feels thread /b/ro's, post stuff that made you feel sad
Rumor has it he was only supposed to have one line. But all that came out because of his real dad.
Reminds of me of that one Scrubs episode of the paramedic who wouldn't stop annoying Dr. Cox.
In fact, that's almost exactly how the story goes.
Sorry you feel that way. If you want leave me an email and at least you can have someone to talk to ? I probably don't live close but it helps to have someone to listen to you even if that's all they can do . At the very least maybe we can play the vidya and do other perfectly normal, non homosexual things together .
>feeds depression with depressing shit
Fuck man, whyyy!
You and i will never escape.
Can depression really make us see this world and everything for what it really is? I mean, we arent starving or dieing (some of us at least) most have nothing wrong. I feel for those who cant afford food. Or to pay a bill. For those who cant afford a good lifestyle. Or anything. Even if your ugly or weird or rejected or anything else. I fucking love you man and i hope that one day you will get a break and one day, maybe, JUST maybe. You get it
Yea you never really expect that shit to happen to you or someone you care about it's always someone else's problem . I guess that's the only way we can keep living, if we considered the fact the next time we step out our door in the morning it might be our last probably no one would leave their home
I've got this one that hits pretty close to home if you browse /k/
Thanks guys, I needed this thread.
Two months ago my best friend I ever had, I considered her a sister. I literally called her my sister and one time she was like "omg that means so much to me". Turns out our entire relationship was a lie, she was lying to me for our entire friendship, She allowed me to think of her as my sister, only to demean it and destroy that sentiment afterwards.
I couldn't let her go at first. She was the reason behind my very existence. She was everything to me, if I let her go I would have had nothing. Now I realize, I have nothing.
You got us anon, we might be a hateful bunch of bastards and basement dwellers, but deep down. We're all brothers, Keep your head strong, Keep your hopes up, Keep on keeping on, I'm having a feels trip myself right now but I don't want to see a fellow /b/rother give up. Even if it's just for me and no one else, Don't you dare fucking think you have nothing, You have the whole world in your hands, it's up to you to decide what to do with it
It makes me angry when people use the term friendzone. If people didn't really know me they'd call me friendzoned, but I'm not, not at all. I'll save you guys the story, but the gist is that me and this girl have loved each other for over 3 years now, but we will never get together. We know that we love each other, we've both admitted at least once. I'm not assuming that she loves me, like most of the guys who get called friendzoned, I KNOW that she does.
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Whoa that's pretty fucked up :/
It pisses me off that people have to go through this shit and I'm powerless to stop any of it . Like no matter what they do they can't win . Maybe in a hundred years all thee fighting will be over but so many would have died or gone through so much agony and bloodshed . I wish I had the power to stop shit like this . Everyone deserves to be happy . Nobody should have to go through this :(
We will never be together because of me. I hate to admit it, but we both know it's true. I don't really get emotions and I'm not trying to sound like some angsty teenager or anything, but I really don't. I don't really (I hate to say it in this thread) "feel" them, I understand them from a logical standpoint; like in a situation I know that I am supposed to feel sad, bad, happy, etc but I don't actually feel it. This is the main nail in the coffin that is our romantic relationship. She is full of sadness and I can't understand or help her and it drives me crazy.
I was just like you, /b/rother. For the longest time in my relationship I couldn't feel emotion and it pissed my girlfriend off. Until it was all over. Realizing emotion is the worst feeling in the world.
i heva a really bad internet conection so the img builds up fromt top to bottom.
I saw the sky forgat on witch site i am dream for a second and than it shoutls FUCK YOU! at me...
I can't find anyone else either, believe me I've tried. Every time I find someone who is attractive or interesting I'll talk to them for a while, but once I get her back in my head the new girl is wiped. This has happened 4 times now and I'm afraid that I will never be able to love anybody else like I love her.
I'm glad I'm not the only one like this, thanks man.
This isn't that bad. . But anyway. ..
>me about 12 so
>woken up by my mother freaking out
>find out my grandfather died
>not very out of the blue as he was in the hospital for quite some time
>go into shock and can't handle it
>remain unable to feel real emotions for a whle
>at his funeral
>see uncle lose composure and cry
>cried my fucking eyes out like the bitch I am
>forced to stop by my father
>5 years later meet current girlfriend
>her grandmother died of cancer just like my grandfather
>whenever cancer is mentioned we quickly become defensive
>watching bob's burgers
>episode involves magic
>remember my grandfather taught me magic tricks as a child
>already tearing up
>they do the quarter behind the ear trick
>grandfather taught me that
>even when I fucked up so many times trying to do it he still told me I could do it
>lose composure and cry my eyes out
>after a while tell my gf why I'm crying
>all the memories with my grandfather come flooding back
>can't handle the fact that I lost the greatest man I have ever known
Most days I wake up and wish I hadn't.
The only person that didn't make me feel that way I push away.
She doesn't want anything to do with me, and honestly, she's better off.
>my birthday is coming up
>never helped mom with anything
>she has cancer now
I'm so sorry, I failed you mom.
>"keep rocking on, piano man"
I can't get her out of my head. It's has affected my life in more ways than one. I don't sleep much because the thoughts of her keep me awake at night. When I do fall asleep she's in my dreams almost every night she will appear somehow. I had one the other day that I woke up crying hysterically because she handed me our child. It gives me chills just typing about it.
/b/,I'm dating an amazing girl, who's only a little crazy. We've been together two years now, having met our senior year in high school. I Love her, but I think I might want to break up with her. I hate the thought of causing her pain, but if I marry her, I feel like I'll be missing out on the possibility of meeting someone better. Plus, I've always looked forward to dating as an adult. What do I do?
Also, I feel like that if I break up with her, I could never meet anyone better. That terrifies me. I hate thinking about this, I feel like such a selfish piece of shit, but I just don't know
Although, now that you're aware of it you're both to blame. He'll hate himself on his death bed when you tear up because he'll know he's failed you.
>watchign cartoons with gf
>suddenly start bawling
>she's like "nigger wtf"
>she cheats on you with normal guys
I don't even know what to type, /b/. It's 3 in the morning here. I just want somebody to talk to.
I have no friends, /b/. None.
Most of the time I'm okay with it. I feel like
most days. But then sometimes this washes over me and I just feel so fucking miserable and empty and dead inside out of nowhere.
The alcohol is finally wearing off to the point where I could probably eat now. It's been 4 days.
I just don't know, man. It's like I've got my own little personal raincloud.
think about the posibility that if you break with her she won't talk you anymore, and what's worst, maybe you will never find someone better than her.
Only know you love her when you let her go. think about living a life of regret.
dude, in all seriousness, if you already managed to be together for 2 years, stay with her.
If you break up, chances are that you could meet a better person. But do you really think you will meet a better person? In this world all odds are against everyone. Even against you.
keep dating her till you find someone better then leave her for the new girl. You wont feel bad because you will be happy and excited in the new relationship. Also think of exit strategies to end it. Fake fights, problems differences in opinion.
After she moved away to uni I had to get prescribed Adderal, because during the exams I couldn't focus on them, I would be thinking about her. I have been a straight A student all my life and I've barely kept up a 2.8 GPA these last two semesters. I missed her so much /b/ it was terrible. I know that it will go back to being terrible once she goes back in 2 weeks.
I'm going to stop typing now, I have a final in the morning. I'll still post pics though
I love you guys.
My papa died about a year ago, nicest and best person I ever knew.
I tear up randomly every so often if something reminds me of him, there is just so much. I hide it though.
Stay strong /b/ro, life is just there to temper your soul.
>only have one girl whom I felt real feelings for
>had a brief thing with her once but was never in a full relationship with one another
I don't even think she qualifies as a Her but she's the closest thing to a Her I had. It's embarrassing.
I just feel like shit, man.
I had a girlfriend I was with for 4 1/2 years. We were high school sweethearts, but we were so fucking close. She'd sleep at my place all throughout high school and we'd have breakfast together. Showers, going to school, cooking dinner, shopping, sleeping, everything. We'd wear each other's clothes. We knew each other's families and went on road trips together. I seriously thought of her as my wife. We did EVERYTHING together. She was my other half. I've never been as genuine with anyone in my life or felt as comfortable around them. I really felt like everything was okay no matter what when we were together. We could talk endlessly and I'd never get bored, but I was comfortable with her just being there. We didn't have to do anything special and I'd look forward to it. Eating top ramen and watching netflix was fantastic with her next to me.
Then she cheated on me. She did it while I was out of state helping to take care of my dying uncle. I went back overnight and just dumped all her shit on her porch. Everything. Her clothes. Her pipe. Her toothbrush. All the stuffed animals she made for me. Everything she ever drew or painted for me. All the tickets I saved from events we went to together. The key to her house. All the little love letters and photos. Everything. Just rang the doorbell at 2 AM and left, then drank myself into a stupor ignoring her calls.
Went back, uncle died. Alcohol. Liver failure. Watched him vomit blood. Held his hand as he died the next day. Buried his ashes at sea.
Everyone's just been miserable. My grandma and grandpa just lost their son. My dad lost a brother. Aunt and uncle lost a brother.
I've been here for a year now. I have no friends here. I have no friends. Everyone was a mutual one, and we don't talk. I haven't made any friends here. I don't talk to my sisters. It's been a year since I saw one of them.
You know hot to be better and you're not.
Yes, you are a loser, you are in a hole that you dug yourself despite better knowledge.
I hear too many stories like this to ever take women seriously again.
I hope not, anon. My life is a joke.
6: mom wheres all this smoke coming from?
11: dad i miss my mom
13: mom, youre back
14: mom, youre cooler than i thought you were
15: wow mom youre actually still kind of a cunt
I just need to get this out of my chest, because I can't talk to anybody.
I'm tired. I'm 20 y/o, and I've been depressed for the past 5 years, maybe 6. I'm just tired of life. I'm not good at anything, I always fuck things up. I'm tired of going outside and see people being happy. I'm tired of seeing my family being happy. I'm tired of feeling depressed. I'm tired of life.
I try, I try so fucking hard to stop feeling like this.
I've had relationships in the past, both girls and guys, but I always end up breaking up with them because they only get sad around me. I don't know what to do know.
I've tried everything: exercise, travelling, sports, everything, but life is grey for me.
I wake up, I'm depressed. I go to sleep, I'm depressed. I go to college, I'm depressed. Even while I'm sleeping I have this fucking sad dreams, fuck. I cry most of the time, and I know you're gonna call me a faggot, but I don't care anymore.
I'm crying typing this, fuck I'm pathetic.
aw man, i dont know what to tell you. maybe you should try drugs or something if nothing else works
my mother was ambitious but had a week will, so she got super addicted to meth and shit, smoked it when i was in the womb, took me away from my dad and smoked it while i was a little kid, fucked up my memory and attention span really fucking bad.
The other came into town briefly for my birthday and then left and wasn't there for it. Because she had to go see a concert with her friends.
That was a few days ago. I just turned 21. I'm fucking poisoning myself here. My standards finally dropped so low last night that I pissed in a bottle and puked into a bag to avoid leaving my room. I don't know where my wallet is or my keys or my knife or how I got home.
I took a year off from school to come out here. Fucked up my first year of college. Hard. I know they're all disappointed. Entered a deep, deep fucking depression. Stopped coming out of my too to go to class. Unofficial withdrawals. At one point, it was tough for me to get up and even use the bathroom or eat.
I haven't seen my biological mom in over a decade, or spoken to her. Last photo I saw of her was on mugshots.com. Dad and stepmom just divorced. My sisters and I have grown distant.
I feel it all at once sometimes.
I'm going back to school, a different school, in two weeks and I'm worried that I won't make any friends there, either. None of my credits transfer. I'm a 21-year-old freshman.
Fuck, man. I just don't know.
forgot to close the window one night when I was 8 so my budgies wouldn't freeze to death, froze my budgies to death.
beaky and buster.
gave them a viking funeral though.
put them in a Corn Pops box and lit it on fire in the neighbour's pool.
I don't even feel like having a relationship again. I really don't. Don't get me wrong, I like sex, but none of it is a mystery to me anymore. I don't want the hassle or the pain or the bullshit of flirting after that. Fuck it. If some girl is cool with pot, netflix, and top ramen and wants to suck my dick, fine. But fuck it. I'm so fucking done. I know I'm young, but I'm already burnt out on this shit.
I don't know what to tell you. I want to say it gets better, but I really can't guarantee that. I'd recommend MDMA or DMT, because the mental health system is fucked and I don't trust meds. But if your QOL is honestly at stake, hey, try meds.
I dunno, man. I've been there, but not for 5 years. For me I'm usually just blue and this shit comes in waves. If every day is like treading water to you, all I can say is that it can get worse, so try to keep afloat.
Believe me, I'll try. It's just that it's been so long since I actually interacted with a peer that I think I might fuck it up. That, and I've slowly been realizing how bad a friend I am anyway. I don't think I'm really a person anyone would want in their life.
On mobile, don't feel like green texting.
My father was a drunk piece of shit that beat my mother. I wanted nothing to do with him, but legally had to spend one weekend a month with him due to partial custody. In spite of everything, he's still my dad and I still love him. My younger brother wasn't even a year old when parents split, so he never developed any attachment to him. That kid grew up with me as a father figure, with our mom supporting us both. When I was 13, I chose to stop visiting my dad and he stopped paying child support. Flash forward 10 years. my aunt calls me to let me know that my dad isn't doing well, and has had a stroke. I go and visit him in the hospital, and he looks ragged as fuck. Have barely talked to him over the years, and my brother told him that he wasn't allowed at his graduation. I don't even hate him or anything, I just feel sorry for the man. He starts explaining how he was so sorry for never being able to be a good dad for us, and asks where my brother is. I make up some lie about him having to work, and tell him that my brother and I love him. 3 years later, my brother still hasn't talked to him, and I still lie to my dad and tell him that my brother sends his love and shit. TFW our father doesn't have much longer to live, and my brother doesn't care about him in the least. At least the old man will die thinking that both of his sons love him.
Man I'm here for you. I aint gonna call you a faggot. I'm just gonna say that I'm in a similar predicament society wise. I dont have many friends, maybe 2 or 3. And I havent gotten a degree, or learnt how to drive. All I do is sit at home and play games, cause games are the only thing I really enjoy. Share your feels with us /b/ro. We're here for you.
I know it's not very helpful and pretty much doesn't mean anything, but I'm mostly saying it to myself. I can relate to most of the story and don't really know how to deal with it. By telling him this I'm actually trying to tell myself not to give up and keep hoping for better days
Talk to her anon, just try it. People make mistakes, and they learn from them. It might sound impossible to get over now, but a better day will come. With some work, you could even spend it with her.
Anon, what I'm going to say, you may have heard often from others. The world just isn't a place with endless rainbows and a sunshine of eternal fortune. Most of of the time, its a horrible and ugly place where all odds seem to be against everyone. Its a place that will punch you into the ground, day after day, week after week, year after year. But it isn't all about how hard you can punch back, it's about about much punches you can swallow, how much punches you can take and even then go on in life. That's the only way you can possibly win in life. Don't go around and say that you are currently in this stage of life because of others, only losers do that. YOU, fellow anon, are better then that. Start to take the punches life gives you everyday and use them as experience as you go on in life. Thats the only way you, and everyone in this godforsaken world, can possibly win
Who, my ex? No way. That chapter's over.
Yeah, I guess I do. I don't know what the fuck I'm expecting to accomplish in here.
I've honestly never heard that. "The world is absolutely fucked-up and it's all about how much shit you can take" isn't exactly PC advice. I think there's some value to it, though. Thanks. I'll see what I can draw upon from this bullshit to learn.
I already tried that. Psychologist's only makes it worse.
Thanks, bro. I really appreciate that like you have no idea.
I've tried meds, too: Abilify, Prozac, Norpramin, etc. It works for awhile, but never at long term.
I used to write stories, too. I have a few, but they're in Spanish.
Believe me, I've fucked a lot of girls and guys, and let guys fuck me too. Sex makes it worse.
Thanks man, I really needed that. I always do.
You are a genuine asshole.
You throw away 4 years of loving relationship because your girl fucked a dude ? What's wrong with you ?
You have two options:
- Be a loser asshole like you are now and die of cirrhosis
- Pick up your goddamn phone, call your ex saying I'm sorry to have overreacted but wtf ? Why on earth did you fuck that dude? Take it from there
You are a 5 year old who thinks relationships are perfect and give up on the first bump on the road.
Yeah infidelity is just a bump on the road.
Get over yourself and stop whining like a bitch.
If you are trolling /b/ with made up shit go fuck yourself.
if you're not disabled you can try krav maga or mma. do what you can at your level of stregth no matter what the other think about it: you will gain self confidence, it work for me.
You are a fucking retard if you think you should just run back to somebody who's cheated on you. That'll just make them think they can get away with it again. It also shows they're lacking love for you, and that you can find somebody much better. Have a bit of respect for yourself, faggot.
I was in a position where, had my disposition been different, I could have really resented my father. Guy was an alcoholic for years and it ended up costing him his marriage, probably his job, and a good portion of his personal relationships outside of family. Because he wasn't belligerent or abusive, I had the opportunity to kind of observe this man fall apart at an age too young to really understand what was going on very well. What will always stick with me is an understanding I came to years later based on these old memories: in his own way he was trying harder than anyone I have ever known to be a good person and a good father. He simply did not know how (something he confided in me directly when I was, again, way too young to be having that kind of conversation). But he fought toward it constantly, and I'm thankful now to have been able to recognize it, even in hindsight.
You here a lot of stories about dead beat parents. How so-and-so's mom/dad ruined their childhood by being a shit in some form or another. I always get the impression that were these situations afforded a bit more transparency of the mindset of the offenders, that my experience might be found to be more common than it seems. It takes a lot for a person to be rotten to their very foundation, but it's very easy to assume this to be the case.
I'm glad to here you have tried to give your dad some peace of mind, even if it doesn't appear that he deserves it.
Fellow anon, for some it may not seem like this, but this world is indeed absolutely fucked up beyond repair. Day after day, humans are shitting on each other. Every human is a lying cunt,and that includes us. And there are only 2 ways that one man can follow. Either you drown in this steady stream of shit like most people, or you strive for better, for a change all want but only a few get to experience, to build a path to oneselfs personal heaven, where someone couldn't give less fucks about what this whole planet is up to.
Are you kidding me? I'm not obligated to give her another chance, and I'm not the asshole here. It's an asshole move to cheat on your boyfriend while he's out-of-state for the explicit purpose of caring for a dying relative. I didn't throw the relationship away.
And you know what else? I don't want her back. I'm not THAT pathetic. I'm not even sad because I don't have her specifically. Fuck her. I'm sad because I view her differently now. I'm sad because my faith in somebody I thought was a friend is gone. I'm sad because I watched somebody die. I'm sad because of plenty of shit.
But make no mistake. I don't even want her back. She would backstab me again anyway. The entire time I thought she was my best friend, it turns out she was just pathetic. Turns out she just needs constant validation in order not to feel like shit, so she gives herself up to anyone impulsively for that validation. She's got 3 wet holes. She'll get attention with or without me.
I seriously have no clue why you're going after me and championing her. Either you're a troll or you need to go back to r/sex with that shit.
Hang in there. We're not exactly there for you, but we're there for you. At 4 in the morning when nobody else is.
Yes, it does. If my girlfriend cheated on me, whom I've been with for 3 years I'd be quite happy to go off and fuck somebody else myself. That is not the reason you have a relationship with somebody, to be fucking unfaithful to them. How retarded can you be? That's nothing but a huge lack of respect for yourself.
FUCK THAT IMAGE FUCK THAT. NEVER BE SOFT, BELIVE ME.
Whenever I went soft again the world fucked me right in the ass... I was supposed to be married now...
Fuck that. Go fucking hardcore on the world. Not evil. But go hardcore.
Mkay /b/ros, first time toasting in a feels bread but here goes. Going to summarise the first bit with greentext and write the rest. (Note the first few parts were told to me by my sister and my dad, as I was too young to remember correctly.)
>Dad paralysed from the chest down in a traffic accident.
>Mum took everything from him while he was in hospital
>She even sold his house
So he's left with nothing. Once he's discharged from the hospital she divorces him and gains custody of me and my sister, officially moving to this nice neighborhood miles from where he lived.
>Skip to 1 year later
I start getting sick a lot, throwing up randomly, blood draining from my lips. Mum doesn't treat it as important until my older sister begs her to take me to a doctor. He told her to go to the hospital to get me x-rayed or what the fuck ever, so she took me to the town's hospital. She's a senior midwife so she could have hurried it along but decided to wait in A&E. Finally our turn comes, and it turns out I have one of the more severe types of leukemia. Because of the shit tier hospital, we have to travel halfway across the country to get me to somewhere that can treat me.
>My memories start here
>Remember a few bits about the car journey
>Generally feeling weak
>Blur until I wake up in a bed
>Not my own, it was one of those hospital ones
>A few bright lights, the cancerous bone was removed from me
>Remember pins and needles in my right hand, a strange bandage thing
>Can't see mum, but dad's talking to the doctor
>They need to give me some jabs
>Dad needs to hold me so they can give me the jabs
>Remember crying, looking up at him, angry almost
>Jabs all done, I'm stood up and walked to the main ward
>skip forwards a few times, lots of blanks in my memory
>Always have a blood pack connected to me
>Always see my dad watching over me
>Mum rarely visited, gran a few times
(Cont, sorry for shit writing)
I can guarantee you that it was more than once. If somebody does something bad, part of the problem with it is that it tells you something about their character. And if it's something they tried to conceal, then odds are the one time you caught them is not the one time they did it.
I know now that all she needs is to feel lonely in my absence and she'll cheat. I'm not special to her. She just wants validation and attention. That's nothing to base a relationship on. Better I found out early.
I think you're coming from a mindset of actually WANTING this person badly enough that you'd lose all self-respect to keep them. Not me. That actually made her undesirable to me, and you can't negotiate desire.
If I allow myself to give a fuck about the rest of the world, that shit keeps me up at night. Don't get me wrong, I try to help how I can when I get the opportunity. But I can't dwell on it. It would destroy me.
You are aware than virtually all wives and husbands have affairs at some point in their life ?
You guys are immature. Everyone cheats. Talk about it, move on. Throw out your life partner because she was cock hungry for 10 minutes ? Grow up.
Yeah dude, if your girl never loved you in the first place that's a different story. If she never gave a damn about you, it was smart to cut her loose. But from what you said she was your best friend and your life partner. Did you even ask her why she fucked that dude ? You threw your little tantrum when she bruised your ego and kicked her out. Grow a pair dude. That means being able to endure shit that gets thrown at you. Don't you think your friends and family are going to fuck up at some point ? Everyone fucks up. Forgive and move on. Or be butthurt and whine all day long. Hell it's your life, you decide.
>grow a pair and be a total beta
I have forgiven her and moved on. I don't think you get it. I don't want to be with her, and trying to convince me of why I'm the asshole isn't going to make her a more desirable person.
And I'm really not obligated to be with her.
Did you ever even have the conversation of "why"? If not then you really did jump the gun there.
It's a shit thing to do, and even shittier given the timing. Based on everything else going on you're perfectly justified in overreacting, especially given the only real situation in that mess that you COULD react against was her. But that conversation really ought to have happened at some point. If she can't give you a real answer, bear your soul style, then you called it right in losing faith in her. But after 4+ years with as resounding of a record as you make it sound, I think you owe her at least the opportunity to speak her peace.
I don't owe her shit, and I broke up with her the way I did specifically to minimize closure for her and drive her nuts.
And I don't care about why. Believe me, I know her well enough to know why.
I called it right, period. This shows that she has the capacity for such a low blow, and frankly, that's all I need to know. I don't owe her anything. She's lucky she got her stuff back at all.
No one is saying you are obligated to be with her. Just that you are obligated to give her the time of day, eventually at least, and you made it sound very much like you had not. Perhaps that isn't the case if you managed to forgive her. At least, I would assume a sit-down would be necessary for that to happen.
>Half a year or so later
>Few memories, made friends on the ward
>shit tasting medicine
>remember watching my sis play harry potter games on the ward ps2
>eventually get discharged
>go to dad's every weekend
>visits become less frequent, mum doesn't want us seeing him
>3 years later
>sister thinks mum's a bitch, moves to my dad's
>I still visit often but it turns into every other month
>mum remarries, stepdad's an alright sort of person
>mum wants sister back, can't stand her living away
>Every time sister visits she feeds her poisonous bullshit about how our dad's a twat
>I don't believe it, but sister does
>Ends up making some bs child abuse claims with mum's help, sis runs away from dad's
>says that dad beat her for going on xbox, etc
>whole court case bollocks
>social workers, the lot
>I start believing this shit
>used to talk to dad on phone all the time, but I stopped ringing him
>court verdict says he's innocent, but I'm not told
>don't ring him to find out
>skip a load of years without contact
>he finally rings up, I answer the phone
>would usually put it straight down, call him a cripple, etc- hated him
>but I remember him being by my hospital bed
>he explains everything, how the court saw him innocent
>trembling, sadness anger and confusion bubbling up
>hate for my mum who ruined my childhood and teens
>just because she wanted his money and to get "one up" on him
>mfw no image could describe mfw
>mfw no image
>pack my shit and leave, move to my dad's
>That was 9 months ago
>haven't talked to mum or sister ever since
>mum poisoned my childhood, lied to me and got me to hate my dad because she doesn't like him
From your previous posts we've already established you're a whiny beta.
>I broke up with her the way I did specifically to minimize closure for her and drive her nuts
Revenge= yet another beta move.
What is fucking up your life is your pride, and the anger you're keeping.
Forgive her, go talk to her.
Medfag here, you may be depressed because your brain lacks the production of a certain chemical. Ask your doctor or psychiatrist about Citalopram or Cipramil, both my mother and i take them daily. One dose of 25mg per day.
I feel like before depression hit me and i've been living my life normally for three years now :-)
Hopefully this post helped you sort out your life and move on.
I'm desperate right now. I'm not attractive enough for college, I'm scared I'm going to live alone, I'm trying to lose weight, and I don't fucking know how. I want to kill myself, but my family would be beyond devastated. Please, I need help /b/ros I'm begging you! I need something, facial surgery, liposuction, anything to lose weight and to be more attractive!
I'm crying really fucking hard as I type this, because I can't get the idea of suicide out of my head.
Damn... This one got me.
>Forgive her, go talk to her.
Why? And for whose sake?
You know what's funny? You've helped me more than anything else in this thread. I came here feeling depressed, and now I remember that I've got a little more self-respect than one might think.
You're an idiot, but thanks for reminding me of that. Strangely enough, I feel better.
I always thought about this with my last gf, it was never an issue for me. I loved her every time i said it, definitely would have given it all to be with her. Still wishing i was with her even today
move on. two years ago i got screwedover by my best friend and gf and i thought i would never move on. i drank and waswreckless for two years and just months ago i met a amazing woman. shit does change, go out and get it. i would sit in here readin this baw shit but eventually you cant grieve anymore. be a man and take what the fuck you want
and fuck this faggot, stupidest comment i've reAD all fucking year
I've heard the atkins diet is really helpful for losing weight, you could try that maybe, apparently cutting gluten out of your diet is also a good idea. I'm no nutrition expert, so look this shit up.
Try walking everywhere as well, spend some time outside, in the sun, just relax and meditate.
Stop worrying about getting girls and stuff, focus on improving yourself and the bitches will come in due time; just teach yourself to be more confident.
thanks guys for sharing your stories, some them have really hit home hard and it's just what i needed. to just cry. your the only people i feel cloese enough to the cry and feel with. thank you.
Can y'all niggas get back to postin sad green text stories pls
The picture is of a war vet.
I hate it when society spits on those who were ready to die for it.
This guy, this is a good guy.
You're going to be okay.
>tfw you look through your dad's old photos
>tfw you see he's been everywhere, was cool, and had lots of friends
>tfw you look at yourself
>Some talentless, socially awkward loser who browses the internet and has no friends
It sort of feels good to let it out and know somebody's reading it, however grim. Especially on a thread like this, I like reading other people's stories. Feels good to b'aww with /b/ros.
On the one hand, yeah, but I sort of miss them both, but at the same time I don't want to talk to them.
I think the problem is that you did a convincing job of painting your relationship before as mutually amazing, and that you both cared a great deal for one another. That her mistake was the momentary lapse in an otherwise devoted individual. That now seems to be less and less the case, and that her cheating was not that surprising for you in hindsight.
Still, it's worth your time, in the future, to let someone you care that deeply about at least try to explain the situation, be it infidelity or lesser betrayals. You don't get to feeling that way about someone by accident.
Well...assuming you're not a REALLY bad judge of character, anyway.
so here is my situation, my story.
>mother has diagnosed with brain cancer
>has about 2 months to live (half of it now)
>while looking for something for her at my parents house i find a letter from my dad adressed to me
>dad is saying that when mom dies he is going with her
>i dont have anyone
im sitting right now, crying and ive never been more scared in my life
that's so fucking true. Two times in my life I was happy for a longer, when I was on ssri (which didn't end well, skin rash and shit after a month) and when I started to actually work, meditate and go out, step by step. People may post pics like >>561300519 this, but they are actually discouraging more than helpful because they show YOU can't help yourself, that you NEED medical help. Which is true only for few percents of depressed people.
College is a vector for that sort of thing, but so is a job, a gym membership, or any other thing involving you and other people.
College's purpose is to teach you a thing so you can do that thing and feel like you are worth something for having been able to do it. You want some quick fix to get pretty because you believe it will improve your self image, but a good number of other things do that, too, an education being one of them. It's arguably the longer road, but just as arguably more worth while in the long run.
Finding something that allows you to believe you are useful/have a purpose can help loads.
heavy story, but have you already talked to ur dad or somthing?
anyway try to keep strong as possible dude!
my grandma cam to visit for a short period of time to the states. I felt like a child again when I first saw her. I saw her struggling to go up the stairs and helped her to the top. she's so fragile, but her smile still hasn't changed a bit. when it is time for her to leave everyone around me, mom, aunts, uncles are crying and I know its because she's leaving. I know she's strong, I'm not worried about anything happening to her but still as the car with her in it drives away I cant hold it any longer because although I may think she's strong enough and that nothing will ever happen to her I know that nothing Is forever and that might be the last time I see her. i need to stop taking things for granted. I'm here to talk to anyone who needs to
I hate these threads because they always make me think about the person I love. They always make me think about how much I adore his smile. How much I love the hugs he gives. How much we like to pretend we're not cuddling when we fall asleep together. How fucking suicidal and upset he is all the damn time. How I nearly lost him to suicide three times. How one day, I'll probably never talk to him again without getting to say goodbye.
I hate these threads.
God, that one got me.
When I was born my parents got a German Shepherd puppy. I grew up with and loved that dog. When I was 14, she got sick and was in a lot of pain so we had to take her to the vet to be put down. I held her in my arms as she died. I'll never forget how she looked right in my eyes at the end like she was asking 'why?'