it in the woods with maybe a pop-gun or just dying at nature's hand. Giving the notrary a 2 year notice in how long to send the note to my parents.
I mean fuck, they want to take care of me and shit, they know my pain. But I don't want them to see my degrade into a blubbering mass. I don't deserve parents like this.
I just want everything to stop, my memories are nothing but pain.
Sorry, but you're hurting in silence ?
> MFW you try to make a story like you're the good guy that lost the beloved one
You cheated your girlfriend innumerable times, thinks you found "the one" and uses her as a "concubine" while still dating and calls her "the one" ?
If she was you would have broke up this stupid relationship that I don't even know how it still exists, I feel bad for your girlfriend the amount of stress that the bitch is handling to still like a player like you must be insane.
She's the true victim that is hurting in silence. Now fuck off.
I feel like crying. I'll post space Amina picks on Sunday or Saturday and give you an update and we can discuss our updated problems. I'll still be in the thread. Thanks all anons
Kein Problem, anon.
Wenn du Hilfe braucht, frag mir dafür, und ich werde immer dir helfen.
I'll be there for you, man
I'll be the one posting under the name anonymous
I work in a mental health hospital. Nothing prestigious, I'm just one of the dudes who walks around and makes sure no one does anything stupid while they're here. In between meetings with therapists, psychiatrists, social workers, family, art, gym, they sit around and watch tv or work on dumb little crafts. I make small talk with them to make sure they're feeling alright. Every once in awhile, one needs to get some shit off his/her chest and I listen. After that, they thank me, tell me I've helped them. A lot of them write letters to staff that we post behind the nursing station. Shit like, "Couldn't have done it without you guys" and "thanks for everything" and "you guys gave me a reason to live". All the time they point out the specific people they feel helped them make it through whatever problems they were dealing with. I get mentioned a lot. I'm supposed to feel proud of my work, feel good. But every time someone says that I helped them survive depression, I wonder why I wasn't able to help my little sister.
To everybody in this thread, watch this movie, it's hilarious, it's terrifying, it'll make you want to live your goddamn life.
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Mind Game (2004) - Masaaki Yuasa
I do remember you then.
No problem anon. Its what i live for now (at least when I come on here).
Dont even hardly browse any other threads on here anymore. I enjoy real talk since I havent had "real talk" in about a year and half before i started coming to these threads again.
I'm sorry you couldn't help her. But you've helped a lot of other peoples' brothers and sisters. Now, hopefully, they won't have to go through the things you did. You're a good person anon, and the world is better for having you in it.
holy shit didnt even notice quads check um
ill miss you to bad we never got to hang good luck in the afterlife /b/rother hold a spot for me
i should be going soon i have to tell the only person i might love that i love them and then deal with the fact i want to die again, might lurk for a while. this is beta fag going after Vietnamese girl who lost his dog and is contemplating suicide singing off for now hope to see you all in next depressing thread we start that is if you're all still alive i hope (captcha: ionun) i leave you with the russian gif that always makes me laugh
Any of you anons have videos/songs that describe or are your ideal type of woman? vid related
not that i cna think of, but I do have a song by her that mean the world to me, because of personal reasons.
Missouri. just an unknown flyover state.
How bout yourself anon?
nobody to talk to. my one friend I made in college moved away so I didnt have anyone to talk to. the pent up emotions and such built up so much that I just decided to finally whine in a baw thread one day and it relieved so much stress, so now I decided to come back and help out others who are dealing with that
All I've wanted is to have someone to love. I'll skip all over the shit but essentially I tried to be nice and help people with their problems.
Had mental issues since age 8 and theyt've only gotten worse. 19 now and I just want to be happy for one god damn fucking day. But I feel like it's going to be nothing but bullshit.
I helped people get out of depression and to find themselves, but I can never help myself.
Been drinking from maybe 16 a handle a week until today, 3 years 3 months, and 20 or so days.
I don't enjoy it, but it's the only thing that reduces my misery a percentage of a percentage of a percentage.
I'm this guy.
Shit man, try to hold on. But I won't stop you; hope I'll be able to hang out with you in the afterlife.
any of you wanna add me and play a game or somthing sometime add me on steam http://steamcommunity.com/id/ComradePeaceMaker28/ or if you just wanna insult me for being a beta fag go ahead (last captcha: handf) ok for reals this time im gonna go dream about nothing ness for 3 and half hours until i wake up to do my morning rituals before school
Hey /b/ros, I'm in a long distance relationship with a wonderful, beautiful girl that's way too good for me. We both have crippling depression, but her's is far worse. I'm scared she may have taken her life tonight and I didn't get to say goodbye
>be a few hours ago, walking to the gym on campus (I live in virginia, she lives in colorado)
>gf texts me begging for me to call tonight, to make time to skype or call because she hates herself more than usual today
>tell her I have plans to hang out with my big from the fraternity tonight, to celebrate me getting an A on a hard test
>she pleads for me to call her on the phone for 2 minutes
>she gets sad a lot and I never have any problem making time and helping, but tonight I really wanted to go out
>tell her I;m still going out, but I'll call when I get out of the gym
>it's 4 hours later, I'm sitting here popping my Zoloft and crying, holding onto a stuffed dog she sent me
she told me she wanted to drive off a bridge, but I figure she may have overdosed on pills. She tried to last summer and was in a coma for a few days. I need some support
yeah we are actually. I have been in kentucky a decent amount.
Its actually the last state I ever kissed a girl in. May 30th 2011. We were in a nice nashville hotel. Last and only time I have ever cried in front of a non relative. but i digress into memories that are besides the point lol.
Surprising to see another midwestern anon in here.
Got a 1.75 liter bottle of vodka last night of vodka, now it's down to at most 1/8th.
>Pic please, please, be damn related.
Yea for sure, I don't see many on here.
Good luck with whatever ventures come your way, friend. Maybe we'll unknowingly bump into each other at some point in time, that's a neat thought.
the same to you anon. May your future be bright
Losing friends is a terrible occurrence. Once you graduate high school, everyone you spent years with is suddenly just, gone. Its a lonely time.
If you ever need someone to talk to, we will be here in these threads waiting.
nice. I was there a few months ago, in ogallala (sp?) for a wedding for an uncle. almost like driving through kansas (from east omaha to west where ogalalla is)
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I never enjoy these threads dying.
One of the few times I talk with people, and actually enjoy it/
Goodnight everyone, It's very late and I have to get up in 4 hours. Maybe I'll see some of you in the next baww thread. Keep your chin up and save your shitty life stories for next time <3
schlaf gut anon
Seems like the thread is out of life.
Well I guess I am going to head out then.
It was good talking to you all, and some of you talking to you again.
Hope to see some of you all again.
i just kinda hate everything around me /b/ including me
Well. this thread has died, goodnight anons, i hope to see you again soon maybe tomorrow night? these threads kinda keep me going sometimes.. hope things get better soon.