Feels thread

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anyone lurking?

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>>584825578
i am

>>584824737
tfw pic related anons missed trips
>878
>888
check mine

>>584825578
This... Wow. Need a moment

>>584826855
This hits me hard every time...

>>584825801
I need to hug this guy.

>>584825801
fuck man.
fuck.

>>584824737
The feels when my dogs eat better then Europoors and the rest of the lot...

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anyone wanna share stories?

>>584828052
That's disgusting.

I've seen so much gore on the internet, but this is the most horrific thing I've ever seen.

>>584827238
Fake emo teen bs

>>584828423
Pussy

>>584828372
Yes the other night i gave my dogs steak as a left over.. after that duck.. the feels

>>584828052
oh florida, never disappoints

Every night i'm with her
it's magical
Every night we lay under the stars
We tell eachother how much we love one another
and then i wake up and its all ruined

>>584828052
that is the most evil thing i've ever heard.

>got an ex
>really miss her

do i ask her to meet for coffee/tea just because i miss her?

>>584827240
Wow..

>>584829588
it will only make it worse

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>>584829588
nope, embrase your loneliness, its apart of you now

>>584829721
fuck man

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4N3N1MlvVc4

>>584828589
>not laughing at taking an innocent human life
>is a pussy
put a gun in your mouth fucker. There's edgyness, and thats all well and good, but theres a fucking line man.

>>584830986
I'm planning on doing that soon.

>>584831175
If you don't mind me asking, for what reason?

i left my girlfriend that loved me but i didn't love in return
i've long since numbed myself to any of the messages conveyed by these pictures
am i a dickhead?

I keep tricking myself into thinking everything is ok, but it's not. Every new day feels more surreal than the last.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GygEAcFFMVs the feels

>>584832129
I feel you man... it just feels like a repetition. Like everything feels like going through the motions

>>584831826

I don't know. I'm just depressed everyday and I know I have to just end it all.

Might do it tonight for all I fucking know.

>>584827240
This is bad /b/, real bad.
Just thinking about what this kid is going throw on the next years, makes me real sad...

>>584832033
if you feel nothing from any of these pictures, you either live a healthy and heartbreak free life or youre very messed up.

There's always a way to keep going.
We were not made to give up.

I'm having an affair with a woman more than twice my age. I dated her daughter for two years now we're sleeping together. We will never be together

We lost a /b/rother today.

Rest in peace, you glorious faggot.

>to sad to live
>to scared to suicide

Help me /b/. Help me.

>>584832670
when i attempted, i had to make it real for me. I destroyed my computer. it made it so i couldn't come back, it was all or nothing. And here i am, with nothing.

>>584833033
RIP

>>584833045
in order to break the monotony, you have to make a change. You need to be the one to decide what that change will be.

>>584833051
point is, if you want to do it, make sure you REALLY want to do it

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>>584824737
Only thing I have that isn't copypasta everyone's seen 100 times.

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>>584824737
doesnt feel good man

>>584833051
Well, life has plans for you. Keep going and do what you love.

Don't go joining me, because when I die, it's likely that no one will even bother with me. And that is how life works.

>>584826426
this one hit me hard.

>>584832795
i do feel something from these pictures just not in the direction of my ex
and ex purely means ex

>>584833792
I'm hoping that whatever happens to you is the best thing that can happen anon. Godspeed.

>>584832795
>>584834532
ex as in that one girl and not anybody else

>>584829588
Date atleast two girls, when did you break up?

>>584834729
Thanks, we'll see.

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Be me.
Be 24

>Bad childhood
>Bad education. Because reason
>mid class job. Enough for rent,vidya,car,food
>depressed like shit
>"I could never feel the same" was the answer of the only woman i ever loved
>cut shoulders looks like SHIT
>shes in my mind 24/7... i hate that
>4 years ago, quit training
>be fat
>be ugly
>hate myself
>nothing is fun anymore..nothing


24yr old, depressed like over 10 years now?
Daily suicide thoughts,fat and ugly, alone.
Sitting here. Everyday.

I could have so many friends, so many people like me.. family is .. kinda ok.
But im isolating myself. Because i hate myself.. so..much..

>>584827111
I've had a dream like that once

>>584833603
Fuck man, first thing on /b/ to make me well up.

>>584835695
Overdose on mushrooms
Then rethink life
Its the best and sadly the only method for change
Remember
when you hit the lowest point that's when you are open to change

>>584835405
withdrawal is no longer being numb to the agony of reality

I miss my ex so bad, we parted ways about 5 days ago now. When he came to collect his things he was so cold. I haven't heard from him since he left, even tried sending him a message first. Two years and he doesn't even care enough to message me.

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>>584834827
we broke up around April and she's vastly moved on but she sometimes talks to me to see how i am and sometimes she likes to try be my therapist

>>584836275
What about LSD man? i've been considering it, i recently met an old friend that now sells it

>>584836851
nah man, you can get permanent psychosis from that shit pretty easily. stick to shrooms

>>584836799
i hate that, like they're trying to make up for it. women are cunts man

>>584837110
they are but god damn i love her to bits still even now i'd do anything for her

>>584836981
Psychosis might help alleviate the pain of reality.

>>584836981
Well, there is that, but i dont know anyone that deals shrooms so it kinda seems like only option

>>584836275

You cant overdose Magics faggot.
Its like THC.

"Overdosing" means > insta sleep.
Thats all

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>>584836615
people are horrible.

Why do you niggers wallow in your own misery so much? If you're depressed over a girl you shouldn't be sitting around looking at pictures that make you more depressed about said girl

>>584837586
Wallowing in self pity is better than pretending to be happy like everyone else

>>584837586
the unknown is infinitely more terrifying than the known.

>>584837586

Thats the point.
Self humiliation.

Maybe that sounds strange.. but..

>>584837412
Listen bro, you need to move on. I had the same situation and the only way is, date new girls. The first one won't feel completely right but that feeling goes. You don't even have to jump into anything with them.

Just do it/

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>>584829017
>>584829706
>>584830019
>>584836076
These describe me pretty well

>>584837412
i know that feel man, I loved this girl since i was fucking 12, still hurts every day

>>584838006
another anon here.
If I only knew how to date girls I like...You all make it seem easy! I'm not even disturbed/ugly

>>584826722
Bo Burnham

>>584837414
unless you're fucking insanely out of it, mental illness is fucking agony

Fuck. Shouldn't be reading this thread. Miss him so much.

>>584838006
i'm ashamed to say i did get a blowjob from one girl and that just got me so down it was weird, i went from horny as fuck to just immediate misery.

once i go to uni maybe i'll meet some new people

>>584837751
No, it's not. I've been depressed my whole life and these threads don't help you, at all. I'm not saying go out and get wasted and put on a howdy-fuckin-do smile and participate in some big social circle jerk. But see a therapist, stop thinking about her, find some way to change your attitude, do anything other than think about how miserable you are. That doesn't help.

>>584838374
You expecting us to fill in the blanks here or?

>>584838269
I know.

>>584838164
same here man i am just crap and nervous

>>584838374
Him?
Ive never seen a grill with real feels..

My theory was, grills cant love like man.
But thats evolutionary in the genetics. Not your fault.

>>584837586
That's because we aren't trying to wallow in our own misery. Its called reminiscing; trying to rekindle that little flame of good feeling you had.

>>584824975
What's this off of?

My wife killed herself and my son hates me, I'm now an alcoholic and I feel shit

>>584837860
i get it man. its like an emotional cuckolding kink. we feel so insignificant that we feel it's hopeless to even try to get better, so we just wallow. Misery loves company

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>>584838503
Funny thing about it is i am actually scheduled to see a shrink on jan 16th, what a coincidence

>>584838665
no idea man house maybe?

>>584838601
Lol. Either your theory is totally wrong, or I'm just an exception. But I'm not arrogant enough to think I'm that special.

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>tfw your baw thread fails

I didn't realise this was here. I'm the just turned 20 y/o if anyone saw the thread.

I'm glad you guys are here.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwr1_YHtgsc idk if bawww but see if u agree or something idk yehh ayyy

>>584838778
Please explain the 'shrink' thing. The fuck is it referencing?

>>584838512
You want more info or? Didn't think it would be that interesting. But if you want to know, just ask.

>>584838601
dude. femanons aren't bitches. They're as much robots as we are

>>584838678

To be serious.
I dont want feel "better"

I know how it is to be thrown away..
And if i stay here, on the ground of feels.. i cant fall deeper into the darkness

>>584838665
looks like house

>>584839060
psychiatrist*

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OC

>>584839067
Ye, give us the story, maybe we can dull the pain with our meaningless opinions

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Man these threads tho

>>584839262
suicidesheep/10

>>584838668
Fuck your son, put him up with your wife's parents. You need to take care of yourself before you deal with some cunting faggot.

>>584839130
I feel you man. At least rock bottom is a base

>>584838006
>anon hung up on a girl
>you tell him to find another
>>584837412
Stop being such an emotional cripple. If you have problems with attachment, you need to stay unattached until you work through your issues. Your happiness and self worth shouldn't be intertwined with another persons. Until you become self sufficent in that sense, you shouldn't date at all. You're just going to end up with a broken heart all the time if you don't learn to be content while you're alone.

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my life

>>584838778
>i am actually scheduled to see a shrink on jan 16th
Not him, but funnily enough I have one on the 8th of Jan, huh.

>>584839512
It's actually a quote from Roseanne.

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OC

>>584839672
>contend while being alone
i seriously don't know how to overcome this

>>584839699
Please don't do that, anon.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pjQ321z681A guna keep posting songs that are baww ish if u guys listen or something idk

>>584839793
i fucking love my therapist, but it feels like im paying for some sort of companionship than actual help. Like the guy who pays a hooker and just talks to her and cries his eyes out

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>>584839699
I feel ya man

hey /b/ if someone wants to text you they will do it, right?

>>584839840
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kO1vT3HERhc

>>584840061
Thats ususally how it works, yes

>>584839699
you fucked it up

>>584839910
i too can take a screenshot of utorrent. Be more creative

>>584838470
>>584838164

I'm at uni now and I can confirm it is amazing for getting over girls. Going into halls is a must. Go out, go to societies and meet loads of new people.

I had the same issue for about 6 months. I couldn't stop thinking about her all day, checking her social media, looking at her whatsapp and snapchat whenever it was updated.

Women will try and fuck you over. Just don't let them. Now you know the feeling of heart break, approach your next relationship with caution, if your next potential partner thinks you are being weird just tell her, you are ready not sure if you are ready for commitment and see how it goes.

My advice, cut contact completely. Block her on everything. Inconspicuously avoid her.

Then join tinder or go to some clubs make friends. And start dating.

You'll get there.

>>584840131
alright ... just wanted to reassure myself she doesnt

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zjIcvDm1iC4

>>584840025
It'll be my first time going to therapy on jan 16th and tbh im fucking terrified of the idea

Thats her fav song. Also mine..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QRHPsZlwXck

The worst part about the split with my bf is that the kitten we adopted keeps perking up every time she hears someone walk into the apartment building, thinking it's him. Then she lays her head down and gives me these sad eyes. It's breaking my heart even more. She's been laying by my legs since the breakup happened.

>>584840288
Why do you think she doesn't want to text you? solely because she hasn't?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D_DA_znVQsw sorry bout the songs ik they're not everyones taste or whatever

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These lyrics are my life

>>584839934
It's simple; putting up with another persons whims and feelings is an obnoxious responsibility. Is it really that great to be so tied up in each other that you can't even make your own choices anymore? Relationships come with their own set of problems, and let's be honest here they really don't even cure that loneliness you feel inside. I know I still felt like life was pointless, even if I had a gf. If you would take off the lonliness-goggles you would realize that being single really isn't a bad thing.

>>584839319
Like I said, not much of a story.

> be like 3 years ago
> be awkward teenager
> not just ~~lol im so le awkward! (:~~
> family doesn't like me, literally no friends, silent, no social skills, ugly
> drinking, self harming, not eating, not sleeping cause i hate myself. trying to an hero
> bullied a lot
> be online like all the time
> meet hot boy
> be best friends for 6 months
> oh fuck.. no.... no i cant get a crush on him
> get stupid crush anyway
> be drunk, sad about something or other
> hes really nice about it
> blurt out that i like him
> "Oh.. shit. I hope that's not just the vodka talking, because yeah, I feel the same."
> holy fuck what just happened
> fast forward a few years
> be in awesome LDR ever since, his family is wonderful, he still loves me as much as ever
> can't even believe i got this lucky
> like really is this a dream
> but just miss him. all the time. every day. i think about him every day.

like i said, not much of a story, other people in this thread have a lot more to say than me. but there you go

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rPakd1q3Q8Y - feels r us

>>584840536
mainly yes ,i used to be interesting to her it hasnt been the same since i confessed my feelings

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People say -"it is better to have loved and lost than to not have loved at all"

I just really wish that someday, I'll have the feeling of having something to loose

>>584840667
ok, first are u gay or femanon, 2nd what went wrong? If something went wrong there im not seeing it

Any faggots feel like posting the liliad?

>>584839961

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h9ffvw9gc5o

Man, that's some heavy feels in this thread, is everyone on 4chan depressed?

>>584840853
So shes dropped contact BECAUSE you confessed? was it literally straight after you confessed or?

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>>584840349
In my experience it helps. If you feel like they disrespect you or anything, get another therapist. Find someone you mesh with, and work through your shit together. If you need meds, don't go on antidepressants or antipsychotics. Best of luck dude.

>>584840992

It's Christmas time. Statistically speaking, it's the time of year with the highest rates of depression.

>>584840992
Probably. Its kind of the reason people come to websites like this to begin with.

>>584840272
I DO meet people, even though I'm not that super cool guy who knows everyone and is always in crowded environments. But that's personal, I do have a good number of friends, manage to get into social relationships with ease.
I just can't come to know what it takes to actually "date" a girl. Second year at uni, I met I girl I like. Apart from "ciao" what the hell can I say to her without sounding weird? I don't really know the basic principles...Not depressed cause eventually I'll learn, but anything helps

>>584839961
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4p4UML8qJNc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_7x1lXVebfM
Fugazi-I'm so tired

>>584840969
femanon
nothing went wrong - that's why there's no story
i'm just missing him a lot tonight. that's all. sorry to disappoint

>>584840498
I'm crying anon.

Why is it so hard to stop thinking about my ex? I even have a new gf but i still cant stop and I dream about her all the time..

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>>584840992
Yis.

>>584840992


Look
>>584837561

Best way i could explain the story of /b/ to you

>>584829764
fucking shit. this always gets me.

>>584841125
Why no prescribed stuff? That was going to be the next step if therapy doesn't help after 6 months

>>584841162
How do you know her?
How long?
What can you relate to?

Also for personal interest what uni?

>>584841229
So, the problem is you miss him right now, but you are still "together" as it were?

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I know its just a shitty, facebook tier picture. But this always makes me think. It just shows that men get more emotionally attached to their girlfriend than vice versa. She'll be fucking someone else in a month or less

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7LHzMD8_BO8 not particularly baww'ish

>>584829764
this one gets me everytime

>>584841059
Before i told her she would go all about how shes glad i approached her and we have so much in common and shes glad we became friends and all that jazz but gradually after i told her its not the same ,she doesnt talk the same ,she doesnt text me anymore and when i text her first an hour after maybe she would find and excuse to cut me off

>>584841229
move in with him. I don't care if it's across the country, if y'all are in love then there is no reason you shouldn't be together, unless I'm missing something

>>584824930
I don't get it.

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I think you know what time it is

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mmWZOsVtqR0

>>584841608
yeah. that's about it. haven't been physically with him for a month tho

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>>584824930
I see 11:11 1:11 and 9:11 everywhere, its crazy

>>584841698
lol we're in colleges miles apart. that's the eventual plan though

>>584829017
Is this me

>>584840025

What >>584840349 said, about being terrified.

I've been stuck in a rut for 3/4 years myself, and I haven't set foot out of the house in 7 months. I feel like the guy'll be laughing at me with my back turned.

>>584840853
No shit Sherlock girls want what they can't have. The best way to make women want you is to act like you're completely out of their reach. Their stupid pride kicks in and they think "I'll be the one to change him!"
Never confess feelings, lead her on just enough to think you could be interested, but no more than that. Then, you hook up with her while you guys are drunk or something. And proceed to emotionally neglect her once she's had your penis inside you. I mean you can literally use the Dennis system from always sunny (not the extreme shit, just the basics), swear to God it actually works.

What always happens to me though is I lose respect for women when I have to use such a roundabout method to persue a relationship with them. If someone is so finicky that you can't even confess to them without them losing interest, she's a vapid slut who isn't worth your time.

sorry i suck at greentext but fuck it here is my story
>when i was 7 i got my skull opened
>thanks to that im loosing my eye sight and worst memory
>fast foward 4 years later my parents divorce and decide to send me to a psychiatrist because i have problems at school
>get diagnosed whit adhd and asperger
>5 years later i become a drug addict and an alcoholic
>i cant go outside because i hate socializing
>have to wear glasses and takes pills for all that shit
>tfw il never know what it feels like to be normal and have a memory

>>584841450
some prescribed stuff is fine, antidepressants and antipsychotics make me feel like i have no emotion, there is no way to explain it. It feels like you have no soul.

>>584833678
>vaio

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QsLMdn7KYNM

>>584824930
My ex and i used to do the same thing :'(

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>>584841732
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FQNmu1Q9NzA

>>584841887
Also, anyone happen to be playing Dark Souls 2 on PS3? Could possibly duel/co-op if you fancy it.

>>584841450
Because drugs are the cause of many problems to begin with. Just because the FDA approves something does not make it a good idea to put inside you.

Also in many cases antidepressants and antipsychotics can actually worsen symptoms in the first few weeks of use. They are also specifically designed to take the edge off so sure you might not feel like killing yourself or others but you probably will stop feeling a lot of other things as well. Many users of antipsychotics in particular complain about feeling like zombies.

>>584841984
i bet you do know what it's like but you keep forgetting lol

>>584841743
Well, your doing better than me. Had gf with same probs as me, she was alot worse though, she wanted ... no needed me but her problems got so bad she couldn't even leave house to come see me

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>>584840885

>>584841902
this only applies to shitty people though. like yeah, you said it, you shouldn't have to pursue anyone like that. you deserve someone you can be straight up with. i don't get the whole bad guy thing... it's a nice fantasy, but most 'bad guys' are super fucking lame and i'd never go near one

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>>584842075
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m84JZUJYWsg

>>584841247
Me too :( Weekends are the worst because I'm sitting on /b/ and streaming Firefly while he's probably out picking up chicks

>>584842004
So once you start on the drugs you feel empty?

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>>584841805
THE NUMBERS MAN

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>>584842249

>>584841902
yeah about that ... after i confessed my feelings for her she told me shes asexual and cant feel emotions on a deeper level so im thinking that wouldnt have worked

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>>584842582

>>584824737
I do a fucking favor for some concerts, don`t even get invited to the movie theater, I really wanted to watch this movie, what pisses me off it is my own family probably im not good to be around but some fucker that his mother had to do with the killing of my grandfather is.
fuck this shit im gonna fuck up big time, im pissed as fucking this fucking hurts you guys wouldn`t imagine iv`e been through some tough fucked up shit not even gonna be a drama queen but this I feel stabbed in the back.

>>584825578
goddamn you man.

>>584830013
I had a friend that used to play this all the time. I still have a recording of him on my crappy phone. I don't know where he is, but the last I heard of him he broke up with this annoying chick that really into mlp.

>>584842374
you feel empty already. But the emptiness is a feeling, you know? On those pills its just... a void. Please anon, stay away from those medications.

>>584842706
Well, that information would've been useful in post one. To be fair she could be making that shit up, you said it urself shes avoiding you

What exactly am I supposed to do if I hate myself for being a pussy, but fail everything everytime I try to man up? ("I can't get over my ex", "I'm a lesbian", "I want no bf but only a husband allahu akbar egdsdfhgsdgsfsdv", etc.)
I'm not even ugly or shy or awkward, I just get stupid fucking excuses that have nothing to do with me
I mean why even bother trying if it always ends the same fucking way

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>>584842773

Critical hit..

>>584842848
then slit your wrists and shave your head, otherwise fuck off you kurt kobain wannabe faggot

>>584842917
I will do what i can, thanks for the advice anon. But at this point i really am stumped at what to do next yknow?

>>584827111
have this dream regularly

eugh

>>584842174
>zombie
describes it to a T

>tfw you're gonna be homeless soon.

>>584826426
oh god the feels. this one hits home tonight

>>584842966
I also talked to her about her cut scars on her wrist and it doesnt make sense to me ..why would you cut yourself if you cant feel

I just wanted my parents to have something that lasted even if it wasn't that great.

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>>584842773

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i9lYwVm1NDg

>>584838054
>tfw she is all you dream about

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And you let her go..

This story gets me everytime

Well, when i was 4, my dad bought a trusty Xbox. you know, the first, ruggedy, blocky one from 2001. we had tons and tons and tons of fun playing all kinds of games together - until he died, when i was just 6.

i couldnt touch that console for 10 years.

but once i did, i noticed something.

we used to play a racing game, Rally Sports Challenge. actually pretty awesome for the time it came.

and once i started meddling around... i found a GHOST.

literaly.

you know, when a time race happens, that the fastest lap so far gets recorded as a ghost driver? yep, you guessed it - his ghost still rolls around the track today.

and so i played and played, and played, untill i was almost able to beat the ghost. until one day i got ahead of it, i surpassed it, and...

i stopped right in front of the finish line, just to ensure i wouldnt delete it.
Bliss.

>>584842362
do you wanna talk or some shit? Its fine if you don't i just feel like we both need someone to talk to

>>584843341
i'm on antidepressants and i must agree
i feel even more out of touch and like a zombie now i'm on them

>>584843421
because when you cut you can feel somethign, I've been in that emptiness anon. If you can't feel even that sensation of pain is something to register

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prepare for my home run
your out!

>>584826426
I had that feeling for almost a year, now I'm sleeping with someone else too. It got dark for a while but it does get better brothers.Stay tough

>>584843135
I like to shave my head no fuck that gay fucking emo cocksucking bullshit im gonna do something about it, either im gonna get money out of this or either im gonna get money about this.
capish ?

>>584843421
She cuts herself too? Man you could be walking into deeper shit than you need, i mean if you're here with us you've obviously got ur own problems to worry about

>>584843178
One day at a time man. That's all the advice i have, I'm in the same position.

>>584842306
You really can't be straight up with girls in the current dating envirorment. its not completely their fault, it's a defense mechanism. The problem is you may not be like that, but I can't possibly know that. As far as I'm concerned, every woman has the potential to be a flakey idiot who can't even handle a mature conversation about the direction of our relationship. I mean Ive had girls cut contact just because I wanted to talk about defining our relationship (not even asking to get serious). It makes it damn near impossible to find a mature woman, especially in a college town. People are just so obsessed with the most superficial things, which pisses me off, hence the manipulation tactics.

>>584843271
fucking shit
this one, man
woah

>be 21 year old
>2 days ago
>come home from college, spend the night with my gf
>been dating for almost a year, pretty serious in my mind
>start talking about what we think about our relationship
>tell her that at this stage in life I'm looking for someone that could potentially end up something really serious
>she tells me that she didn't think we were that serious despite the time dating
>tells me that I'm not someone she would want to end up being really serious about
>breaks up with me
>says she still wants to be friends

Why the fuck do girls do this shit. And why do I have to feel so god damn miserable because of it

>>584843771
But is that really it? waiting for the sun to rise, then waiting for it to set?

>>584827240
oh lawdy i kek'd hard

tell me more stories, /b/.
i'm interested in how you met, the cutesy shit you said to each other. and what happened, no matter how depressing.

but for fuck's sake make sure you greentext im not reading hugeass paragraphs

>tfw you failed at life.

>>584843421
emotional pain is impossible to get out, so you turn that into physical pain

>All these pussies with girl problems

wah wah

who cares

Girls are sluts and even if you had the girl something would fuck up. She will cheat on you, she will piss you off, she will die, something will happen.


Just fuck them and move on

>be 18
>stuck at my grandmas house
>have failed every year of school since 4th grade
>dad is homeless and a heavy meth/heroin user
>feel like I'm going to be just like him
>literally have no friends in real life
>think about suicide daily
>can't even sleep at night because all I can think about is how much of a failure I am

I realized that when people die, they're like a vault.
They're closed forever, all the knowledge, memories, love they had for you.
You only had what you could make out with when you had no idea the vault would close forever.

>>584843503
every day

>>584843564

yeah..
I even paid her ticket...

but.. shes happy now

>>584838102
Your picture is annoyingly riddled with depression, boo poor you cocksucker...(to the guy who wrote that). people like him expect other to just magically love him just like that.
A bond you create with effort,you need to pump energy in the people you like if you do it enough they will do the same... and if they don't then its time to move to others and get to know more people.
Trust you gut on people and seriously ask yourself if this person is worth having as friend.

When we where kids things where different but now we're adults we have other emotional shields, shields you use in your all day life to go to work and meet other people.

This "shield" protects you mentally from things that happen in daily life, to be able to take critic and hurt directed to you personally. If you have this strong shield people will notice immediately and automatically put a kind of ! on you since you're very protective, which gives reason for suspicion. This all happens in a flash of a second the first time you meet..

Learn to let people in your zone physically AND emotionally. Taking mdma will shatter those shields will still holding a strong defense... you'll feel how to let people in.

Once you can do this life will get way different and will get to know many people fast...

>>584844131
Must be nice to not fell any attachment at all

>>584843749
I started this thread for myself

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contribute

>>584843271
That's fucking it..I'm just waiting on something important to happen... So I can die and maybe it would give meaning...maybe someone would remember me for it..

>>584842773
Shit, that hurt.

>>584843889
It's not the waiting, its what you're waiting for.

>>584844177
they're happy while we're dying on the inside

>>584842167
>tfw not even anyone on /b/ wants to play with you

>>584844131
Are you saying people have to be as bitter as you to handle life?
That's pretty fucking harsh, man.

>>584842706
Just move on and take a more cold-hearted approach next time. It actually feels really good to manipulate someone who, under normal circumstances, would have rejected you. Bottle whatever feelings you have for them up until you're 100% sure she's mature enough to handle it.

>>584844470
Thats the question, what is there to wait for?

>>584844001
This

>>584843791
i don't know that that's just girls... i mean in my experience i am shit at talking to guys, not just romantically (i obviously dont even try to do that anymore because i have a bf) but even just to have a conversation. i find it so hard to be straight up with guys, they just laugh at me or make it clear they don't want to talk to me. but with girls in 5 mins of meeting them we can be having deep conversations about feelings and shit. so cliche. lol. anyway my point is maybe its just hard to understand the opposite sex.

>>584844271
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you!

- But it's all true. thank you

>>584838955
im 14 and this is deep

>>584843946
>had a pretty unstable realtionship with girl
>start new course at college
>9/10 for me ticking nearly all boxes
>kinda feel my heart skip but have a girlfriend
>feelsbadman.img


should i continue?

>>584843594
Fuck me, that hit hard.

>>584844271
thank you for contributing but still fuck you for posting this

>>584844131
this is the saddest thing in this thread.
I would rather be in the hellhole i am now forever, than feel nothing, ever

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>>584844249
Did it help you? I can't say its helped me,

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>>584842773

>>584844664
Fuck you

>>584844628

>deep conversations
>feelings

You can't have a deep conversation about feelings. Way to prove his point.

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>>584844271

It ruins my life.. everyday.
Every time.

If i could delete only ONE thing out of my mind...
i would delete all my memorys to her..

off all crap in my head, shes that, what ruins my life

>>584844524
Could you explain a bit further?

>>584843614
yes please

All the good things come in a 60 dollar package or eventually on a 20 bucks steam sale, you know it to be true. You dont even like it much, especially now that other people likes it. But everything else you just hate so much more.

>>584844749
I did it to remind me not to help me