We met here 3 years and 3 days ago.
He has a girlfriend.
He's with her right now.
I want to die.
pic semi related, we met in a loli thread I created
I guess I'd make it a loli thread if I had more pics. That hdd is long gone.
3 years. I don't regret any of it. I love him... but he's with her right now. He's going to kiss her and hold her and call her baby and have sex with her while I sit here, alone, and cry
I created it so that I could vent about my daddy issues. I posted strictly rapey pics with loli tears.
He probably stopped in for the pics, stayed for the damaged goods. We exchanged emails. I love him.
I'll post what I have I guess
I found this image to be extraordinarily accurate.
I bet you i'm better than he is.
Don't cry over some dude that left you.
Cry over not being with me.
haha, he's barely just gotten my first bub pic like a few weeks ago. The only one I've ever taken. I'm awful about nudes, even to him. Have some way better though. Gingers are god-tier
Already you're not, but he hasn't left me... at least not for good. He loves me and we're close, but he's away with her for the weekend. It kills me every time they're together (ldr, but they're closer only one major city apart, few hours' drive. I came first, though)
Are dads really that important? I never understood how someone could love their parents without given reason. I grew up without either so I don't quite understand how it works.
I'm basically crazy. I fit the stereotype. I'm bipolar and apparently somehow also major depressive disorder, ptsd, eating disordered, have some klepto issues, high anxiety, basically I'm nonfunctional right now as a human ever since I had a breakdown and repressed memories started coming back. I have every sleep issue ever, I black out. I hurt myself. I have crazy mood swings. I'm sexually insatiable and extremely experimental, utterly subservient. Emotional masochist, very maleable. The works.
I'm not okay. I'm extremely depressed and have been going through another suicidal bout, with obsession and ideation and attempts. I'm extremely lonely. It hurts.
well, he fucked me, so it had an effect. Dicks and toddlers don't really go together so well, yanno? I think when you have parents, they're all you know, you love them because it happens intrinsically. It's a part of your environment, so it's both in our nature and nurture mentality I guess. I dunno man, I'm just some chick with issues.
no, because then I'd be God-tier, have another, look at how beautiful
Met a guy on here semi recently and messaged back and forth on Kik and then whatsapp.
Took one phone conversation to realize "nope, definitely do not want to meet you ever"
I've been here since 2008 and had never done that before. Lesson learned man.
really? you don't know what this is? Then the mods have done a okay job
Oh man... our fist meet haha I was FULL ASSBURGER. I mean it's a solid cringe. I can't bear to greentext it again but we've met twice. I was very very very nervous. It was very weird, but he was very much worth the grief I put myself through for doing it. Both times.
I can't man, or trust me I would. I've given just stopping a try... not very successful
I'm absolutely his little whore as much as he wants, I'm just very very shy and he's kind enough to be patient with me. My bottom half is my best half (latina) so he gets plenty of that. no complaints. I give him better sex than his gf and she's a real life hole. She's normal and I'm crazy, so it's bound to be better with me.
Have an image
ok so I know girls like you and do you know what I tell them? Get over yourself. There's more to the world then your attention wanting issues (the only real effect of daddy issues). Become a useful fucking person in society and don't complain about it.
you'll get him back, tell him you'll put your feet on his dick. send him that picture.
Girlfriend now keeps me around by being chill and offering butthole whenever. get in his head. if you try hard enough he'll come back.
why aren't you two together what happened?
Guy I talked to from here actually spoke in acronyms and said "I kek'd when..."
I wonder how many /b/tards actually adopt this shit as part of their real life identity. Too many, I'm sure.
I'm bi in that I can be attracted to girls and have had a "gf" sort of (I mostly denied her sex and used her for empty company because she was dumb and into me) but I wouldn't do that because I'm entirely too jealous. I'm eaten away at by the jealousy. That's a definite no for both of us, she's vanilla as fuck. Crazy normal. I'm not, but I'm normal enough to be jealous when someone else touches the person whom I love more than anything. I'd go postal.
same here, I'm very polite and shy, but I'm a robot, myself.
I send butt pics but it took a while because I'm completely insecure
have a butt, it's not mine but it's nice and just oh so taboo
AND you're stroking this bitches head instead of asking for tits? Goddammit, we need snacks back.
I went to Otakon 2006 and met however many hundreds or thousands of you idiots there were. No ill effects other than getting drunk as fuck and taking a piss on the floor off an $800 a night hotel room in Baltimore. You can even see me for a second in the video of the panel. I was the one throwing rabbit ears up on the projector screen like a drunk retard. Fun as shit.
Disclaimer: I had nothing to do with the drunken road cone on head dancing in the street later that night, though it looked quite fun. The cops rolled up during that and pretty much shook their heads at us and drove off again.
I feel for ya OP. Me and my girl are both into loli and incest hentai. It's a lovely deep thing to share and to accept in someone. It's rare for both people that come together in a relationship to happen to have such fetishes. Shame you guys fell apart.
Post some semi clothed so we can get a feel for what you look like.
Sounds like the internet chick my boyfriend left for me. He said they never met irl but I could see why he would lie bc that girl is just as attention-starved and delusional as this one is. If I was "normal" I'd actually be afraid this was the same girl XD
there is something called google reverse image search
No offense there son, but how in the hell, assuming you're legitimate, do you know that somebody else won't just start pretending to be OP and pull you along?
You sound attention-starved and delusional.
So, you want to talk about your own woes?
I'm resistant to it, but I'm in therapy for and because of him. I have trouble finding psychs because I don't like or trust them, they're the drug pushers. They don't care. They're impersonal and ignorant. I mean, they said I have BOTH major depressive disorder AND bipolar... how is that even possible? Where are the highs? Is being manic a high? I'm still depressed then, just maniacally. Also recently they tried to hospitalize me so I ran away from them and they called the cops on me and it was a whole big thing. I hate them. I don't trust them. I love this dude though, so I'm tying.
We've been around since around then, about '07 for me, and I don't think he's met anyone from 4chan before me. Our first meet was Definitely weird, but it turned out much much much better than ever could be expected. Imma marry this guy eventually. I will never ever let go. Poor guy, he probably should regret it.
I dunno what that means and not googling, here's a thing
you sound like female version of me, lol
so why are you here tonight?
What the fuck is that one on the right doing? Random facial expressions for no reason, go!
Op, were you a Psycho loli as a kid?
Its easy to do too. But of course it wont because no one every really wants to get better. They just want to pull people down with them because misery loves company. but its bullshit. I don't give sympathy because it just feeds the attention issue
OP you sound like a complete and utter cunt, and you haven't even posted a butt pic or tits. What the fuck is wrong with you.
nope, he's the dude, I'm the chick. We're both gross cis scum.
I'm a mulatto-looking, plain Latina
dick or gtfo
that's some sound advice anon, how did you come upon such wisdom? How are those monks dispensing such pearls so freely. You just cracked an egg of knowledge right on me man. Issues desolved. I've got this, pardon me, contribootin' to society now. Planting trees and feeding africans and shit
he knows I will do literally all of the things. All of the things. I'm totally his little buttslut, I fucked my butt for him last night and spanked myself so hard I'm still a bit sore. He knows. Also I'm into feet and foot and legwear so it's no big deal. It's just more complicated than that. There's no doubt about sex between us being top knotch.
He're some loli butthole
ah, so you were the one always trying to ruin a good anhero livestream. Welp i hope you're happy with how /b/ is now. It use to somehow spawn 24k gold outta of the diarrhea sea that it was. But it's not too late, you could still gtfo.
i met one of my pet here on 4chan. she was a good pet. lasted a year or so. good times... good times
I think she's been doing the same thing as me this whole thread. Having a stroke!
D'OH HO HO HO HO HO!
I love b'aww threads.
I just found acceptance in whatever occurs, and stopped battling things I can't control. I wasted a long time on girls who I thought I could "help" or "save" and realized that a majority of them feel damaged and hopeless for the sake of feeling damaged and hopeless, nothing more. If you make progress, they sabotage, just because they like the drama. Let them at their game, I'll have none of it. No, I say, no more.
I love cis scum. We're the worst.
Find a new fucker fo a relationship
and TITS OR GTFO
Here's my dick, now get with the fucking program.
What’s the kinkiest thing you ever did with your “guy” and what’s the kinkiest thing you’ve done in general?
Dude the way i see it youre just another obsessive attached nympho, i mean i care obviously enough to reply, but honestly I've met girls more obsessed than you, they lived, hell theyre even doing better it could be him that is holding you back from getting better you need to stop depending and toughen up, you've made it thus far. Youll live, im not here to prey on your emotional baggage like these fedora wearing vultures, im saying it cause ive been on the other end of that, i also had a legit crazy girl in love with me, maybe i took pity on the slut and let her go it hurt her like hell but now she has an actual drive to make something of her otherwise useless life(not saying your life is useless, just in her case), part of me wants to say shes doing it so i feel like i missed out, especially cause shes told me when drunk that she sees it as a revenge thing,but idk man. Just my two cents.
That is not the kind of strawberry I'm interested in, bitch. You can have that one.
Liar. You think everyone likes made up, photoshopped hollywood fake bullshit? Pretty much nobody over the age of 17 does. The rest are fucking retarded anyway.
Bitches need attention. You give it to them and they straighten right up. Course I told my ex if she did any crazy retarded woman shit and I'd dump her ass, and she eventually did it anyway. So I dumped her ass.
Fakest shit ever.
Sounds like some who’s never had a mental illness.
I think we might pop that into speech with one another, knowing we both hang out here, but it's not really a big deal.
I know, right? The colors are very bold and just everything about it is awesome. I love when he pics my nail colors, he really goes for contrast and I'm a sucker for pastels, so they're on the table to pop against my brown skin.
That might have been the case two years ago, but I knew that then. We definitely love each other though. We really do. I know that I love him, but you don't, so I don't expect you to understand. It's all cool.
you probably already have anon, bitches be crazy
it has gone absolutely swimmingly. I love him. He loves me. We will eventually be together. It really has turned out well... I just have to wait it out. This relationship isn't going to last. He knows it and so do I. I just don't know why he won't let go yet.
no to pics, but we haven't fallen apart. We're very close, just not during the weekend, because he's visiting her. He can tell me about his pedo-ish and full on ebe stuff and he's completely safe. We can talk about anything. It's nice. Fuck society.
I used the loli thread to talk. I dumped my collection while just venting. People fapped, contributed, some talked to me... he was among them. I exchanged emails with him and one other, he and I kept in contact and things blossomed very oddly, but wonderfully.
I've got a mostly unsorted folder, anyone got any requests? I'll see what I can whip up for you.
at what age did you start collection loli pics, how did you find out about loli and hentai?
We're all impressed.
Really, though, that is sound advice. It's advice I followed when I learned it myself. In my experience, it's like the appeasement of Hitler, however... Give a little, and you'll get taken for a lot.
I admire that.
Extreme feels anon
I have a holland lop. I spoil the shit out of this cute fury bastard
>I'm bipolar and apparently somehow also major depressive disorder, ptsd, eating disordered, have some klepto issues, high anxiety, basically I'm nonfunctional right now as a human ever since I had a breakdown and repressed memories started coming back. I have every sleep issue ever, I black out. I hurt myself. I have crazy mood swings. I'm sexually insatiable and extremely experimental, utterly subservient. Emotional masochist, very maleable. The works.
you could have just condensed that whole thing in to "i'm fat"
too bad, that's his thing
I'm bad at phone talking, extremely shy
>If I was "normal"
I have some bad news...
no, seriously, sorry your bf left you. Sounds like you'll find someone better suited for you. All my best to you, anon female poster
he might have been at some point, but he's not. I know I love him.
umm, because of the loneliness and depression and to think about and talk about him without being alone driving myself crazy. I don't know. Because of him. Because I need to vent like when I met him. I guess just to talk.
nah, you won't... but he will hnng
little bit, I liked to spot out and tease pedos as well as molest other children and I lied and stole and had major issues, so yeh
he does, that's accurate. He likes that. He likes her. He might love her. He said he doesn't know, but I think he does and just doesn't know that he does.
lol no have this instead
>He's with her right now.
would you fuck "her" if it meant you could have him most of the time could you... share?
Well shit, the rest of the gifs are too large.
Fuk u m8 I'm here for the loli.
Major Depressive Disorder is more or less just a symptom of bipolar type 1.
Was in very similar situation that you are in now, was seeing a girl who was fucked up with bipolar, ADHD, Eating Disorders, bouts of insomnia and depression, self harming etc. while dating my otherwise normal gf.
Honestly, she had one or two full on psychopathic breakdowns (Would cycle between yelling incoherently, biting, hitting, scratching and crying, apologizing all night) before she started to trust the doctors. We both found it made a fucking huge difference (Sex got better too? somehow)
And if your like her, which you two sound eerily similar, you just need to find the right cocktail of meds and doctors, because life is not worth living with that shit. Latuda would help stabilize the bad fucking lows, and it doesn't fuck with your personality which is a big factor.
The sex was fucking insane though.
Op let me tell you right off the bat; this guy will never find satisfaction in you based off what i can already tell. You will be a flesh-light to him by the end of the relationship(if you could even begin to build one). You literally can't experience a true relationship with your brain. Most likely, a neckbeard or wife beater will be your best bet. The mere fact you're not even posting tits shows you're fat and ugly too. Why are even making this thread instead of bettering yourself? I'll tell you why, cuz you've given up of your existence and it infuriates me that you haven't killed yourself yet. Go ahead and try to redirect this shit back at me but im sincerely telling you the truth that most men dont have the balls to tell you. You're one step up from a hooker and you need to realize your friend is most likely better off with his gf than you at your current state.
That's because the people who post in threads you would meet up with people from aren't the ones to worry about.
I'm glad she made this thread. I get to post loli and have some material to read at the same time.
What do you expect, you pathetic piece of shit?
Look at the picture you posted WITHOUT masturbating. Just stare at it with an empty mind.
Your hobbies and perversion are a reflection of your character.
Yours is blurry. Have a nice clear one.
Find some counseling create proper coping mechanisms and be productive instead of wallowing in self pity, tho i understand the first few days its natural to do that. If you do this shit often though youll need to grow the fuck up because it's a disgusting habit
I have schizophrenia but I don't go around waving my disabilities in peoples face asking for sympathy. I doubt what you said is true.
No offense OP, but I do the same thing as your Master.
I have a normal girl I live with and a crazy bitch with daddy issues, that I make call me daddy until she cries while I fuck her.
Most men my age, that know what they're doing have a vanilla and damaged goods crazy fuck on the side for fun.
It's called having a mistress. And you don't try to have a serious long term thing with a mistress, because it takes the fun out of it, and actually shortens the relationship.
tl;dr Accept your place in life making him happy as his go to fuck hole, and you'll know peace.
>liked to spot out and tease pedos as well as molest other children
Did you ever get caught? Or almost caught? (Anyone ever tell on you?)
boys girls or both?
>mfw the crazy girl in my life is the girl I'm dating, and I take other girls on the side.
This is probably the most horrifying loli thread I've ever seen.
no no, your point was clear, she needs to listen to it. She doesn't really love him. its just infatuation and because she opened up to him and she needs to understand there is more to a person than you can know from meeting them a couple times and that its easier than she thinks to move on an find a stronger connection with somebody else
I'm warning you...
I'd just like to clear up that both vocal and visual things are called hallucinations.
But I see things more than hear. I've lived in old buildings most of my life so I can't even tell if I hear things.
My issues manifest in less camwhorish ways is all
he'd put his penis inside me
he died, that's why muh repressed memories started coming at me so hard. He died and in my mourning I lost it entirely. Also, funny enough, he did love to take pics and videos. He moved to his home country and died there. His sons kept everything and I know he kept those things, so they probably have them now. It haunts me to think of it, but I wish I had them. I used to have a few things he'd sent me while he was still trying to get me into stuff. I dunno, it's a thing though.
I'd be his pet if he'd into it. Kitten or bunny sounds nice. Kitten I think. Kitten definitely.
dick or gtfo
no to both
it makes me want his dick so badly. I wish I'd seen his dick just now instead. Yours is nice anon, but it's not his. Also, since you're doing pics... will you post just your boner? I like boners. I mean your covered up, in underpants erection. If you'd leave your hand nearby too, that would be great. I like to move your hand to your penis with my mind's eye. Thanks
Well, the day we first met he wound up hurting me. We were in my hotel room and he pinched and slapped my fresh cuts on my thighs. Unfortunately, we haven't actually done much but that was fairly weird for a first meet. He had me suck my thumb while I wimpered and squirmed. And the "kinkiest" stuff I've done in general was done to me so it doesn't count. have a pic
Maybe. Like I said maybe the girls just hide the crazy better. I mean I'm actually surprised by guys fitting the whole fat derpy neckbeard standard, which I've actually seen a few.
fite me irl fgt see what happens
What's the image cap on /b/ now a days? I haven't participated in a thread for awhile.
so... do did you ever start to "like it" Is that most difficult part? (is it difficult at all?)
There's a person for anyone out there. Every girl and relationship I've been with/in has been better than the last, like stepping stones.
It's scary when I think about it because I can't tell if I've made it across, or I'm still in the middle of the river with my current girl.
People always had a hard time judging my age, so I can be whatever age you want.
Btw, I found an accurate representation of what OP does for this other /b/tard.
That doujin was incredibly sad if it's the one I recall. Amazing ending though. 10/10 would recommend to anyone who likes happy endings.
>"kinkiest" stuff I've done in general was done to me so it doesn't count
Well, what did that include? What did you enjoy most? and the least?
closest to a chubby hippie, I suppose. I wear dresses, tights, flats, and cardigans. I like femenine things and being modest. I'm not technically chubby but I've been fat, I was chubby when he first met me, too big for him. He told me to lose weight so I dropped 60 lbs and weighed 95 lbs until he wanted my ass back. Now I'm in the normal weight range but it feels huge. Body dismorphic as fuck.
well, you don't know my level of obsession. If I check my power level, I might rank on your scale. I'm not moving on. We're best friends. I'm in therapy and just got a really great job with room to move up and I own my own house and shit. I love this guy, we just have some shit to go through before the day we're finally together. We're in it for the long haul. We both feel that way. Happy for your ex, though. I hope you don't miss her too much. I bet you really helped her get to where she is now.
the second reply is a reply to me, but I don't know what exactly you're replying to so... okay, have my last loli pic. Sorry, I've got nothing yet on this hdd
How tall are you, and how much do you weigh?
The Kantai Collection. One of the few categories in my folder that is mostly sorted and named.
>mfw my girlfriend sorted these. The fucking names are kek.
Get outta here nerd. Real little girls are gross.
Enemy contacted sir.
They're using armor /penetrating/ shells.
Op, have you ever read the stories of Janus? She had a similar sound childhood to yours, and she writes some very smutty stories to work though it.
Ever thought about doing that?
(she says it helped her).
Hey anon heres the deal. Im not into this loli stuff so this is all a bit odd to me but heres the deal. This dude, you need to get over him, your in love with him after what 2, 3 times seeing him? You've acknowledged that your not healthy mentally but you seem to use that as justification for hurting yourself and loving someone you barely know. at all. I also realize that your father mistreated you as a child thus thats why your in a thread such as this, understandable but this all leads to one point that your just on the cusp of reaching. You need help. Maybe start little, call the suicide hotline or a similar such place and just talk out your problems, dont worry about how you might come across everyone is a social retard in their own respects but the people who sit by the phone waiting for your call so they can help you dont care how you sound as long as they can help. So please give them a call.
Same thing you replied to. So you can drop from 150ish to 95, which is kinda skinny for any girl, dress exactly how I like, and still consider yourself shit tier?You'd have to have something like forklift face and be genuinely retarded to be actual shit tier, but then you wouldn't realize it. LIke I once told a friend of mine years ago, if you think you're stupid, you're smarter than 95% of the population cause they're both stupid and too stupid to realize they're stupid.
I'd say we'd better man the hatches. They're getting /battered/.
Get outta here you thirsty man. You can't drink the salt water!
OP, what are your opinions on other fetishes besides loli?
like shota, futanari and traps. (would you ever mess around with a trap?)
It's not only loli, just a few of the girls are.
Name is Kantai Collection, it's a bit of a trading card type game with girls personifying different boats from the WW2 era.
Op, would you please answer these questions when you have a minute?
You can't live without him. You might die without him. And she's keeping him from you. This means she's trying to kill you. So, you have to kill her first before she kills you. Don't you think killing her is for the best?
dad penis + daughter vagina = daddy issues
k then I'm bipolar... so close to sweet digits
tears and/or rape
at about 22, when I got over them making me sad and into them making me feel feels. After your initial shock phase, when you become one with /b/
Very little hentai appeals to me, I don't like porn. I'm mostly just into loli and toddlercon when I can find it, and then I mostly just focus on the paternal figures therein
give what a chance anon?
I'm not, but I was in high school
b-but I'm afraid of sex. I haven't been with a boy since puberty, and never consensually. We haven't had sex yet.
lel I'm closer to you for sure than him
yep, we've very similar and your situation is similar. I guess he wants to hold on to his normal gf for his own reasons, but I know that he loves me and wants to be with me and wants that insane sex we're going to definitely have to have... I just can't really deal very well with the now stuff I have to go through until the then stuff I can't wait to have, if that makes sense. And I still need to try out psychs who might be more suitable for me. I haven't liked any that I've seen.
he is better off with her than he is with me, in some ways. But not really. He'll never be fulfilled in that relationship. He's hiding. He'll never have to hide from me.
I know, it's pretty messed up. It sucked to be in her situation. I relate to it well... still it's pretty hot.
thaaaaank you based anon, have some high res perfection
Ah op why do i never find the ones like you. Its a shame that at 40 ive only had one that was depraved and desensitized enough to allow me to use abuse and destroy as i see fit and love me for it. Your boy is a luckyman
Utterly subservient? Quit your shit. That's an order.
I don't have a lot of rape/tears because I'm not into breaking my goods.
It's Iori from Idolmaster, a pretty big series.
Reported for asking for CP.
touchy, rules of the threadwere never fully defined (not an official loli bread, so can I just post what I want?)
OP posted loli, she met fagboy in a loli thread, she talks about loli.
It's a loli bread.
I doubt it's your friend.
Here's a better pic of her from the front.
WHAT FUCKING LOLI GAME YOU NERD.
Do you understand me!?!?! I am overusing punctuation! Hear me and heed my message!
OP is damaged goods that doesn't want to undergo refurbishing. She'll never get better until she gets over herself.
Raped by your dad, huh? Do you uh... wanna talk about it?
I am in therapy and I've done cognitive distortion stuff about these emotions already. I know and understand but still I feel them, so I'm dealing with them in a more healthy way than I would otherwise. I have a penchant for hurting myself and going crazy, instead I'm talking about it and posting images on an imageboard. Pretty healthy compared to alternatives.
but I'd accept that as my place if it was. We don't have sex at all though, so that's not my place. He loves me. He wants me to be happy. He doesn't see me that way, he did when we first met. He hurt me a lot for his amusement, but he has grown to genuinely love me. I kind of miss the abuse. He's not just my daddy, he's my best friend and I'm his. We really do love one another. It's great.
I was caught naked under a bed with a boy my age. I didn't know then that boys didn't cum so I now feel bad for how upset I'd be that he wouldn't cum and I think that I hurt him. I really feel bad about it.
I wish you guys didn't have side people, I'd be so hurt to know you had other girls on the side
doesn't detract from the image, makes her real and in the moment instead of perfectly posed
yes, to all
no, have a pic... I also like tomboys
Oh, oh hell no. Did you just SAS me nigga? Aww you done did it now son. You done fucked up.
>I'm mostly just into loli and toddlercon when I can find it, and then I mostly just focus on the paternal figures therein
what about maternal figures? (has that make you feel?)
see a picture of a father and his little girl (loli or toddlercon) do you imagine yourself in a situation of the little girl? what kind of emotions you feel?
do you ever masturbate to these images?
My main girl knows it, and every other girl I get with knows it as well.
Polygamy is a wonderful thing. Humans aren't made for monogamy.
A quick image search shows that it's actually Koseki Reina from Idolmaster.
I was close, though!
Thank you, Captain. May I take a seat? All this has me a bit clammy... I feel I may eel over soon. I'd rather not seal my fate by washing out of academy for fainting. It's really sink or swim here.
>didn't know then that boys didn't cum so I now feel bad for how upset I'd be that he wouldn't cum
was it because you had always expected there to be cum?
what part of the cum did you enjoy? ( the texture, taste? for all of the above?)
was it because it reminded you of your previous sessions with an older male?
(I was molested as a young boy by an older woman, for years... when I did finally ejaculate I was very confused)
That's cute, I bet you think calling me poopy face is also an insult huh?
Also, I'm not reading over 200 replies for some stupid fucking thread I'll forget about in 10 minutes.
OP, I've read all your posts in here, and suffice to say, hes a dumbasmy time with you. You sound like a lovely girl, and I love girls that are damaged goods/have daddy issues. I would love you for the rest of eternity. skype is zimzam687 if you ever need to talk. Hope things work out.
Dear femanon, here is my dick. I also create a poem to ease your mind with a set of instructions..
Heres my dick, nice and thick
It's for you, I hear you're spic
Get over here, give it a lick
Quit being a picky prick
Oh and btw, you think your slick?
I havent seen tits, show a pic
Why would I want to meet you nerds IRL.
Then don't ask about it, dork.
No folder for that, I'll see what I can do.
I'd appreciate the sauce actually. I haven't looked for it since I read it and I only saved that image. Dumb move but oh well... Oh I did save the whole thing but that's on my lost hdd and I sent him this one image and that's why I still have it. I keep a record of all of our exchanges, so it's in my "sent" images file.
I dunno, depends on what you'd consider kinky. I guess oral made me cum. I hated when he made God and Hell a part of it, and other stuff I don't like to think about. Don't like pain and violent things either.
we talk about it but I don't think we'd do it. I'd be really upset about it. I think we'd tread the line and have to be REALLY, REALLY careful not to go too far, because we're both somewhat inclined.
that's dumb, but I have him to talk to as well. My therapist says they're a team and they're both on my side. She likes him, from the things I say about him and how he helps me. He's wonderful.
5'4" 130 at the moment, so I'm at least 20 lbs overweight
see above and below your post
no, I'll read them though. I write but it's not really erotic and it's personal. I'm a huge fag
I'll never "get over him" I will never let go. I. Will. NEVER. Let. Go.
well, I'm definitely dismorphic and he has said I'm qt and beautiful and he's attracted to me and loves my butt. I have decent proportions and I like my hair, but I consider myself ugly. I was a fatty in high school and I still feel that way.
I don't really talk to anyone else but him and don't have or trust kik
I am in therapy. I'll take sound advice. If I took advice from strangers at random, I'd be even more fucked up than I actually am now.
have a pic
giving bitches attention is just what they want. Don't give in to their pathetic excuse, make them work for shit. If you give them attention you just feed their unhealthy obsession. They need to grow up and learn obsession is blinding and never good
>yes, to all
have you ever been able to accept that it was pleasurable, without feeling guilt?
were toys ever used on you?
Then why ask about the topic?
I'll see what I can do, I can't remember the authors name.
What state are you in, if states that is..?
Why be hung up about him, you are a girl so your shots of finding love are pretty high if you ask me. If you have only met him twice, I would be concerned too, you don't really know him yet from what it sounds like. How old are you by the way?
did you ever feel like you "asked for it"?
something you did or said?
during the acts did you ever orgasm? (was it a regular occurrence if you did?)
were you ever taught to use "dirty talk" if so what words were used? you remember any particularly repetitive words used to during the acts themselves by you or the older male?
that might do things to me but I'm not that delusional at the moment. I wouldn't kill her, I'd kill myself, maybe hurt her at worst. I couldn't really because it would hurt him. He's my main concern. I couldn't hurt her without hurting him and I'd never hurt him.
maybe in time, I'm the lucky one though. Good luck anon
to him, silly anon
well thanks for contributing anyway, greatly appreciated
post away anon, I'm just talking. I'll save what I like. I like tears and rape and the presence of boys.
I do not.
I am, sort of
I like maternal figures too. I sometimes think about having a mommy, I guess. I also have mommy issues. Great pic. Saved. Moar?
I do imagine myself in that situation. I want to take it away from her and go back there myself. I want to please daddy and serve and be worth something again but I want more than anything to take her pain away and to please him in doing so
I do play to them sometimes but he's become my fetish and I can't get off at all without the thought of him and his permission to cum and I can cum on command and not before I have it.
I hope he doesn't make us have to be poly, but he might. I at least want a little while of monogamy at least. It will be hard to get used to that. I don't know if I can do it. But all the best to you.
Because, if you haven't noticed, there isn't really that many loli picture, not many good ones either way. Sooo I got curious enough to actually read the OP for once.
Wait, why the fuck am I explaining myself to you, who gives a fuck what you think, this thread will die soon anyways.
Right, you guys have the right idea at this point.
I don't have a web-slinger, but here's a weave of hair.
Doujin is called, "I fell for a 10 year old."
Preview picture for anyone who is interested.
Got here a bit later than wanted, been lurking the thread, but you ever want someone to talk to, more so rather over /b/ feel free to ask, as I'm certain there's some stuff that you don't want to talk about on here.
>I want to please daddy and serve and be worth something
before you met "him" in your fantasies, how did you serve your "master" what type of pain did you "like" best?
did you ever fantasize about bagging for it?
if "he" wanted to become your new daddy would you let him? would you let him live out those specific fantasies on you?
do you ever wish you he would do this?
A final goodbye to this thread, since it's auto saging now.
If anyone wants to contact me, loli_confectionary on Skype.
Don't tease me or I'll shot!
Yes, I expected cum. I thought that's what had to happen and I would go crazy and be so frustrated that I couldn't please this boy. I didn't know what to do. I think, now, that I hurt him trying so badly to please him.
It meant it might be over and that I'd done well.
Yes? Are you that anon molested by that hippie chick? If so, we loved your threads. Great image. Saved.
he's not dumb and he loves me and I'm very very lucky. Thank you though, anon, I wish you happiness in life
I prefer boners, but thank you for the poem. I love poetry.
>tfw no poem from him
no and yes. Love the pic. Saved.
because I'm weak
thanks anon, we'd appreciate the sauce
I'm in a western state and he's in the south. I know him better than probably anybody in his life does, and he knows me. We will just continue to get to know one another, but we love each other already. I'm 26