A short story. I am fucked. I got rekt by a girl. I loved her, she moved into my apartment. Now she is fucking different people every day. Cause whore, I don't know.
Anyway, baww thread
I feel for you bro, I don't have any content but know there is an Anon out there feeling with you.
Thank you I am gonna need all the help i can get before I destroy everything.
New baww thread.. time to post my story.
>Febuary, cold as hell (canada)
>Mum drives me to work, due to already being out shopping together
>Usually get along really well
>Small argument, nothing too big.
>Pay for gas.
>Tell mum I love her.
>Work night shift (11-7)
>Grab coffee for mum on my way home.
>Get home, bring her coffee
>Asleep, leave it there for her
>Go to bed @ 8:30
>Wake up @ 3:30
>Mum hasn't moved, coffee still there
>Try to wake her up
>Won't wake up
>I found my mother dead
>RIP Mom 1965-2013
I miss my mum /b/ros...
I also lost my parents, I feel with you
here's a story of this past summer with the girl I loved
>be in love with a classmate in highschool
>we have intense romantic tension but both of us are pretty beta so neither make a move
>go to different collges because I wanted out of the state
>keep in touch, stay good friends
>we both date people while at college, I accept our level of friendship is all I'll get from her
>jump to this past spring semester
>she starts dating a guy, lets call him "Alex"
>Alex seems cool, pretty similar to me so I approve of him
>it should be said she values my opinion on boys pretty highly, to the point my bro joked about me being her gay best friend
>she falls in love hard
>accepts his marriage proposal a few months into dating
>I feel that was too fast but am still happy for her so I approve
>summer comes and they start fighting hard
>one night she calls me crying her eyes out because Alex dumped her
>I spend the next two weeks talking to her nightly, helping her through her deperssion
>our flame is relit
>one night she says, "We would make a cute couple you know..."
>I sit silently for a bit and reply "You know I care about you deeply, but I'm not a silver medal, so I won't date you"
>she understands since she's been crying about her ex to me this whole time
>it was hard to turn her away
>At this point she starts kinda talking to Alex again
>He realizes that she is getting over him, suspects I'm making a move
>He asks her out again, she says yes cause she still loves him
>the relationship is now he tells her to do something and she does
>the one time she didn't he shouted at her and told her he would leave her again
>I am clearly against him now and she doesn't know what to do
>she ends up breaking it off with him again
>one night she makes an impromptu visit to my place, a few hours away since I had moved recently
>she joins me and my friends for a party
>she is making some MAJOR "I wanna fuck you" motions towards me
>she literally strokes my cock through my pants, in front of people
>I tell myself she is drunk and still on her ex though, so I ignore her signals
>the party moves to another house, I decide to go to bed
>about ten minutes later I decide I want to fuck her after all
>walk into the party, pull her into me, start making out
>most alpha I've ever been
>immediately regret it when she says "ohhh...take me Alex"
>god damn it I was right
>she passes out and I watch over her that night
>next day she sobers up but still wants me
>we end up having sex
>she starts getting really into me
>I start thinking that maybe she really does want to be with me
>three days later she tells me she got back with Alex and hasn't told him about our night
>I am beyond pissed off at her, but I contain it
>she stops talking to me as much, which doesnt help my anger
>a few weeks in they break up again, she calls me
>I fuck up and say "I don't think you deserve my help"
>she gets mad and starts arguing with me
>fuck up again and hang up
>I am killing the friendship out of anger
>we haven't talked since
and that was the story of how I beat the friendzone, only to have it all crash in on me, this all took place a few months ago and I still haven't talked to her since. Life sucks.
Never let another chick bring me down
SUPERMAN AINT SAVING SHIT
Met a girl. Totally not my type. At all.
>Become good friends.
>Possibly the coolest chick i've ever met
>Actually start reconsidering her
>Her personality totally makes her into my new type
>Maybe i'm becoming mature
>Maybe i'm overcoming all the shallow sleeping around I did as a kid
>Actually found a girl I'm looking forward to hanging around with for more than an hour
>Spend full day with her today
>Quiet time in the bar at night
>Having in depth personal conversation
>"Yeah I'm gay anon. Didn't you already know?"
God damnit /b/
so glad i found a baww thread
So you got rejected by a whore. I'm not sure what you're so sad about.
Let's put it this way: each guy she bangs is a guy who said she wasn't girlfriend material. So, if she has 100 guys who say that she isn't girlfriend material and her action (1 whore) says you're not boyfriend material, who do you think wins in the end?
That's right: you. You are literally letting a cum bucket (that you're not even cuming into) dictate your life. Relax, bang some bitches, and enjoy shit.
We're all die anyway
Least you didn't marry her. That'd be magnitudes worse.
your post made me realize that none of these images make me feel anything anymore, even the fresh ones i haven't seen. i think i've finally achieved complete emotional numbness, thanks for a lovely decade, adderall and weed.
tank you all guys for bumping this thread while i'm drowning myself in whiskey. Smoking my lungs dry with cigarettes and weed.
I wish i could cry
I was in this situation before. Having her talk to you like the last year never happened fucking hurts. You rack your brain wondering how you are in so much pain and she is flying.
I was baker acted a little over a week ago AMA
It works. She'll either move on from you or run back to you apologetic. I think the best option for you is to let go of your anger, become neutral but NOT forget what she did. As if that bridge has been torn down in which SHE has to show desire to rebuild it. It happened to me, and the option was there, but I told myself I was done and never made an effort to reconnect.
Let me share some wisdom with you /b/. I know the futility of what I am about to say, since 90% of you reading this are NEET neckbeards, but if theres one guy like me I can help out, it was worth it.
This is for those loving a girl, but too afraid to make a move, because you just KNOW she will refuse. You just can't let go because the fear of not finding anyone else, and never being loved, dieing alone.
You see, no matter how shitty situation you're in, eventually it will get better. You will change, your life will change. For better or worse, it doesn't matter. Change will come eventually. It's only up to you how you pass the time between two major changes.* You can love one, keep to one. It's up to her to see if you're worth it. You just have to make her see it. How you ask? The answers may seem generic, but ultimately are true.
Have standards, but don't be delusional. If someone is out of your league, don't go after them. Be honest with yourself.
Do things WITH her, not FOR her. If she really wants to be with you, she will find a way. Any answer other than YES is no. If she cares, she will suggest another time.
Also, if it seems you just can't find the right one, wait. There will be someone that thinks the sun shines out of your ass.
* I only focused on relationships, but its true for every aspect of life. Jobs, school, family issues. How your life is depends on how you form it. It may be shitty sometime, even for long, but it EVENTUALLY will be better. This is certain. So cheer up mates. :)
Just wondering, isn't anyone here happily with someone now...It can't be misery for all of us.
I am too.. She is the love of my life and i am hers.. I am just a ordinary guy/loser.. but she.. she is special.
We are together for almost 17 months now..
Y'all gonna get a person for your life.. Just wait.. :>
I had a girl, but she was studying abroad and had to leave when her term was up. We got quite close, and are still friends, though, it's difficult to talk to her sometimes. She says she wants to come back someday...I suppose that's the worst part of all this.
These threads are a fucking joke.
Real baww coming through.
Top image = these threads
Fucking westerners man, they lost all connection with reality, they get sad over the stupidest of things.
>be a senior in high school
>befriend this absoulutely gourgus girl who is a junior
>smart, funny, beautiful, kind and relateable
>start to have feelings for her
>she's kinda into me too
>we make out a few times at this camping trip for this club we're both in
>continuous hook ups for about a month
>realize that I love her
>tell her that I want to be more exclusive
>she says she feels the same way, but I was leaving for college soon, and she didn't want to do long distance
>we continued to hang out and be friends
>communication slowly tapers down
>was going to go have dinner with her the day before I left for college and tell her how I feel about her, but she canceled
>she's back together with her ex now and he treats her like shit
>I fucking love and miss her so much
>she just makes me so happy
When did you give up on life? For me it was 4 years ago.
I had lost my father recently. He wasn't a kind or caring father. In fact he was abusive and a mean tempered man. He was never shy about telling me how I was a constant disappointment to him.
I was leaving his funeral, which I couldn't bring myself to cry at, when I was hit blindsided by a little old lady. She was going to church. She was one of the nicest people I've ever met.
But unfortunately she shouldn't have been driving. I lost use of my legs in that accident. I've been confined to a wheelchair for years.
But the thing that made me give up on life, when I was finally shown the true nature of people, was when my best friend left my house in a rage. I had been reclusive since that crash. I was already depressed before then, but losing my legs was another powerful blow to me.
He had come over to talk to me, to see what was wrong. When I told him what was on my mind he tried to get me to admit that I was playing this up for attention. He got angry and pushed me off the couch where I had made camp. He left in a bout of anger, smashing my window on the way out.
I layed there for an obtuse amount of time. I didn't have the strength in me to get up. That moment was when I gave up. On that floor, I was ready to die. My caretaker came a couple of hours later. He helped me up and got me cleaned up.
Years later, I live alone. On disability, I have no need to work. One of my neighbors gets food for me. I want to die.
>moved more than 10 times before,I turned 15
>no idea how to keep friends, so no friends
>couldn't experience childhood cause moving too much and trying too hard to please my parents.
>no more gf
>university rejected me
>no cash, no job, no education
>tfw you can't do it over
Its hard. Knowing you can't change it. Its irrational to keep coming back to it, yet I still do.
the feels are real, my friends, i took a picture
I actually do have scars on my wrist.
Although it was from when I tried to push my cat into an empty pool.
baww it out bro, feel sad for a bit, then you need to start getting over her, and move on.
Feeling happy is 100% better than feeling sad, surround yourself with friends and family, go out and get drunk, be more productive.
well nigga maybe you shouldn't trust every two bit skank you feel like you love.
If you still with her then I have no sympathy at all for you. Man, she probably fucking other dudes because you're way too fucking beta. throw that fucking bitch out, you goddamn pussy and move on.
I know it hurts what she is doing to you. You need to get her out of her life. She is a cancer on your life. She is slowly sapping your life away the longer it goes untreated. You need to do something to get her away. Make her just as miserable as you. You need chemo for this cancer. It sucks, but it is still survivable. You just have to fight. I've been in your shoes before. Fight before its too late.
I'm not even a soldier. Just showing the contrast between these threads and real life, there's much worse things than being a soldier since they put themselves there, but I didn't make the image, it was the closest I could find to show how retarded these threads are.
Anyway, everyone in this thread needs to do pic related.
>I love my girlfriend
>today we were in bed talking about family >problems and general life stuff
>she was joking and laughing about the stuff even though it was kinda serious
>then she started crying
>and I hugged her and felt myself blinking back tears
>and I said I loved her
>it felt more right than any other time I'd said that
I'm moving away next year for uni and I'm scared as hell of losing her
she is the only person I can really talk to about stuff and she makes me feel like everything's okay even when it's not
I'm meant to be the rock in the relationship but saying everything's going to be okay and that we can wait for each other is getting harder and harder
I don't want to go
I don't want her to go
>proxy a baw thread
Maybe you're pathetic enough to think of this, seeing as how you are butthurt for being called wrong.
OP if you think you have it bad, try being me and be in a "relationship" with a girl for 7 years (through most of highschool and college) that I was sure I was going to marry, and then being told one day out of nowhere that she never wants me to contact her or her family again. The reason she gave? I argue with her sister too much (which was bullshit, sometimes we disagreed but we only had like 3 actual arguments). Oh, did I mention we never had sex because she didn't believe in sex before marriage? And that a month after this she moved in with a dude and is now pregnant?
I don't know what the fuck happened. It's like someone threw a switch and she changed from the perfect girl (except for the no sex part, but i was willing to wait) into a cock hungry whore
lik dis if u cri evertim
In fact, dedicate your entire life to being with the sister, helping her get in shape, loving her, being successful, having a loving family with her while simutaneously sabotaging your ex's life.
That's what I'd do, but I am extremely spiteful and would never let a betrayal get past me.
You can change, that's the thing.
If you want to do some form of study, just go for it. There is nothing holding you back but yourself.
You may have to make sacrifices, but anything worthwhile is worth giving something up for.
well i haven't talked to either of them for like 3 years now. Last time I tried to talk to her(not the fat sister, the gril i was into) she just flipped out and was like "i thought i told you never to talk to me again, fuck off or i'll get a restraining order"
she's still clearly butthurt about it, so i'm liking your plan..
>I'm moving away next year for uni and I'm scared as hell of losing her
It's the same deal here. Except I started uni this year. It's not half bad. You have lots of freetime beside learning. You set your own timetable, such as when you learn and shit. If you can manage, you can go home every weekend. Dunno about the distance you would have to travel tho. For me its a 3-3.5h busride. Then there are phonecalls and skype talks everyday. We're not into facebook, but you can use that as well. It's not like you leave for the army. You can talk each day, and see eachother IRL quite often.
And while youre at it put up EXGF SEASON signs when its really duck season.
That's not my problem. Yeah I'm working on changing, working out and getting ready to enlist in the navy
>inb4 seamen jokes
Its not that I'm upset about. I'm upset that I get so worked up about shit I can do nothing about. My childhood is gone, I can't get a do over. Yet everything I see and hear always reminds me of what could have been. It sucks
>23/24, good looking, no job but saved a nestegg years back, so taking time off from college to be a lazy fuck
>play alot of online vidya, join "hardcore" group of faggots
>play with them, blah blah, skip ahead, there's a female
>i was hot shit at the time, she wasn't really for any other reason than "GURL GAMUR", so never cared much
>skip ahead a year, we somehow stayed friends
>play more stuff together
>...shit. i like this alot, it's fun, and she's good at vidya
>dick around for a few months, im in school during all this and working a job. life is going in a positive direction.
>during said dicking around, get really close to her, wake up = her, go to sleep = her
>definitely something building here, go for it
keep in mind, i'm not some beta faggot or a serial e-dater, but this chick was seriously awesome.
>we live roughly 500 miles and a country borderline from each other, but because of said job and freedom i can come and go as i please with minimal cost
>make it happen, see each other every couple of months for a week+ at a time
>this continues for a year and a half
>be a month and a half ago
>get in some dumb disagreement about something ignorant, probably had to do with me or her not wanting to skype at the time or something.
>"when we argue it's made me love you less" - among other shit, TL;DR - we're done
>this is out of the fucking blue for me, i was happy and so was she
>she completely obliterates contact, no response from any social medium
>its been a month and a half, i've weened myself off contacting her for almost a month now
And this shit STILL fucking pains me to think about. This came out of the blue. Niether of us were unhappy, she told me before leaving she didn't see us being "perfect together". Who the fuck is?
actually no. it doesn't work.
I completely understand anon, and I probably would have done the same. If however, she is worth to him as much as he says she is, never resort to silence. Talk things out. She is not the mother of your children. If she has disappointed you beyond repair, she never will be. But never cut her out, because she hurt you. Its a really sad pain to bear.
I feel you man I fell in love with a whore before I knew she was one. It hurts bad man you just gotta stop loving her and start hating her. It's what I did, but be warned the hate never goes away, never.
baww is so fucking self defeating. you emo pussies should just go suck a tailpipe if this is what your life is going to be about now.
I'm currently in a strong relationship, it'll be a year in a couple of months. I often worry that she loves me more than I love her though. Don't get me wrong, I think she's just about perfect in every way and love her more than i've ever loved anyone else, but every so often i still feel a little empty.
I used to have depression a few years back, it was a previous relationship that caused it of course, and i made the fatal mistake of dating inside my friend group. The girl i was dating had mental issues herself, and treated me like total shit, it was my first proper relationship so i didn't know what was normal and what wasn't so i put up with it for months. Long story short i got real cut up about it and ended up going to a mutual friends house and getting wasted before cheating on the gf with the mutual friend chick. Needless to say the next day I realised i done goofed bad, I didn't know what to do or what to say, it was made worse by the fact that that day the gf with mental issues contacted me saying that she realised she had been treating me like shit and was going to change. In the end i decided i couldnt be a complete asshole so i told her what I did. The fallout was massive, i completely tore apart the friendship group, half backed the now ex-gf and the other half the girl i cheated with, and everybody hated me, the ex-gf even started to self harm... The next few months were hard as shit, I had nobody to talk to, no friends, and was depressed out of my mind; i would cry in bed nearly every night. I of course blamed myself for everything, and in reality it was my fault. Life sucked for a long time.
Eventually though, I simply accepted what I had done, and that I couldn't change the past, and things got better. I tried to grow out of the experience instead of shunning it and in all truth i think i have. I'm certainly more wise and less naive, and so much more happy. I'm studying at Uni at the moment and am honestly excited for my future.
>I often worry that she loves me more than I love her though. Don't get me wrong, I think she's just about perfect in every way and love her more than i've ever loved anyone else, but every so often i still feel a little empty.
Do not fuck this up bro. You avert your eyes and keep your dick away from other girls. If you think she's perfect now, try thinking that knowing you ruined it all and you deserve the pain you feel.
Basically your story is almost exactly like mine except I cheated on my current girl and now i'm away in uni.
eh, im like 9 years and five chicks past my own demon bitch, and I couldnt give a fuck less about her. I almost never think about her, and it is great. Id probably do a one night stand with her if opportunity knocked. I dont really have any feelings about her, and certainly nothing stupid like attachment (good or bad)
>Do not fuck this up bro. You avert your eyes and keep your dick away from other girls. If you think she's perfect now, try thinking that knowing you ruined it all and you deserve the pain you feel.
Don't worry man, I'm trying hard and won't let you down. (I can't believe I just said that to someone on /b/)
>Basically your story is almost exactly like mine except I cheated on my current girl and now i'm away in uni.
It's no fun eh, things'll get better though, if they did for me they will for you.
Contact the ex-gf
I dont mean get back with her or cheat or anything
but that emptyness is not going to fade unless you learn how she is doing currently, which is almost certainly different enough than how you remember her that it will help you move on completely once and for all
They have got better, she knows I regret what I did and I said that i'm gonna be there for her even if she doesn't want to be with me anymore. She has pretty bad depression and worse she has no fucking passion in life that doesn't involve drinking. I'm going back home in 2 months though, gonna make everything right.
I think you've hit the nail on the head. She was pretty fragile as it was before me so honestly the best news I could possibly get is hearing that she is in a good, steady relationship. She wasn't perfect but she didn't deserve to be treated the way I treated her.
Its been a year since my life fell apart following a horrible girl who i loved aiding in my complete downfall. Survivng that and not taking my own life im now strong enough to stand by myself, even tho i get sad and lonely a lot. I get girls regulary and its not that difficult but right now i dont trust anyone to rely on them. So no gf. My advice. Find someone you like and get along with, the best relationships will happen smoothly and you dont need love to be happy.
I hope this inst true. I wont ramble on about life because i dont know what your pain is like. But i dont what heart breaking, life draining pain is, if you have no life ambition, go do something meaningful, do one last thing that made your life worth. Achieve fucking something, show life you didnt give up when you had nothing left. Show every fucking person you were capable to achieve the unachievable. Even being unable to walk, go study, go change something. You still have opportunities
We all been there dude. That picture, yeah, we know. But y'know it honestly does get better. You just gotta hang on long enough to see that she doesn't deserve you. Its her loss, not yours.
>Who is but the form following the function of what and what I am is a man in a mask.
>Meet this chick back in high school
>she becomes my only friend
>she's the popular, but weird chick
>I'm the awkward, loner guy
>Don't know why she hangs out with me, but it feels good
>We start to hit it off
>by college we're already fucking
>move into an apartment together
>all's going good
>we're planning on getting married
>we go to a party a week before we'r;e supposed to get married
>I get drunk as fuck
>she's drunk as fuck
>We drive home, drunk
>She's now a vegetable.
>She's been in the hospital for over a month
We're pulling the plug today. H-H-Hold me /b/...
fuck,i can relate to this one so much.
i'll just write this here,i dont know where to anyway.
A. i loved you so much,nad it felt good,i though you did too,before i met you i was alone,as i am now,but it wasnt so bad,i had the same friend i have now,not so many,but it could be worse,i never minded being alone most of the time tho,i was used to that,i only knew that,after a little more than a year with you,being back alone after so only a year with you,knowing that i was nothing more to you than a plaster while i loved you,and i though you were sincere too,all these lie were not necessary,but for a year you lied to me,after a time i believed you,trust me you said.
and here i am,alone again,but now i know what im missing,now i really feel,loneliness...
we are all gonna make it,right ?
beat the friendzone? friendzone is the closest to the best thing you could get.You could have use her just to fuck her.Who cares about the other alpha anyways? he deserve to be cheated on. You fucked up..
Reminded me of something similar to this.. (I remember it to have been longer, but it may not have been)
>There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, “Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?”
The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying:
“Just take care of my eyes dear.”
15 svegs were given today,
i put on my robe and wizard hat
for this i have no regrets
same story here , loved one girl just like you did , made up everything and left .. she left me when i left high school :( real story.. i still love her , i love her so so so much what do?
dont you guys hate it when you're always there for people, always helping them out when they need it, always being there for them to use a shoulder to cry on, and they never ask how you are? how you feel? i know its wrong to bottle up emotions, but i just want someone to have concern over me for once since i never had that. it would be nice.