Lets get a feels thread up /b/.

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>>562634968

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>>562634702

>>562634702
What is the name of that Korean movie? I can't remember. .

god only knows what a nigger

>>562636478
story?

>>562636520
The woman from somewhere

Bamp

>>562636835
Abridged version


>Met In high school.
>First actual girlfriend.
>First sex.
>Had entire life planned by my senior year.
>Included military.
>Drop by her house after signing my life away
>She says I can't do long distance.
>Get to boot camp
>Letter...fucking your friend.
>6 years later, haven't spoken to her since.
>We cross paths, exchange numbers and she drops by.
>She cocks her head to the side and looks at me.
>My fucking heart explodes.
>long story short, we get back together.
>Date for 2 years. Shit falls apart. We spend a month doing the we can make it work, fuck it I'm done cycle. I get the text, there's someone else.
>We don't speak for 3 weeks.
>She drops by my house.
>Starts out as an apology. Ends with me punching a wall.
>She grabs my face and forces me to look at her.
>One fucking tear rolls down her face and she whispers, make love to me..make me feel like you used to. Make me feel....anything at all. Please.
>I can't move, I can't speak, I can't breathe. She walks out. I haven't spoken to her in 2 years.

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>>562634702
Everyday I am about to go to sleep, I wish I don't wake up.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kwbIkzDVVFQ

>>562637417
err.. make that 3.5 years now

>>562637052
Oldboys yw it is on Netflix I think still

>>562637539
I can't tell you I know how you feel. I can't tell you I've been there. I can't tell you everything will work out. I'm not in your shoes.

I can tell you you're not alone. I don't know if I've been where you are. I do know I've been down some dark fucking holes.

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>>562634702

oldboy

>>562634702
This has to be the most retarded quote I have saw during a timeframe of approx. 1 year.
Why the fuck does the world laugh with you when you laugh? I mean when I was beating a little kid up in the school yard the only one laughing was me. That will teach him not to mess with a substitute teacher.

OP here.
>>562634702
Tis a saddening existence.
>>562637417
Wow bro, that's terrible.

>>562637764
My facebook page was in Oldboys?

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>>562634702
Nah.

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>>562634702
Tfw batman doesn't save you.

>>562638090
I got all I could want...except the desire to do shit like normal people because I have schizophrenia. I got money, time and brains, but what is the use of it all if somedays I can't even bring myself to move a finger? it feels like if i had a 500 kg weight on me and it was impossible to get rid of it when it happens.

>>562636478
Is that you in the pic? Holy shit, sorry to break it to you buddy but you look ugly as fuck. What were you dating again, a female cow or an moose?

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>>562634702
Bumping

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>be me yesterday
>finally open up to girl after years of walling myself off
>ask her out
>says yes
>talk to her on facebook the next day to set up time/day
>blocks me and blocks my phone number
>car overheats and explodes
>can't make it to new job
>probably going to get fired
>check bank account
>overdrawn somehow

FML

>>562638864
Yep. Me in the pic. Thankfully despite random bouts of bad luck/depression/being stupid and it yielding stupid consequences, your opinion of a picture of my face from my nose up does not determine my self worth. I'm a father. I have a 10 year old little boy who thinks I'm fucking superman and king kong all in one. Long as I got that, ugly doesn't matter

>be me
>just out of a casual relationship
>meet this one girl
>extremely reserved
>go kill some time because we are at a park and bored
>we exchange numbers
>she asked me out
>go out for a month
>broke up because Im an inbicile
>ff 1 yr
>she still likes me
>fuckitwhynot
>go out again
>been about 4 months
>she breaks up with me
>really grew fond of her
>ff this summer
>she talks to me again
>we go out for a week
> make love
>tell her I love her
>she tels me the same
>she breaks up with me after a week
>get a call from her friend
>she's dead, she slit her own neck
>oh
>cry like a bitch
Now I'm here, sorry if it isn't up to anyones standards, just never expected it.

>>562638808
never been there man. I've got a few screws rattling a little loose, but nothing that bad. However, my son's mother was diagnosed schizoeffective with traits of paranoia. There ARE ways to combat it. It IS possible to feel... not normal.. but better

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Bumpety

getting more and more distant from my friends, saw one of them first time in about a month today.
about once a week they invite me out to have some drinks. Always make an excuse not to go, even though i want to. when i am around them im really awkward and dont talk much at all.

>>562639382
Good for you man. No sarcasm, I'm 100% serious.

>>562638229
underrated post

>>562639382
Well excuse me sir but being loved by your child does not give you the right to not take care of yourself. You seem more than a couple lbs ogreweight. What you wan't your son to see his old man get a heart attack or smth?

So selfish I don't even..

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>tfw your friends don't give a shit about you
>tfw your family doesn't care about you
>tfw you lack love and no one is there to fulfill that empty space
>tfw your mom told you straight up that she doesn't give a shit if you kill yourself
>tfw mom physically abused you and psychologically too
>tfw your dad hates you, was about to fight you various times, and doesn't love you because you didn't grow up to be the son he wanted
>tfw always been rejected by grills but who cares
>tfw dad has never called you his son
>tfw siblings dont back you up
>tfw your parents aren't there to help you with severe depression and anxiety
>tfw having trouble developing relationships
>tfw therapists only want your money
>tfw no one has your back
>tfw tried to kill myself various times
>tfw learned to survive early


Help /b/, I have always thought of ending my life. I can't stand this anymore.

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>>562634702
this is how I feel about images with "profound" quotes.

>>562639382
K

>>562640476
Look kiddo. If you want to act like children, we can take this to another thread, my personal teamspeak, skype? You can berate me all you like. I'm 5 ft 6 170ish, and work in a factory. On my feet and active 12 hours a day 6 days a week. However, with that said, anyone who goes out of their way to make such ridiculous comments is hurting inside. I would be more than happy to help you if it's possible. Just not here. Feels threads are semi sacred and always have been.

>>562640728
I'll care about you anon, we may swear, say that you are a faggot, but without you, 4chan is down one great person.

>>562640476
Leave now troll

>>562638652
awww fuck you got me

>>562636520
Old Boy

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>>562639689

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>>562638229
Keg

I'm allergic to girls.

>>562634968
where is this from?

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I just want to be the one you're running to
You just have to let me know somehow

>>562641214
*lonely
*victimized
kill yourself for saving that.

>>562640728
I'll have your back too b/rother. Please don't do it.

>>562641513
I'm gonna guess Japan.

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These always make me cry.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=seolYuhGVvY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJBt2V5-Q-E

>>562641012
I was just trying to get you into liftin weights brah. Taking care of your health should be your priority if you are a father.

>feels threads are semi ssacred and always have been.
Damn, you truly did serve in the military and did not finish university (no hater)

>>562641101
I am no troll m8, I just like to motivate people with the power of truth!

>>562640728
Be strong anon. Maybe move to a different city or just go and travel for a little while

>>562641462

Yeah, no likes your ignorance here.

Get the fuck out.

>>562641513
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serial_Experiments_Lain

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>>562638229
I needed that laugh. Thank you anon

>>562641462
With all due respect, while I'm not paid to listen to him or anyone else bitch or moan, I gladly do it. I'm not completely down right now, but I have been, and a baww thread let me feel like shit when I needed too. The next day I picked myself up and started trying again. Fuck you and your pretentious self-righteousness

>>562640728
No I get you, you're thoughts are normal and everyone has them sometimes. I know it's hard when those are your only thoughts most times. Just know that there always someone who cares no matter how alone you feel.

>>562641050
>>562641837
>>562641675

Thanks /b/ros I appreciate your support

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>>562641661

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1/2

>>562641214
>tfw you actually say I am not fine and everybody leaves you
People never want to hang around somebody that doesn't pretend he is happy, ever.

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>>562642414
2/2

>>562641731
The fact that you used the word "brah" demonstrates your age, or at least mental age. My health is just fine. I don't need to lift weights. I'm healthy and the work I do more than keeps any muscles I have from deteriorating from non use.

Your going out of your way to insult and hurt someone on the internet based on a picture of their nose to the top of their head.

You've got to be hurting inside. Something's wrong. Are you sure there isn't something you want to talk about

>>562634702

>Meet guy in beginning of high school
>First real boyfriend, first everything together
>Thought the world about each other
>Date for five years, gets told he's cheating
>Believe in him like a good little girlfriend, he'd never do that
>Get a picture of him boning my best friend's girlfriend
>Finish college, move across the country all within two weeks of getting the picture
>Year later, with another guy, still fucking cry about him every once and a while.

>>562641997
>>562641960

Can't forget you /b/ros as well

I think my day just got better

>>562640728
>was about to fight you various times
but he didn't
> always been rejected by grills but who cares
this one is on you. completely your fault, nobody elses.
> parents aren't there to help you with severe depression and anxiety
99% that it is self-diagnosed
> therapists only want your money
only proves the point about self-diagnose
> tried to kill myself various times
why don't also start a thumbrl account with that?
Word of advice: if you trying to an-hero then please understand that the point of this is you not being able to breathe not "hur dur I need help pls love me".

>>562641708
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4N3N1MlvVc4
this one gets me

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best movie ever

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Things will get better in due time. Mean while, let's enjoy this fox.

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>>562634968
>listening to Headshot Season by trollphace
>girl closes eyes
>song builds up
>girl shoots
>HEADSHOT SEASON
kekn for days.

sorry m8s, ill get right on the proper bumping

>>562641708
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sVN4JHFnJ50

>>562642536
So you can guess my approximate age based on one term? Just how ignorant and disrespectful are you?

And btw this is /b/ obviously the only point of being here is to insult other people so get over it feggit.

>>562639685
holy fuck
>tears dropped

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>>562640393
I wonder how that bitch Clare felt after she heard he killed himself. Fucking bitch, Jesus Christ.

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>>562638229
proper lulz were had, thank you anon. capped n saved.

>>562643238
If that's what helps you, friend, then I retract my previous statement. Insult away. I meant it when I said I come to baww threads now to help if I can. You need help /b/rother. Insult away

>>562640243
I totally see myself as the guy with the glasses in the background

>Yup
>It's a train, all right

>>562639732
>she slit her own neck
>oh
kek

>>562641831
>tfw I still can't get a girlfriend and I actually have those things
>tfw I fucked up the one chance I will ever have in my life to get a gf
>fuck my life

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>>562639689

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>>562638229
is translation bub

>>562638808
I think I know how you feel, I mean Im only in highschool so I know I dont have any life experience. for as long as I can remember Ive been "above" my peers, but it started to show more in highschool because I excel at all of my classes without trying when my classmates struggle to keep up, and lately I just cant find any purpose in it. I keep hoping that when I get to college Ill get challenged, or Ill find a job that gives me purpose, but for the time being Im just waiting for something to happen

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>>562643279
Marquez is amazing. This man was a true lover of love.
>>562643309
I hope she fucking killed herself but we all know she probably fucked some dude.

>>562643815
Are you me?

>>562639382
hold on to that. If you have a reason to keep going then thats all you need

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cu7QvOQKcKk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fxyZWya62Ig
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dj_d8DlZ-Jo

>>562643531
Well you need to give something to work with. Your picture was a good start but that is about it. If you don't have self image problems there is nothing more I can do for you.

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Let's not ignore the biggest feel that's been going around.

The one guy who is personified by his outright happiness, comedy, and ability to make other people smile just killed himself

The guy who was in the kinds of movies where he lifts the spirits of traumatized soldiers in vietnam and depressed sick children, just killed himself

The guy who was in the goddamn music video for "don't worry, be happy", just killed himself

He could keep everyone happy but himself. If the tremendous amounts of good he did wasn't fulfilling enough for him, what is our excuse?

Shout out to Robinbro if he's around.

>>562642606
>meet girl in highschool
>date for awhile (like 2+ years)
>never felt the feeling of family before
>her house was fucking awesome
>cooked together
>did HW
>fucked a shit ton
>parents let me sleep over
>started on couch
>eventually her room was cool
>hired me for there company to do summer work after graduation
>help her move into dorm
>stops wanting to see me
>blows me off for her college friends
>call her on her bullshit
>says I'm not around enough
>break up
>get back together
>break up again
>gives me a "good bye forever hug"
>lose my shit
.call to talk to her mom, that lady was like a real mom to me, my mom is a piece of shit
>2 or 3 calls later she tells me to never call again because "I have my own mom"

Fall into deep depression, felt like I lost the love of my life, a best friend and my mom.

>ITT that was 2007 and it hurts just as much still

Fucking hold me b/

>>562643979
Question. Is your house a wreck? Dishes, clothes scattered, yard look like shit? I ask because when shit gets bad for me, and I don't feel like doin shit, my place is a wreck. I live alone, I feel like shit, why should I do a fucking thing about my place..

Try this. Start small. Spend a couple of hours cleaning up, straightening up, put shit in it's proper place. I'm not you so I don't know if it will work... But that tiny teensy baby step in the right direction helps me sometimes

>>562641890
thank you

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You know, bros.
I understand that girls can be difficult. Stubborn, cheating, mental, and I mean most of us just want to love someone and be loved back, even just a little. And it can be lonely without someone to care about.

But in all honesty, the thing I really want most in life is a friend. Perhaps more than a friend. A companion, a partner.

Someone who is my best friend. Who clicks with me, shares my jokes, understands me.
And we can talk about the world, and ourselves, and all the things we want to do, staying up late until we can hear the birds out the window and see the bags under our eyes.

And we would love each other, and remember the better times.

And I wouldn't care about how they looked, or who they wanted to be because they were

my friend.

>>562634702
>>562634702
I want to punch whoever put that faggot text on there.

>>562644376
I mean he was a good actor and a stand-up comedian but not like there is a reason to get your pussy wet like that anon if you didn't know the man personally.

>>562644759
It's a quote from the fucking movie it's from, you sperglord

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I'm trying to avoid suicide.
Have numerous pills, pain killers from last 2 uninsured operations.
Been abusing them, .5 to 3, a night.
Now at 7.5, feel horrible.
>Main Story
Depressed, no idea why.
>runs in family, no surprise when it shows up.
No-one notices, even with EXTENSIVE history of family history.
I fight myself, "im a special snowflake, hehe) End up worse off.
Truthfully, i cant think of a single thing that i could possibly be sad/depressed over.
I have an ok job, decent house, never without foo/water.
>never, even with stupid parents.
No death in immediate family.
Me?
All i feel is, sorrow/depression/anger for my life.
I fully understand that i, as an american, have MUCH better opportunities than most of the world.
I can't stop my sadness/depression, for the last 3-4 years.
I am lost, honestly.
No clue what to do, i feel the answer is right there, maybe i am blinded from it?
TL;DR it may not be your fault, maybe mental.
>Get Help Anyways Anon, It Works..

>>562637417
i srsly cried

>>562644589
>friend
>staying up late until we can hear the birds out the window..
>we would love each other

are you sure that is called a "friend"?

>>562644796
That's exactly the thing.

for me, and a lot of other people it seems, it's like we did know Robin Williams in a way. His name just has an aura of family laughter to it. It's like he actually is family in a way, sort of like a silly uncle everyone loves.

Robin Williams was no Heath Ledger or Paul Walker, he was a true bro, and the last person you would expect to fucking kill himself

>>562644356
Hrm. Let's see.

I'm 32, 4 years in the military, associates degree in computer information technology, taking more classes online. Dropping resumes and looking for a job in that field. Working in a factory 12 hours a day in the meantime. Don't make that much money but my bills are paid, and when my son has a school trip I can afford to send him.

Ah! I'm an addict.. here we go. I am an incredibly bad addict. I was once told by a friend who gave up on me that I was addicted to being addicted. That was during my 6 month meth binge. That's gotta give you some ammo right?

I'm clean and have been for 10 years and 6 months, when I found out I was having a child.

Wrestled in high school, so still go for runs occasionally, though not much time. I'm definately not buff, and definately not cool. I don't go out, haven't had a girlfriend in over a year.

Gotta be something there you can work with.

http://grooveshark.com/#!/s/Curtain+Call/2W8rKJ?src=5
This song is kinda obscure but surely gives me feels, check out the silencing truth there too

>>562645189
I still do occasionally. It was an off and on thing but 6 years of my life I was convinced I had a soul mate. I'm a difficult person and she understood me anyway. I'll never be worth a damn in a relationship now. Only reason I haven't an heroed is my little boy

I'm lonely as fuck.

I'll never find anyone, I'm a pedo.

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>>562644376
I never really care about celebrity deaths and shit. But idk this one actually made me sad.

Growing up watching his movies,his serious roles, I really liked. Always felt you could 'smell your own kind' he was one of 'us'.And watching him just, felt like he wasn't the bright guy he appeared to be...maybe that's why his serious roles stuck more?

Yeah gonna miss seeing his movies and interviews...his wild antics. RIP in peace brother.

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I'm sorry /b/ros.
For anyone who hasn't read this, I'm sorry. Heaviest feels ever.

>>562640728
Holy shit bro, don't do that shit.
I am having a rough fucking night and came here but don't look me up on facebook and send me a friend request Master Childs

>>562644384
hold me, love me
hold me, love

>>562643998
please dump more anon, this is amazing

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>>562645202
Most certainly anon.
The same way you love your family, it's called platonic love. And to be honest it's something I've never experienced, and it pains me that no matter how much I search for it, it never seems to find me.

Girls come and go, bad times can pass. But a true friend, I like to think they last a lifetime.

Of course, I could be wrong.

>>562641661
mother fucker, you read all of that shit? You deserve a medal

>>562644589
>n all honesty, the thing I really want most in life is a friend. Perhaps more than a friend. A companion, a partner.
>Someone who is my best friend. Who clicks with me, shares my jokes, understands me.
>And we can talk about the world, and ourselves, and all the things we want to do, staying up late until we can hear the birds out the window and see the bags under our eyes.
>And we would love each other, and remember the better times.
>And I wouldn't care about how they looked, or who they wanted to be because they were
>my friend.
I can be your friend

Semi Local band. helped me through some of my shittiest nights. More?
http://youtu.be/J8CMso4giuM

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Requests?

>>562645103
one question m8: is that depression self-diagnosed? Answer truthfully.

>>562645283

Not really. He did have medical depression and drug related problems for a long long time if memory serves me correctly. Just shows that an-hero could be enjoyed by everyone, even comedians.

>>562645323

Well from what I see the only thing you can be sad about is not being able to afford your kid the best things you can get. Women and other stuff like looks are not as important but fuck if I had a child I would work my ass off to get him something good and factory work won't suit it. Let this come not as an insult but as an advice to focus on career and money making.

>>562643309
I wish we could find that bitch.

>>562645103
Well i'm a candidate for suicide the more that i get old
i'm a candidate for suicide the drugs have taken their toll
i'm a candidate for suicide i was raped at 8 yrs old
well i'm a candidate for suicide cause i'm a cheap liar and a whore

>>562645972
sadness b/ro

>>562646341
Was aimed at the /b/rother that was hurting and needed to insult me to feel better. Was trying to help him. I'm not really sad. I'm here hoping someone is close enough to where I have been that I can relate and help them.

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>>562646097
I think you should lover your expectations m8. The only real friend you will ever get is yourself so work with that.
>nothing personel kiddo, just nature.

http://youtu.be/J8CMso4giuM
I saw your headlights in the window
My face was pressed against the glass
I waited for years for you to return before I learned
That you were never coming back

I'm gonna close my eyes before I start to scream

I'm dwelling on things I've never noticed
You won't save yourself, you'll never save me
I only stumbled once for a moment, it was over
I think I'll close my eyes before I start to scream

You said today's the day goodbye just won't wait

[Chorus]
And if you need me to, I'll wait until September
It's come and gone, November's on its way
So easy to forget and hard to remember, I remember
The way to getting back our self-esteem

The lines on your face are getting clearer
To me you'll always be 23
They said you wouldn't hold on too much longer
But you're so much stronger than they ever thought you'd be

I'm gonna open up and tell you everything

>>562637417
The cunt's broken.

>>562644589
Can someone please do me a huge favor and cap this please?? Im at work and have no access to a computer to do this. Id greatly appreciate it.

I just want to read it over and over again.

>>562642789

Don't assume shit that you know nothing about. Yeah, he was about to fight but various has he also physically abused me as well. As for the girls thing, I put "Who cares" at end, I applause your reading skills.

I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety, thats why I was given prescription on medication but it didn't work for me.

Please do the world a favor and kindly fuck off this Earth, you self centred little shit.

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/thread

>>562646641
Who gives a shit if your sad or not - worry about your son as I am sure you do but are your objectives in the right place regarding that matter I do not know..

>>562644521
Come to think of it I do really enjoy doing the dishes, I never understood until now why I enjoy it, but I see that I enjoy it because it serves a purpose. I think im going to start doing doing more housework. thank you anon, I wish I knew how to help you more

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>>562646341
>>562646441
Nope, never diagnosed.
Never really tried to prescribed myself till i honestly wanted death.
But "NO" anon, never diagnosed, though i feel i need help.
I know im not some special snowflake, or anything..
Just feel i need help beyond what i can do for myself..

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>>562644589
Anon can I be your friend?

>>562647360
I don't know how to say this any other way man. I was responding to someone else who admitted that he needed to insult me because it would help him. He asked for "ammo" I was providing it. I'm not sad.

My priorities? I work, sleep, and raise my son alone. by myself. that's it. When I can't sleep, I come to /b/ to laugh, occasionally cry, and if I'm lucky, find a baww thread with someone who is where I once was and help them.

>>562646097
You know why those don't exist? I tried to be a true true friend but I was only rewarded with all of the others leaving me behind and ended all alone.
You may look out for others, but that doesn't mean they will look out for you...

>>562639343
damn man...

>>562647248
Well maybe you should have stood up for yourself and bashed him in the gabber? maybe that was all that your father ever wanted? Watching his son stand up for himself.
>I put "who cares" at the end
obviously you do since you wasted about 5 sec. (give or take) writing that sentence. + if you don't care about women, what are u, ghay?

>I was given prescription but it didn't work for me

Well tell me all about it. Why did your doctor not change your cycle etc? What were you on? drug/period/dosage? Just trying to help you buddy, maybe right meds will help you.

>>562647432
To anyone but me, this will sound like shit, but my only reason for existing on this earth is to help another, to impact someone else's life, in any small way I can. If a suggestion I make gives you even an inkling of a step in the right direction, and some day we cross paths on /b/, that's enough. My darkest days have been when I was so broken I couldn't touch anyone around me with anything but negativity.

>>562645103
get help with the painkillers man.
seriously.
meet a doctor.
SSRIs can turn your life around.
i've been where you are. except with stims not painkillers.
sobriety is key.
start exercising, eating healthy food. drink tons of water. take vitamins.
get out from behind your computer.
go for hour-long walks outside every day (especially right when you wake up in the morning) so you have time to yourself to think and appreciate the beauty in the world around you.
then find something you love to do. whether it's swimming or tree climbing or fucking pogo sticking.
something you like.
it's gonna suck at first. but please please please trust me when i say it's worth it. there's so much more than you're experiencing right now. there's just blinders you have to take off.
it's easy to get stuck in a mindset of not seeing the forest for the trees.
watch the shit out of this guy.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pj5HS9c7n4g
he looks like a dumb hunk of muscle but trust me when i say he has a LOT of shit about this life figured out.
a lot.

i wish i could be there to help you but this is all I got.
good luck man. i wish you all the best.

>>562634702
>feeling this way at too young of an age.
>depressive, adhd, autism, aspergers, schizophrenia, anxiety, schizoaffective
>picked and chosen by many different psychotherapists.

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>>562647206
In glad you like it anon. I hope you have a wonderful evening.

>>562647729
You can't help people over the internet on matters as such. All these baww threads are basically circle jerking and using tears as a lubricant. Most of these people are probably just "muh privilege" teens that never faced serious stuff in their life but some do have ( I am guessing obviously but statistically it should be true) serious mental problems which can not be helped without serious treatment.

http://youtu.be/Bv4mcxOyceE

I heard you say
That you dont feel like youre worth saving
If its all the same
Well you can put the blame on me

I looked into your eyes to find the light
Ive been gone for years and there are only tears left
But it came so soon
1983 on a Monday afternoon

Dont make it better for me
I wish youd just stop pretending
Everyone is here for you

Your life is beautiful and...
And you better hold me down
Stand me up, keep me safe, while Im falling to pieces
And, and tell me how I should bid if all Ive known is to break
You didnt have to lie, I know you tried
You took what they give, expecting time to heal you
But it came so soon
It was3:11 on a Tuesday afternoon

Dont make it better for me
I wish youd just stop pretending
Everyone is here for you
This is your beautiful ending
This is your beautiful ending

No one ever takes, your place
No one ever really smiles quite like you
I wish I knew the words, to say
Other than goodbye

to this everyday life
Its so much harder for me
Cause you were so undefended
Oh, I dont think you ever knew
(I dont think you ever knew)
It was so beautiful and

Dont make it better on me
I wish youd just stop pretending
Were all here waitin for you
This is your beautiful ending
This is your beautiful ending
This is your beautiful

>>562640393
fucking shit... that's the first time I legitimately cried over a picture...

>>562640058
This makes me sad because it's true.

>>562647673
I would be honoured, to be honest. Even just to text you. My Kik and Steam username is TheJiggyMonster

If anyone else needs someone to talk to, I don't mind listening and giving the best advice I can.

>>562648309
>when people are depressed their energy...
Stopped right there.
I mean Elliot is a good trainer but he is soo full of bro science that it makes me kek 24/7. Although like I said he seems like a cool dude.

>>562648053

Haha, you think the world works as seen in your perspective?

I was weak when my dad used to abused me, if I ever tried to fight back he would just hit me harder. My mom? She would just stand there and be by his side.

>you wasted 5 seconds writing that sentence

I put that sentence because I felt like putting that sentence. If you have a problem with that then go cry somewhere else.

>I'm just trying to help

No you're not, kiddo. No one needs your narcissistic views on here. Fuck off.

>>562641661
*victimised is fine, too. British spelling and all that.

>>562639732
>she's dead, she slit her own neck
>oh

Why do I find this so amusing?

>>562648580
I understand that. But I promise you... there is someone close to their breaking point. Someone who has no chemical imbalances, but their world crashed all at once and it feels like there's no reason to try. Maybe, just the realization that another human being on this earth would be upset to hear they ended it, or maybe that someone has been where they are, and somehow, shit got better... maybe it will help.

I was that guy once, I had half a bottle of pills down, nevermind what got me to that place. But someone identified with me, suggested a small thing I could do that snowballed into things working out

>>562645809
This is the first time i cried in 16 years thanks i needed it.

>>562648309
when he speaks about energy he's talking about physiological tension and how it's dispersed/distributed/concentrated.
not "omg dude your aura is like...tarnished"

>>562641442
>Plot twist
>she feels the same

>>562649069
See anon? That is your problem, you always try to get away from people by calling them names and so on. Trust me, you just got help me to help you mate. Now tell me exactly the drugs/period/dosage of the medicaments that you were prescribed by your doctor.

>>562649354
I thought you get your shit back together once you knew you were becoming a father?

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>finally meet qt
>not very pretty, but good enough for me
>doesn't mind me still living with parents
>I've hidden my darker side from her
>start to get close
>intimacy ensures
>mom notices development
>has a talk with gf behind my back
>mom tells her everything, even about the shit jugs
>gf confronts me
>tells me it's too much, even for her
>severs out relationship
>I confront mom after her work
>ask her why she ruined it for me
>mom says:
>"That girl deserves someone better. Someone safe, someone who'll..."
>spash my soda into moms face
>run into room
>mom later finds me crying softly in bed
>"I'm sorry, anon. Shhh...It'll be fine. Shhh" as she pats my head
>leaves
NO IT WONT, MOTHER, NO IT WONT

>>562650176
Fuckin story time. Cough up, anon.

>>562650176
>shit jugs
u wot m8?

>>562649860

...And you think you're helping anyone with that disgusting attitude? Tell me, do you think you're some professional that is trying to help? Read back at some your posts, you're not helping anyone.

All you're doing is making false assumptions and heavily criticizing everyone on this thread.

I don't need to tell you my medication because it's not your business, especially with that ignorant head of yours.

>>562650176
>shit jugs

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>>562645809
fucking hell

>actually cried

>>562650064
I reallyyyy don't want to get into the full story of my life. It's weird twisted and parts of it are ugly. I got SOBER when my son was born. That doesn't mean shit has been perfect since then. After my son's mother left, I was bouncing from temp job to temp job. I couldn't provide for my son and I gave my parents legal custody for a bit. I was also borderline homeless, had occasional deep depression bouts. etc.

My life still aint perfect now. I'm a basket case when it comes to relationships. I don't leave my house other than to go to work, groceries, pay bills etc. But I'm not where I was.

You've replied to multiple threads with negative remarks, insinuating a myriad of things.

Why, anon. Why in a baww thread

>>562650176
>shit jugs
Absolutely pathetic, dude. Clean up your act and maybe this shit won't happen.

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>>562648309
Trust me, i am on the path your are talking about.
I know the painkillers are bad for me thats why i didnt take them all at t once that horrid night, where i shed and wished i would..
I took them slowly, night after night..
Today, or i guess last night depending where you are, is my 3 months till my 24th b-day.
I wanted to take today as a day of renewal and being able to be accepted.
I failed in some aspects, but gained in others,
>I Can Make It.

>>562650176
looks like your mother just wants you to man up and start taking care of yourself more. Don't hate her, hate the current yourself.

>>562650818
Wow you actually read back my posts? Damn mate then at least go to the doctors again for more medication or something. If you have serious depression nobody will help you except medication ( or a good beating from your father which you obviously didn't have).

Your speech and your actions are a reflection of your conscious and subconscious thoughts, and of course your emotions can come before or after your thoughts. Now the thing is, we are creatures of habit and if you constantly think thoughts that induce negative emotions, your mind starts to need these emotions to feel normal, just like some nasty drug. So you actually want to feel shitty and you seek out content that makes you feel shitty or else your mind gets bored and the desire will grow for negativity. I believe because of this, /b/tards are trapped in a vicious cycle of negativity, bitterness and depression. Feeling good and optimistic is all very strange for you so you’d rather view a gore thread or be racist or sexist and generally horrible because you need to be.

But you can change this by altering the content which you consume and altering the thoughts which you think. Think, speak and act with kindness, love and decency and seek out kindness, love and decency and soon you will need only these things to feel normal and purposeful.

>>562634702
spike lee fucked this movie up

Could someone post the picture of some femanon who come on 4chan to post something uplifting for us men?

Something like "I know women are mental, but there are still good ones left"

I really need that pic. PLEASE?

>>562651548
Every time you try and stand up, life hits you 2x harder than before.
I just gave up all hope.

>>562651153
To be honest because I think that the only way for people to stop being such crybabies is some though love and motivation (excluding if the problem is serious like clinically diagnosed depression). Well at least that shit helped me, well, at least to some extent, so why not try that on others.
>+ I have seen some shit and most of the stories in such baww threads makes me think where did the parents of some of the posters went wrong

>>562643337
post cap plz

>>562647317
"I had sex once, it was horrible"
~Okazaki Tomoya

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wp2Hwi9qM48

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6l6vqPUM_FE

These songs are full of feels

>>562651994
Bump for this plz

>>562651371
bUMP, FOR ANYONE WHO CARES ABOUT THIS THREAD..

>>562652098
You're missing the point, friend. Some of us need baww threads. We can't let it out to family, friends, etc. We come here, because /b/rothers don't judge. We acknowledge the feel, offer a piece of hope, something. Tomorrow, most of us will roll out of bed, put on our pants, and go to work, school, smile, and be strong, because that's what we do. We carry on. For most of us, it's a fake smile, a front, because we can't let anyone know we hurt. But for one or two of us, that smile is real. It's a little sad, but it's real, because last night we /bawwed and a friend bawwed with us.

We baww here because we can baww nowhere else. You have done nothing but try to take that away from us. Find another thread friend.

>>562651405

>At least go back to the doctors

I'm not following your shitty advice, especially when you're being this ignorant.

>If you have serious depression nobody will help you

You got it wrong, you're just proving how ignorant you are even more. Medication won't help you. All it does is balance the chemicals in the brain. You probably didn't even know that when you came to this thread.

>Get a good beating from your father

No. You obviously need to go outside and see that the world doesn't revolve around you. All your shitty advice comes from your perspective and like I said, it's not helping anyone.

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>>562650176

>>562652098

Also grow up and stop being such a goddamn edgy teenager. If you're that desperate for attention then go somewhere else but don't ruin the thread for everyone.

>>562634702
>be asian

huh, so thats what id look like in a suit. i should get a suit.

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>>562653086

>/b/rothers don't judge
>/b/
>doesn't
>judge

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>>562652774
I smile slightly in your general direction.
:)

http://youtu.be/s9QrfNJjOqQ

>>562652620
>>562651994
Come on guys, I just need help finding this pic for personal feel uses.

PLEASE?

>>562643309
>>562643998
She said it wasnt her fault and to stop sending her "geeky" stuff (the story)
I cant an find the conversation

>>562653086
>because /b/rothers don't judge
But that is not true and we both know it. /b/ is a bad way for a "12 step program" sorta say.

>>562653118

Wow now it seems like the problem is you not the family. First going to doctors is an obvious choice, second - medication is your best chance fighting depression you uneducated fuck. Looking up the statistics sure won't do you no wrong.

>>562654416
I wish I had it anon. I'll do my best to keep this bumped till you find it

>>562640728
I love you, bro. Stay strong.
>also ID: Goy

25,672 PEOPLE DIE
EVERY
SINGLE
MINUTE

The worst thing about being depressed is when you don't even have the guts to fucking kill yourself.
When you put a brave face and feel like shit just because, not even knowing what is happening but wanting to die.
Not having the balls to fucking end it, but not wanting to kill myself, i tried cutting one (yeah, so tumblr-ish) it didn't work.
I'm too much of a faggot to kill myself, /b/ ¿Why the fuck can't i just off myself?

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sup /b/, this thread may 404 soon, but I just need to put this out.

> be me
> had ok amount of friends, low self-esteem, but had the confidence to speak, not with girls anyway
> didn't know that girls think I was cute but no one thought I was date-able
> meet a super-cute 7/10
> its one of those girls who is petite, and has the cutest smiles ever, and to this day no one came close to her
> what I thought was a super nice girl once I first met her
> don't talk for half the year
> miraculously, we have the same private tutor
> end up going to her house
> really got to know her
> shitty tutor, but stayed for her
> honestly didn't fall in love her, rather loved her for who she is inside from what I got
> parents were complaining how my marks were going down and decided to stop the tutor in the beginning of may
> I knew that I was getting distracted by her and I didn't know what the fuck the tutor was saying
> marks go up after that
> we stop talking, but I really can't help but think she likes me after that because of all the damn signs she was giving me
> be me with low self-esteem and confidence with girls I don't talk to her about it
> wasn't too sure but my love for her died down
> I ignore her for the rest of the year
> she still likes me because of all the signs she was giving me

continue? I'm on my phone so its gonna take some time
captcha: dongoof three

>>562636478
>>562637417
>>562639343
>>562639732
>>562640393
I dont know that feel, i've never loved someone and get loved back

>>562654669
Source?

>>562654569
Thanks man!

>>562653442
wow you have so much anger in you anon. I would feel sad for you but we all know that you are the one desperate for the attention since this probably is the only place you can "get off". I just tried to be friendly and you called me a edgy teenager, faggot etc. You really hurt my feelings :(

>>562641831
Fuck I'm crying right now

>>562654858
This is as cliche as it gets... and I'm almost sorry for posting it....but..

Figure out how to love yourself anon.

For what it's worth anon, read back through my posts.. see if you can find a way to love something about me... because believe it or not. You are my /b/rother and I love you

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>>562644384
I'm sorry, brethren.
I wish I could give more than just words on a screen. I'll pray for you, if it's any consolation.

>>562654747
go ahead nigg

>>562654747
So what you are saying that you made an image of her as your personal "waifu". Don't get hung over that shit. Just try to man up and ask her out of something since you can't actually see difference in signs so they might actually mean nothing.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sahiA1hIokw
The chorus always gets to me

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>>562647317
Just finished watching that.. Oh.. you...

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>>562654569
Would it be acceptable if I took the time to type up something, anon? I guess you'll have to just trust my word when i say that I'm a femanon, but I've got something to say.

If you'd like.

>>562654523

>Wow it seems like the problem is you

Aww, the little ignorant professional made a diagnosis! How cute. Not.

>Medication is your best chance

Haha, show me some scientific prove you ignorant fuck. You're also forgetting that most mass shooters such as the ones from Columbine had some sort of medication in them. Where's your eduation, Mr. Professional? Oh right, down the garbage along with your high school diploma.

Show your suppose statistics.

>>562655969
Who cares go ahead.

>>562655969
Not the same anon, but I'd like to read it.

What a coincidence. I was feeling shitty as shit today. Needed this thread.

Of course. If all else fails, someone will start a new thread if this one dies on us

>>562655969
You know how when people smile, their eyes kinda squint a tiny bit?
That would be a great pic for it.
Or just text is fine too.

Please dont 404 on me thread....

>>562645103
Look into medication for depression and/or anxiety. I know people who it has helped them their whole life.

>>562655097

>Wow you have so much anger

As I said, I come from a dysfunctional family so who fucking wouldn't?

>We all know you're desperate for attention

Who's we? Your shitty prospective and your ignorance?

>This probably the only place for you to get off

Of course, along with other anons but sadly ignorant, edgy teenagers have to ruin the thread. Tell me, is your life experience even worse? Because it seems like you believe you're above everyone else.

>You can call me whatever

Faggot edgy teen cunt

There, thanks for putting it out. I will continue to insult you.

So I wanted to post about my life too cause of reading about so many others. This isn't as bad as some of yours but I started talking to a girl in grade 10 and we ended up dating briefly for like a month before she broke up with me after I broke a promise. She then dated someone else for about a year and the entire time all I could think about was her. They finally broke up and we've on and off talked for 2 years until we went to a party together where she openly flirted with everyone there and eventually went to her car and fucked someone. We haven't talked since then about 6 months ago and it still eats me alive every single day and keeps me up till 2 or 3 every night because I know that she was the perfect girl for me and that I'll never find someone like her and now I'm basically not even attracted to other girls and just pretty much ignore any girl that try's to talk to me because I can't think of anyone else. So yeah I'm stuck in that situation and have honestly though about suicide cause of it.

>>562653835
well, no one knows who are so they really can't judge that hard

>>562644376
Cheer up, he had early stage parkinsons and won't have to suffer though that shit now. Better like this, rather than slowly losing his mind.

>>562656837
This is a motherfucking feel thread, we dont come here to see people getting angry at each other because their life was worse than others, we come here to feel like we belong, this kind of threads are the ones where we feel the tiniest bit accepted, so you better not fucking take that away from me, please don't...

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>>562657207
This.
I understand that this is the asshole of the internet, but come on man. Just let people have their time to talk. For some, this is the only conduit they have for their troubles. So just don't be a cunt, guys. Please

>>562657746
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J97rernhljg

>>562654858
Start with something simple meet someone online
cant say they wont break your heart but everyone will eventually it just works as a nice start
and even though they will break your heart its totally worth it
love starts as the best thing ever
something you would never want to give up
till its over and all you feel is pain and sorrow
but it leaves the best memory's possible

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>>562634702
Sometimes, I feel like my life can be best summed up as pic related. I try to stay optimistic and confident in my future/abilities, but I'm reminded everyday of just how much a failure I've become, and am likely destined to continue being. The only reason I don't jump off a parking garage right now, is because a small part of me still believes I will achieve what I've set out to do.

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>Someone I Love
>Facebook User
>Loved

>>562654747
> notice she's changing slowly
> starts hanging around with the sluts and douchebags
> im slightly worried but I didn't let it get it to me
> all her friends give me the look of knowing what's going on
> I try to message her during the last week of school and she replies
> basically its some really beta cringy shit I don't wanna read, but her replies seem either she's being nice or she likes me, and I don't even talk about her liking me or how I feel about her
> don't want to message her again to make me feel thirsty
> kick myself to this day as to why i haven't taken that opportunity

> school ends and I move away to a new town

> fast forward a month later
> I feel lonely, suddenly I love this girl again
> thinking about what could have been
> I round up the courage to message her
> just a simple "hey"
> no response
> wait a day went she goes online
> expect her to reply
> no reply
> wait one week
> no reply

> say fuck it and move on but I have mixed feelings for her

now /b/. what do I do? do I message her again and try to start a legitimate conversation with her? or just move on? I still have some feeling for her but I don't want to get ignored. has she changed? has she become a bitch, /b/?

I'm confused, /b/. should I start a long distance relationship or just move on and be with new people?

sorry for the late reply, I had a few drinks and I'm tired. I'll add whatever missing info is needed.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pa9mi5Pd8aY

>>562655969
How's this coming along, by the way?

All I want is a girl to depend on me :(

As /b/ as my witness, if I don't find love I'll adopt a little girl and raise her, at least then I'll have someone that looks forward to seeing me, that needs me.

>Song kinda related
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HAIDqt2aUek

>>562658517
Write some shit telling her how you've always felt, then say you feel like you fuck up your chance. If she doesn't message you then move on. All or nothing

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Depressedfag here. I still sit alone outside at night contemplating suicide and asking myself if things really would be different if I offed myself. But recently, I gained a little brother. He's three years old and he loves his 'Bubby'. He is the sole reason I still exist. He loves me so much, and I have no right to take that away from him, especially at his age.

I don't condone suicide, but I understand it. I wouldn't blame you for killing yourself if literally everything in your life is permanent shit. But permanent is the key word here. My brother is permanent to me. I just thought I'd share that. I wish all of you a life a thousand times greater than mine. Find that permanent thing in your life. Have a good one.

(sorry for the shitty pic by the way)

>>562658517
I think your best interest is in moving on, friend. If she's fallen out of your life, and you've tried to make contact with her multiple times to no avail, it may be time to just get her out of your life so you can take in what's happening now instead of harping on the past.
This coming from a guy whose very first girlfriend cheated on him. Twice.
Then I talked her out of suicide. Twice.

>>562658517
If you can anon, move on and focus on other shit. You've got hobbies.. dig into them. The mind is a powerful fucking thing and if you use it to dwell on someone they can become this untouchable goddess that you are forever worshipping, but if you use it to move on, eventually, your mind will move the past where it belongs

>>562655364
Fuck I'm crying even more

I dont know what to say

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>>562658850
>Adopt little girl
>rape her
>wonder why you are sent to prison for sexual assault against a minor

>>562655364
>>562659094
Seriously it's the first time someone tells me i love you

I turned 19 yesterday. My mom spent the whole day out shopping and my dad had to work. They promised we would all go out to dinner as a family, but when the time came nothing happened. Last month was my little brother's 14th birthday. My mom got up early to make him his favorite breakfast and my dad took him to a car show all day. I guess this is how it feels to be the forgotten child...

>>562659236
>Implying I said anything about rape
way2ruin

>>562659094
Nothing. Nothing need be said. I've been in some dark shitty places and came through.. that took someone loving me. I swear on my life, no one will ever go without that if It is within my power to love them

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>>562658969
Dont let him anchor you to your life. If you really want to kill yourself you would.

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>>562655751
fucking hate this picture, always reminds me that if i go there will be no one that will miss me

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>>562654858
Love isnt real. The same pleasure receptors you get from love is the same that activate when you eat a box of chocolates.

>>562659301
You're a grown adult. Making birthday's a special treat is no longer your parents jurisdiction.

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>>562659403
Implying you arent a pedophile.

>>562659470
naw man I kinda agree with him
even if your life has turned to shit
total shit
you just need to remember that someone needs you

>>562659298
Tears.exe
I love you too, Anon. I really do, and I hope you hear these words someday instead of just reading them. But for now, I love you.

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>>562656126
I know it really seems that most girls are completely heartless. They can just seemingly up and forget about you, and leave you behind to pick up your pieces that they couldn't care less about. The stories we read on these threads about lost love, loneliness, and suicide.

Everyone is looking for 'the one'. All you want to do it pour your love and attention into someone to get some meaning out of your life, and for fuck sake it's really difficult to find someone who will accept it.

It's painful. It really is. Love will hurt you.

But sometimes, if you're lucky, you'll find a girl hiding away in her room, just like you. And she'll seem strange at first.

Plays games to pass the time. Draws the monsters she used to imagine as a kid. Likes to laugh and make silly jokes. Points at neat things she sees on the street and asks you what you think about it.

But she'll be just as confused and heartbroken as you too. Thinking too much about the things she has no control over. Feeling sorry for herself and seeking company with people who feel the same way, even if she doesn't even know any of their names.

And she'll realise that being lonely with you has made her really happy. And she'll toss in her bed thinking about it, about you.

And she'll shake, and giggle nervously. And she'll slowly build up the courage to tell you that you mean more to her than anything else in her life.

And for the first time you will realise, all of us will realise, that there are people just like you in this world. And they are not alone even when they think they are.

And, to be honest, they will love you more than you will ever imagine.

>>562659794

>Implying I am

“And perhaps there is a limit to the grieving that the human heart can do. As when one adds salt to a tumbler of water, there comes a point where simply no more will be absorbed.”

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>>562659301
Time to get on with yourself and cast your asshole family to the wind. You only need yourself, remember that.

>>562659794
fuck man this guy just wants someone to care about them nothing sexual just the feeling that he is needed

>>562640393
Fake and gay. Crybabies just want something to cry to.

I cant stop crying

Thank you guys

>>562660206
http://mydeathspace.com/article/2011/07/08/Brandon_Mills_(26)_committed_suicide_using_a_plastic_bag_and_helium

>>562659301
I know how it is man. My sister who's a junkie with 3 kids gets all the support from my parents. They literally just spent a few thousand the past week on them to go on vacation. They always buy them everything they need. Especially on birthdays, it's like a sweet sixteen every birthday for the kids. And here I am, sitting in my room day after day wearing torn up clothes, broken everything and trying my hardest planing to make them happy. They didn't get me anything for my birthday the last 4 years, and all I was really asking for was a happy birthday. I'm 23 years old and going no where but trying my hardest to end up somewhere just to be appreciated. I'm sure it'll get better; just not here

>>562658929
I'll try to start another conversation with her, when I'm probably drunk, and most likely I'll spill

>>562659041
>>562659053
I know what you guys mean. its in my best will to move on from this. but I can't let her go just yet. I'll try messaging her again, but right now, I need answers. I need an answer if she likes me or not. I need this to come off my chest for my sake.


thanks for the support, anons

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>>562659831
You should live through yourself, not other people.

I've watched this thread since it started. For those new to this thread.. please..read every post. For every asshole who is confused thinking this is a post where trolling is cool, there are 2 more who actually made some effort to be some comfort to someone. It's...heartening to see

>>562660557
i love you

I don't have time to green text the whole story, and I'm sorry but I need this off my chest.
I miss my friends. I miss all the friends I have lost in the last year. All the fucking mental ones I had so much fun with.
And why can't I see them any more? Well I was with some girl, they all hated her so much. I left her for someone else, so she fucked all my friends and now they're her friends instead.
And because of the way I left her, I can't be her friend.
And my jealous now-gf won't ever let me speak to her.
I don't hate her any more. I just want my friends back.

>>562659670
If thats what you think then I feel sorry for you

>>562660418

I'm sure this doesn't mean much coming from me, but sometimes things just aren't as they seem. and maybe the case is that they don't think you need help. Maybe they think you're perfect and fine on your own.

>>562650176
oh shizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

>>562660418
your parents probably feel that she needs the most support because she fucked up her life bad
and as parents they still have hope after everyone else gave up they are trying to rase her kids because she cant

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>>562659937
>implying you arent

>>562659908
Thank you femanon

>>562660392
Proves nothing. Still fake and gay.