i don't even know where i will spent christmas
1I can't they did really bad thing to me.
2 They are all dead
3 nice idea but i don't know if in italy pub are open on christmas day and i'm and under age fag.
there is a girl hat ask me to pass the christmas with her and her family but it's a long story.. wanna hear?
Cousins or uncles are the best option
If not, go to a pub and talk to strangers, if they're in a pub for Christmas they're as lonely as you, so you could do a good deed while doing yourself a favor
i'm sorry guys if i don't answer at all of u bad i'm pretty bad beacause it's my first thread.
(op here).So this is the girl that ask me to stay with her and her family in christmas . she's very pretty and like 3 or 4 months ago we were togheter but then we break up but she really think that i'm one of the important person in her life. anyone hear me??
i think so but she doesn't love me(but sometimes she said that she wanna kiss me and return with me and other things ). Before i know her i have nothing but at least i doesn't know the feel of lost the only thing that make you go on
She is the only girl that notice that my smiles are fake and that was not all ok. i think i love her.
The feels are so hard inside me. I am clever (at least everyone said me this during my scholarship) but I am so fucked up.
When I was 8 years old, I've been raped by my mother's friend son who was 5 years older than me. He just asked me if he could put his dick in my ass like a dozen time. Didn't really understood. Like. Not at all. But whatever.
Then he started to put his dick in my ass, but I told him to stop and he did. It seems that it could have been far far far worse but today, I am so fucked up that I can't even have a normal relation with anyone except my mother. And I do nothing with my life. And I hope one day, things will get better.
Ys it's true.mhhhh i tried suicide twice but it was when i was a kid....(understand how my life is fucked up ).... pic related (me and her)
(Op here) tonight b i wanna ask to all of you to open your souls. Just for this night....it will not make the things better but i don't know maybe it make feels all of us better.....don't know
She loves my stupid hat and my stupid things like this:
I almost killed myself when I was 14. Haven't tried since but I've taken a bunch of pills and thought "if I die go to bed and die in my sleep that would be cool. Until then I'll just paint with my hands."
Just told my parents the other night I have depression (I live in England and they live in Canada so we're pretty far which made it easier to talk about it). I haven't really had an awful lot of fucked up shit happen in my life so I've not got a lot to blame it on. My Mum has depression and tried to kill herself when I was a baby but my dad stopped her, and I've moved around too much to make any real friends so I'm pretty detached - a bit of a loner. I constantly think of myself as a failure and thus I never try to succeed at anything.
Trying to turn my life around at the moment though. Living with my girlfriend, quit my job because it made me unhappy even though cash is a bit of an issue right now. I've run out of anti depressants too so I'll have to go see the doctor.
But I'm just glad that on Christmas day I'll get to see my girlfriend's face when she unwraps the cool cook book I got her with the scraps from my wages (and I'll be getting new socks!!)
My mom is dying and i can't stop mysellf from hating her...i don't know the problem is that she know that i will spent christman alone and maybe she invite me only beacause she don't wanna make me sad....and i ant to spent christmas with her like the boy she likes or love and not the boy that doesn't know where spent christmas.we had a discussion tonight about this and i fucked up..help my bro. Tomorrow i think i will se her...
this is from some carton form cartoon network? what is it about? brother sister relation? [spoiler] I moved 3000 km from my hause/family beacouse my family was full of alkoholics and today I learned that my sister in in the prison, fuck, we were so close when we were little[/spoiler]
I need somethig to cheer me on
Go see her man. If you hate her only you can fix that. Spend tonight alone with your thoughts and see her tomorrow with a clear head. Make amends before it's too late. Merry Christmas by the way
ITS ALL A FUCKING LIE
FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU TO HELL
It is neon green faggot..
Don't you understand how the fuck fashion works if it was darker outside (as that is a bar dress) than that would refect as more green but because it is daytime it is reflecting as a more yellow-green
we will all join you in the dirt one day motherfucker, enjoy the afterlife
Fuck I've haven't cried so hard in a long time. This thread made me realize how lucky and how unlucky I am if that makes sense. I'm saying I'm lucky because I had experiences, I loved I cared but now I'm sitting here crying my eyes out because of how fucking alone I am now. All my friends are out of my life they gave up on me. My family is falling apart and the only girl I've ever loved left me for a guy who is currently cheating on her and is I'm almost completely sure he hits her. Why the fuck does shit like this happen, I've been good to the people around me I truly believe I have been. I feel like if I disappeared tomorrow nobody would give a shit.
"I spent time then soothing Mike down trying to make him happy, having figured out what troubled him — thing that makes puppies cry and causes people to suicide: loneliness. I don't know how a long a year is to a machine that thinks a million times faster than I do. But must be too long"
i know if only people know that even one kind action or word could save a life...
Who else is gonna spend New Year's Eve alone, in front of their computer..
C'mon, anon! Aren't you coming to watch the fireworks with us?
Ok I'm >>587097492
When I was a freshmen in highschool I met this girl. She was the most beautiful girl I'd ever seen. End up asking her to a formal. She says yes. Me being a social awkward kid I ask her to date the night of the formal. To my surprise she says yes. We date off and on for a year or two it was hard to tell because of all the fights we got in. I'm in college now. Still talk to her. She is dating a guy who is scum of the earth. I still love her. I always will.
Hope for my the better with the girl that i love...tomorrow i will say to her thati want to spend christmas with her...she was so niece and i was so idiot...
/b/, I'm afraid I'm going to do something bad soon, not suicide (but that's another story). I'm afraid I'm going to commit a violent crime, which can easily be pinned back to me because of the victims involved. Not assaulting a stranger, or a woman. And the things is, I don't even want to do it to get back at anyone, I just want to do it to blow off some steam. sure I'm angry at this person and some more people involved, but the only reason, or biggest reason, is because I'm angry, not angry enough to hurt a stranger or anything. Personally, to me, they deserve it, morally to someone looking at the whole picture, they might say the dont. I don't know, but in either 1 hour or 1 week, I could have done something I might regret. But /b/, I want you to know, mostly all of you people are good people, and you should be the ones running things.
yeah, but is he talking about the six million, or where he left his car keys?
there are so many things to not forget, if anything that shirt would just confuse him as to what specifically he isn't supposed to forget
Dont do something U might regret. I have solutions that works for me. Start making some push-ups, activities etc. Get tired. That helps. Also when im really angry i like punch my wardrobe, yeah i know that stupid till i got all bloody hands.
What stopping You from leaving your house, going fucking somewhere and never go back to ur house ? Its better then suicide. Maybe U will die in proces but who cares, U will maybe do something valuable or worth remember. Make some1 happy or something.
This is strange, I thought I had lost the ability to cry, but I think I just can't cry in reaction to my own sorrow; however, I did cry to some of the stories posted here. Because it's about someone else suffering.
Anyone like this?
Dude, don't. The only time suicide is the answer is if the question is "What's the stupidist thing to do to myself?" Life's a fucking book and you're ending your's mid setence. Stick around for the epilogue
I don't have a story, I'm just a guy. I graduated highschool last year. They accused me of beating my fucking girlfriend and then I was practically shunned, I always tried to mid my own fucking business, but after that, even my fucking teachers resented me
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