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I'm drunk and my judgement is not so great right now.

Ask a necrophiliac anything (that isn't incriminating) while I dump a shitload of corpses and gore.
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>>561400386
How many bodies have you fucked?
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Does fucking dead bodies seem better to you than fucking a live person?
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>>561400386

I used to jerk off to gore

in fact I've jerked off to ops pic she later has a mouthful of maggots and her hair falls off

best orgasm ever
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Going to post once every three minutes, questions or no. My dump earlier got interrupted and I don't like leaving things unfinished.

>>561400502
Seven that I can remember. I was in a manic episode with psychosis and my memory was... less than reliable... so there may have been more.

>>561400640
I actually can't orgasm with a live person. It's superior in virtually every way.

>>561400747
inorite
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if no legal trouble
would you rather
fuck a live hot person
or
kill them first
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how did you get hold of the bodies?
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>>561400386
How did you get to the point where you enjoyed the idea of fucking dead people.

I've found that with arousal, the more weird, and fucked up it is, the more it turns me on, I'm getting further and further down the list of fucked up fetishes as old ones get boring. Are people like this just inherently broken? Is this progression of sexual activity, where you seek the most fucked up thing called anything as a mental condition? Are we psychopaths?
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>>561400934
Kill them first. Pretty much the only thing preventing me from going completely off the deep end is the social and legal consequences. There are a lot of unapologetic necrophiles out there... it's a sexual preference, I can't do anything about it, so if I could have sex when I wanted to without risking going to prison for it, of course I would.
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>>561400851
How do find the bodies you fuck and What was the most decayed body you fucked and was flesh dripping off of it while you were fucking it.
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>>561401097
I've never been prosecuted for every body I've been with, and seeing as how /b/ is a honeypot, I honestly can't say. Anyone else who asks the same question ITT will have to be directed to this post.

>>561401163
My home was very turbulent, abusive and unpredictable. Coming from an extremely large family, I was taken to funerals on a regular basis from a young age. My exposure to death was so positive that I began to attach coping mechanism after coping mechanism and every positive value I could to death. I've been attracted to corpses before I hit puberty, and I've never been able to orgasm without at least looking at one. It's not the taboo that I'm attracted to, it's virtually every quality they possess outside of social norms. I've never enjoyed other fetishes despite trying them, and I am NOT a psychopath. Since this exclusive arousal I have towards a typically asexual object causes me marked distress, it constitutes as a paraphilia, which I have been diagnosed with as a textbook mental illness. I am, by definition, suffering from a mental condition. Doesn't mean I won't still get off from this thread, but hey, what can you do?
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>>561401176
Sorry to tell you this but any sexual preferance or (fetishes) can be treated or unlearned :/ , but do as you please. As long as no one is being killed for your pleasure i see your not all horrible.
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>>561401563
>How do find the bodies you fuck
see >>561401767
>What was the most decayed body you fucked
Had been deceased for nearly two weeks, unembalmed, outdoors
>was flesh dripping off of it while you were fucking it
It was winter so it was relatively preserved- think like a chicken that's been boiled a little too long. The meat was extremely soft and could slide off the bone, but it wasn't dripping.

>>561402010
Sorry to tell you this but I've been in therapy for the last six years and personally tried damn near everything I could think of. Everything from aversion therapy to chemical castration has fucking failed me. All I can do at this point is remain celibate and learn to live with it.

Thanks for the sentiment, though.
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>>561401767
How did you come across a situation where you get to fuck a dead body
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>>561402432
See >>561401767

Reading a little more than a dozen posts sure is hard.
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Do you have a gender preference with the bodies, of does their being dead overwrite that?
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>>561402609
do you read your own post because that post doesn't answer the question of how you are coming across the bodies
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>>561402963
He's not answering where he gets them from in case he gets caught. Whilst this is the elephant in the room I can see why he doesn't want to address it.
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>>561402887
I'm bisexual, or as the tumblrsluts say, "pansexual." Genitalia doesn't matter to me so long as they're dead- in fact it's entirely unnecessary.

>>561402963
I'm drunk and not reading my own posts, no. If you can't read between the lines, it would be compromising for me to say how I've acquired dead bodies in the past. You're like, asking a pedophile how they get kids.
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>>561403146
Thanks for being so reasonable.
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>>561402283
I deal with your same situation only mine deeply hurts my inside, at a young age i was experimenting with alot of illegal substances, now it has become me being fascinated with the human mind. The different substances that change the way you think, smell, hear is just outstanding i have thoughts were i want to open up my mind and unlock all the potential of the human brain. Sometimes i go pyscho and think how will this react to me. Sadly i have to stop thinking those thoughts cause i know one day those drugs will end my life
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Do you feel any emotional attachment to the bodies or is it a purely sexual, lustful encounter?
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Well, I personally wouldn't stick my cock in anything dead, but whatever gets you off, man.
Cheers!
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>>561403434
It brings me comfort to know that drugs are bad and I'm not this fucked

>>561403467
It's EXTREMELY emotional. I spend the majority of the time with them spooning/cuddling/stroking them/exploring their body/etc. It's also as sexual as humanly possible but there's much more to it than me wanting to fuck them.

>>561403493
Cheers m8!
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Forgot how quickly /b/ moves. Make that every two minutes.
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>>561400386
kill yourself
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>>561403916
no u
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>>561403160
so you work in the crematorium in a mortuary is my guess that's the only place I could see anyone getting ahold of an unembalmed body if they didn't kill the person.

but that wouldn't really narrow down anything.
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Do you draw the line at maggots? If not, does it enhance or dampen the experience?
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>>561403912
I understand we all need to get off, etc. But Dont you have someone you love in your life?

Maybe yourself, a pal, family member, someone who helped you once?

I have a daughter and to think after i die, and after she dies. someone would do that to her. Makes me extremley ,mad.

But i also understand how uncontrollable actions can be, im a diagnosed psychopath
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>>561403736
haha it deeply damaged me to the point where i dont even feel like i have a brain, just an empty skull filled with thoughts. It hurts me that i rarely feel any emotion any more... i have to think twice as hard to feel sadness or happiness. I can now see how the universe really is, just a fucked up place. But i tend to think on the positive side and do what any other (Normal) Human would do in a society. Which is help, till one day i die. If i was to die at a young age so be it i see that a i lived a good life.
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would you ''donate'' your body to someone into this fetish? , when you die, of course
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>>561404153
maggots are one of my biggest fetishes
it's bad enough that even if they aren't on a coprse, the association is so strong that they turn me on anyway. it enhances the experience. it's like having dozens of tiny, squirming vibrators that eat away at anything that could harm you. they're nature's bros.

>>561404327
I have disowned my family and every relationship I've ever had ended because I couldn't be sexually attracted to my partner. I have friends that I care for, deeply, but it's not the same. I'm not a psychopath. I have a sex disorder. Doesn't mean I'm incapable of loving, I just can't orgasm with the living. I speculate I might be able to be happy with an asexual.
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>>561404327
why would you be mad if someone messed with a dead body its just a shell. even if you are religious the body is just a vessel for the soul.

I wouldn't care if op wanted to fuck my dead body its a victimless crime.
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Would knowing the body before they passed enhance or detract from the attraction?

Also have you ever considered or practice cannibalism?
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>>561404576
That's actually pretty interesting, I never thought about it like that. Thanks for the insight!
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>>561404335
I'm traumatized by my own actions, don't get me wrong, but I didn't need to rely on substances or anything and I can still feel emotion just fine. My perspective of the world hasn't changed based on what I've had sex with, only my perception of myself. God knows I'm doing everything I can now to help other people and be as kind and selfless as possible. I hope you find a way to live with yourself m8. Care to talk in any detail about what you've done? What kind of bodies you prefer?

>>561404494
I'm an organ donor and would donate my body to a necrophile in a heartbeat if there was a legally viable way to do so.
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To OP.
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>>561404640
Its not a shell. Its like ashes almost? And i think its disrespectful.

>>561404576
All i hear from you is me me me. Im sure you had a hard life, and things led you down this path.

But trust me, you need to fight the evil inside you or it will take over.

I very nearly acted on thoughts of mine. Being a psychopath/sociopath, i often have thoughts i shouldnt. But i fight them.
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>>561403272
fake
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fucking freaks

if only we had kept the societal standards of 'lesser' societies, we wouldn't have cancer like you growing on us.

a cleansing flame. throw you in with the corpses.
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>>561404725
answer this op
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>>561404725
Detracts, extremely. My little brother died a few years ago and I had a normal response to seeing his corpse. I can't get off to someone I know or have an emotional connection to, it HAS to be a stranger. I've said it before, and I'll say it again: I'm not a sociopath, if there's any room for me to empathize with the victim I can't do it.

I've bitten off and eaten large pieces of the living before. Cannibalism didn't appeal to me until extremely recently, and I haven't practiced it with the dead. Sanitary concerns outweigh any sort of sexual appeal. It's infinitely harder to protect yourself against something you're ingesting than something you're fucking.

>>561404963
No problem, that's the whole point of the thread.
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>>561405067

>>>/reddit/
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>>561405524
Well op hope you keep your 'situaution' under control and stay to some degree 'sane' dont let the insanity lead you to any other harsher law breaking that can make you regret your reaction just so you can pleasure yourself.
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>>561400386
would you consider yourself a virgin?
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>>561405067
>implying I haven't tried
I can't find it in me to believe in anything. Sorry m8.

>>561405129
I fight it every day. I haven't touched a body in three years and I never intend to again. I wouldn't be talking about it if I thought I was going to again.

You don't sound like a sociopath at all, you're clearly considering the emotions of others and empathizing. You wouldn't bother fighting them, you'd have that "me me me" mentality and do what makes you feel best, everyone else be damned. I think you're looking for an excuse to rationalize these thoughts you're having when there's something much more painful responsible.

>>561405231
Sorry, a few might wiggle their way into the dump.
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>>561404576
If one of the friends you care about most deeply died would you have your way with their body?
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>>561405920
People confuse not being able to truley feel emotion, with not being able to understand them.

I live for moments, i live in moments, thats all it is.

If you know about people like me you know we connect with people easily. that is because we understand how people feel. and use it for our advantage
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>>561405352
>implying necrophilia hasn't existed as long as recorded history
>implying people haven't been getting away with it for even longer

You can't completely cleanse the human race. How about you stop casting judgement on people who can't help how they were born and look at what you CAN actually influence?

>>561405843
Thanks man. It is under control, it's been years since I've done anything and I'm under some extremely competent psychiatric care. I'm a law abiding citizen, volunteer, have a healthy social network, a good job, and I'm on a positive road to recovery. The only difference is that I can't have sex again. Ever.

>>561405868
Absolutely not. I lost my virginity when I was 16 to a living partner and have slept with a LOT of people trying AS MANY different things as I could fathom to try and find an alternative. I'd wager I have more experience than most people posting ITT.
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>>561400386
Did you got any stds from fucking corpses
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>>561406165
if they gave me express, written consent, and their family did as well. Even then I'd be EXTREMELY hesitant and probably couldn't go through with it.

>>561406508
oh lord if you only knew how many times I got myself tested. I'm completely clean! I hardly even get colds. either I have the immune system of a God or all the protection I used paid off.
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>>561405129
>All i hear from you is me me me
You could start your own thread, psycopath. Then it would be all you you you.
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>>561406702
Either you used a condom every time or your a liar.

You would most likley be dead/seriously ill. if you didnt use a condom.
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>>561406358
Serioud question OP have you ever masturbated looking at zombie porn?
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>>561406912
>if you didn't use a condom
>implying I didn't cover myself head-to-toe in plastic, fabric, 4-5 condoms, washed myself with bleach, threw away my clothes, shaved every last hair on my body, etc.

Please. Bitch nigga, please.
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now that you are the road to recovery have you considered trying to get back in touch with your family?
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>>561406702
Op do you whack it to Zombie porn? Legit question
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>>561406940
I've tried it several times before, yeah. Never works. They aren't real enough unfortunately.

>>561407030
I'm seeing them for the first time in five years next month. I have a weirder relationship with them than Norman Bates and his mother so I'm pretty much pissing myself at the prospect. Hopefully it goes okay. Hopefully.
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>>561407205
Sorry asked twice thought first tien didnt send
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>>561407194
I whack it to everything I'm posting ITT and anything else related. Videos especially but it's LUDICROUSLY hard to find videos of heavily decomposed bodies.

>>561407418
No problem.
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>>561407476
Dropped my pic. Fuck.
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>>561407205
I hope so too OP.

I am assuming they know about the issue. How did they react when they found out?
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>>561407580
They don't know. I was in a relationship for two years and they've been under the impression I've been with the same guy all this time. I tried talking to my mother ONCE while I was institutionalized and she couldn't process what I was saying to her. She's like a Stepford Wife, anything different from her perfect idea of her life won't register and she'll beat the shit out of anyone who tries to say otherwise. They can't know and I don't want them to know.
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>>561407536
Does your family knows what's your sexual orientation ? If no, do you think you'll tell them one day ?
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I can see why you wouldn't want them to know, it'd be a hard thing for anyone to process I think.

Have you ever talked to other necrophiliacs either on-line or in person? If so would you consider yourself an "average" necrophiliac, if there is such a thing.
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>>561408145
They have no idea. I've been with so many different men and women they likely think I'm bisexual. I'll never tell them. They can't keep a secret. If I were to tell them, my entire extended family would know. It would ruin any chances of getting a decent job, having a credible reputation, everything.
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>>561401163
holly fuck i could never put it better than this, i dont know it its a phase but all the things wich disgusted or were plain wrong arouse me now, its a bit of a strugle
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>>561400386
i want to die badly and I am a good looking young woman, i could proof it with a picture of my breasts I send you with a timestamp, would you kill me?
I'd officially allow you to fuck my dead corpse after
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>>561408378
It's ruining your life isn't it ?
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>>561408359
I've never talked to one. Lots of people that claimed to be then revealed they wanted people who were sleeping, or pretending to be dead, or never did anything IRL. One of the clinics I was seen at had treated a couple of necrophiles prior to me but I didn't get a chance to talk to them. There's a program I'm going to next year where I might, but the chance is extremely small.

Most necrophiles are INCREDIBLY discreet, it's not as if their victims are complaining so it's pretty easy to get away with compared to other sex offenses. I doubt I'll ever talk to another exclusive mutilonecrophiliac who prefers severely decomposed corpses. I am not average.
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>>561408549

If you are good looking enough. I'll do it.
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>>561408493
You'll come full circle eventually and get off to vanilla porn again, or so I hear.

>>561408549
No. It's behind me and I'd rather die than hurt another person to get off. Besides, even with express permission, families and friends have a habit of ruining the lives of necrophiles. It's not feasible.

>>561408587
Yes. I went home early from work today for the first time in my damn life because I was so frustrated and agitated. It's a living fucking nightmare but I deserve it so I'll endure.
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Any preference on the sex of the body? Have you ever ride a dead guy's cock?
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>>561404335
youre an interesting fella
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>>561409021
Have you tried some kind of hypnosis ? I heard that it works sometimes.
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>>561409116
Read the thread dipshit ayy lmao
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>>561408787
Are you serious?
I am, I actually am, this is a picture of me.
I can send you more pictures and also do some with a timestamp and we talk about it if you add me on skype : xxalissaxxk.
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is it only dead humans you are attracted to or death in general?
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>>561409235
I have. It "triggered" some extremely horrible shit and I nearly beat up the psychologist trying it. Didn't attempt it again afterwards.
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>>561409259
First of all, I really feel for you man, 4chan has fucked me up and now I have to repress certain urges, probably for the rest of my life.
Question: do you think you'll ever be in a stable relationship? Are you able to love?
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>>561409596
if op takes this bait he deserves to be arrested
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>>561407536
Intersting thread OP, nice to have an insight view.
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>>561409779
Only dead humans. Animals, death itself, etc. won't do anything for me. Has to be a human corpse that's obviously decomposing.

>>561409843
I've been in a stable relationship before but I don't think I can love someone. I can care for them deeply but it's never in a romantic sense because I only feel that for the deceased. It's INSANELY depressing, I've been in a couple of serious relationships before and EVERY TIME this has been the thing to destroy it.

If 4chan is what fucked you up though, get offline, you easily influenced bastard. Seriously. Don't take anything here seriously.
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>>561409826
Is it true that if you go to certain morgues and pay the security off you can fuck the corpse?
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>>561410036
Op already answered with no.
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>>561410036
pls

>>561410043
always happy to shed some light on it, necrophiles are an extremely quiet bunch (for good reason, see above) so if I can help with some awareness or anything all the better
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>>561409596

Yes. Very.

No Skype.

kik? david.davidson1912

Will need timestamp to start. You know?
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>>561410147
I don't work at a morgue so I couldn't tell you. From what I've heard the answer is absolutely no.

>>561410412
thisguy.jpg
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>>561410412
>forgetting about ID's
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>>561410557
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how old were you when you had your first sexual encounter with a corpse?
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>>561410557
What specifically do you get off from? The consistency of blood? The feeling of organs? Please be specific.
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>>561410412
I do not own a mobile phone.
E-mail?
[email protected]
I dont want to post my breasts with a timestamp on 4chan, i would just send it to you if you promise me you kill me
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>>561409596
Holy shit girl, Don't ask for this type of stuff.
Lets meet up, I can fuck you in ways that wipe those grim thoughts out of your head in an instant.

If you're underage we can find something else to do till you're 18.
>Adventure time
>I'm not a 30 something neckbeard, I'm 19
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>>561400386
That is what happens with head&shoulders
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How do you find corpses? It must take a lot of effort
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>>561410840
Technically I was 14. I went to a funeral for a family friend and had some time alone in the viewing room with the body. Got to feel it and touch myself for a little while. Didn't actually fuck it but it was the first experience. Didn't really do anything major until I was 19.
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>>561410359
Yes, I'll say enlightenment.

Not everyday we can ask question like this.

you'e said it's been about 5 years since the last time and you still have "craving" for dead bodies?

Or is it under control?
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>>561403272
fake as fuck
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>>561403434
This sounds exactly like me, going to school for cognitive science now.
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Have you ever told a romantic partner about your being a necrophiliac? If so how did the react?
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>>561410926
Livor mortis, bloat from organs collapsing and gasses expanding inside of taut, slipping skin, the moisture and leaking fluids, seeing it drip out of every orifice, the smell so pungent and strong you can taste it, clouded eyes, mutilated faces, distortion so impossibly convoluted the person's original identity is almost impossible to discern, their stillness, how quiet it is, the vermin, especially maggots, feeling the eerily cool skin and meat and bone. Not so much the blood because it obscures a lot. Bile, yes. Everything, man. Absolutely everything. They're beautiful.
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>>561411015
lol

>>561411028
see >>561401767

>>561411150
I "crave" it every fucking moment. I don't get relief even when I'm asleep. I'm absolutely fucking obsessed and it physically pains me to do nothing about it. I feel like a part of me is being squashed out, like my light and reason for existing is being repressed, that I'm denying who I am and what I need and the only thing that feels right

BUT

IMPORTANT BUT HERE

I recognize that it's all mental illness and I can't hurt other people for my own pleasure. So I suffer. I won't kill myself, I've fought this for so long that I can't give up. I deal with it. It's under control no matter how much it pains me.
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Because /b/ still has many people from every walk of life imaginable coming to it, I'll just assume you're being truthful and this isn't one delusional troll.

This entire thread is beyond fascinating. I don't think I could ever fuck a corpse, but I've never truly believed that such people even existed.

So tell me, OP. If you were to die today, in whatever fashion: Would you be okay with, or even go so far as to want someone else to fuck your dead body? I mean, yeah dead's dead so who gives a shit but, still.
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>>561411440
I have.

One of them asked me to kill him and had every intention of going through with it. I stopped myself at the very last moment. We never saw each other again after that night.

Another had been with me while I fucked the majority of the bodies I've been with. He had no idea and reacted as badly as humanly possible. Called me a lot of names, wished me dead. broke up with me while I was in a mental asylum.

The last one was extremely supportive at first but eventually showed that all he wanted was to get his dick wet and thought he could "fix" me by wanting me badly enough. I broke things off when he couldn't stop insisting that I needed to try harder if I wanted to be normal.

Odd to think that I never told any of the women.
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>>561411013
Wow, you know, girls LOVE confidence.
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>>561412494
We exist alright. I'm sure there are a lot of people like me too terrified to speak up who have to live with this every day. I'm really happy to hear that I've been able to talk to a few people who appreciate it.

I would want another necrophile to fuck my dead body. I'm already an organ donor. If the bits that would be thrown away could be given to someone who desperately wants it, I would gladly give them over, regardless of who it is. It seems like it would be a waste not to.
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>>561409596
How come you want to die so bad?
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>>561412151
I've read through the entire thread and you're an extremely interesting person. It's good to hear that you understand how your fetish affects others, and I wish you all the best luck in overcoming this part of you. For the most part, you sound like a bro.

As for my question: would working at a morgue be a dream job for you or the worst job?
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>>561412151
Thanks. It's understandable.

you've already done a great work on yourself by asking for help, admitting it's a mental illness and do your best to overcome it.

Hope you'll find something that can help you to feel better and suffer less.

I repeat, great work by now!
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>>561412925
good question
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>>561412925
Thank you so much m8, it seriously means a lot to me. My dream job is to be a forensic pathologist. I have slightly higher ambitions than just being a coroner or funeral director. Being around bodies and being able to help people and bring closure to their families and loved ones is kind of the best thing I could possibly imagine spending my time and energy on.

>>561413232
Thank you
Really
Thanks
Making me choke up a bit here
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>>561413617
that's a really nice sentiment, OP. follow your dream with all your strength, I get the vibe that you could add some great new information to how we deal with death and the deceased.
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>>561413883
another question, when you have an intercourse with a body, do you a normal sex interaction or maybe explore more the body? For example, some wounds?
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>>561414139
You said you could only develop romantic feelings for corpses. Are these feelings really romantic or more leaning to the sexual side? (seeing as you chose strangers, you can't know their personality)
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>>561414329
is she really dead?
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>>561414139
Is it bad that I laughed? Only at this one picture.
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It's getting late on my end so only one more question.

What was the push that made you seek help regarding your issue?

Also as others have said I really hope you keep making progress like you have been. You sound like a solid chap with an unfortunate mental condition but you having acknowledged that has hopeful put you on the road to recovery. All the best luck with reuniting with your family and further rehabilitation.
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>>561400386
Would you fuck me while i pretend to be dead?
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>>561414605
yes she is kill
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>>561414351
that's what I'm really hoping for, too. my experience might come from a shitty place but I feel the best I can do is apply it to something that can help a lot of other people, you know?

>>561414456
Virtually everything on a corpse is as sexual as a cock, pussy or breasts to me. I've gotten off from some severed toes before, and they're were pretty fucking liquidated. Injuries, especially knife wounds, get me off like almost nothing else. It's all fucking amazing, man.

>>561414539
As romanticized as you can make an object that you base the entirety of your emotional health off of, something you obsess over night and day, something that you lust for as badly as someone with oneitis, something that you risk your name and your freedom to pursue even for a few fleeting moments. It's terribly, impossibly romantic. It only enhances the sex. Their personality has no role in it. It's not the stranger, it's not who that person was. It's the inanimate object. It's their corpse.
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>>561414695
I had a complete mental collapse after an intense manic episode with psychosis where I could not control my actions. I knew if I didn't get help, I was going to pursue this, and nothing else, until I died or was killed. I value pretty much everything else in life more than my sex drive. The trouble is that I'm very sick and feel nothing more strongly than the urge to pursue this, so it feels like I'm working against my most basic needs when in reality I'm fighting it to look after myself as I really should.

It's kind of hard to articulate, especially when I'm inebriated, but I hope that sheds some light on things.

Thanks again for all the warm wishes, I really can't tell you how much it means.

>>561414782
Pretending doesn't work. I've tried it several times before and I can't even get turned on.

>>561414650
ayy lmao

(it's not bad don't worry for fuck's sake you're on /b/)
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>>561415453
If only the rest of the world was as accepting.
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>>561411013
Dude, I just want to die, I am not interested in sexual action in any way
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>>561414964

just read the thread. terribly fascinating, yet terrible condition you have. i wish you the best. how old are you? do you think you could go to college? do you think that fulfillig you fantasies through pictures and thoughts rather than the action lowers your chance of "relapsing"?
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>>561415750
>tfw I've received more kindness and acceptance on 4chan than anywhere else on earth
it's a weird world we live in
a sick, fucked up world

>>561415854
Thanks man. I'm 22, and hoping to go to college by next year. Studying is a right cunt when I'm trying to deal with so much. Doing stuff like dumping pics here and talking about fantasies helps tremendously to not do anything in person. So long as I have some outlet, I'm sure I'll be alright.
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>>561415830
then an hero, it's not that hard.
>>561415453
I hope you find the help you seek, I for one don't have anything against necrophilia (I don't find it pleasent either) but seeing as you suffered from psychosis (maybe because of your urges) means you have to find some help. I'm rooting for you, /b/ro. And don't you ever forget, that if everything in your life starts to suck, you have a crapload of friends here, the comments I've seen in this thread made me realise the old /b/ isn't dead yet. Best of luck!
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do you need to fuck them in their genitals/anus/mouth or could you, for example, fuck a bisected corpse in the liver?
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>>561416368
Thank you so much ;_;

>>561416401
Anywhere. Absolutely fucking anywhere, m8. An amputated thigh with a whole carved into it. Dry-humping a slit throat. Anything.
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This thread is really interesting, and I'll say disturbing too.
What about dead children?
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>>561416047
i think 4chan is society without the social limits, the anonymous system allow to express, maybe, a bit more what we think or we are.

Sometimes it's incredibly interesting, sometimes creepy as hell, etc...
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>>561416769
No
fucking
pedo

no pedo.

No kids.

No animals, too. But seriously no fucking kids. I draw the line. Why have a kid when I could have a nicely developed lady or a well-hung guy? and the thought of desecrating someone's child
fucking nope
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>>561409596
hey if it means anything you are very attractive, I'm sure you'll make this necrophiliacs dream come true.

Not sure why people just want to die so badly, and so young too, but to each their own right?

See you later.
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Op, you're awesome. I've never thought about this necrophilia thing like this, you literally opened my eyes. Thanks, this thread is one of the best threads in recent time on 4chan.
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>>561416971
>fucking slit throats
>fucking kids is sick

topkek
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>>561416954
that's what I'll try and think of in the future mayne. thanks.

>>561417095
If you're genuinely a necrophile, could you talk some more about it? or are you just another thirsty fuck looking to bang some chick and leave her high and dry with 0 interest in her corpse?
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>>561416669
Lots of respect for your choice to make positive changes in your life, OP. Never give up on trying to make your life better.
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>>561416971
Fair enough, I just gathered otherwise.
I like that you see it as desecration, you aren't actually 5edgy4me.


Which is what I expected from this thread from the start.
Thoroughly surprised, 10/10
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>>561406358
man, you sound like a very interesting person. would love to chat with you irl with a couple pints of beer.
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>>561416971
>>561416669
>>561416495
>>561400386

op suppose you were in the forest and stumbled upon a recently deceased corpse (adult male or female). would there be any hesitation to fuck it?
also i assume you are a male?
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>>561416971
What does it feel to fuck a corpse? How rotten are they when you fuck them? Can you get disseases from that?
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>>561417204
>this
It's been quite some time. 10 years I've been here, and a thread like this comes maybe 1 time every 2-3 years.
Good work OP, though I think I'll stick to live people personally; but do what works for you
>within your moral grounds
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>>561417204
well shit, thanks. it's been my pleasure.

>>561417262
don't question my hypocrisy, m8. there's no use arguing if pedophilia or necrophilia is more degenerate. being the latter it's my obligation to side with what I practice.
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Weird thread, OP. One of the more interesting ones I've seen recently. Three questions that I don't think have been asked:

1. Are you particularly attracted to the decay/flesh, or would a bare skeleton be a turn-on for you? Would you (could you?) try fucking a skeleton?
2. Does it have to be a body (read: majority of person), or to individual parts work for you too? Say you just found a leg severed from the knee down and nothing else, or an arm from the elbow down. Would that do anything for you?
3. Does the smell enhance or detract from the experience, or does it not bother you?
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I am loving your thread, bro.
When you were fucking corpses, where did you fuck them? how many male/female?
In the usual orifices, or in stab wounds, etc?
Also: what do you think of the music of Alice Cooper? He has performed4 or 5 songs on the subject, though perhaps tongue-in-cheek.
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>>561409596
>Human (5)
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>>561417525
>>561417464
>can you get diseases from fucking dead bodies
topkek
you are literally the epitome of human ignorance

On the other hand, if there's an Ebola outbreak (p. much impossible) OP will be kil, or be driven insane by his cravings.
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>>561417446
Totally agree, should interesting to discuss with OP
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>>561417408
>>561417414
>>561417446
Fucking hell you guys, my heart is fit to burst. Thank you so much. You've turned this from a night of bitterly drinking home alone to feeling some serious acceptance and kindness from the world.

>>561417454
0 hesitation
That shit would be free game and I'd be out of there faster than you can say "sex crime"

I'm female. Wasn't going to mention it unless someone asked explicitly but there it is

>>561417464
It's like God himself has descended and blessed your body with the gifts of the blessed. Man. It seriously defies description. I've passed out, multiple times, from jizzing so fucking hard. The most rotten I had was two weeks, almost all of them had just gone cold. Didn't have a lot of time to work with. There is an EXTREMELY high risk of disease and you can catch some horrific shit. Luckily for me I'm still clean.
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>>561418030
there is already an ebola outbreak going on, it's spreading
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>>561418030
I mean not disseases that the living person had and you could get by fucking their corpse I mean disseases that you can only get by fucking dead people.
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>>561418030
lmfao
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>>561418157

Holy shit! You're female!
I am so turned on now.
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>>561417467
Thanks m8, I really appreciate it.

>>561417810
I do not like skeletons. I need their flesh. It's decomposition that turns me on, and skeletons have nothing left.
Individual parts work. I've been able to get off on as little as a few toes. A leg would be more than enough.
The smell enhances it and I can get off from it alone if it's from an actual corpse.
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>>561418157
>faster than you can say "sex crime"
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>>561417946
Hotels, motels, abandoned parking lots, wooded areas. 4 female, 3 male. Everywhere. Fucking everywhere. I molested the shit out of them.

Cold Ethyl is absolutely hilarious. Alice Cooper is alright in my book.

Obviously posting once per reply due to the sudden influx
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>>561418157
Interesting, there are more men reported as necroohiliac, you're an outlayers in statistics.
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>>561418038
I can't even tell you how much I'd love to grab a few beers with you guys.
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>>561418537
I thought about asking if you were female way up, but I thought to myself how the fuck would that work... So OP whats the technique dry hump only?
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>>561418527
ayy lmao
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>>561418183
>kek

>>561418321
Yes, when the body decays you will be exposing yourself to a number of harmful things.
It's really fucking obvious, anon.

>>561418157
tits or gtfo tho op, you know the rules
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>>561418742
How does a woman fuck a corpse?
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>>561418926
I was going to ask this too.
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>>561418907
I seriously, highly fucking doubt I will ever get the chance to talk to another female necrophile. It's pretty depressing but I'm sort of resigned to it by now.

Been tempted a couple times to write to Karen Greenlee but the thought of being traced somehow is too much for me to even try
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>>561419085

Carefully?
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Thank you, OP. This thread has been utterly fascinating.
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>>561419071
Don't fucking ruin this thread with that bullshit, please.
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>>561419071
>tits or gtfo...
yeah thats not happening
op's not gonna risk it and im not gonna even ask.
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>>561419024
OP how would you rate yourself out of 10?
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>>561418926
Same way any woman fucks anything. Humping, putting bits of them in me, brushing my breasts against them. Pretty much any proximity to them turns me on, I don't even have to touch the corpse to orgasm. Grinding up against it or being penetrated by any part of it, needless to say, gets the job done.
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>>561419256
you've been here for 2 hours, haven't you sobered up yet?
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>>561419442

Hell, she's already 1/10 as far as I'm concerned.
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>>561419368
and even by saying she's a female she already risks quite alot since there are more male necro's...
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>>561419335
More than happy to have provided it. This has been really, unexpectedly nice.
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>>561419593

FUCK! I meant 11/10
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>>561419493
yea but what good does talking to a female necrophile do you, when she's alive ? lol i thought u were only into dead women
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>>561419713
do you even social life?
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>>561419442
Probably a 5/10. I used to be incredibly attractive but I've stopped caring over the last few years.

>will never have a living partner
>no reason to look after my appearance beyond basic standards for work and school
>0 shits given, forever

It would be a shame if I had anyone to impress, but I'm naturally attractive enough that even no effort exerted is enough to still use it to my advantage. Eh. Sorry for rambling, it's not very relevant to the thread.
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>>561419563
I've been continuously drinking this entire time lol
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>>561419696
laffin' so hard. Thanks
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>>561419907
Hey, if you're ever feeling down just remember: you are more accepted then someone who is attracted to children! =D

:(
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>>561419638
you should watch this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dP1VWgvAfOI

i think it's pretty funny
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>>561419713
>implying there's nothing to be gained from talking to people you aren't sexually interested in

I know this is /b/ but surely the concept isn't so abstract you can't grasp it
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>>561419363
>bullshit
Now everyone is going to circlejerk and speak almost only about how OP is (potentially) female.
Do you see? I'm not the one ruining the thread with bullshit.

>>561419907
OP, another question:
Does anyone know about your issue in person?
If so, what do they think about it and how have they acknowledged it?
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>>561419976
OP im having dinner at the moment plz seize pic dump for a while :( Also save thread screenshot or whatever so that you can look at the nice comments anytime you are feeling down
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>>561419256
Jut read an interview of Karen Greenlee

Not exactly the same case as you but maybe she can help to overcome that with advices and understanding.
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>>561419024
What could she have possibly done to deserve this?
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Listening to "Welcome to My Nightmare" now.

What celebrity to you feel you resemble closely?
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>>561420090
h-h-h-a-ahahe-eheehey th-thanks

>>561420113
I'm crying right now from laughing so hard
just wanted you to know that
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Have you noticed your disinterest in normal heterosexual relationships causing a spike in their interest in you? How do deal with it if so?
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>>561420395
it's fake faggot and why would you give a fuck anyway
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I know its not the most relevant time for tits or gtfo because she's not attention whoring.

But she should still prove her authenticity since its been raised now.

This is /b/.
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>>561419493
Oh look we got a piece of shit that tries to call its self human. That's cute
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>>561420481
hey, since you're drunk...

What does beer and necrophilia have in common?

In both cases, you're cracking open a cold one!
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>>561420574
Because I haven't destroyed my mind with thousands of evil images. Because I don't need Jesus.
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>>561420279
>Does anyone know about your issue in person?
>If so, what do they think about it and how have they acknowledged it?
Several friends I've made from 4chan know and they treat me as if it's not even an issue. I fucking love them all beyond description. My last forensic psychiatrist, current psychiatrist and current forensic psychiatrist also know, and they are all extremely uncomfortable and reluctant to discuss it. When they do, they're very frank. The forensic psychiatrists are painfully clinical. The regular psychiatrist is very sympathetic but obviously unsure of what to say or do.

>>561420294
>plz seize pic dump for a while :(
lol do you know where you are
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>>561420645
Unless you're European, and drink nasty ass warm beer
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>>561420509
Good point

>>561420645
rofl
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>>561420642

Watch your tone, fucker!
OP is a lady!
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>>561420372
I might just overcome my paranoia one day and reach out to her. I don't think she'd have any incentive to forward me to the authorities and it could help.
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>>561420956
guiness is supposed to be served cold
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>>561421005
>lady
Lol.
>Internet crush
>about an FBI fisher
Feels gud brah?
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>>561418742

>"Hotels, motels..."

Man! you must have some pretty large pieces of luggage!
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>>561421045
OP what about kids do you want any? If not when and why did you decide that?
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>>561420906
Maybe a psychologist-psychotherapist will be better than a psychiatrist.

Psychiatrist are more generalist than specialist.
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>>561421378
Word on that
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>>561418537
Thanks for answering. It's 3AM so I'm going to bed. Thread won't be up when I wake up.

Good luck with the future, OP. I think both that you're able/willing to talk about it as well as your ability to recognise it as a "problem" (for lack of a better word) are very positive signs. I hope you're able to take away from this thread that not everyone in the world will shun you or abandon you because of it, even if we don't understand or condone your actions/feelings.

Personally, if I met you down the pub and you told me you're a necrophile, well...wouldn't stop me including you in the next round. You don't sound and weirder than the next guy. Or girl, in this case.
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>tfw OP will never fuck your decaying body
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>>561410943
you're gonna be dead anyway who cares if we see your titties.
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>>561421790
Because she is alive now.
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>>561420408
I've been told I look like Lena Headley, Lucy Lawless, Aubrey Plaza, Eva Habermann, and a couple others. I'm sure you get the idea. Lena is definitely the top though.
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>>561420220
oh right, sorry - lol

>>561420481
>>561420906
>>561421045
i read your posts, higher up and i gotta say, i understand you. i myself am a spankophilliac and i'm wired just the way you are, except it's with spanking not with corpses. but i understand how you got it because like you said you went to many funerals as a kid, i got spanked one too many times as a kid and my mom always threatened me with spanking, which gave me anxiety and as soon as i hit puberty, that anxiety turned into a class 3 fetish. the orgasms i have during normal sex are okay, but the orgasms i have before, during and after a spanking are divine. it's like being kissed by god it's better than anything else in the entire fucking word. the longer a spanking is, the sounds, the slapping sounds, the burning cheeks, the color of the cheeks, the scolding, it's just so...soo goood, it's ecstatic, i could get spanked forever, i loose track of time

lol i got carried away, so yeah i know why you have it because i'm wired like you are, except it's spankophillia not necrophillia

i've always wondered, do we feel ''more'' pleasure ? people with fetishes ? do we feel more than normal people feel during normal sex ? because our fetish don't do anything for normies but for us it's pure heaven
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>>561421554
Good guy 2K2g1Htn
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What about animals? Got a thing for roadkill?
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>>561420509
Not really, it's been fairly continuous. I'm charismatic and relatively good looking so people are attracted to me, and it's difficult even normally to handle deflecting that interest without hurting people. Having to come up with excuses to turn them down make it even harder. Which is how I have to deal with it.
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>>561420645
I've been waiting the entire thread for someone to make this joke

You've made my night
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>>561421005
the old necrophiliac white knight trick, works everytime!
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>>561420956
Beer is served room temperature, lager is served cold.

How do people not understand this?

If you've never drunk real beer then you won't understand but lager is served chilled/cold because it generally tastes like shit so you can't drink it warm, real beer has flavor.
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>>561421378
fetishes can't be fixed, it developed for years during growing up so nobody can re-wire those wires...once you have a fetish it's there for life, and it's better than anything else, food, air, you name it, the fetish is 1000x better, it can't be rewired because it's a huge part of you and who you are
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>>561421005
Woah now, let's not get carried away. I'm a cynical, alcoholic, perverted, /b/-posting necrophile. Lady is stretching it, even if I have good intentions.
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>>561422129

Okay, now we're getting somewhere.
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>>561422550
I have to say, this has been a genuinely disturbing experience for me. I think the last shred of humanity that I was gripping onto slipped beyond my grasp. Obviously I am applying a reasonable amount of scepticism towards the authenticity of this thread but so far your responses have been so real, believable and so gritty that I'm not sure how I will recover.


Thank you OP.
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OP thanks for sharing your story. Interesting to see how people can differ from you so much. Thanks.
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New thread anyone? This one seems close to 404ing
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ever tried one of those realistic sex dolls inplace of dead people?

sorry if this question has already been up, not done reading thread and the thought just popped in my head
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>>561422769
it's definitely authentic, i read her growing up post, and it all makes sense, her dots connect just like my dots except my fetish is spanking
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>>561409596
I'll do it, if you're in my area. Attractive, too, if that matters.
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>>561421303
Those garment bags are heavier than they look!

>>561421359
Oh, GOD, no. God, no. No. First and foremost, I'm prone, genetically, to a lot of mental and physical illness. It would be incredibly unfair to any potential children of mine to pass that on to them. Next, I'm a bloody fucking necrophile. I'd need to raise them with a partner I love and unconditionally care for, and I'm not capable of that. I'm not financially, mentally, emotionally, just in no fucking way developed and responsible enough to have children in the forseeable future and with my history I wouldn't trust myself to look after a child's welfare. If the operation wasn't so invasive I'd have my tubes tied. As it is I'm on birth control perpetually. No kids. No thanks. Not ruining any more lives.
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OP probably pays a mortician to fuck his dead bodies.
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>>561421378
My psychiatrist functions as a therapist, as does the forensic psychiatrist. Because I'm on quite a few medications, their primary concern is the medication, but that doesn't mean they aren't giving me therapy as well. I've had many, many therapists, sex therapists, etc. in the past, and they couldn't change my paraphilia. It's deeply, deeply engrained in my and there are a lot of other things I have to work through first before I can hope to effect it.
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>>561422727
having a festish isn't a problem at all but the problem comes when you become to suffer from it.

Meaning that's pathological and a psychologist-psychotherapist won't fix you, he'll provide new way to handle it and not suffer from it.
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poll
which is worse furries/this/diapers
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>>561422916
here from the beginning, can confirm
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>>561423421
What the fuck do you have against diapers?
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>>561421554
If you see this when you wake up, thank you /very/ much for your kind words. It means a hell of a lot to know that there are people out there who won't wish me dead or worse for something I can't help but like. I'd buy you a round any time, anon. Thanks again.
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OP what precautions do you take when fucking a body. And have you ever given a body oral or is that too risky?
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>>561423340
Fore sure, but you've already done a great work!

Go on girl!
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I've been lurking. This thread is very, very interesting. Most of what /b/ posts is useless, inane bullshit. I'd like to talk to this OP and BS with him over lunch. Besides, I know guys or have talked to guys/girls who are pedos, have foot fetishes, vore fetishes (admittedly I like vore), like futa, rape and shit/ scat so I don't feel like I can judge OP here.

I'm legitimately interested for the first time in a long time.
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>>561423539
actually nothing I've been an abdl my whole life I'm just trying to get a poll on everyone nonchalantly but i guess not anymore :/
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>>561422318
>divine. it's like being kissed by god it's better than anything else in the entire fucking word.
jesus I couldn't have said it any better myself
I speculate that we do experience more pleasure than your average person
There's simply no way that they could feel and experience sex the same way as we do when we're indulging our philias and not understand what we're struggling with

It's great that you can engage in yours without hurting anyone other than yourself (and even then not permanently)

>>561422329
Fukken saved
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>>561423614

I have to ask... why would you give head to a dead body? Do you think it's going to react or something?
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>>561422375
Absolutely not. When I was a kid I enjoyed killing animals but it's never been sexual.
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>>561423894
Thanks for the inspiring read.
Godspeed anon.
Last Question: Which country are you from?
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>>561423794
1 post in 2-3 years is that interesting, everyone seems to want to be acknowledged.

Pretty stimulating to discover new things
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>>561424058
Why the fuck would you kill the only living that will never betray you?
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>>561423421
This.
This is almost in par with paedophilia, sufferers of this and paedophilia desecrate something which in their own ways are pure and defenceless. Both have consequences on the family (if they find out.) Both acts are equally depraved. Obviously, this is an opinion.
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>>561422769
>>561422916
>>561423532
If any of you are from /r9k/ I did a few threads like this several years ago
I've also been dumping gore on /b/ for over 10 years now
100% legit
Not meaning to make anyone abandon faith in humanity
Just opening a few eyes and answering any questions anyone might have.
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>>561422852
Holy shit I had no idea we were so close to 404. Should I make a new thread then? I'll answer any unanswered questions in the new one, of course.
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>>561424268
Do they absolutely have to be dead? Or could you get off with like a drugged out like-death state?
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>>561424058
OP what is your favourite food
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>>561423946
Well thats why I'm asking, but I know people who get off from giving oral
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OP as aforementioned fucking fascinating thread and you got balls for fessing up and coming to terms with things.

Got no question but hope you manage to get by ok. Hope wanking to gore is enough to sate you

11/10 thread
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>>561418157
have you posted about your nechrophilia on 4chan before? a couple years ago there was a thread about necrophiliac and it was also a female
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>>561424363
pls do this thread is gold
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>>561424206
was kind of thinking that. idk about diapers. for me its a coping thing, i want to be pure and defenseless not desecrate it, i want to relive where i felt safe etc etc
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>>561411651
i no longer think you are lying
honestly you seem like an alright dude, you get that fucking dead bodies isnt socially acceptable and you seem like you dont want to harm anyone

i hope everything works out for ya buddy
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>>561424363
If you make a new thread, don't forget to put the links in here
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>>561424773
>>561424584
will do, going to pay my rent, will make a new thread in just a couple minutes
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>>561409596
if you're trying to convince someone you're real, name your files something like "IMAGE_00012.jpg"

not Human (5).jpg

Best of luck arresting these fucking psychos.
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>>561424612
>tfw
Yeah, I get it.
I enjoy being abused in any way possible, punched, slapped and spanked. . . whatever.
Also verbally assaulted by a sexual partner.


Why?


It's what makes me feel loved and appreciated.
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Do we still have the archive?
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New thread >>561425487

answering all question in order they were asked over there
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I'm glad you got that type of sexuality. Atleast you won't reproduce, wich makes me very happy.
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Hate to say it, but you are indeed a psychopath. Best to just off yourself now seeing as you'll never be able to fulfill the very basal nature of being a human.
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>>561418537
Can you describe the smell at all?
Also, did the smell turn you off in the beginning?
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>>561408549
I'll take care of it for you
>send pics 1st plox
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>>561400386
How do you get the bodys?
What state (Fresh, decomposing, etc) are they in?
Any extra safety measures besides condoms?

Maybe you could just do a rundown of the entire process for me?
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Hey op ive just finished reading the whole thread you sound like a cool girl ..wut are you drinking ? I'd buy u another glass of it cheers girl
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>>561412151
>I "crave" it every fucking moment. I don't get relief even when I'm asleep. I'm absolutely fucking obsessed and it physically pains me to do nothing about it. I feel like a part of me is being squashed out, like my light and reason for existing is being repressed, that I'm denying who I am and what I need and the only thing that feels right

It's like me, but with self-harm and a self-harm fetish
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>>561400386
Hi necrofag. Post your face. Thanks.
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