You think you guys are pathetic, this is just my living room in my apartment I leave my place tops once a month.
How do you leave the house so rarely? How do you get food or beer (which it would appear from your pic you need in abundance)? How do you get money if you don't leave?
The plot thickens... Answers lead to more questions...
How are you "not right in the head"? And are you saying your bro just gets your groceries or also pays for them and your appt?
Hey OP, Join the airforce. You don't have to be even a little fit, and they pretty much take anyone. You will be given free food and housing, pretty much it will be impossible for you to fail at life while you're in. And while you are in, they will force you to socialize and fend for yourself to a degree. I was about on your level when I joined the Marines (Everything about everything is better in the airforce, unless you're trying to prove something DO NOT join the Marines)
Just a thought
My kitchen i can't even cook anylonger. i get the money from family/social welfare hard to explain.
if my life was this pathetic I would do a bunch of heroin honestly, like whats the worst that could happen you become an anti social drug user doesnt appear to be much different from your current situation
Why do you just decide "hey, fuck it. I'm throwing my garbage on the floor today"? Why don't you have your brother grab you some trash bags, I'm sure at very least your lazy ass can manage moving trash into bags and out to the dumpster.
ive never understood ppl who live like this. Get a large trash can in the living room, and a trash can in the kitchen. use them. when they fill up, you take them to the dumpster. then all this could be avoided.
Why? Most of us don't care and feel more comfortable living like this.
Thy only real anxiety appears if someone's about to visit, which rarely happens anyway.
That said, I hope OP posts more of is place.
my weight is 58kg and 179cm tall and yes i have taught about killing myself but I am a coward
I don't understand what's so hard about just throwing something in the garbage.
Without all those empty cans n shit, the place actually won't look that bad.
When you just toss an object aside, are you even conscious of the action? Or do you just suddenly realize you're living in squalor one day, with no recollection of tossing shit everywhere?
Nice bum life bro, are you wearing $50 Nike sweatpants too? Mine haven't been washed in at least a week.
>own nice house
>okay body, not fat
dude just clean that shit up (it'll take a week tops especially since you don't even leave the house) and bring women over. it's not hard to get laid and it'll give you the motivation to keep the place clean
Man, imagine the smell though... You would need to air it out for at least a week after cleaning, then proceed to febreeze that shit, then light some yankee candles or fancy $25 dollar candles from Bath and Body Works to make it smell nice again.
You could pay someone like...50-200 dollars to clean this for you.
Move everything important /valuable into your personal room, then move everything important/valuable into a different room and have the person clean that first room.
They'll be more tolerant if you provide gloves and get rid of anything immediately offensive like used tampons or old condoms or piles of literal fecal waste. Spray some fabreeze too.
It's common in cheap appartments here. The shower part sits a little lower than the rest of the room and if you would actually clean your bathroom more than OP does, the drainage hole will take care of the rest.
So OP, did someone leave you and you just gave up on life or did something happen or what?
I just cleaned my place up because it looked like this shit and it gave me such a mental relief.
like seriously, part of your not being right in the head is the stress you have from having these kind of sourroundings.
not to be a dingus or nothing
Mods are asleep on /pol/ in a big way. Head on down for all the cheese pizza you can handle as well as all the fun that comes with unmodderated uncaptchaed boards
I can't even imagine how it smells like in that place.
Hot farts, dirty laundry, molding chinese food. Not even close.
got to be fake or ive been living a lie...
Trent was never filthy, he was just messy.
This is what pissed me off when I was living in my parents house. My room was a tip, but they acted like I shat on the floor and pissed on the curtains.
Its just stuff, not empty bowls of food or dozens of beer cans and fag stubs like OP's room.
The floor is at and angle so the water goes down the drain.
I have lived like this for years this is not the dirtiest i've had it, I might clean like once a year
Shit op, grab a trash bag, pick up all the garbage,
put dirty clothes in a pile,
whats so hard about that,
although your probably trying to reflect inner turmoil,
by living in filth, stop living in filth.
WELL SHET MAYN, WISH I KNEW THAT EARLIER
>I did and you're still retarded
Loose razors in the shower, were you stand naked... Makes sense.
lol. You just jumped right into the heroine game for side money. And three people died too because your stuff was so good. And you know they had an awesome time while they were most likely convulsing. And you know they died because all heroine dealers know the whereabouts of all their junkie buyers.
You are 14 and trying to look cool on the internet.
Side note: It doesn't make you look cool, it makes you look like you should just jump off a bridge and save society the headache of having to deal with you for another 25 years. (You die of a heart attack at 40 because of your weight.)
wait, I don't get this. Is the fucking shower carpeted? The hell?
>all them fucking piss jugs
dude...this can't be real
are we saddam now?
>No, you really are a fucking idiot.
Oh shit, world's greatest detective AND captain of teh debate team? shit man your resume is looking better by the second! Try not to get EVERY job ok bud?
Stop being so dumb this was proven wrong.
>Lrn 2 intrnt
This guy could use some NZT-48.
>Green screen behind computer
>Webcam on monitor
>No evidence of actual job or life, but lots of TV's everywhere
>Strange amount of other technology in complete shithole apartment
When I saw your pics you posted, OP I thought of how insanely lucky you are. I assume you don't have a job, no offense, your parents/brother pays for you to live in a house and treat it however you want. Man I'm busting my ass off working 40+ hours a week at shitty fucking mcdonalds making $9.50 just to pay bills to keep my shit apartment. I'm not complaining about my life, but man you're lucky as hell and am sorta jealous.
>>583667481Says the guy who needed a 'second job' selling shit-tier heroine to people, three of which died from said product.
Also, you're telling some dude online who has a messy house to kill himself by OD'ing on heroine.
CAPTCHA: played ryoleste
This reminds me of Crime and Punishment by Dostoyevsky,
At least whoever lives here has enough respect for himself to clean out the fucking trash of their sordid existence.
This is creepy and depressing, but there is evidence of SOME self respect here.