Feels/baww thread

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Posting ones that always get posted

Anyone want a penpal? I don't have a lot to contribute right now.

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>>576892686
u wot m8

Keep posting, zp+Chs/s, I'm here

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How are you?

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>>576893324
Glad you said that, I was gonna stop.

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I'm almost out actually, I don't save much.

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>>576893718

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and it`s true. So many years, no one ever said it to me.

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>inb4 >reddit

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>>576894013

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>>576894174
posted at 00:00:00

>>576894174
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aFqIiddsoKM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y7MtjJFelAE

>>576892819
You mean like hand written letters?

fuck me bazza look at her rig

>>576894726
Ya

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And I'm all out.

OC
call me a faggot I don't give a shit.

The sunset this evening was beautiful. Colored by pollution and the sun's golden light. It came and went in the blink of an eye, and I was alone. I think all I want is for someone to share the sunset with. In quiet serenity we would watch the colors of the ending of day, they would bloom slowly like flowers under our noses, moving too slowly to capture, and too quickly to catch. Life moving above us, slowly rolling by. Like a wave the sky breaks and slowly rolls back, and your head is rested on my shoulder and I can feel your heart beating in syncopated perfection with mine. In this moment nothing matters, we simply exist. Together in this strange state of being, lost in splendor. oh the beauty of it all, the beauty of now, and the beauty of ourselves. It came and went in the blink of an eye, but it was worth a thousand years.

I am accustomed to watching all of my sunsets alone, day after day. And though they are beautiful, they are cold and fleeting, and they give way to night, which I spend curled into myself. To suffer the fearsome darkness of a frail creature left to its own devices, a stray dog in the big city, I don't sleep much. The days bleed into each other, congealing into weeks and months and years. I think all that I want is for someone to share the sunset with, that is the short-hand definition of my loneliness. My sunsets are beautiful, but they aren't worth remembering. Nothing is worth remembering when you're all alone, and nothing is eternal when you are constantly in your own mind. All that exists is a blizzard of thoughts and worries. To suffer the fearsome darkness of a frail creature left to its own devices, a stray dog in the big city, I don't sleep much.

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Dumping

>>576894581
Haven't actually seen that before, thanks.

>>576894789
I was thinking just today that it might be cool to have a penpal.

>>576894825

i like it anon

>>576894825
>Nothing is worth remembering when you're all alone, and nothing is eternal when you are constantly in your own mind. All that exists is a blizzard of thoughts and worries. To suffer the fearsome darkness of a frail creature left to its own devices, a stray dog in the big city, I don't sleep much.

I agree with this so much.

>>576895524
>>576895659
Thanks anons <3

>>576892724
Jesus fucking christ that's rough

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My birthday is coming up /b/

>>576892476
heres my contribution guys
>be me, having sex with gf last night
>its amazing, i love her and the emotional connection makes it better than anything else
>earlier that night, went out with a bunch of friends (one we will call 'J')
>J was giving us a lift to all the places, and she was our ride back so we stuck with her talking alot of the night
>Anyway later on we get, home start banging like bunnies
>i can feel that sweet feeling coming on
>finish and start making out with her on top
>ask her to get off so i can take the condom off
>accidently say 'J can you get off me'
>she stops, looks at me wide eyed
>i didnt even realise what i said
>she tells me to get out of the room
>starts crying at me to leave

I sat outside the door for a good hour, fuck, i even started crying for some reason. I dont know why i said J's name, im not attracted to her, i think she is repulsive and i have no fucking desire to ever have sex with her

so thats my story guys, feel free to voice your 2 cents or whatever

>>576895205
Well, what's your address?

>>576896225
Happy Birthday Anon! :)

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>>576896702

It's my birthday today and I'm lonely as fuck.

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>>576896225
How old are you going to be anon?

>>576894553
are you blind?

>>576896637
Yep I guess that's how it is...

>>576896637

Ouch

>>576896847

Happy Birthday anon

>>576896815
Fuck. Just fuck

>>576897057
Thanks a lot, appreciate it

>>576896870
We're in different timezones, mate.

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>>576896847
Happy Birthday

>>576897195
Thank you as well

>>576896847
Happy Birthday! Most People are faggots anyway.
And remember Anon it always gets better.

>>576897152
No problem dude.
Enjoy it.

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>>576896461

momentarily confused. basically you said the wrong name in bed? if so, thats sucks. could happen to anyone.

>>576896815
flashbacks to putting down my collie Ginger last year. 8/10 lip trembled, tears welled up

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>>576896225
Happy Birthday Anon. Keep on living Anons. One day... everything will change.

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>tfw it was my birthday last week

>tfw the only text I received was an automated one from Bank of America

>>576896225
Also happy birthday to you, 1st of november is a great day to be born on

>>576897580
I get a lot of those automated texts too for my birthday. It makes me feel bad

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>>576896870
Also proof that I'm not, in fact, blind.

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>>576896805

>>576897580
Sorry to hear that anon.
Keep the chin up though. It'll be better next year.

>>576896815
Holy. Fuck.

>>576896462
Ha!

>>576894581
With the shirt he's wearing he looks like he's wearing a Jewish detention camp costume.

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I feel a pressure inside, its building up.

>>576897771
looks shooped

>>576895252
what if you hate yourself ?
means you are stuck on zero.
can you be friend with somebody you hate ?

To feel when you've been waiting to meet the friends girl your currently seeing... and she goes out tonight with them to the theater & doesn't invite you.
Should i be feeling this?

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Can't be satisfied with my situation, even when i know full well that i have it better than a lot.

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>>576894010
No one has ever told me that.

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>>576898056
what's it leading to?

>>576898214

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My dreams are getting worse..

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Biggest feel I got.

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I cant help to feel angry, all the time, never ending.
Not rage anger, but subtle anger that seeps out of my pores.

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>>576898138
You fucking newfags are killing me

Nothing makes me fucking happy anymore, except coffee and booze. I'm a miserable piece of shit, but I cloak myself as totally fine, things are great, etc.

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An hero is on my mind a lot, just cant come up with a valid reason.

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>>576898395
mine are rock bottom.

>>576896847

Happy Bday /b/ro

you aren't alone.

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Is this all life is?
Be raised in an educational institution, get a job, have kids, die?

>>576898734
In a similar vein, nothing interests me anymore. Nothing.

>>576898828
Thanks man :)

how to get off 4chan and develop social life

no alcohol btw

>>576898475
wow

>>576898743
Maybe that's your mind telling you to keep going.

Fuck it dude, take chances. Take a holiday. Talk to that chick you like.

If you're already considering suicide, what've you got to lose?

>>576896847
Happy birthday, anon :)

>>576898475
Holy shit that's rough

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The one person i really want to talk to, told me one day, that she was glad she didnt have to worry about me..
she already was too stressed as it was.

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I came across this wallpaper some time ago. Makes me feel a feel.

I remember when I heard she fucked him
it had been awhile, i had gotten over it, but damn
it was like a fuckin train hit me in the chest
and it's so fuckin stupid

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>>576899060
Thats a big problem, i dont even have to chase after, to long for, and be legit upset about.
I am idle.

>>576899365
Thanks <3

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Fuck these feels, damn

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Fuck it, ima go get drunk off my ass.
pic very related.
Be back, hopefully.

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>>576898269
It doesn't matter that people have it worse than you.
You have it how you have it and that's important, it's not relative to anything.
Don't beat yourself up for the crime of having emotions anon, you're allowed to

>>576896815
no. my Golden is 12 and now she doesn't want to come in our house anymore. she's just lying there and looks sadly. maybe she keeps distance, because she knows that she's about to die. I'm taking her to the vet but what can I say? it may be an illness but if not, being old can't be cured. she's been with me since I was 8, I can't imagine my evening without her snoring next to the couch.

>>576898828
We're all alone, together

>>576896815
these are the only things in feel threads other than the ones to do with soldiers than make me cry

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I almost cried at the number of beer cans in my room when i was cleaning up

>>576899549
I was in that spot for a long time.
Start small.

I started building model planes. (That shit's hard, those pieces are fucking tiny. I butchered them to the point where I was mashing half the pieces.)
It's nice to be creating something for once.

Then step it up. Talking to strangers, (commenting on the weather, retarded shit like that.) it helps so much. I didn't realise how reclusive I was being until I actually stopped.

It gets better. Trust me :)

>>576900162
kek. Iktf.

>>576899918
All I can think of is
>I am Jack's raging bile duct
>I am Jack's complete lack of surprise

>>576898119
>timezones
fucking crazy

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>>576896847

happy birthday, if you were near me i would buy ya a drink

>>576892724

I DONT EVEN FUCK FEEELING MASSIVE FEELINGS

>>576900682
Cheers Anon :)

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ecTm6G7AjcM

song and pic relate

>>576900606

>>576892826

>>576896847
Happy birthday /b/ro .

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>be 5 years ago
>loved my mom
>Mom gets diagnosed with cancer
>she recovers 3 months
>Years pass i start hitting puberty
>dont give a shit about anything
>Mom gets diagnosed with cancer once again
>didnt give a shit, only cared about video games
>i was very mean to her, and i regret every single word i said to her.
>i made her cry several times
>one day my brother asks me to come visit her at the hospital
>i say yes, and when i finally end up being there im, i was really bored and wanted to go home
>mom asked if anything was wrong
>i said no, i just really wanted to play video games
>next day brother asks me if i want to visit her again
>Says no and continues playing this shit game i was playing
>next day my moms status is critical
>stay home from school cause of the video games ofc
>Told to wait for my aunt to pick me up
>aunt arrives and tells me, mom is really sick
>Drive to the hospital
>see mom, all drugged out on antibiotics
>doesnt remember me, or say a word to me
>i couldnt say a word to her even though i wanted to really badly
>i stared at her for 8 hours straight.
>she dies and i start crying out loud
>starts crying everytime i think about it
>about to turn into an autist cause of the thoughts
>hate my self even more for every time i think about what i have done to her & letting her through

>>576901043
thanks so much

>>576893593
Dayum...
fake or not, that made me fucking cry... Shit

I just let a drop of tear fall off

It's my first time ever crying in a feel thread.

What's wrong with me ?

>>576901096
Status currently: Listening to remix of "how to save a life" and almost crying my eyes out
>Fuck you if you think im a pussy

>>576896637
Fuck man this hits hard...

>>576896847
You have us /b/ro. Happy Birthday my friend, and cheers to many more

>>576901503
thanks /b/rother

>>576901409
Great song, great band. Try these, too:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cuZo7pLnL7c
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pnKVbivCSPE

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>>576896815

http://www.xvideos.com/video5592233/beautiful_girl_emily

This actually made me feel more than popping a boner.

>>576896815
Felt the tears approach. Cripes.

>>576896847
happy b day

>>576901597
I always think about killing myself, I won't though because I'm pretty sure my family still cares about me. I just pray that I get cancer someday because I'm tired of suffering, tired of being lonely and to depressed about doing anything about it.

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>>576898318
I love you /b/ro

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>>576902265
Pic Unrelated

>>576902178
cheers anon

>>576902241

- claims to "want cancer"
- is "tired of suffering"

smh.
trust me you idiot, you DON'T want cancer.
and I hope you never get it.

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>>576902241
> I just pray that I get cancer someday
You & me both, /b/ro

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>>576902241
One in the same here.

>>576902512
There's a harsh difference between emotional and physical pain.

>>576902241
See
>>576900275

>>576896847
Happy birthday bro, have a good one

http://www.virginmediashorts.co.uk/film/3388/maybe#.VFQxFPl_uQD

>>576902241
My sister had cancer and she died a painful death,so don't go wishin such stupid things upon yourself,just remeber you have an effect on more than just yourself,think about your family fgt

Was going to spend Halloween with boyfriend. First boyfriend in a really really long time. Actually liked him a lot. Tried to make him happy. He recently broke up with me over Facebook, defriended me, and is ignoring me. I don't even know what I did wrong. Spending Halloween in bed on /b/. So sad.

>>576902819
I most certainly will after having all these happy birthday wishes, thank you.

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Am i the only one that cant stop thinking about how Bam Magera is feeling after Ryan dunns dead? Imagine having a friend for over 15 years, suddenly just to die in a car crash while fooling around?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KflAPy8svW0

2:50
>"i have never lost anyone i cared about"
>"he was my best friend"

>>576902512

this, my father died of lung cancer last year. seeing someone suffer from that shit for over a year is brutal, you dont want to die from cancer or wish it on your worst enemy

>>576902241

so make it better, fuck youre probably healthy. theres kids dying of cancer that would do anything to be in your position and youre here whining about being depressed. you can and have the power to make your life better, someone with terminal illness cannot

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>>576896847
Happy Birthday man. I'm having a drink right now just for you. You're not alone, and we all love you.

>>576901409
start yourself over. for her, and for you. get a new hobby, or job, or friend.

>>576896225
>>576896847
>>576897580
Happy birthday anons.

>>576896225
>tfw when nobody claps at my birthday
>tfw nobody acknowledges my birthday

happy birthday anon. hope it isn't too shitty

>>576903175
>>576903204
Thanks lads, means a bunch to me

>>576898119
Timezones, how do they work.
So that guy's probably in UK, or something, since it was 1:00:00 for me.

>>576903175
Whats fun is, that robot.
That robot was my favorite character. and also probably my favorite childhood movie of all time

>>576902901
That's if most of my family thinks about me. To them I'm just a disappointment, I have nothing going for me later in life. I lost all my friends, I only at vidya just so I can hear a friendly voice every once in a while. My 2 brothers were the only things close to me but they were stationed elsewhere due to being in the navy. I have nothing now.

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>>576903296
Yep, England

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>be me today
> Black guy comes up to me asks for 50 cents
> looking for change in pocket
> sister gives him 2$
> i find 50 cents in my pockets
> Ask my sister immediately how much she gave to him
> says 2$
> I get mad give him 50 cents and asks him to return 2$
> See the sad look on his face
> But still take the 2$ back and give him 50 cents
> sister tells me later "you took away his happiness"
> I feel bad as fuck
> I wonder if Jesus will ever forgive me for my sins

>>576896929
Fuck you dude. Too close to home
Nice ID btw

>>576901409
Bro, you're not a pussy. Everyone needs to fall apart every once in a while. Bottling it up for too long could destroy you. That's what's happening to me. Worst part is, I finally got to a point where I don't want to die, and now I'm legitimately terrified that I'm going to.

>>576895153
The laughs
but the feels

>>576903496
I guessed correctly, yay
Also, gonna go to sleep because it's 2:00
Goodnight you all bastards.

>>576903734
dude
Well at least you feel bad

>>576899420
This assumes that anyone wants to find you.

>>576903734
> Jesus ?

You must be new here

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no reason

>>576903734
YOU. FUCKING. BASTARD

>>576904083
susie is such a babe

>>576904108
yeah I'm a religious person

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>>576903294
No problem man, and here's to many more.

>>576903391
Yeah. same here. Such a beautiful story. The guy who wrote the original book wrote it as a gift to his kids to help them recover after their Mother passed away.

>>576903450
I'm sure your brothers would want you to stay strong and find new things to live for, just like your /b/rothers all want you to.

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hard to do.

>>576904436
Kek

>>576902529
Third that. Cancer may be unpleasant, but it's the best reason I could hope to have for not getting anything done.

>>576904224
/thread
Seriously though, this sums it up. I think this way all the time.

>>576904453
Thank you

>>576896319
This always makes me cry because I know it is my future. My girlfriend left me two days ago saying she needed a break from me. I am on window 20 of this picture. Except unlike the picture I will never be able to find anyone else. I love her too much.

Isn't love forever? I have never stopped loving her from the day I met her, and yet she says that she doesn't love me anymore. She is always just mad at me. Does she love me deep down, but just won't admit it because she is mad?

I try so hard to be everything she wants in a man but I guess I can't. What is wrong with me? Why am I so pathetic that I try to force my way into her life for the brief scraps of affection she sometimes appears to give me? I go hours or dayz in sadness just to see her brief smile. I am there for her when she needs me but she isn't there for me.

Am I wrong? Am I actually a piece of shit that does everything wrong? I try to be perfect for her. I buy her flowers weekly, cook every meal, do dishes, work full time, take care of her son who is 2 and not mine.

Why am I not good enough? Don't I deserve love? Haven't I earned affection? I just want her to enjoy being around me like I do her.

I hate myself. I wish I was dead.

>>576903734
Once some gypsy girl came to me on the street and asked me if I have some cash. I sayed no. The moment she looked me into eyes I was sure she is making some black magic on my white ass. That was scary.

>>576903734

if homeless/grubby people want money, just ask them if theyre hungry. i wont give them money out of risk theyll blow it on liquor but nearly every single one of them has said yes to food and i buy them a pizza or whatever. years ago i bought a guy Subway because he missed his meal at a shelter, afterwards the guy started crying and shook my hand. ive still never forgotten that day years later

>>576904453
Thats quite a coincidence really

Goodnight guys, thanks for keeping me company.

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>>576904694
>mfw had cancer and survived.

>>576905049
See ya.

>>576905049
No problem man, goodnight.

>>576896847
Happy birthday anon!

>>576905049
Good night, sweety sugar.

>>576905207
Thanks anon <3

>>576894013
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FHCYHldJi_g

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>>576905314
we're here with you /b/ro

also bumping with this one
>pic related

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>>576903851
it's actually not true
some stars we see on the sky are dead, the big distant ones
but the close ones and planet will be there for billions to come
and usually wishing comes with 'falling star' which is a meteorite which happens in real time in our atmosphere

>>576894553
Thanks for that...

Fuck it. It's been about 2 months but it's still haunting me. I dream about it every night. I just need to tell someone. Here's my story.

> Be me 15
> Be 2002
> Be beta as fuck
> Fat (351lbs 150 kg)
> I was always alone, the only friend I had was my friend Valerie, or V for short.
> I grew up with V always defending her since she was never that tall.
> V was always delicate.
> We were always together, inseparable.
> High School came and I started to man up
> Found a job
> Lost my excess weight got gainz
> Ever since I lost all that weight girls were all over me.
> In highschool I'd say I had about 40 girlfriends in 3 years.
> I never felt really attracted towards them. They were the slutty type of girls
> Be Halloween, just like this.
> Party at some popular's kid house
> fuckbitchesgetmoniez.exe
> V's coming with me she says.
> At the time we were seniors in High School.
> We'd grown apart, since she had moved away from our neighborhood.
> We get to the party
> Open the door walk the dinosaur (imagine?)
> We get to the party, and I immediately leave her alone.
> Like always I had girls around me.
> I was 18, 6'1 and weighed 220 lbs of muscle
> I look over and see V talking to some dude
> I get jealous and start making out with some chick just to spite V
> V leads the guy to a bedroom
> To this day I have no idea what they did.
> I left, pissed at the world.
> I was alone that night.
> That night I sat on a cliff that over-looked the city.
> I remember me thinking
> Am I in love with V?
> Why do I like V?
> V was never that "hot" girl, she was mostly the cute bff you never think about.
> She was like my hoodie always around me
> I would never fuck my hoodie.

> FF 2 years
> 2008, freshmen in Uni
> Everyone from high school went there
> It was the closest, in fact the only good Uni worth going to.
> V was there two.
> Christmas 2008, I remember that day all two well.
> The Uni had a huge Christmas party
> I had decided to stay in my dorm, watching Netflix
cont...

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>>576905305
That made me break down in tears
Fuck feel threads

>mfw reading this

>hs is over
>we had plans for the week
>they didn't call
>Halloween
>at home playing ssb and browsing 4chan
>realise never really had friends
inb4 it's hs get over it
i thought they were my friends i don't even know why i don't have any I'm not even a basement dweller or anything.

Maybe it's because i don't try. The things i don't do are the ones that haunt me at night.

>>576905772
/b/ro. I was literally typing a desperate request for this exact greentext as the thread auto-updated. thank you based anon.
>god must exist, im christian now

>>576906713
you're welcome man.
i got surprised noone posted it already

>>576898119
Get real faggot...
UK time. I see it too.

>>576903450
Near or far,you're in their mind as they are in yours,think further my friend,think further.

>>576901597
Who is this?

>>576905305
>tumblr
People would cry about this because they don't understand that life has no purpose (similar to the person who wrote the comment)

>>576907187
Yeah, it is pretty well known, I just didn't have it saved and was regretting it.

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>>576894010

>>576907930
Youre an perfect example of an autist, You will never have anyone to love, nor will anyone ever love you. Its sad.

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I just heard there is a party from some guy at work girl i like is going
Wasnt invited other friend thats going said i she can ask for me lied and said i have another party
Freinds doing their own thing

Lonley as fuck with no poewr due to some truck crashing to a pole

It helps telling this to some one

Pic is my custome i took to work and hoped to take to party

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>>576908296
It sucks to be an autist dude, I wish I could feel love, but I'm sad enough as it is so I'm not sure if i want to deal with the feels.

>>576907930
How can life not have a purpose, We were put on earth with these people we communicate with for a reason. imagine if someone that cared about you were left alone cause you had given up on life, how would he be able to continue if he didnt have this so called friend of his. Imagine if you had to leave him alone just because you couldnt take the pressure, which bassicly means youre letting out your worries go on to him. Life is all about getting through it, Death is cheating. Get over whatever youre worrying about and get over it with someone you know, let those people that care about you help you.

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>>576906343
> I don't know why I skipped the party but I did.
> All of a sudden hear a know on my door.
> It's V
> She sobbing, snot everywhere, makeup running, not a good sight.
> She tells me her parents died.
> What?
> Her parents, on the way to visit her brother, lost control of the car and died.
> She said she had no one to talk to and my room mate told her I was in my room.
> That night we spent it crying.
> We fell asleep in bed together.
> Come Christmas morning.
> We just laid in bed all day, she occasionally broke out in sobs.
> I don't really remember what we did that day.
> I think we just went to get some coffee.
> 3 days later we have to go to the morgue to fill out some paperwork.
> I have to basically drag her into it.
> Coroner (or whatever the morgue doctor is) asks us if we wanted to see the bodies.
> The bodies were alright, it was mostly the shock that killed them.
> I remember their faces /b/
> Those people raised me just like my parents.
> They looked so peaceful, at rest, drained of color.
> It still brings tears to my eyes.
> We get over it.
> It's hard.
> V was christian so she believed they were in a better place.
> From that day on, me and V stayed together alot.
> She slept over in my dorm all the time.
> We actually started dating.
> I remember this one date
> I think it was 2010
> We went to Six Flags and she got lost
> I found her crying at the entrance like a little baby.
> Never had I been more in love a woman in my life.


> Anyways, it's Halloween 2009, Sophomore year of Uni.
> The Uni is constant with it's parties.
> V wants to stay in, she was never too good at parties.
> Whatever, I was ok with it.

Bear with me this was a couple of years ago so my memory's not that good.

> We just sat on my couch and watched anime
> shitwassocash.jpeg
> All of a sudden she starts opening up to me
> She tells me she liked me ever since we were little kids.
> It's killing me.
Pic related, last February at my sister's wedding.

>>576908532
Im sorry for that /b/
This is exactly what i cant or wont, turn into myself.

i dont want to be all by myself, i want to keep contact with those that still care about me the slightest

>>576907930
nigger are you really complaining about tumblr to us? I think you're too caught up in the 'tumblr wars' and too new to recognize what a baww/feels is before the source of content. gtfo newfag, and it youre not, quit being a newfag loser.

>>576897898
is this real?

>>576898929
No, you dont HAVE to do those things, you can...
>fight a bear
>prank call the president
>fuck a duck
>order a 3 cheese pizza and throw it on a hobos face
>write intimate erotic love letters to members of ISIS
>Call the police and ask if they have battletoads

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here's another

Packing up my shit on the last day in my house. Lost my job and am back in the same cycle I've been in since 18. All of my friends hate me, everything I say is used against me, nobody understands anything I've tried to say for years, could possibly be disowned by my family. I'm an utter failure, a faggot, and a complete coward. I hate the sounds I make and the way I look and the way I think. I really just want to be put out of my misery

>>576910383
i dont know why....but i enjoyed this one...thank you anon

>>576892634
my heart.. my heart hurt for the first time

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>>576909101
Last part I think.

>It dawns on me how much of an asshole I was to her.
> To her I was prince Charming always protecting her.
> Fast Forward to 2012
> Graduation.
> Me and V were still going strong.
> Stronger then ever really.

Im going to make this short

> In 2013 I proposed to her.
> We were the happiest couple.
> All of our friends talked about us.
> I got a good paying job as a Manager at Staples
> It's late 2013
> Christmas again.
> This time it's a fun one.
> We drink with our friends, laugh and dance.
> I eventually get home with her.
> Me and V had sex.
> Luckily she was pregnant.
> That day was the luckiest moment of my fucking life /b/

> Fast forward to September 2014.
> September 30 my baby is being born.
> I was at the hospital with Valerie
> Maria, my daughter is born.
> my wife is crying she won't wont stop bleeding b
> I start yelling at the doctors to help her
> the doctors push me out of the room.Im fucking shaking
> doctors are yelling and yelling
> something about internal hemorrhage
> she she died
> too much blood loss
> my Valerie is gone
> my fucking wife is gone
> i sturgeled for so fuking long and she died /b/

Im sorry im shaking as a I write this

October 10th was the funeral
I'm sitting here with Maria next to me in her crib.
she's only a month old but she looks so much like her mom /b/ she looks so much like her fucking mom. oh my fucking god I miss her so damn much
Maria's the only reason I haven't killed myslef. I'm gonna do all I can to raise this child right.
I just needed to let out these emotions.
Sorry if I seem stupid I'm a man men shouldn't cry. Pic related, it's my baby
I love her. I love you /b/ and I love you Valerie.

>>576910535
you're very much welcome

>>576908772
We weren't 'put on earth', or at least I don't believe in a religion or anything that says so. It is just one way to look at it I suppose, but the way I see it, we are just part of the universe, made of matter in such a way that we want to reproduce. There isn't 'right' or 'wrong', no 'good' or 'bad', there just is. Of course, in the real world I don't act on this idea.

All in all, that comment was just so far from a feel to me that I wanted to say something about it.

>>576908296
>>576909251
calm down, faggots

>>576911059
Goddamn, dunno what to say, hang in there man

>>576911592
everyday I try.
My daughter's all that gets me through the day

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>>576911059
i love you anon.

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>>576896847
Happy birthday anon! I will play the happy birthday song on my violin for you! :)