its been about 4 years since I cried (or last remember crying) and it feels like my whole life is coming down and crashing all around me. I need some images that will invoke the feels so I can let it all out.
Help me /b
Everyone will probably think I'm a faggot, but this scene / quote always made me sad. Wish I had the full scene.
the strange thing is that even though I have all this baww shit, I feel decent these days. Better than the past at least
> Anonymous (ID: y5uoMHe7) 07/15/14(Tue)23:31:21 No.556863902?>>556864075 >>556864810
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thats the saddest thing i have ever read on /b/
I've never once laughed in a YLYL thread. Yet here I am tearing up.
What the shit /b/?
It's been a shitty month.
Happy to finally let it out
the world is a sad place my friend, make the best out of it
Just wanted to share this.
Used to be a bad alcoholic- when my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer, I couldn't be there (despite living close by). As some time passed, the few times she saw me it hurt her more than the pain she was going through, so she cut me off completely
For over a year I had to get sober without so much as a one word text from the woman I cared about more than anything.
Finally, I got a text from her saying "Sorry about your grandmother passing- see you at the funeral" (my dad had not yet told me she passed away, so it was like two live changing moments in one).
That was a while ago-the last month I've visited her at least twice a week. Relationships can always be repaired- I didn't used to think that, but family is family.
Also, I'm still fucking torn up about this fucking picture
And think he would be more ignorant if he attemps suicide just for having a deformed face. If other people doesn't like you, fuck them. If you only care about what other people think of you, then you're a fucking idiot.
Yo you know this feel?
OP, what you need is a person to hug.
Not even kidding. I was the exact same way, didn't remember crying at all, not even from childhood. Then, on a random day not even the most stressful I've seen, I hugged a female friend after an incident and the tears came. Easy. Try it.
I feel you /b/ro, we're all here for you
You are the reason we start these threads.
I keep that picture to remind me that no matter how badly I screw things up, if I can raise even one happy, successful kid, I must have done something right.
Be good to your dads, /b/ros. Chances are they probably need it.
What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I’ll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I’m the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You’re fucking dead, kiddo.
Don't have any pics for you OP but I'm going through a tough time myself. No driving license, stuck back with my parents house so they can take care of me after a catastrophic knee injury, and I just dropped my expensive Lenovo laptop and busted the screen and mousepad. All were results of alcohol related stupidity, and I have no one to blame but myself. I'm at a really low point in my life.
It can be extremely therapeutic if you let it.
I have to admit I had a major 4-5 year dry spell from women when due to my own social inadequacy and it made me a cynical arse hole.
Then I started to take ciprimil and work out... Got bitches..
Met a girl get her pregnant 6 years later 2 kids and I hate her... back to being a cynical arsehole again...
Adore my kids though
at least it's partially a happy conclusion
This is my mom every time I see her..
I hate her and the fact I am stuck with her, I have to work my arse off to take care of my kids, I love drinking but it gets in the way of responsibilities ie Alcoholic (Something I enjoy I cant have) and Cant smoke cause Ive smoked long enough (I still love it)
So I still feel pretty miserable most the time
as I've said before, I'm just dumping what I have
I don't have my flash drive of BAWWW stuff so I can't contribute right now.
I made a lasting friendship (so far, anyway. It's been about 4-6 months) from one of these threads. It happened to be his birthday, he was willing to give me his address, so I sent him some stuff (a home-made card which was kind of sloppily done since I can't draw and a set of kitchen knives and while it wasn't a complete set but useful for most things).
I sent him 10 CAD recently because he was pretty broke, and while it would be nice to get it back it's not money I'd be out since those bills were part of my collection so not something I'd spend anyway. He's come to be a pretty cool friend; someone I can really just talk to and show apart of me that most people wouldn't want to see (my emotional breakdowns can be pretty epic). Though I try to restrain myself so not seem too much like a diva.
I made a post on /soc/ looking for penpals recently who also gave me their address. I should have had a card out Monday, but tomorrow will have to do. I was sluggish writing anything because I couldn't come with anything to write. Eventually I forced myself to write something and I just went with the first draft so it verged on being banal and disjointed. But it's only the first card and you have to start somewhere; I at least made sure to write a few interesting things about myself. I'll have other chances to write something more substantive.
I never really assume things acquaintances will amount to much but it's worth trying and there's a whole internet of people out there to meet.
I'm afraid not. The scene is from the Movie End of Evangelion, which is the movie ending to the TV Series Neon Genesis Evangelion.
You could try and find the movie, or watch the series, it's up to you. Sorry I couldn't be of more help, I searched on YouTube but couldn't find anything.
Reply if you see this, I'll make a media fire account or something and upload a webm with sound there if you're still interested.
My girls is all I have left.
All my longest friends are siding against me.
I feel like life is becoming repetitive and monotonous
I haven't felt happy in idk how long, its always either a sadness anger or indifference
what teh fuck do I do
Im sitting here reading these feels stories and thought id share...
I met a girl 4 years ago, fell in love at first sight. Well i did at least.. 5 months passed, became her best friend, shared everything together. Talked her through some very hard times with her old best friend who wanted to date her but she didnt have the same feels. He told her it was all or nothing. She was heartbroken and i was there for her. Didnt want to be the same guy he was to her... hid my feeling for a long time. She once told me her life would be perfect if i was her gay friend. FML gay-friendzoned. Eventually talked about my feels, she was afraid but after a month or so we dated. Epicwin friendzone escaped! Dated for 7 months, things were beautiful. Never had a single argument. Christmastime rolls around. "anon i want to go to a concert with femanons and my ex. Im long since over him and dont worry i have other friends with me to look out for him blah blah blah" I say yes because i trust her and he used to be a good friend of mine, still kind of was. They sneak off and bang in parking lot. She tells me the next day crying and says she needs to sort out her feelings and we should have some time apart. FML what a great christmas present. Spend the week before/2 months after holidays miserable as fuck. Eventually they break up and we start talking again.
We start hanging out, things go back to normal and fall back into place. Says shes sure she loves me but understands if i dont want to date again. Of course i do im a fucking sap who hasnt ever found a person on earth that makes me feel how she does. Eventually same thing happens but without the cheating and with a different ex.
Repeat last process of reconciliation. We date on and off for past 3 years. Still never having a single fight.Get cheated on a few times because she likes to fuck when she smokes pot. But i forgive her because im a nice guy and im still absolutely head over heels.
Running out of room will continue
We're currently monogamous friends with benefits. I have feels, she does but not as strong. Shes afraid to date again. Things start to get better and worse. Big ups and downs with mood swings and such. Only 2 fights to date in 4 fucking years. Says if we were older. (i.e. mid-late 20s, NO im not fucking 12.) we could probably have a happy marriage and live together happily for a long long time. Past week or so she hasnt wanted to see me. Still talk but its not like it used to be. I feel like im losing her but she says she just has to get over her negative emotions. Promises me shes not seeing anyone else (its a small small town and i know it to be true). Just needs some time to get her head straight.
Im so fucking afraid of losing her. Massively depressed. Dont know what to do with myself. I have friends but i dont really think id ever hang out with them if i could spend every day with her instead... longest i went without talking to her was 7 months but i thought about her every day and night still. I dont think shes someone ill ever get over. Ive been drinking to cope, but trying to quit. Tonight im alone, trapped in my own head. Im staring at a bottle of rum with about 4 shots in it, trying not to drink it. I know it wouldnt even get me drunk nowadays since ive been a heavy drinker but dont know how else to cope. Would an hero and have planned it out and even written suicide notes and sat with a razor in my hand before for hours but can never bring myself to do it because i dont really have a reason to die other than feeling empty. I have an otherwise good life aside from the lady problems and some fucked up family life. I just dont know what to do. I cant cope with anything anymore. I wish someone could help me but I dont feel like im worthy of help. So i hop on here and find a feels thread and now we're here.
We live in completely modern civilizations.
They tell us we have no reason to be sad.
They tell us we have nothing to complain about.
Yet how come there are so many simpler people in the world, without all our technology and riches, who are much happier than us?
It almost seems like modern civilization causes depression.
Do you have thoughts of suicide?
Do you have a plan?
>Well, I've got a bunch of rope in my closet that's been tied into a noose for the last two years and a hook drilled into the ceiling. Also, I've got a bunch of pills that would do the trick so I've been saving 'em.
mfw I didn't know about the mandatory 72 hour lockup. mfw they apparently didn't either.
>mfw have super horrible shitty relationship with father and his cuntwife
>currently dating a girl named Nicole who i could not be more in love with and would feel alone in a dark world without
>about to move in togethor and begin planning post college plans
Jesus christ Anon, you taught me to think twice before asking for feels
It seems like I'm the only one in this thread.
Thank you.. I don't know how many times I've typed Nigger into the capcha
I wish I had something I could offer, but it seems everything I have has just been posted in this thread, likely because it's where I've got most of it from. I've got this post, and I'm not sure if it counts so if not guys sorry for the shit.
Saw it in another thread and I liked it.
if you know how capcha works there are two words one is a scanned copy of a word and the other one is the vavacation (can't spell) that you can read the scanned word, reCapcha (Google) takes that data and then inputs it into a database used for digitizing books and old documents. The goal for 4chan is to compromise this and have Nigger appear in a bunch of old documents in the future.
This is more or less how it works.. if you want to know more just look it up.
I'm going to sleep anon(s). I don't know what else to say other than I've felt some feels, and I appreciate all who posted, and I hope you don't have to feel these sort of things outside of a feel thread.
This fucking story. My GF gets scared easily or wakes up in the night and can't sleep so she'll text me "Wake up!" Three or four times. It rarely wakes me up. This hits me hard because it reminds me of this and that I don't answer until it could be too late.
Anyone got some Feel/baww movies
>The virgin suicides
>its kind of a funny story
>Victoria Decides to die
>The Perks of Being a Wallflower
>Wristcutters: A Love Story
>The Art of Getting By
>Sharing the Secret
>Silver Linings Playbook
Have you gone through everything yet?
Ya, I know that. A while ago my captcha's were rejected while typing "nigger" so I figured they had caught on and were rejecting it out of hand. Alternatively, they can ignore any captchas with nigger written in for the scanned word. In the end, when I do mistype the scanned word I do it far more subtly.
ONE HUNDRED FUCKING PERCENT
I have 2 friends over at my house for the night and they have no idea how shitty I feel. I don't want them to know. If it wasnt for the drugs I'm on, I wouldnt be able to supress it and id definitely start crying, but thats for when they leave and I'm alone again.
you ready to cry like a bitch?
I am a grown man and I cried so hard that I woke up my gf
Thanks /b/ros. My life literally fell apart again and I was so used to it I was just numb. I couldn't cry or move I just slept. But this is the first baw three that worked so thank you, all of you. I may never know any of you but you're all my brother and you've all been there for me in my darkest times. Whether it be advice, a laugh, debates, or to just curb the boredom. So thank you my brothers. I know when no one else is here for me, there's always one place I can turn to. I love you /b/
>requiem for a dream
>fear and loathing in las vegas (actually not very baww throughout, but I felt seriously crushed by the ending monologue)
>of mice and men
I feel like I have some more but for some reason right now I can't remember a single book/movie I've ever seen.
Gave me chills for some reason.
As a stupid teenager my first girlfriend and I would tell eachother "happy 11:11!" when we'd see the clock on 11:11. Never thought I'd see a baww image like this