I'm in a horrible depression tonight /b/, let's have a feels thread to sob over.
Maybe I'll tell what happened.
Sounds like someone needs perspective.
Golem 6b time.
I'll get in that boat too, although my chance has passed. It's a long story but I fell in love with a girl in my friend group and asked her out. She didn't feel the same and it fucked it all up. I talked to her again a year later, but she didn't want to talk. It's been 2 years since I've talked to her last, and I still think of her every day.
>look at these pics
>might as well an hero
>read these stupid little strips
>sob harder because nobody's given me a stick
OP hasn't even posted his story yet, nigga. Chill.
i would tell u it gets better with time, but sadly it doesnt...
Trust me, I know. I've been in love with this girl for 4 years. I've tried so hard to move on but nothing works. I see her around town sometimes and my heart leaps into my throat.
any of you so sick of holding back tears you just laugh instead?
>7 years old
>Long get home from church potluck
>Go to take shit
>Pain levels blistering
>Try to ignore it
>Month goes by
>Problem is spotty
>Problem Increases in frequency and intensity
>Blood on my toilet paper
>Go to the doctor
>Scab in my rectum/colon/I was fucking seven I don't remember
>Taking shits ripped the scab off
>Scab punctured every week by doctor with rod
>I became an atheist
>My parents don't love me anymore
This thread sure is beta, but appearently, so am I.
>24, fat fuck, virgin
>not kissless though, had a gf a while back
>loose 110 pounds over one year
>not fat anymore, but sick sometimes.
>get nice clothes
>talk to girls
>get rejected everytime
>go to Tinder
>girls don't write back
I don't get it, I'm a decent guy. I have job, don't look to bad, drive a good car. I'm not creepy or anything. I have good hygiene, don't live at home.
I guess it's just time to embrace me being alone forever. I will just keep on playing games and watching pic related.
>Luckiest guy ever,engaged to the perfect qt3.14
>she lives in Canada
>had to send her back to school two days ago
I wont see her again until Christmas guys. I'm so depressed.
Here is a famous french letter from a boy during war, i googled transleted it and correct it a bit myself. Also, "Guy" is a name, and kissed means cheek kiss to say goodbye.
"My beloved mom,
my beloved little brother,
my beloved daddy,
I'm going to die! I ask you, you especially my dear mother, to be brave. I am, and I want to be as much as those who have gone before me. Of course, I wanted to live. But what I wish with all my heart is that my death serve a purpose. I have not had time to kiss John. I kissed my two best friends Roger and Rino. As for the real one I can not do, sadly.
I hope all my things are returned and they are of some use to Serge, that I hope, will be proud to wear them one day. As for you Daddy, if I made you and my dear mother, many sorrows, I salute you one last time. Know that I have done my best to follow the path you traced me.
A last farewell to all my friends, my brother that I love. May he study well to be later a man.
17 and a half years, my life has been short, but I regret nothing, if not leaving you all. I will die with Tintin, Michels. Mom, what I ask you, what I want you to promise me is to be brave and overcome your pain.
I can not add any more. I leave you all, all of you, Mom, Serge, Dad, I love you with all my children heart. Be strong!
Your Guy who loves you
“You're fucked. You thought you were going to be someone, but now it's obvious you're nobody. You haven't got as much talent as you thought you had, and there was no Plan B, and you got no skills and no education, and now you're looking at forty or fifty years of nothing. Less than nothing, probably. That's pretty heavy. That's worse than having the brain thing, because what you got now will take a lot longer to kill you. You've got the choice of a slow, painful death, or a quick, merciful one.”
This one describes me I think...
This gave me unexplainable feels...
33rd b-day is next week. Been on SSRI since 2003. My best friend tells me that my depression is imagined. Keep getting pressured to go out and meet women. But I don't want to. Everyone assumes that I'm gonna jump at the first girl who shows any interest. I don't do casual hookups. How can I love someone else when I don't know how to stop hating myself?
>gramps make threesome love with his grandchildren later
Fuck them. I tried. It doesn't work. Back to /b/.
When I'm sad I eat Ice cream.
You can't eat ice cream when your dead.
Can you say the Chronicles of Eight Beers?
It starts out mildly entertaining, but just wait, there's plenty of feels.
Seriously /b/ro, keep trying. I need you to succeed just as bad you as you need it. Just so I know it's possible.
Last one from me tonight, fellas. Saved the most abstract for last.
I actually just had a good feel. I looked through my facebook profile, found an old profile picture from when I was like 16. I looked fucking ugly. Saw a picture of myself now. Massively improved.
Actually one more thing before I go. I'm not really depressed or gfless or anything, I just like feel threads.
so here's some advice. This is what I do, works 7/10 times.
>be upbeat (girls dont want a negative/bitter person talking to them)
>be confident (easier said then done of course)
>always smile (not a fake smile though)
>when initiating conversations, have a reason to talk to her. dont use some pick up line or just say "hey".
make sure its relevant to whats going on.
>dont be a bore with bland background questions like "where are you from?" unless you start talking for a while
(you can get that out of the way on the first date).
>poke fun at them for something they said or did (dont call them fat).
>when asking them out, dont make it seem like you're asking them out. tell them..."this is what im doing, you should come."
hope that helps, anon. Stay strong and fuck the limits put in your way.
I will, /b/rother. But I can't promise anything...
Thanks, but this is advice I mostly already follow. Seems to have no effect. But I'll keep going on. Until there is no hope left, when I sell my car, quit my job and live in my parents basement for the rest of my life.
You have to understand, look at how ugly I was
I was kind of horrified
And now I think I at least look presentable.
The one person I truly love had leukemia when they were younger and it was in remission. We found out It came back today, and we go for more tests at 8 am to see how far it has spread.
This is the love of my life
>h-hold me fit
keep in mind fortune and fate alike favor the persistent and the bold, man. just gotta keep going for it. you don't even have to get a date out of it, just make a friend. I've found my best relationships have been with girls who I was friends with long before. I hear many similar stories too. You can do it, anon. I believe. You've already accomplished so much, don't give up now.
I don't know if there is a God or outer force. But I'll pray for you anon.
This is heart breaking, I'm not sure if I can be the person they will need but
I will be there regardless.
I spend day in and day out with this person. We cook together, clean together, watch movies, walk our dogs. I couldn't imagine something happening to them and they aren't around anymore. It's just not a possible outcome that I could imagine.
We even discussed having children recently all the time and moving together as a family. I'm beside myself, it's like a terrible dream.
Don't worry brahs it'll be alright. Feels will come and go just as women do. For those of you who think you'll never get a girlfriend, don't give up. I was in the same boat. Wanted to an hero because I was a NEET virgin yada yada. Anyway my advice is to channel your feels into motivation to improve yourself. Start by finding something you're passionate about and figure out how you can make money doing it. Once you get your shit together you will gain confidence and your feelings of inadequacy will disappear. Focus on yourself and the women will come to you. I'm not going to say I'm some hot shot because I'm not, but my life changed dramatically because I took action to improve my situation. For me that simply meant getting a job and improving my confidence enough to text a girl I was too pussy to text for years. Long story short, I lost my virginity to 10/10 girl because I took a chance. Before I could only dream of fucking a girl like her. As far as I was concerned I wouldn't fuck any girl in my life. What I realized eventually though was that I could spend the rest of my life wondering what it'd be like to fuck this petite jailbait model or I could try. And because I took the courage to text her I finally lost my virginity at 23. Now things didn't work out between us, and I had to deal with all the feels of heartbreak, and the feels of seeing her with other guys, and the feels of wondering who she's fucking etc. And those are the worst feels of all. Just never give up bros, no matter how strong the feels are. Even if you don't lose your virginity until you're 30, once you do you'll realize how stupid it is to considering killing yourself because you're a virgin. Patience is a virtue.
>be me, in the club when i meet this qt 3.14 smokin hot asian babe
>talk and drink for for sometime, turns out we have a lot in common ,we hit it off immediately
> find out that she`s gonna go back to her country to visit relatives and won`t be back for like 4 months or so
>i then took out my phone and we exchanged numbers
>someone calls her, it turns out that it was her dad and he was waiting outside coz they had to prepare to leave the country
> she kisses me on the cheeks before going
and says to call her if i have the time
>fast forward 3 hours, i`m already outside walking ( my home is not really far so i usually wallk) when 2 niggers came out nowhere both of them had a knife and cornered me, never saw these guys before
> they demanded for my phone and wallet
>i took my phone out and decided to fight this niggers. i elbowed the guy behind me in the head then kicked the guy infront of me at lightning speed in the stomach i was gonna beat the shit out of this guys when a felt a sharp pain at my side
>turns out that there was a third guy in case the two monkeys failed. he stabbed me with his knife
>pain was too much that i feel on my knees , he was gonna stab me for the second time but good thing there were already like 4 people heading in our direction and shouting
>he told his companions to get up and they went away, but he had managed to take my phone since i dropped it
>then these good people rushed me to the hospital
>i don`t really care about the money in my wallet since it wasn`t to big at all or even receiving that wound but the phone was a different thing
tfw>i lost my chance because of those niggers
tfw>i have to wait for four months without any assurance if she`ll ever comeback
my advice? go listen to patrice o'neal's stuff from opie and anthony. there's a youtube channel dedicated to it. he gives better advice about how you should think about and approach women than any PUA could ever begin to muster.