Sup /b/, this'll be my last thread. Cause finally, today is the day I'm killing myself.
So, anything I should do before I do it? I'm gonna try to overdose on some pills.
How to know it's a faggot asking for attention instead of someone actually serious.
>I'm gonna try to overdose on some pills
What are you doing nigger, literally one of the worst ways to kill yourself, ineffective as fuck.
I'm just gonna overdose. Not gonna hang/shoot/burn myself.
I'm good with doing it.
Really? Honestly, after all my years on /b/ I don't know what will and not be effective.
That sounds nice. c:
I don't care. I'll be dead!
You have about as much chance of being stuck in a hospital for a long time due to organ failure instead of dying.
Plus, people who try to OD on meds often get found, because they only die after hours of suffering due to organ failure.
Like holy shit, at least do it properly onless you're a masochist.
Well, I've been wanting to off myself for a while. But I havent cause im too much of a coward. I have nothing left in my life, literally. Lost my job, no money, no friends or family, ex called the cops on me and gave a bs story that wasnt even close to being true just to take my phone (My phone was still on her account), blah blah blah lots of stuff. I'll be homeless soon as well.
Enjoy the pain and agony. Also if you live everyone will treat you like a child and they'll think your some expert on suicide and depression. It feels like they're mocking you at times which will make it worse. Just man up and do something to distract your thoughts.
I know this because i've done it and it was not worth it.
How should I do it then?
If you think you should do it, do it. But, if the whole goddamn world things you should do it, and you don't want to. Don't do it.
Sorry to hear that, but everyone already treats me like I'm nothing.
I am... That's the whole point of this post?
Pretty much this. Someone I know tried and failed with pills. I respect him less because of it.
Why kill yourself like that? If I were suicidal... I would just start eating anything I want, start smoking cigarettes, fuck cheap whores, and then die a fat filthy aids ridden guy whose body just couldn't take it anymore. It's a lot easier than eating a bullet or swallowing pills.
Well, I need to know how to do it then!
Yeah, I guess. But you need money to do any of those things.
I have no idea how you should do it, But I've had friends who tried ODing on pills, one has yet to leave the hospital due to multiple organ failure (1+ year), the other two apparently took like half a day to die.
A better question might be why you actually want to do it, if you need someone to talk to, lemme know.
Thanks, but I'm too far down in depression.
Yeah, you're kinda right. Kinda.
Trailer park. Only thing I'm good at? Gaming. And that's never gonna help me in the real world.
Man, it does suck, but whatever. I'll miss HL3 , Mirrors Edge 2 , Halo 5 , New Zelda Game. And that sucks.
Meh, I'd say I'm faggot enough to say I'd wish to play it before I die.
That's the problem with life, it only can get worse. It all depends on how good your life is when you're born.
Cmon OP don't kill yourself, you have a lot to live for. Things will get better sooner or later. The situation you're in is just a huge wall and all you need to do is climb and conquer it.
go steal $200 and fly yourself somewhere far away. Make a new life. If you have no money now, it can't really be worse anywhere you go. If you still don't get lucky with the new place, then do it.
Let us know where you go.
If you think about it. Leaving is pretty much like dying, if you cut ALL ties. Leave it all behind.
Besides, if you feel better after youve left, come back in 15 years and fuck peoples brains up by your awesome reappearance.
Or you can come chill with me in LA. I'll let you crash at my place for a while. Why not
No, but I did post yesterday.
I'm climbing the goddamn great wall of china horizontally.
I'll be sure to do that.
Travel to South Korea, pass the border to Best Korea unnoticed, then assassinate Kim Jong Un.
If you succeed, you are an hero. If not you made an hero trying in an awesome way, much better than boring pills.
if you do it OP; i don't care who you are or what you've done - i will honour as one of the first /b/ros to fall in 2015. i will remember you anon when i finally play fallout 4 but the world would be better if you remained alive to see things through and play it with us all.
Honestly, even though I'm bummed out right now. That sounds kick fucking ass. Don't know how I'll steal $200 in a short amount of time though.
It's gonna be kinda hard to find your address based on this post.
Sounds fun, but if they see an American there, I'm fucked.
I don't know. I've just been down on my luck for the past 10 years. Faggot way to go, but it's honest.
Sorry, I'm in Michigan.
I've gotten laid before. But, thanks for commenting.
You promise me that, goddammit.
>Cash out your bitcoins
>fake your death (write a letter that you are drowning yourself in a lake or something,so nobody will wonder if they don`t find your corpse)
>travel in some cheap ass country and fuck hores.
I know depression don`t work this way,
but if you realize that its your depression
and not your depessd self that wants to die
you have done the first step.
Just survive concentrating on your next goals (fake the best death ever)
It's probably gonna be some shit like,
Here lies Anon.
He didn't do much, but he was good at TF2.
I'm not near it at all, but damn. How rich are you? I mean, if I could crash there I would walk.
This is something i swear OP, i swear it upon the continuation of the human race. if you do kill yourself, to honour you, i will name my character after you.
but please don't.
before you an hero; post your name so that we can honour you as truly faithful /b/ros.
Look man, despite me not knowing you I can tell you're a great guy. If there's anything that 4chans taught me is that there are really amazing people here. So you're going through a rough patch in life, happiness was never guaranteed to begin with, it's something you have to work at. Are you telling me you're too lazy to even try to achieve it? Happiness might be twmporary or "overrated" but you cannot deny that being genuinely happy is not the best feeling in life aside from love. Put down the video games and once a day go out for a walk. When I was in my down days that's what I did, just went out and enjoyed the idea of being free from my prison. You're not depressed man, you're just having a hard time coping with life's curve balls. Don't end your life because you "can't" or "won't". You're stronger than that and we both know it. If in fact you do an hero, I'll think of you when F4 comes out
DON'T FUCKING DO IT! Coward! I don't know if you're serious or just looking to vent with someone, but here's your reality check. I was in your position before, until I took full responsibility for my situation and stopped expecting life to be handed to me. Instead I took a new philosophy. Life isn't some comfy ride with free happiness. You have to go after it, you have to work. That may sound hard or scary but I wouldnt have it any other way. It's the only way to be truly happy. Theres a million people with lives worse off then you and they turn it around sometimes they become billionaires but only the ones who understand this philosophy the most. OP, you have a long life ahead of you and you are fully capable of achieving anything you want in life. Crazier things have happened in history. Don't let the shitty people around you win, you got out there and win the game.
op if you really really like this image and want to save it you wont an hero
He will either do it or he won't. Telling him other people have suck ass lives isn't gonna make him not kill himself. You just sound like a retard
How do I know you're legit? Fuck, I'm getting nervous thinking about it.
Thanks, if I somehow fuck up, I'll see what I can do.
I'll tell you it later. I might make another thread only for today. I'll post my fallout walls.
Thanks, I'll try to stay strong for most of you.
734, but that's all I'm sayin.
Thanks. I'll see what I can do.
Aha, I'm good. Thanks.
Rlly nice pictures op, wait for fallout 4 and then go out in style i would say but it's up to you.
Bethesda is getting rlly quiet so this e3 mayb, prob not but I still believe.
Where you at. Ill come to you. I got nothing to do this weekend.
Hangin with OP sounds dope.
Its not every die you get to hang with someone who has literally nothing them back.
If its between that and killing yourself . This sounds way better.
It's okay, anon.
This is the nicest thread, I've been to yet. Someone offering me to Vegas and now this? I'm in Michigan, like I said. So might be too far.
Not a pasta?
Eh, he's sayin it wrong, but he means good.
OP, man I'm sorry you're having a shit time, the guy offering you a place to crash and $200 sounds fucking awesome and if it entices you that much try to follow up or something with it, there is so much shit out there, a lot of stuff you don't need a phone, or a house or whatever to enjoy. I know I'm talkin big game here but If I felt I had nothing to lose and at rock bottom, I'd just fucking DO you know? I'd live, I'd find random ass people and live life, try being homeless? fucking create your own guild of thieves or some shit and make some money, get into organized crime, go find some secluded land and live off it, the world is yours and if you really feel that nothing is holding you back from this world then why would anything be holding you back from finding a new, better and different life. Shit OP I relate with your apparent love of Fallout and you know what I'd live for F4,so grasp at anything man, a video game, a new life, the guy offering to pay for an airplane flight, its all there, its up to you to create some pure fucking adventure. I'll remember you for F4 too man, tell us your name, at least your first and then please think about all the adventure there is in life.e
Hey OP, I don't know if this helps at all but I went through a really bad time in my life 10 years ago. Thought really hard about killing myself. I realized though it was everyone around me and my environment that was causing it. I just one day up and left. No strings attached just got the fuck out. I eventually did 4 years in the Army (I needed money and a place to live). Anyway long story short I have turned my life around. I'm married, 2 kids, another on the way. It was literally the toxic environment I was in that made me want to off myself. Before you do, just think and see if maybe there is another option.
It's okay anon, you're a good person. That's all that matters. I don't need the money though, though really? I appreciate the fuck out of it. Thank you.
For now, just call me Atticus. Some people call me it as a nickname. I have lots of nicknames.
I'm near Saline. Getting jitters and shit saying this.
Eh, that's how opinions work.
Thanks, I'll think about what you wrote today.
Gaming? Not much.
Sounds like it'll hurt like hell.
>I'm near Saline. Getting jitters and shit saying this.
Look at these random /b/tards sticking their shit out there for you
Grab life by the scrotum. Take that flight or train or bus and make something.
If at the end you still feel like you have nothing. Then off yourself.
For now, when fallout 4 comes out, my character shall be named Atticus: that way, if you do an hero (which you shouldn't) you will be remembered at least by me for as long as my hard drive is sound.
Atticus.That is the name of the main character in a book that im just reading. Its about a 3000 year old druid trolling his live, do you know it? And my F4 character will be named atticus
I'll read it today, if I have the time.
>Or you can come chill with me in LA. I'll let you crash at my place for a while. Why not
Assuming this offer isn't up anymoar?
I don't know anons. We'll probably never talk again, past this thread!
Nice quads, and thanks.
Sorry. I'm a consolefag. I did say I am poor though, playing on the 360. But, at least I'm better than most people on it, right!?
I may travel there by foot, sounds adventurous and shit. Any other way of contact?
I may not, sadly. /b/ is fucking awesome though.
Thanks, ya'll are way cooler than me though.
Hey Atticus I love gaming too but what else do you like, what about science, literature, sports, etc...
Your nickname reminds me a guy named Atticus Ross, he makes soundtracks for movies, check out Gone Girl soundtrack, you may like it
Ah, that it is. Sounds sweet though, thank you anon. Means a lot to me, y'know?
Really? Well, ever since I was young I was better than every kid in English. Just reading and grammar and everything. By the time I was in the 1st grade I was reading better than most middle schoolers. I was stupid as shit in everything else though.
So, basically reading or writing. Also, I love to draw. And I'll check out those soundtracks, thanks.
I have none, sorry. Hopefully, some beautiful anon will help me.
Sounds sweet, thanks.
I don't, maybe I'll change. Who knows? I just don't for now.
If OP has decided life isn't work living, that is 100% their decision so I'm not going to preach. But seriously, the exit bag idea seems better and there's less chance for failure
I set up a fake email so that no one fucks with the real thing.
let me know here if you ever make it to Utah Idaho Nevada Cali ...
Anyway. I gotta go to work.
OP I fucking hope this works, please keep in touch with this guy, if he's for real this is amazing, I hope you've decided to live, at least for now. This seems like a fucking good adventure, maybe make a blog and post about your travels every time you hit a library pc or something.
Bro I just want shit to work out for you. You seem like an ight guy and should really look at all the possibilities. Even if the guys on here who want to meet you end up being serial killers or some shit, you were gonna kill yourself anyway so, ya know, take a chance. Roll the dice. Live.
Take your last bits of money buy a sleeping bag, pen and paper (writing is a great way of dealing with problems and you seem to have a talent for it). Travel throw the hole country by foot, eat in homlesskitchen (don`t know the english word) you won`t starve. meet interesting people.
OP not sure if I missed this or not but do you have a job? If so you should save up some money, atleast a few grand, you could even take a loan because you wont be paying it back
Alright so with that money you just start traveling around maybe to some fucked up country like venezuala or something like that either way your'e gunna be traveling... Meanwhile every 2 weeks or so you'll be posting updates on 4chan or on a website some anon will host for you with a new face shot so we know its legit and what you've been up You'll become an true hero to me... just a suggestion what do you guys think?
This is pretty much fucking impossible but in the state of desperation might be in it could be do-able
Thanks, dude. Though,
>The room does not exist yet, try creating it?
What would I do my blogging on?
Thanks, man. 4chan is great.
I'll take note of that, thank you.
Just live you stupid fucking cunt. Letting life beat you. Don't die the ultimate failure.
O hope that everything will work out for you from now on, whatever you decide Opie, you deserve it.
You'd blog or do what the guy up there is talking about, you'd just update us on your new life, your adventures, your victories and your loses. You can let us know what you're up to, I'd read it and It'd give you something to do that involves writing, with a pretty damn good premise. And if the other guy doesn't help you or you feel like going somewhere else, fuck it you gotta make your own adventure, you gotta do your own thing. Maybe go down South? and make some money, do some shady shit or live in a jungle. You could live a better life than you're living and try to write a story, your story.
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Maybe, but I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
My error message.
Btw, 4chanX isn't working, so messages may be later.
Dont do it. Cant give you any reasons and i cant help you out. But just dont do it. This is pretty much yoir only chance to livr so live. Find something that you like.
If you end up doing it - i just wish that you find peace you have been looking for
Honestly, you like Fallout games and you're such a cunt? God, don't post anymore Fallout related stuff faggot.
Don't kill yourself, become a brony, would suit a missing chromosome like you.
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