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>>593242890
No, anon, not yet

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>>593244708
Why not?

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n-n-nice m-meme

>oh god

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>>593245221
t-thanks

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Posting this just because I like it.

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I think of suicide a lot, even though I don't actually want to die. Anyone else like this? Like when I see a balcony I think about jumping off, when I see a gun I think about shooting myself, etc. I've never actually tried to kill myself and have been trying to get better, but it makes me nervous that I think like this.

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>>593245815
>Anyone else like this?
Yep.
I've also had several dreams where I shoot myself in the head or let myself be shot in the head.

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>>593246058
So what are we? Subconsciously we want to die but the logical part of our brain tells us to keep living? I mean, fucking creepy to every day be thinking about suicide automatically...

Once I realize what I'm doing I stop and try to think of something else.

>>593242890
just split up with gf of 2 years last night. neither of us wanted to break up but due to some circumstances it was the only logical option.

just woke up and feeling really odd. mostly pissed off that things have to be the way they are.

dont even know what to do right now

>>593245815
i feel you man. music and books are probably the only thing keeps me going. i don't have a reason to live anymore. just wasting time and trying to chill.

>>593246389
Be happy that you had the times together, and that the relationship ended well even if logistically it didn't work. Some relationships end really bad, sounds like your ended well. That's actually rare and special.

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Got paid off today.

Anyone selling those shiteating grins? I'm gonna need them for interviews.

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>>593246687
this is my current reality

>>593246915
Yeah I've been trying to distract myself. Movies, TV, music, even exercise kek.

>>593246687
... fuck ...

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>>593246687
Why do you fucking do this

>>593247151
despite wanting to murder them both, I'd say I'm doing alright with moving on

>>593242890
No one understands
>>593246547

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>>593246687

>>593247009
yeah man, it ended well, we both promised we'd keep talking and being friends and stuff and that maybe one day way out in the future if it makes sense we could get back together

but thats just the thing though, everything with her was always just really lovely, even the breakup was nice in a really depressing sort of way.

i suppose i'm just unhappy that we have to not be together.

>>593246687
fuck off cunt

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>>593242890

>>593246687
Yes, I am. Because I am emotionally mature.

If it ain't real, it won't work, no matter who you are, or pretend to be.

>>593247542
I know
>>593247767

>>593247618
Well remember that you guys shared good times together and that it ended well. In all honesty, it can be hard to keep up with someone after a relationship is over (but not impossible), but the fact that it ended so well is pretty cool. I mean, there are people that haven't had that happen in their lifetimes. Most relationships end badly.

So, sorry you feel unhappy, but, it couldn't have ended better and you'll always have that!

why does this happen? i can be efficient and happy for awhile, then be in the dumps again for a week or for awhile. is it like this with most people?

>>593247911
yeah, things could definitely be worse. it's just a shame really haha

>>593244591
wtf does this even mean.

Whoever said "it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all" mustn't have had their partner die

>>593248295
I don't know, I guess he's numb. When he feels sad, at least he feels something -- a feeling that's familiar to him.

>>593248471
jesus christ man, rip

When you learn to channel your emotions into positive, self-building activities, you will find peace.

>>593246687
Fuck you

>>593248674
what does this even mean?

>>593248546
Almost 2 years ago she died of cancer
I'm still here though, so i'm alright

It might seem really silly, but I just finished Evangelion.
It makes me feel really uneasy, as if I just now realize that I'm just a tiny nothing into an immensity of people.
My life is shit, I feel so alone.

>>593248295
>>593248915
Anon bringing the tough questions tonight.

>>593246316
Subconciously we want to get out of our circumstances. This is the mechanism that led our ancestors to leave their tribe, their nest and go and mix genes with other groups. If it was not for us depressed people we would all be children of incest and humanity could not evolve.

>>593248471
What's worse is losing your partner, but to drugs, not physical death.

But of course, our past does not define us, how we choose to accept it does

>>593242890
so its been a week now since i spilled my heart out to my ex.

man fuck her really, not a single reply, she doesnt have the respect/balls to just say "no sorry".

christ...

>>593249199
Interesting. So what do I do now that I'm a depressed, ex-junkie, jobless, pile of shit, sitting in an apartment with no friends and no gf?

I want to find my second half, but I just don't know how.

ananusdothquestioneth

>>593248915
It means, find something to be passionate about, and invest yourself into it completely.

>>593249299
Acceptance is what my psychologist talks about a lot.

She actually just goes on and on about acceptance and peace of mind. I get the concepts, but, really hard to put into practice. I try to be "present" and so forth.

Think it is time for me to end therapy. kek.

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>>593249528
u wot m9

>>593249585
Where does it come from? I don't even know what I'm passionate about anymore. I'm the lost shepherd.

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Change what you can't accept, accept what you cant change.

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>>593249395

YO ME SIENTO HOMOSEXUAL

COMO SE SIENTEN USTEDES AMERICANOS TONTOS

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All I ever do nowadays is wait for my phone to vibrate. All I want is someone to message me. What a sad fucking existence I live.

>>593249438
Fall back, do drugs again, you'll feel good while you're high

Anyway, we're all gonna keep those words in mind while trying to get some sleep and never do anything with them so...

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>tfw you relate

>>593249808
exactly.

i mean come the fuck on, when someone texts you, says he cant get you out of his head and whatnot, asks if youd try it again you ATLEAST respond with a no right?

no, fucking woman shit pseudo no, wrapped in a non existing response.

i hate that....have the balls to respond, say yes or no.
fuck

>>593247529
sauce?

I'd rather kill myself than get a job.

>>593250043
Welcome to the N.H.K.
Finished watching it recently. Good anime, feels goldmine

>>593249395
tell her to get cancer

NORTH KOREA IS THE BEST KOREA

>>593249961
>>593250011
>>593250339
Please shitpost elsewhere.

>>593250268
haha a bit harsh.

was thinking about just going with a subtle passive aggressive "wont get an answer huh?"

and be done with it.

been working up about thinking to try it again way too much, has to end.

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That feel when I have depression and am literally unable to feel euphoria / excitement / happiness. On a good day, I am numb

>>593250486
don't do that, trust me

>>593250552
I kno this feel.

I'm coming off antidepressants right now, and feel so fucking low I want to top myself.

My fiance' and I split during November. Since then I cant seem to move forward. I have been thorough break ups but nothing like this. Im not trying to live in the past but its where my mind likes to take me. Try as I might not to think of all the sweet times. I still dont know what the fuck to do.

>>593249807
i've been accepting my empty life till pain became physical

>>593250827
tell me why not and i might consider it.

>>593249438
X Box.

>>593250918
Most depression and anxiety manifest physically, unfortunately.

I get this feeling the granola types that spew some of this stuff have never really been depressed or anxious to the level of a disorder.

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>>593249636
Love will find you again, when you free yourself from the past. My emotional hardship turned into an opportunity to rebuild myself, choose to be happy. You really are what you think, no matter how bad things are, never forget, they can easily be way worse. Some people never get to feel love at all, and die that way. Personal change can't happen in a heartbeat either, it will take a serious effort. My first step was running.. after wallowing in self pity and darkness for nearly a year and a half.

>>593250954
if she doesn't want you back, that's her loss
she can fuck off with whatever it is she's doing

>>593249727
You've gotta pursue those answers yourself.

>>593249438
Burn your apartment and go live in the desert you self-centred fucktard.

>>593250803
Wait! Robbie Williams is kill?!

>>593245454
my ex-president

>>593251202
explanation accepted.

you're damn right... more than telling her rationally why we should give it another try is all i couldve done.

she was the perfect match for me, but if she thinks to fuck me over. her loss... pretty disappointing and sad but shit, i cant go on with thinking about her and what could or couldnt be.

>>593251088
>I get this feeling the granola types that spew some of this stuff have never really been depressed or anxious to the level of a disorder.
I was like that too before, when people reached out to me, when I was depressed. I remember how difficult it was to be empathetic and feel others' pain, when my own was so great.

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I feel miserable and I want to get drunk, but I haven't had a drink in three weeks now. Longest I've been sober in ages.

Apparently my liver isn't looking good, so I have to stop drinking, but I've been drunk every night for so long, it doesn't feel right being sober.

My family are all so proud that I've kicked the booze and it'd break their hearts if I started again.

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>>593251117
That pic looks like it's from SpaceEngine.
Beautiful game. Here's a screenshot I took.

>>593251485
i know its hard bro, but start trying to imagine being with someone else and focus on improving yourself

>>593251717
Slam some robitussin DM gel caps. A bottle of those will get you nice and detached. Didn't do much for me though. I'm living in outer space as it is.

>>593251859
thanks anon.

lifting and work is keeping my mind off of things during the day.

>>593251117
I'm trying to get off these anti-depressants, final drug to stop after quitting all my other psych meds. Hopefully when I reach the bottom I'll get more energy, right now I just want to die mostly.

Literally think of killing myself every day. Pretty scary, because I think of it randomly and it intrudes into whatever I'm doing.

>>593251485
If it wasn't real, it wouldn't work out anyway, even if you said/did all the right things. If she ignores you, she's not ready for you and you should let her go. Life happens.

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>>593251717
Just wondering what your drinking habits were in the past that led to your liver being in the state it's in now? How much alcohol you drank, the frequency, for how long etc

>>593252186
>6-8 shots of vodka or whiskey a night
>every single night
>I can't remember much of anything, but it has been at least 5 years

>>593246687
I spent a whole year of my life coming to grips with this reality

I have no friend, no job, no girlfriend, I'm fucked up and I hate my life, feels enough?

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>>593246687
Thnx

Anyone quit anti-depressants? How fast did you go? I just want to get it over with but I feel sick each time I lower them.

Was on 60mg of Cymbalta, did a week at 50mg, now at 40mg and feel kinda woozy... should I just get it over with and drop like every 3 days?

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I just want a hug, i do not care about anything else anymore.

>>593252681
I'd hug you, anon.

>>593252633
Ask a doctor.

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>>593242890

>>593252184
as sad as it is youre probably right anon.

looks like shes obsessed with sports though, she recently broke up with the guy whom she broke up with me to be.

its just so disappointing, seeing that his nice,cute girl turned out to be someone i dont know.

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I've gotten rejected for the 6th time this week all because I've asked them if they like me. Why do so many girls just want to be friends with me? These girls have no idea how much it hurts to some of us guys, we give them our hearts and they tear it up. I've never had a real girlfriend before because every other girl who has dated me, only did it out of pity. I wanna kill myself so badly /b/, I have no job, no money, I want to be a filmmaker but nobody likes my ideas. All I want is a girl to block out the horrible things in this world and make me happy, but that'll never happen. Somebody please hold me.

>>593252729
Word. Lemme get in on that action.

>>593252167
I used to wake up every morning and think about leaping off of my high-rise condo balcony escape the hardship. You're not the only one who has felt that way. I highly recommend running... when push yourself hard enough and muscles start to ache and the air your breath feels like fire, you'll forget about your emotional pain.. this worked for me.

>>593252791
They're the ones that got me on this shit, I don't really trust them. Figured someone here might have done so...

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>>593246687
That actually pissed me off...

I'm gonna give up soon. I have no job, no life, finishing college but have MDD and taking heavy amounts of antidepressants...
I figure i'll pull out the vodka bottle, my meds and have a lie down

>>593253059
Yeah, hah, I live in a condo too. I can't look out the window without thinking of jumping.

I've been doing some moderate exercise, but, because these antidepressants make me tired and woozy during withdrawal, trying to find some way to not kill myself that I can manage.

Running out of movies. /b/ does help kek. Can waste a good day on /b/.

>>593253318
>I figure i'll pull out the vodka bottle, my meds and have a lie down
Low success rate, use a firearm or jump from a very high place.

>>593253078
Yeah. My doctor put me on some. I'm still a little upset about it. I took them for maybe six months before I said Fuck it. They made me rage and it hurt when o would have orgasms so finally I was like nope. Quit taking them, cold turkey, which I guess is frowned upon. Felt like garbage for maybe a week or so. Feel great now.

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i'm glad i can bitch about my problems with other people in similar situations and get advice/support

>>593252729
Thanks anon, that means a lot now.

I've spent a lot of time the last couple of months missing people.

I want to hug someone who doesn't want to let go as much as I do.

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holy shit my life is fucking sad

I have to cry myself to sleep every night

>>593253557
Same here. Life can be shitty, we should all just hug more.

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>>593253531

>>593253706

you have no idea how true this is

>>593253528
Thanks, and good for you. I've been on these for like two years. They might help with really bad depression, but, I think they are making me worse, hence stopping them.

I'm going to drop to 30mg tonight, then see how I react, then go to 20mg.. then that's the last drop I can do before 0.

>>593249021
:(

>>593253706
Crying doesn`t always mean you`re sad. I`ve cried before simply because I was moved emotionally by someone. I`m also a guy, no one I know would ever expect this from me. A good cry feels good afterward, kind of grounds you if that means anything to you.

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>>593253849
thank you anon

>>593254394
>Crying doesn`t always mean you`re sad.
Yeah, I was put on mirtazapine...
that shit made me cry for no reason.

embarrassing when you start crying in public..fml

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don't die, thread

>>593252884
I will anon

Just found out I have 3 separate mental disorders and dad called me retarded

>>593250019
whats your..number

>>593252884
What are your ideas anon?

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>Mfw when reading similar threads all day long

>>593254837
So four...?

>>593254394
I haven't cried for years
even when i really try nothing happens
I just stare into the wall
I miss the tears on my cheeks

>>593254638
i can confirm this,
happened to me when i was obssesed with eminem and found the video from Rihana's concert when Slim suddenly shows up unexpected
I cried happily

>>593254837
which ones?

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>>593254938

>>593254993
kek, I shed more tears on mirtazapine than in my entire life. that stuff fucked me up.

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>>593254438
np

>>593254850

I'm an ausfag so I'm not sure if this'll do much good but... 0416248390

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>>593254837

>>593254983
I'm sitting here, reading every single line, I feel my eyes itching but not a single tear comes out
I forgot what it felt like to cry myself, I just remember this deep last breath you take after the last tear fell.
I miss my tears, and you anon ?

>>593255218
ADD, depression, and severe anxiety he is probably the reason i have two

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>>593254768

>>593244591
What a load of tumblr tier shite

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>>593246389
I'll be in the same situation than you anon
GF and I will celebrate 2 years when she will be going in germany for studies, she goes there for 6 months
It's been a year we've been away from each other for studies too, She's 5 hours away in train from me, and it's very difficult

I think I won't be able to handle the fact she's out of reach...

>TFW I know we're gonna split
>TFW I'm not very attractive to the other girls, and i'm not very interested into other girls too
>MFW she'll be gone

Im suicidal because of my shyness.I just have nothing to say when talking to people.I have no interests or hobbies and I feel so lonely.

>>593253849
>because they're close minded niggers
kek

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>>593255884
ikr. Here's something a little more uplifting.

>>593245815
It's completely normal you fag, brains think thoughts, it's what they do.

>>593244000
Damon bro I'm a raiders fan. fuck this feel

>>593255612
Eh, I got those. Tell your dad it's his fault anyways for being a shit parent.

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>>593254438
holy fuck
My name is actually Simon
is it a sign?
what are the odds

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IxQ5K1DlCYQ

>>593246316
Whoa over analysing much?

>>593244591
deep

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>>593256212
Probably. I'm addicted to thinking.

>>593255828
There is a nice book you should read.

>Relate: Loving Yourself, Loving Others

You can get it on kindle store. I reccomend it. It helped me with my self esteem issues.

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Hey guys, and girls. Please don't give up, keep on fighting.

>>593245454
Freemason

We can drive you home. With one headlight.

>>593256109
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x2YlbiyiuMc

Here you go anon(s), the music that gives me strength from feeling like shit.

Use your own abysmal condition as fuel for your fire.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MYSVMgRr6pw

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>no gf, friends or job
>sick from drug withdrawals
>want to kill myself
>already have the gun

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>>593255828
Find something worth living for, like learning a new language or programming.

>>593255612
are you me?

>>593256530
I dont think that its a self esteem issue.Im a quiet person and I want to be talkative.I can greet and smile to the other person then ask how are they doing and thats it.I go silent

>>593257061
Subs are easy to find.

>>593254983
I havent either...its been about 5 years. that time I cried because my heart was broken. However... I did cry a few days ago because I finally let myself get close enough to someone to let them hurt me if they wanted (I feel like i can trust her) and it reminded me of the pain I once felt. It felt good.

I know I'm never gonna give up.

Nine times out of ten I'm genuinely happy, working hard and achieving.

It's that fucking one time that hits like a bitch. I've spent a lot of time missing people I used to know and accepting that others are living their lives without me.

I really want someone to cuddle with, who'll hug me and not want to let go for a good while. I miss being wanted, despite having a good number of friends who love me as much as I love them.

This is that one time out of ten and I'm so tired.

>>593257061
What if you waited a year?

>>>/r9k/

>>593257094
>learn new language
>japanese
>become weeb
>make friends at >>>/jp/

>>593256901
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_v8rsPZbGt0

>>593255540
yes. a basic human instict
and its gone

>>593257228
I'm off them.

>>593257528
I said that last year, I was going to kill myself on New Years... the said I'd give it another year. I just don't feel like once I finally stop with the withdrawals like I'll even know what to do. I have no purpose, no place.

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>>593257562
Fighting a losing battle.

>>593257667
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lAIGb1lfpBw

>>593252884
How old are you anon ?
You know, I know a girl, a good friend
I find her very very cute, but she's really beta when it comes to relationships, so now, she thinks that men will never like her
Because she only dated douchebags

Maybe you're just making it wrong with women
I mean, the problem isn't YOU, it's normal to fail with women What matters is your ability to not be pissed off, and to stay strong

Have you got male friends, or are you really alone ?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qsj6bC5nZgw

>>593255540
When I was younger i used to cry for every little thing, I was very sensitive back then, i remember the relief when i was done crying, then everything was alright again.

>>593257376
Holy fuck, this. Word of advice, you have two options at this point, you can look deeper into yourself by letting the sadness in, or maintain your sanity long enough for it to pass, because it DOES go away despite what you might think right now.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ZqPaohVjmw

>be me
>very hostile to people but has common sense/mature
>has mild aspies
>small interest range (vidya games and anime really)
>find girl with same interests, as good at detecting bullshit as me, mature, has aspies too, easy to talk to/can be myself, etc
>pretty sure i found a soulmate
>know for 6 months
>confess
>talk about how fucking jesus she is, how i'd make it work/if it meant moving
>"i would never do an online relationship or build an irl one off of an online one"
>be me

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>Derealization for 6 months, from weed
>Extreme anxiety
>no job, no gf
>my life is shit

>>593246687
I didnt have the balls a long time ago. But that was a different time.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CSmkv1gyDtg

>>593253806

this is actually sad because I am most certain there are people who do this shit.

>tfw dad died almost 4 years ago

Everyone in this thread try to surround yourself with animals, they make life less shit.

>>593258174
She doesn't realize that's literally how every relation ship starts these days? The future is now. :o

>>593253706
My feels.
Out all of my family, I'm the one who's suppose to succeed. I'm 17, and I am required by law to live with my dad. I live with him and my step mom and step-brother who both hate me. I have 2 brothers, who both live with my mom. For the past 16 monthes I've been alone in my fathers house. Everyone sees me as a strong, personable, social guy. It is the hardest thing I have ever dealt with to be apart from my real family. My child-good was always shitty, and the only person to ever be there for me was my brother. Now that I don't see see him, I contemplate suicide often. I've been so depressed. I'm alone now, where my brother always used to be there for me. I always have to put a front up so I am still the prospect, or the hope of the family that I can get everyone out of our shitty situation. But what they don't get is how it kills me to be apart from my best friend ever. It kills me inside. :,(

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>>593258400
Until they die.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xiYvbHh1Uok

>>593256354
Me too.. That is the reason why I'm alcoholic... My brain is trying to kill me. But some part of me do not let that shit forced me to an hero...

>>593258373
rip

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I met this girl. I liked her a lot. She's now my gf.
I found out she has quite a lot of deep problems like being a recovering anorectic with fucked up side effects, she takes tons of pills and has emotional scars from previous relations. I really like her but I don't know what to do and If I can do it, she really trusts me and trusts that I won't abandon her, I don't know if I should be there for her and help her through it all or just be a fucking awful horrible piece of shit and bail. I'm sad. Help.

>>593258594
I know man. My dog, my best friend, died about 6/7 months ago. I'll never be over it - but I've got the memories.

He was a blessing and made life worth living.

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>>593257636
Hey, it worked for me. I'm also learning Mandarin on the side. Such a rewarding experience, and feels great to take my notes in class completely in Japanese.

Also, the more you learn the language (Japanese), the less of a weeb you become. This is because you learn the actual language, and not just the way they talk in anime.

>2,500+ kanji
>good luck

>>593258547
Muscle through, be successful, and ditch them chumps.

I know how you guys feel. What helps me is realizing that realizing that we are all standing on the edge of a huge abyss, with millions of people, animals, and non-sentient life falling in it at any given second. I think there's beauty in that; beauty in that while standing on the edge, we have the capability to realize we are alive and can choose our own fate. Kind of Nietzcheian(?)

Basically I like dispensing with the notion that we are each special. We're not. We each have more in common that we might otherwise think. This realization helps me. Anyone else feel the same?

>>593242890
>tfw black

>>593258425
she's just nervous that when we carry it to irl then it would be different because of internet personas. btw i made her sound like an ass there with her response, she said it in a much more understanding way just putting that there in case it was integrated with anyone's response

afaik she would be fine with the relationship if it wasn't online and i know that in 1-2 years she's gonna be busy with real life/college and i can't fucking stand knowing that there's someone out there who's fucking perfect for me

i wish i had a terminal cancer so i could die without hurting my parents.

>>593258400
i got a dog about a year ago and havent attempted suicide since

>>593258830
but how

>>593258071
Yeah, you're right of course and I do know it gets better, sometimes it's nice to dwell on it just a little to feel a little strongly about something

>>593259108
Pretty sure they would still feel the pain, it just wouldn't be you causing it.

>>593258775
Bail. I tried to be there for one of these crazy cutting chicks with all kinds of abandonment issues and in the end she was a self centered black hole of emotion. Cured me of that "hero" complex right quick.

>>593258775
Dude, fuck.

Liked her, or you currently like her? If you do, support her man. She fucking needs that.

>>593258844
Thanks my nigga. I try so hard, so I can be with people who love me. You have no idea what that means to me man.

>>593258196
I hope it gets better bro

I had something similar from too much shrooms/weed that lasted for 6-8 months a few years ago but I've been getting better.

You'll make it bro

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>>593259108
Jesus christ man. I don't know what's wrong but just try to keep your head up bro. Life will get better.

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>meet 3.14qt
>make her my girlfriend
>realise she's suicidal
>She tried to kill herself twice since we've been together
>one day she's fine, the other she wished she was dead
>I want to help her but idk what to do
>she trusts me that I won't leave her and shit
>her depression shit fucks my daily life up
>less lifting
>No fun with gf
>Errything gone to shit

>help

>>593259225
Yeah thats what i meant but i still think it wouldnt hurt them as much as me killing myself.

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>>593259203
Well, weeaboos don't really care about Japanese culture or the language. I'll say again: Weeaboos don't really care about Japanese culture OR the language. Rather, weeaboos only care about Japanese *popular* culture, and the many nuances of the Japanese language are anything but "kawaii." There are a lot of new grammatical rules that one must learn, in addition to the thousands of kanji characters to master, each of which usually have 2-3 or even 4 ways of reading them depending on context.

So if you're in Uni, go to where the Elementary Japanese classes are being held. It's still early in the semester, so you can spot the weeaboos who are only there because they want to talk like their favorite characters. Then go to the intermediate classes, and even the advanced ones. Notice the change in number of students.

At my school, most of the weeaboos drop out either in the second part of the Elementary courses, or the first part of the Intermediate ones. I'm in the last part of the Advanced section at my school, and I'm loving it. I push myself to learn beyond what we're being taught in class, and my professors (both past and present) appreciate it.

>>593259122
I'm really glad to hear that.

My depression definitely got worse after my dog died. It made me see a doctor though, after a decade of suffering (I was depressed even when I had my dog, but he made my life more bearable and gave me the most emotional support out of anyone).

He still keeps me going, though. When I feel like shit, when I really get low - I think about how privileged I was to have known him. It sounds like I'm talking about a person here, haha. He had a hell of a lot of personality, though.

What gets to me most is that, that personality is gone for good. It makes me angry.

>>593259108
No you don't. I'm a cancer survivor, and there's nothing more in the world that hurts your family than seeing you child slowly die. Just trust me, you don't. Also, seeing all the little kids and people who wan to live, slowly die will tear you apart.

I want to end my life because Im so quiet.

This will probably get buried with the posts going on, but I feel like sharing with the Internet

>be me
>get high with a good female friend
>not too much of smoking, but good shit mixed with shitty shit
>it's really cold outside
>she wants to go to my place
>has a bf, open relationship but she never used dem pros
>we talk about random shit while lying in my bed
>she starts scraching my back
>baked brain makes me thinking it will get her horny because she's kinky and shit
>let get cont
>she's scraching with increasing strength
>it's really fucking painful
>ask her to stop,doesn't work
>eventually push her
>she's still fucking trying to scrach me
>try to hold her, won't work since I don't wanna hurt her
>she's fucking biting me
>spend the next hour or so fighting in bed
>every time I hold her I lay my head on her, like we're a couple
>feels good, thanks to my good imagination
>she won't stop no matter what, and I still lay my head on her
>she's not into anything but hurting me
>time passes by, bf calls and she needs to leave
>I lay on bed, trying to comprehend what just happened
>realise I've been trying to be friendly with her just to get a hug or something
>I've been suffering through this pain just for a her fucking contact
>start crying because no one wants to give me any physical contact, instead of hurting me

I'm fucking pathetic

Ok, Let's confess something

>Be me 19
>Best Friend tells me to go on a party with him
>I don't know anybody except him
>Ppl seem to be not cool
>It's OK I'll get drunk it'll be cool
>Bedrunk.exe
>My Friend gets drunk too
>Friend : "Hey Pal ! Are you ok to discuss as we're both drunk ! It can be cool !
>Yes sure ! :)
>We talk about life, about our GF and shit
>He looks to me
>You know anon
>I've never said it to anyone, because i'm not that kind of guy but
>I'm not happy at all in my life
>I feel like Life, is shit
>Me : Hey bro, I'll be there for you don't worry, you know we're good friends ok ?
>Friend : Thx anon, you know, you're my only true friend
>TFW I could have told him the same
>TFW I really feel alone even tho I shouldn't say this because I'm not as desperate as most of you /b/ros

I'd like for all of you to be happy anons
I really hope you'll see better days coming

>>593259558
Do you have anything which can explain more detailed?

It's hard to see where the problem lays.

Don't give up lifting tho, bro.

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Here's a picture of my dog after a swim. I hope it makes you day less crappy guys. He loved people :-)

>>593259804
Sauce

>>593259860
OP here, I read all posts.
Sounds like you just had a bad experience with a person who probably has issues.
Hey, you get her into your bed, how pathetic can you be.

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>>593259558
Same situation, I guess we just got handled that burden and I think we need to follow it through. We need to be the ones to make them right, to help them and push through the problems. If we do this we will be incredible people and help them be the same as well, if we do not we will be horrible people and think about it forever - leaving them forever scarred. We've got a choice but if we're honest to ourselves there's only one path to follow. We are the ones. Let's save some fucking women.

>>593259558
If she does not care for you, aka, she tries to kill herself even if she is in a relationship, she does not love you. It sounds hard, but she does not.

Break up with her, inform someone about her condition. Been there, it almost pulled me into this shit.

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>>593252884
>All I want is a girl to block out the horrible things in this world and make me happy, but that'll never happen. Somebody please hold me

Welcome to my world.

>>593248280
Kek'd

>>593251782
Saved
Could use Space engine as the only videogame I own

Captcha: sifi

>>593260229
...I want to be a dog...

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>>593260384
You're probably right anon, but it's so hard at times. We have to push on tho.

>>593260780
/sign

>>593260376
>Sounds like you just had a bad experience with a person who probably has issues.
Hey, you get her into your bed, how pathetic can you be.

Dude, I'm not the guy you responded to, but that is the source of my problem.

I was with a girl for some weeks, but she currently don't really want to talk to me.

It's a fucking long story, but that generally sums it up, that she basically has some issues to deal with from e.g her former abusive relationship. I got to creampie her, and I should move on, basically should be pretty happy.

>>593260384
There are people you can not fix, can not change, and you will lose a good bit of yourself trying. I've been in similar situations about five times now and only one turned out good, well I guess all that lead me to the place I am today and that's not bad at all. I will stfu. ;)

>>593260757
>Saved
Feels good knowing I took a screenshot worthy of saving. Thanks.

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>>593260593

>>593260376
I cried in front of her, how's that anywhere near normal?

>>593258174
>>593259012
if anyone could give me some type of advice of what to do here, would be jesus. she lives about 8 hours from me and in about 1-2 years i'd be more than capable of making the move if needed.

>>593261020
You're allowed to cry. You're fucking human.

>>593261212
That's too bad. He seems like a fun dude. Lol.

>>593260593
i have a girlfriend with lots of physiological disorders that often make her suicidal. she attempted suicide not too long ago. but she does love me very much, and the one thing that is keeping her going right now is me. just because someone is still suicidal even in a relationship doesn't meant they don't love you. being in a relationship doesn't automatically make them stop being sad. of course they will still be suicidal, and that's not because they don't love you, but as long as you're there for them and help them, they won't kill themselves.

>>593261224
Does jesus have a meaning I'm not aware of or is it autocorrect?

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>>593261246
this.

unless you lied when clicking "I am not a robot"

....

....

>>593261224
Stay in touch, play it cool, your time will come. Best not squander it entirely by trying to push to far to fast.

>>593260593
Fuck, I know what you mean and you are right. You're completely right but trust me, if he leaves her she will kill herself. She will just do it. It is for attention, it is a cry for help, but she does care. She cares enough to take her life when she realizes the only person she had finally abandoned her. She cares.

>>593261246
This. Fucking this.

>>593261427
I had a girlfriend like that.
she succeeded in killing herself.
benzos and alcohol

>>593260873
>I got to creampie her, and I should move on
I'm not good with relationships so I can't advise but I found this line quite funny.

>>593261020
Not OP here
It's OK mate
You know 2 years ago, I've told a girl I barely knew I was in love with her
Even if she found me nice she told me it was kinda weird
I cried like a faggot in front of her
And you know what ?
She's my GF now, and we have a strange relationship
but we love each other

Don't feel obligated to be normal
Normal is shit, BE YOU
If it works for you, it's OK
And if it doesn't work for you, try something else

And you're not pathetic for wanting attention from girls
Even if i'm with a girl right now, I'd do anything to geta girl I know to pay attention to me
And she doesn't, but life is OK

http://youtu.be/xK0njkATf84 This song describes my life

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>>593261427
>>593261667
This anon. Truth.
I know it's hard but don't leave her.

>>593250019
this.
i waited so long that my sim expired,thats two years,no happy birthdays,no happy new years,no how you doing from anybody not even even my own family,im done, ive got acouple bottles of ambien and lunesta,gonna get a sleepy high and drink antifreeze with some whiskey,the most painless way to go i hope.seeya /b/.

>>593261459
just one of my many inside references oops
godly*
>>593261586
that's what i came to the conclusion of after it. i don't want to push anything too fast because if it's going to be a long term relationship that's not gonna go well at all. since i haven't talked to anyone about it so far, i thought it would be a good to have some insight.