Just got the results back today. It's cancer for sure, and not one of the pretty ones.
> be me
> shitting blood for a year
> doctor keeps telling me its just hemorrhoids
> finally pass out from blood loss
> wake up in hospital, got transfusion
> they take scans, schedule some procedures, draw blood, etc.
> MRW its not hemorrhoids
I'm only 28 but my prospects are pretty grim. By now I've got a couple thousand in medical bills, with the promise of tens or hundreds of thousands more if I pursue treatment. With less than 10% chance of survival I'm not really inclined to bankrupt my parents' retirement fund or incur a shitload of debt for somebody else to take on after I die anyway. Honestly I wouldn't gamble that sum even on a 20% rate of survival.
So... what do I do, /b/ros? The doctor says I've got at least a couple months if I don't pursue treatment - but any semblance of my life would be over almost immediately if I started chemo.
I've already watched all of Futurama & Breaking Bad, I've already beaten Dark Souls & Borderlands 2, and I'm not sure I can afford to fly to Bangkok to fuck ladyboys til I'm dead (at least, not until my tax return comes back.) Tell me how to spend my remaining months using the $3000 I have left in savings. I don't really like to travel but feel free to recommend the shitty country you live in if you think it will make a difference.
like he said.
first of all, beat dark souls 2 and demon souls.
then go to the country with the most beautiful woman (in your opinion) and fuck the living shit out of them.
Medical debt doesn't transfer over to your kin OP
kinda cliché but do what you've always wanted to do and have fun until the end OP.
Damn, OP. That fucking blows. I'm sorry to hear that dude.
I don't know if this is a possibility for you or not but my friend's aunt and uncle (after discovering his aunt had terminal cancer) took out a life insurance policy on her for big bucks and decided to just travel and see the world 'til she's too sick to do it. I don't know exactly how they worked the details out but once she dies his uncle will get the life insurance money and be able to pay back the debt from all the traveling.
Wow bro, you got fucked over, you must have had such a shit doctor if when youre dripping blood out your ass he doesnt even do an exploratory colonoscopy jeeeeez
Im even inclined to not believe you, thats standard procedure
Still gonna run me into the ground with co-pays and deductibles and what procedures are even covered and all that shit. Obamacare is worthless.
It does when insurance won't cover the treatment and you have to take out a loan with a co-signer to pay for it. That's what the hospital accounting lady said anyway.
Dont pursue treatment and live life however you want. This is your time, you can do anything.
I really don't know how they worked out the details but I'm being 100% serious. I know this is /b/ and people are total cockholes but it's just a thought OP could pursue if he was interested.
My mother has almost a million in medical debt from my father, that shits not passing on to me
Kill whoever you don't like. You could be remembered for decades if you do it right. You have nothing stopping you from doing whatever you want. Start murdering people. Kill someone on stage and then yourself? So many possibilities. Also, make sure to kill yourself before you really start to suffer. None of it will matter after you die. Do whatever the fuck you want?
Thanks man, it actually just spread to the colon recently, they think it probably started in the stomach. I'm a fat German living in the USA by the way.
>I bet girls laugh behind your back faggot
They probably do.
They did a fecal occult blood test and it came back negative the first couple times, he told me it was probably a food allergy and to stop eating spicy foods.
>watched Futurama & Breaking Bad
>beat Dark Souls & Borderlands 2
>calling these achievements
Pursue treatment and get a fucking life for your self you sorry sack of shit. Really you're fine with dying at 28? Make something of yourself and buttfuck those medical bills after you get better. Stop being such a pussy and trying to take the easy way out when things got tough. No I've never had cancer or had to face something even near that difficult, but if I did I hope I wouldn't just be content with rolling over and dying.
WELL FIRST OF ALL, GET YOUR DOCTOR TO PRESCRIBE YOU THE HEAVIEST POSSIBLE PAINKILLERS HE CAN- LIE ABOUT YOUR PAIN, SAY ITS OFF THE CHARTS... BECAUSE 1) YOU COULD SELL THE PILLS FOR A LOT OF MONEY TO FUND YOUR LAST FUN MONTHS OR 2) YOU COULD BE LEGALLY SUPER HIGH FOR YOUR LAST FUN MONTHS- ITS A WIN WIN.
America is really retarded
First of drug use is legal almost everywhere
Second of all if you have cancer the taxpayers pay for it
Third of all: dont eat so many burgers it causes bleeding to death through the anus
To be honest OP, it sux to be you
I know i would be depressed as fuck if something like that happened to me
But there is something I know for sure, I would fight the shit out of it, who cares for the money it'll cost, how much do you think a life worth?
How much cash do you think a year living worth?
I'd bankrupt every fuckers in my familly if I'd meant a couple months more living, without hesitation
Hang about. Shitting blood for a year and the doc said it was just piles? I mean, intermittently, sure. When you're straining and you can actually feel a pain when the pile ruptures. But constantly? For a year? Happy lawsuit time very yes.
Chipoltaway is a fictional cleaning product that Billy Mays advertised and sold in "Dead Celebrities", before he passed away. According to Mays, people defecated blood after eating food from Chipotle, except Stan, who is said to have a "golden butthole". Chipotlaway's main purpose is to clean blood stains out of soiled underwear. Chipoltaway also made a cameo appearance in "Crème Fraiche".
>I'm gunna sue you foh maging ze burgers delicioussss
That was just something off google image search, I don't actually take pics of my shit.
>You better be an organ donor, faggot.
Most of my guts are pretty shot by now, but maybe my other organs are worth a damn. I think you can't donate organs if you get chemo/radiation/whatever, but I'm not doing that.
If your doctor was negligent, why not sue him?
>Bleeding out ass for a year, doctor refuses to consider other problems after no improvement
Sounds like negligence to me.
>Personal story time
>no sense of smell
>go to doc
>its nothing, just allergies
>take allergy meds for a year
>go to clinic, turns out had a nasal fungal infection
>damage is permanent now
Your last week on this earth, do something you always wanted to do. Rent a Lamborghini, and cross into Mexico off road with a lambo. What are they gonna do to you? Give you the death sentence? They're doing you a favor. Enjoy your moments in life bro!
Hemp oil does not cure cancer. At best it makes the side effects of treatment much easier, or tolerating non-treatment.
>If hemp oil cured cancer, there would be a drug company that would have patented that shit and made billions off it.
You could you know... Just get.... Health insurance.
So weird that Health Insurance isn't demanded by law in America.
In every country youlegally NEED to have health insurance.
But not in America noooo.
And then you get cancer in your fat burger eating body and you wonder huh how come its so expensive why do i have to pay
Learn what insurance is and take it, you dumb Americans
Well...shit happens in life and this is going to be your last one.
Spend the money and time wisely with something you like and your family. Fuck the living shit outta girls and enjoy the freedom.
We will see you next time /b/rother.
Doesn't cure cancer, it's slows it growth and causes increases the rate of natural cell death in the body. Healthy cells replace themselves in the process, cancer cells do not.
The information is out there.
Pot heads have always been that retarded.
OP, you probably could try a myriad of quackery if you want because a shit ton of chemotherapy is gonna fuck you up anyway, so why not try something off the wall? I would.
any medifags? month ago for 2 days when i wiped my ass there was blood. before last time it happened 7 months ago, it dissapeared fast. it never hurts, i'm not a faggot, is it diet thing, hemorrhoids or cancer?
>Or, you could suggest a solution that could work for this situation?
>Instead you're being a faggot, who would suggest, why do we just use a helicopter to get over the mountain. Well faggot, i left the helicopter at home.
That doesnt make any sense.
Health insurance is needed EVERYWHERE. If you think simply: I left it at home, then you deserve to die because you are too retarded to survive.
Simple as that.
Kill your doctor. After that reflect upon why you chose not to go to another doctor after a month of still shitting blood. Once you do that never come back to this website again and go do anything else.
Yo, my Uncle got diagnosed with cancer a while ago, we were all freaking out, Doctors said to get his affairs in order.
Then it turned out to be something completely fucking different and treatable. Anything can happen. Just spend your time doing whatever the fuck you want, stay happy, stay positive.
>believes that a company wouldn't make billions and world record profits from curing cancer
>believes their is more money in treatments than cures
>cant explain why we have cures for many infections
>doesn't understand money lost from productivity decline.
Kill whoever you want. Just do it and kill yourself afterwards. You are god at this point. You can do anything without consequence. Think about what you could do here.
go on a rampage involving cancer sex
>Wanting to cure cancer
Then how are we gonna get rid of people?
We have millions of extra, useless, old, people with amnesia
why the fuck would we wanna get rid of cancer???
Any idea how fucking crowded the world would get? Full of useless people that should be dead but still take up resources
Morphine and weed
By the time you start pissing yourself you will be in a state of delirium
I suggest you get someone to put you out with a combo of scopolamine and morphine
Or something of that nature
If for real MALPRACTICE FUCKING LAW SUIT. You're looking at hundreds of thousands of dollars in damage if not over a million and that physician should have his license revoked.
>Tell me what CEO wouldn't take up that nice "man whose company cured cancer" title
>Huge cash payout now vs slow trickle
>Huge payouts = CEO bonus's = CEO circlejerk
>CEO's love circlejerks
If we're going for something off "the wall" i would recommend "comfortably numb"
mfw muricans actually have to ponder over getting treatments because of the monies
GOOGLE CURE FOR CANCER CANADA
alberta researchers found cure for cancer. and it's fucking cheap
University. Write them. Tell them your problem.
And the shit is bought over the counter for pennies.
Ask them how to administer it, and you may save your life
>Someone has a different opinion than me, must be b8
Almost as bad as the feminist check your privilege.
>it was my privilege to inform you of this
Nice which school? I'm planning on psychiatry but we'll see if I have the fucking brains and luck to get into medical school in the first place. Starting college in about a month. Wish my pre med ass luck.
>Have you begun to beg god to let you into heaven?
>They all do
>hundreds of thousands of dollars in damage if not over a million
>And that OP, is alot of burgers!
I once read a book, and translated the title would be "Black Sylvester". It's about a kid who had a brain-tumor and who's going to die. But he wanted to be remembered, so he became the Netherlands biggest serial killer ever. Given that you only have a few months you can't become the USA's biggest serial killer, but you can still go out with a bang if you killed off politicians or cops in the few months that you have left. Especially if you kill cops you'd be doing the world a great service.
>As Dr. J. Leonard Lichtenfeld, Deputy Chief Medical Officer for the national office of the American Cancer Society, wrote of that last study in 2010, DCA studies appear to be worth pursuing, but the substance is still far from being proved an effective treatment for any type of cancer, much less a cancer "cure"
invest in something to off yourself with if the pain gets too bad, a shitty .22 or something with some hollow points would work. I'd recommend spending the rest on a crazy amount of drugs and or hookers in your area. You could also max some credit cards and shit
Ok ive heard about this guy, he was older than you, but still. He got cancer, he had no money, a real poorfag. He had a new born child and a fucking crippled fedorawearing faggot for a son.
enyhowz he was a chemistry teajcher so he started coocking meth. jes its tru,
thry this OP or di painfully from anal rapes
Just for research: did you smoke? Did you drink an unusual amount of alcohol? Are you fat? What did your diet look like? I really don't wanna get that when I'm your age so pls help me evaluate!
First of all, I would go to all the people I wanted to have sex with and ask them. It doesn't matter who. Some girl you had a crush on, hell, even if it's your own fucking aunt, ask her.
I'd use the money to do something cool. Like, a weekend with my friends somewhere, for example Vegas, or some other kind of cool place. Hire someone to drive you around in a limo or some shit, gamble 1000 bucks on a game, who cares, maybe you even win.
Just get creative, have some ideas, do something special the people around you don't get to see every day and you'll stay in their memories.
Though, I'd try that canada thing the other anon suggested, too.
OP instead of being a retard and paying medical bills, migrate to england. even immigrants get free health care. and its england so you will egt free shit as long as you have a job.
>hurr durr, i'd rather die than risk taking on debt
don't be such a little bitch, OP. my mom had breast cancer but postponed chemo for 6 months cause she was pregnant with my sister. she had to get a mastectomy but she's still around and being a productive member of society.
He can work at the circus as the bleeding ass man.
> pursue treatment and save yourself
> take that fucking doctor to justice.
Not necessarily on that order
1 year shitting blood = hemorhoids? Fuck no.
Best of luck Anon, I trully feel for you.
Shit, faggot. I really doubt this is legit, as this is /b/ and, well, that's how shit goes.
IF (and only IF) you are legit, tho, let me share something with you: I survived cancer with a 40% chance. Even with those high odds (believe it or not they're high) I thought for a while about the option of doing nothing and preparing to go.
However, I decided otherwise and here I am, past the watch and wait period and with the exact same chances of living as other non-survivors. I recommend you do the same. Miracles happen.
Now, if you go down that path, which I recommend, look at the stats. Do NOT be fooled into trying green milk, alternative shit, or the Gerson snake oil. Chemotherapy has the only track record of working, unlike the other stuff which is purely testimonial. It may work, I am not saying no, but there is no credible, systematic and scientific recording of it. Go with the higher stats. Try conventional medicine and, if you want, do alternative stuff parallel to it, not instead.
Last but not least, take this chance to evaluate life and the afterlife. This is your opportunity to come to terms with yourself and others. There will be no other chance.
Chin up, man.
Live like you're dieing , take that 3000 and go do what you've always wanted to do , Take the oppurtunity's you'd miss , When faced with death just go out with a bang, Be the person you've always wanted to be.
Enjoy it man. Especially if your like the average person on here. Most of us are just wasting away. Do something that will make your life mean something to you. Also I recommend heroin. I'll see you on the other side. See you later space cowboy.
>don't be such a little bitch
why put myself through a bunch of miserable treatment so that I can live the rest of my life in debt?
I guess I could scramble desperately for any chance of survival I could get, disregarding my future so that I could live one more day.
It'd be nice to have more time, but it'd be nice to have a shitload of money. It'd be nice to have a vibrating dick. It'd be nice if I could walk around without people thinking I'm gonna mug them just because of my skin color.
But I don't get any of that shit. Rather than cling to some feel-good lie, I'm ready to go.
A small handful of games I highly suggest you play before you pass. Use emulators if you must.
in order of importance:
Terranigma (SNES). Ignore the bad Grammar when you get into the game. It has a rough translation, just like Secret of Mana did(If you played it). It's still understandable.
And a tip, in the beginning of the game, to open the door, throw a jar at it (I never figured it out myself).
Majoras Mask (N64). Seriously, play this. You will love it.
Illusion of Gaia (SNES). It's a more 'children friendly' prequel to Terranigma. The translation is done alot better since it was actually released in America and not only Europe.
I could suggest other games, but I feel these are the most important.
Also, OP. Please, if I may, send me a email. I'd love to keep in contact with you.
If anything, just to give you someone extra to chat with if you don't have anyone. Email in email field.
I've been shitting blood like your pic for a little under a year now. Would you mind sharing the circumstances to your bleeding? For me it first started when I was stressed out from work one Friday, and drank on an empty stomach. Ever since then I bleed heavily (when I shit) after I've been sitting for long periods of time.
I got an endoscopy and then a colonoscopy after. The doctor dismissed it as hemorrhoids and told me to let him know if the bleeding comes back or get worse. Nothing to get surgery over. So, Pretty much wasted my time and money.
Anyway, I'm just wondering what the fuck is going on with my body and why this is happening.
Do you have any ideas why you're bleeding?
i hope your last couple of months go well OP, sleep tight live comfy, i would say keep working if you have a job, just keep yourself occupied and dont think about it, just keep living mang!
Oh, derp. I knew I had one last game I wanted to add to that list.
Yume Nikki(PC). Add that Between Majoras Mask and Illusion of Gaia in terms of importance.
Also just because IoG is a prequel to Terranigma doesn't mean you need to play them both.
There is a small series of games connected to them, but they are all 'very' loosely connected. The only reason they're considered a series is because they're made by the same people and share roughly the same story bubble. As in, they both theme something.
And a note about my contact; I promise I won't be needy. As selfish as this may sound, I'm curious how it is to know and possibly talk with someone as they're slowly headed for death. I mean that in the least dickish way possible, as I don't mean it in a assholeish way.
>migrate to england. even immigrants get free health care. and its england so you will egt free shit as long as you have a job.
If OP is white, he will be deported.
UK is a Niggers and mudslime only country
my best friend, who is like a real blood brother for me, had a tumor of the size of an egg in his fucking brain
one of those tumors that consist in a sack of thousands and thousands of mini balls that are the actual tumors
the first time he got operated his condition was better but one of the balls managed to escape and started to grow in a deeper zone of the brain making the egg-sized second sack with about 10 thousand new balls
he had a 7% chance of survival on the second times, and doctors didn't wanted to operate below the 10% so they tried some treatment to increase the possibilities
treatment failed, and my friend end up with less than 2% chance, and one month before he started to lose functions and eventually get into a coma and die
he didn't give up after all his fight through two years
he convinced the medics to do the operation, as he was going to die anyway
left the process in a coma and after three days he woke up practically perfect
one year after that, he went to a revision, and he's as healthy as possible (his left arm gives him some weird nuisance sometimes, lol)
so yeah, this comment is a little late on the thread and I don't expect you to take it blindly as you seem to be very clear on your decision
but just have in mind, a month is enough to fight, and you can still fight
I know chemo is not the same that an operation (my friend was in chemo too) but there are people that get to survive with that treatment
and let me tell you a thing, if a 10% chance of survival with that treatment exist, is because THERE ARE people that survive and make that 10% exist, and you can't know who is going to be on that side
so glad I don't live in america.
cancer treatment is free in my country as is all other healthcare.
also I'm not european.
Fucking sucks to be you..I'm sorry.
Treatment or no...
I'd probably go for it and my reason is (inb4 topkek your mums dead by all newfags)
My mum got breast cancer in 2008 and only died last December. Sure, she went through a lot of treatment, pain and misery but it wasn't constant. She would have a few weeks of extreme lethargy and then be fine for a few..
It meant she got to go on a lot of holidays before she died and she also got to meet her first grandson anyway. PS don't sue your doctor, you dont want to waste your time in court while your time is so precious. Get your family to do it after or before you pass.
She had a mini stroke during the five years when she couldn't see. Nothing for 10 minutes, towards the end she couldn't lift one arm, her stomach was bloated, getting bed sores but she had so much morphine that it still probably made the good times worth it. She passed normally with my dad with her, was sleeping and simply stopped breathing.
Good luck op, stay positive and make the most of your time whatever you do.
Alkalinize your body. IDK too much, but your blood's PH must be really acid. Also doing a paleo diet research and how to alkalinize your body could help, you got nothing to lose.
>i have cancer and my insurance does not cover it / i don't ahve insurance
>my fucking face when
marijuana does fight cancer. the problem is that its expensive as all fuck to get the dosages of oil that you'll need. Also the problem is also how are you going to get it to your cancer. I remember there was a kid with lung cancer and they basically cut a hole into his chest and poured the shit onto the cancer and it was working but they ran out of money and the cancer regrew over time and killed him. I guess you could inject it into your ass. I think they make dragon dildos with cum tubes that you could stick up your ass and fill with the marijuana oil and push the pump and it would send the oil into your ass. Youre also going to get high as fuck so yeah theres gonna be that. Also you stupid fucks you cant copyright plants so you cant make money off them as a pharmaceutical. You either have to genetically modify the plant or extract something and theyve don the extract already and it sucks fucking ass because the way the plant makes it is different chemically than a lab and the lab version actually makes people throw up and its a fucking horrible thing.
Alright alright, I can get you a ticket to Elysium, but first you need to do something for me. There's a man from up there and he's down here right now. I need you to get organic information directly from his head. We're talkin' bank codes, passwords, registration information. After verifying the information the ticket is yours.
You could read about Dirk Benedict (Face from the original A-team), he cured himself of prostate cancer on a macrobiotic diet and living in nature with no artificial stuff whatsoever.
Artificial shit is mostly what causes and compounds cancers - radiation, additives, industrial chemicals, pollution, cigarettes etc etc.
Someone else mention an alkaline diet, that is good too - so I have heard.
For some reason, Dirk Benedict's story really stuck with me - it was years ago that I read about it.
You could use your $3,000 to rent a cabin somewhere remote and live off very simple seasonable food - no meat or processed shit.
I don't guarantee it will work, but there is a lot to the idea of 'starving' the cancer.
Not everyone on /b/ is a fucking retard like you.
I have a story to share, too. It's something between common knowledge and urban myth to me, but I'm quite certain it came from truth.
I'll tell the short version.
>There were 2 twins
>They go for a checkup together
>One of you has cancer I am afraid
>6 months to live
>Many tears, family in ruins and so on
>6 months down the line he dies
>Some time after that it is discovered that the results were mixed, dead twin didn't even have cancer, living twin did.
It's the power of telling someone they're going to die. Or more concisely, the power of someone believing they're going to die.
I'm not saying you're not OP, but personally I wouldn't put much stock in what doctors say. I try to never visit hospitals or doctors because if I die, it is my time to die. I don't need idiots with pharmaceutical kickbacks telling me when or their idea of how. Their failure rates for diagnosis are too high. Fuck them.
Anyway, live like there's no tomorrow all the same, OP.
>It is only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything
Keep trying different doctors until you have a satisfactory answer and a treatment.
Also research food a lot, change your diet to the best one possible.
Maybe have some x-rays done or an mri.
Find out quickly, the sooner the better.
The fuck, doctors and hospitals prevent death you inbred shithead, there's not "destined " time to die. People get sick and get medical attention then live happily ever after.
Anon, you're probably gone. Anyway, here's my plan.
>cash in everything
>go to Japan (recovering weeaboo)
>have the time of my life for as long as I can
>jump in front of the Sakura Shinkansen
I sure won't let a bunch of Jew doctors kill me with their poison. I'd rather do it somewhat on my own terms.
1. START GROUP FOR YOURSELF ON FACEBOOK CALLED: OP IS VERY SICK AND NEEDS A CANADIAN WIFE TO SURVIVE.
2. CANADIANS WILL APOLOGIZE PROFUSELY AND FIND YOU A BRIDE.
3. MOVE UP HERE TO CANADA WHERE THE HEALTH CARE WILL BE COVERED.
You are wrong.
Whenever I die, I was destined to die then.
And you are wrong again, doctors and hospitals cause death, too. They play God constantly, with poor knowledge and even poorer wisdom.
I'll die when I die and if I have my way, I will not be in some foul-smelling, disease-ridden hospital surrounded by incompetent fucks pumping bullshit into me.
I hope for a warrior's death. Now, before you call me a "fedora", consider the properties of a warrior's death when compared to the myriad of other possibilities.
itt, a useless yurop faggot continues to believe his shithole rat infested hellhole of a country is superior to the mighty USA. Protip: it isn't faggot. and you suck dicks for cheese, sauerkraut, snails,or some boiled garbage you think is food.
I would be incredibly off put if TB died. I need my daily dose of cynicism.
Anyway op, who cares what you do. Do whatever the fuck you want. For the next few months, no laws apply to you. Become a god.
actually pull a breaking bad dude, even if you can't cook nearly 100% pure meth you could still make large amounts of money selling a profitable drug. use money to pay for treatment or buy hookers/guns and become dan bilzerian with anal cancer
tb's an idiot. I've watched his videos he's a hypocrite. Guy goes on and on about the gaming journalism industry selling out and shit then when PS2 pays him to advertise their game he hops on the wagon. Hope to fuck the cancer at least stops him from making videos ever again.
Listen and listen good you shill pleb, you can get cannabis oil treatments for $1000 or you can look into Dr. Burzynski's treatment or have your doctor give to you (or steal) some DCA. You're a goner anyways, might as well give the tinfoil a shot
Wenn du im Pass noch Deutscher bist, kommste halt zurück und nutzt die hervorragende Krankenversicherung, um dein Leben zu verlängern bzw. geheilt zu werden. Wo ist dein Problem?!
Had the same problem, I was knocking on deaths door.
>all 4 weeks in hospital
>all 3 operations
>all nurse visits to home
>all drugs from hospital
>6 months off work to recover
Grand total = all covered by the Australian government minus my Medicare Levi.
feels good not to live in a third world shit hole.
thanks for the response.
i've been to two diff doctors so far and i'm fed up with the process already. had a camera up my ass twice and doctors don't have any further suggestions besides: "probably diet and lifestyle, nothing to do now so let's just wait and see what happens".
anyway i already eat very healthy. i'm just gonna focus more on lifestyle now. change career to something with less sitting in front of a computer. someone mentioned an alkali diet earlier, i'll look into that. someone also mentioned fasting earlier, and that definitely exacerbates the symptoms.
also apparently no reason for mri or ultrasound, my other organs checked out through blood tests.
BTW, to answer OP's original question: start chemo. and i don't know if you're aware of it or not, but you still have a desire to live. the future may seem bleak right now cuz of the bad news and life during/after operation may seem unworthy compared to your healthier times. but i recommend choosing the path that opens up the most options for you later on.
Seriously, what the fuck is with America not having universal healthcare?
Do something kind to another human being. Give the time you have left on earth to help other people out in some way, doesn't have to involve giving money. Make your last moments on earth count to change the world around you.
Well this is a little upsetting to be reading on an early morning.
I'm not an expert at this stuff, but I'd say to be sure to do all your favorite things one last time. Ride one last rollercoaster, play your favorite vidya, eat at your favorite ice cream place, etc, just one more time. On your way, talk to everybody you love and well, tell them that you love them.
Man up is a good show to watch /b/rother :'( This is so damn sad, I am so sorry :'( and also watched the show "Legit" too, it's a very good show. Both are comedies and both will make you laugh quite a bit and will make you forget your situation at least for a little bit /b/rother.
Hopefully you won't have much pain /b/rother. I'm currently going through stuff too, might need heart surgery soon. Good luck with everything, whatever you decide. And one day maybe I will see you on the other side my friend. Take care mister, I am so sorry you have to go so soon.
But still, I think you shouldn't give up on getting treatment. Who cares about those bills, just don't pay them :( sigh, I am so fucking sorry :(
Sorry to hear the news /b/ro.
Would trade places with you if I could.
I would suggest you Watch Shepherd's Chapels website and broadcasts. Read Bullinger's Companion Bible and Strong's Concordance.
Try to make your peace and remember this is an invitation to what is next not a punishment.
Read anything by Mercedes Lackey and watch Babylon 5..
Those are pretty much the most meaningful things I have come across in my life that I am glad I have learned and experienced..
I will be praying that your suffering is as little as possible.
God's will be done.
>still thinking about cancer as some sort of a single disease, eventhough it's an umbrella term for more than 200 diseases.
Check mate, atheists.
>expensive as fuck
Far, far cheaper than chemotherapy though, at £890 per bag they're fucking laughing. A couple of thousand dollars should buy you enough oil for 2 months eating a gram a day, easily.
There have been many studies showing promising results and also testimonies from people who have used cannabis oil to cure cancer, it's definitely worth a shot and the people dishing out your chance at life won't charge upwards to $200,000
Man, if i had cancer and was dying.. I would go for scuba, para, skydiving, live in an island, climb hill tops, away far away from every stupid guy i have ever sensed and meet the good people in mountains and die thinking of the stars and beauty.
Ask your heart OP
Sue your doctor for a years worth of fucking misdiagnosis and then use that money for treatment.
And then some.
I'm not even a murrifat and it took me about 4 seconds to solve your money problems and give you a fighting chance.
Murrica needs less murricans and more yuropoors. We think of shit.
Dude too many people were being fuckheads and dicks so he left.
I think if I ever was that sick I'd just start doing heroin and blow my brains out on one fateful night when it would be just too much to take.
But who knows, maybe it's not the right thing to do. Who knows what happens after you die and who knows if that's right in the eyes of the supreme being or whatever is out there. I'm thinking he wouldn't mind, after all, this world can be so damn cruel. :(
I'd probably just live off my savings in a moderate way and just do something totally different in lifestyle - eat healthy, walk as much as you can, do some exercise, get sleep etc if you're not in serious pain right at the moment and do something meaningful to you or at least experiment with that. Maybe even plan knocking yourself over if things get really tough - jumping off a really high place is one of the surest quickest ways of death if you pick the spot right. Better than overdosing or something if you don't get the dose right.. nothing could be worse than dying painfully than to have lost your mind as well. Maybe read up on some stoic philosophy for some consolation e.g. you could check out the book "The consolations of philosophy" by Alain de Botton, "Essays" by Montaigne or "Letters from a Stoic" by Seneca. No guarantees you'll enjoy or like it but what the hell.. plus do stuff you enjoy.
Exact same thing happened to me. I found out I have stomach cancer 4 days ago. Been sick as fuck for over a year. They always just said it was stomach ulcers even after medicine and diet didn't help at all......
We'll that sucks OP.
Why didn't the doctor do anything,surely you was having some sort of pain alongside the bleeding? I'm surprised he dismissed it.Or was it painless? Did you constantly have loose stools? Move to the UK,get free healthcare and cure that shit.