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I'm finally going to do it. I have all my letters to people that made a difference in my life, a helium tank, the mask and i've tied most of my loose ends up. It's happening tomorrow and all i need are tubes that i'll grab tomorrow. Just saying bye to one of my more regularly visted sites
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Bye.
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>>552667385
timestamp it or this thread is bullshit
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>>552667385
>all my letters to people that made a difference in my life

If they really made a difference, would you still be ending it?
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kick it
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>>552667385
saywhat?
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>>552667385
Goodnight sweet prince
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>>552667543
I secon this
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Is that a helium tank with an inbuilt regulator? If not enjoy your burst lungs instead of a peaceful nap for the rest of eternity
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>>552667556
Just 'cause life ain't worth living doesn't mean the living don't deserve a little context or closure
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helium's going to hurt. dignitas only used helium on 4 people, the thousands of others used barbiturates (just google dignitas + helium).

super selfish btw. your family and friends will be scarred for life. but you don't care, you've only *ever* cared for yourself. as if your notes will mean anything to them - they're slaps in the face. you wrote them for you. not them.
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Green text why your gonna kill yourself then ill call you a faggot and tell you why shouldn't
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good luck bro heres hoping hell inst real! trallalalalalal,
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I don't care either way, good job op!
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livestream it
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im gonna kill myself in a few yrs. i need to find out how to do it. how does helium work in killin urself?

bye anon. i know wat its like to be so sad everyday. im not even suicidal yet and it's bad. i don't kno u but i love u cuz i understand the pain.
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>>552667868
so if someone is really sad and in pain they need to keep on living for others so that they aren't sad?
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>>552667385
Just buy a gun you pussyfuck
or pic related
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>>552667385
prove it

also, what is the last thing you are going to fap to?
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rip in le pepperonis my friend XD
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stream it bitch
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>>552667385
i doubt you'll be very successful killing yourself using a particulate respirator, but gl anyway i suppose
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if you do not want to see us again, we would understttaaaannnnddddddddddddddddddd
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>>552668380
Sage 9fag
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>>552668259
no - but if you're in pain and sad, and haven't tried to get better, then you're a lazy narcissistic sack of shit. there are so many different things that make life bearable. most people with depression are so self-centered and self-obsessed, they rarely (if ever) truly think of others.
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>>552668416
you think we're that retarded? go fuck yourself faggot
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>>552668416
timestamp the helium tanks and mask
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>>552668259

This mother fucker gets it.

>>552667890

I'll see what i can do.

>>552668339

I probably something from mless. Most likely nothing though.
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>>552668924
that is simply absurd.

Have yourself a good fap before you end it.

i demand it
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>>552667385
Haha I hope you're not serious. Helium will expand your lungs until they pop. It will be very painful
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>>552668924
>I probably something from mless. Most likely nothing though.
prove your gonna off yourself and i'll give you something good to fap to
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>>552669537
this motherfucker is serious
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>inb4 meet a girl at the store when
getting tubes and decides not to
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>>552670138
its just a mask, that doesnt prove anything. I probably have one of those in my basement somewhere
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>>552667385
Tell Mussolini I said hello.
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>>552668661

Through out highschool I saw a counsellor twice a week. During uni i saw the counsellor and received medical advice. The doc didn't want to prescribe me meds because he thought i would become reliant on them. I'm seeing a therapist but each session is $240, just so they can ask me how I'm feeling. There isn't any main reason why i feel so shit everyday, and it just builds. I have a steady job, a normal family but not very close, and i've had 3 or 4 girlfriends. None of which make me think any different on life. I see where you're coming from but don't you ever get that feeling where you're just done with something because of the mental suffering it causes, and when you actually try to get rid of it, it persists for more than 7 years.
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>>552669996
I second on that. I have a link to a bunch of Certain Pictures if that's what you need. It would be a honor to supply someone's last fap.
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>>552669794
My suggestion if you want to die painlessly is to boil a log of chewing tobacco and take the almost pure molasses nicotine, put it on the door handles and car handles of everyone that made you want to end it. Profit. Put a few drops in your coffee and die peacefully knowing you did your best to take the shit people out with you. Also more tits
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>>552670383
same as the one in main pic though
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>>552667385
I failed a suicide attempt a few weeks ago. My mother came home from work 3 hours late to find me passed out on the floor. 56 Klonopins (anxiety prescription) and 15 beers weren't enough to take out my majestic liver. After the experience, I find that I'm glad to have not managed it. You may experience the same. Either way, it would be absolute hypocrisy to tell you that it's not the only option because I felt that way too. Instead, I'll ask you to think ahead. If this doesn't work, where would you go from there? Wishing you fulfillment either way. God speed, sweet prince.
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>>552670564
thats what Im saying, id be willing to do so, but hes gotta prove hes really gonna an hero
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>>552667385
please make sure u call the police so they don't find ur rotting corpse 2 weeks later. that shit stiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiink
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>>552670625
doesnt change the fact its still just a mask.
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>>552669537
Do you frequent Michaels arts n crafts op?
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Yea take as many as possible Assholes with you. Some retard local politicians if u can.
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Don't do it OP, I love you.
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>>552670572
Or you could end it funny like dressing up like superman and jumping in front of a moving train. More tits
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>>552667385
Pussy fuckin bitch
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Post face OP
>what do you have to lose?
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>>552668661
lol ur a fuckin idiot. hilarious that u think that ppl that get so far down in a hole that they kill themselves are 'lazy' and that there are options for them. fuck off.
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>>552671146
second this
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>>552667385
Bye anon.
I thought very hard foe many years about making a similar decision.
Since you haven't done anything yet I know the decision is still on your mind
Whatever you choose, well met. See you here tomorrow or on the other side.
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>>552670572
>death by poinsoning
>painless
lol
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>>552670460
No pain you're feeling now amounts to the pain your family will feel when they hear the news.

A friend of mine committed suicide and I can tell you man his parents will never be whole.

Your life might be so hard, but would you want your family to go through the feelings you're going through now?

That will happen op. It's a fact that suicide runs in the family, and that's not a coincidence.

Please op, I have no idea who you are but I love you man.

Don't do it for your family. Be strong, try to find medication through legal means that may help you, you can do it bro.

I love you man. I believe in you.
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>>552671146
Seconded.
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>>552670691

Yeah, i've thought about it, usually i'm alone up until 5. I've taken a week off work just letting them know i feel a little sick. I'm really hoping this works though. I'm thinking on donate blood one more time and while my cell count is low, thats when I start the entire process. But i know if it doesn't work, i'll be even more depressed and just pretend like im ok again.
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>>552667385
Anon please don't do this, but if you must, STREAM IT.
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>>552671316
>I love you man.
shut the fuck up asshole, you don't even know him. Empty phrases like this aren't helping things at all.
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why do you hopeless "nothing to lose" guys never try to go out in style?
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>>552668259
Yes. Duh. You don't just kill yourself because you're oh so le sad I have teh feels b0r. That's just being a pussy. Seriously, just man up and fucking power through it .
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>>552668661
I can see where you're coming from, but holy shit your a retarded dipshit
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>>552667385
Stream it faggot! DO IT! BE AN HERO!
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I used one of those tanks to fill balloons for a party.

The kids started to inhale it after figuring out how to them from the ceiling and all my work resulted in a room full goofy helium filled pandemonium.

Good times OP.
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Find a Republican convention and go out in style there or a NRA meeting... Ohh the irony... Plzz Plzz Plzz
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>>552670572
But in all seriousness I tried to kill myself. Stood up during morning assembly, took a razor and cut my neck in front of the whole school. My asshole teachers saved me and became local heroes. After I was released from the hospital I ran away hitch hiked to Florida did a lot of things i now regret for food but I actually lived. Maybe that's what you need op. Take a few months off get a backpack and a bike and just roam. I was a missing person from 2004 to 2010 I'm 29 now amazing career, beautiful wife making a ton of money for never even finishing freshman year highschool. So don't kill yourself go out there and hitchhike . Also more tits
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>>552671713
>le
>le
>le
>le
>le


Go back to reddit. you clearly have never been in OPs position.
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>>552671704
Because a part of them still cares.
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>>552671316
Don't listen to him OP. You don't own nothing to your family, just be an alpha once and do something for your own sake.
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Wouldn't it be less painlfull to link the helium bottle to a hermetically closed compartment ( such as a shelf ) ? and less stressfull too, I couldn't bear dying with a mask on.
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>>552672084
>cut my neck in front of the whole school.
Thats the definition of "somebody pay attention to me". If you really wanted to an hero, you'd do it where nobody could save you, dumbass.
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>>552672084
Bullshit,that was what I'm calling it.
Post link to the news article
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>>552667385

But we don't even know who the fuck you are.
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>>552671316

As nice as you are, i've thought about this for a long time. I care, but I'm fairly certain about this.

>>552671146

I'll post face tomorrow sometime. Probably a little earlier than this. At risk of someone knowing me then suddenly, someones at my door.

>>552671583

I doubt ill be streaming it.

>>552670927

lol nah, i studied industrial design in uni.
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>>552668380
get your fucking 9fag shit the fuck outta here, you goddamn summerfag.
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Don't do it, OP

try to be a different person, kill your "old" self and seize life! drugs my help you with this ego kill.
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>>552672286
>I couldn't bear dying with a mask on.
Once you start feeling dizzy, you can't even feel the mask on your face anymore. Its kind of like laughing gas at the dentist, except there isn't a sober third party to regulate the gas.
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>>552672084
lol u sucked dicks for cheeseburgers faggot what a fag lmao
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>>552672084
of all the things that never happened this never happened the most
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don't fucking do it OP Bayonetta 2 is coming out in a few months
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I'll say what if iwere you, what i do:

Go to the treet, do things you dream to do: go around all america backpacking, become a soldier, i dont know...
you dont have any to lost, so, all will be good incomes... if you die... well... it's same than suicide... but, if you just suicide... is nothing
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>>552667385
Hope you had fun, better luck next time
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>>552672103
Faggot I have had clinically diagnosed depression for most of my life now, one of my close friends just tries to commit suicide twice, and sometimes I feel like doing the same. But then I remember how retarded of an idea that is and how it won't accomplish anything and I get on with my damn day.
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Fuck helium. Get a welding tank full of pure nitrogen. Watched a test done on pigs where they placed food in a box full of pure nitrogen. Pig goes into the box to get the food, passes out, they drag the pigs out and revive them, pigs go right back for the food. If death by nitrogen was painful, the pigs would avoid the food but they didn't.

Either that or build a guillotine and use a candle to burn through the rope so you don't know when it's coming.
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OP you are a faggot ass bitch.

man up pussy.

Option One: if you are going to kill yourself become awesome first then tell me you want to die.
Ex: Go pull mad bitches, or drink at a college party, or rape someone. Go fight somebody, go punch a baby. Piece of shit faggot op.

Option Two: Drop off the grid so people think you are dead, but then you actual just become a woodsmen.

Option Three: Continue to be a lurking faggot of forward slash b forward slash and quit your crying.

Option Four: Become beta fag and marry dom wife.

Last words for you, If no one cares about you then do some crazy shit lazy fuck.
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I know how you feel OP. I felt the same way about my life. I was working a 50-100$ an hour job getting 20 hours a week and living at home through high school being a morticians assistant. I was so exposed to death I became desensitized. I had a 8/10 girlfriend through high school but no matter how much I fit in I was dying on the inside.

I slowly alienated myself from my closest family and friends only to lie in a dark room with intense emotional pains about how humanity and life is worthless/ that we aren't real. I disassociated and completely shut the world out.

I never turned for help, I watched as all my friends and familynsaid goodbye through my college years. The pain only got worse when I realized I was finally alone.

I turned to drugs to get the feelings that I hadn't felt for so long. They helped but they left me feeling more empty than before. I hit rock bottom and then redefined what truly made me happy.

I alienated myself to feel happy and eventually I accepted that I was right all along that I didn't need anyone else. I don't feel like sunshine and rainbows but I never have. I am just here livingf out my fake reality in what way I can.

Just thought I'd share to connect with a fellow /b/ro one last time. Thank you anon for being on the other side all this time.
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>>552672084
Give all your possessions away. Also vag
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>>552667385
Wait, is this cute anon from a few days back?
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>>552667385
Do it, OP. Go ahead. If you're going to be a piece of shit, you may as well stop wasting oxygen here on this earth.
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>>552667385

Is there any way you would change your mind?

From what you have said it sounds like your only problem is a brain imbalance. If you have nothing to lose you should try self medicating with some affordable Canadian meds.

Just think of all the things you could do before you die. Disregard everyone else. Just do what would make you happy other than killing yourself since that is like flipping the table instead of continuing to play the game.
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Don't do it OP, there's a sale on Steam.
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hey im curious, how much did the helium cost, and can i just buy it from a random place. what is the pain involved in this kind of death compared to other methods?
just curious about the research you've done and other options you have considered.


>>552667385
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>>552672831
It's the plot of a pretty famous book I am sorta surprised no one caught on and some got kinda mad also boobs
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>>552667385
Fuck man if you kill yourself you'll never be able to play Pokemon Omega Ruby or Alpha Sapphire.
If you kill yourself you'll never be able to play Half-Life 3 (if it ever comes out) and Fallout 4 or the new smash bros. It has FUCKING MEGAMAN IN IT. A FUCKING SUPER FIGHTING ROBOT.
So it all comes to this op, you kill yourself and you'll never be able to experience this or you live and live another day to play all of these.
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>>552673040
You know how I can tell you've never been seriously depressed? Just manning up isn't a viable option. You don't have the desire to man up, because you don't have the desire to continue living. I hope you didn't tell your friend who tried to commit suicide to "just man up" and walked away with a sense of accomplishment.
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>>552672949

I've traveled a little. And i was almost in the Australian Reserves that i quit because of uni. The only thing i can think of that i really want to do is climb everest. But it's fucking 16k, and i think all the sharpers are on strike because of some sort of avalanche.

>>552672508

The whole different person thing doesn't work for me, i feel im just covering up and bottling it in.
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>>552667997
>>552668094
>>552668407
>>552668513
>>552670854
>>552670953
>>552671139
>>552672949
Wow its even worse than the summer of 2013
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>>552671507
Listen, this email is temporary and will be gone within the hour. If you would like to send me your Skype information, we could talk for a little while via text. Even though I don't know your life, I know what the pain is like. If you want to vent for a little while, you'll find that I'm not judgmental. I wish your passing or otherwise to be as full of closure or relief as possible. If you decide to email me, include a timestamped picture of the supplies you've shown in this thread saying hello to Bill. Otherwise, I wish you the best. Have a wonderful evening.
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>>552672753
Bo-Bandy? Is that you?
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rather than dying alone in your basement why don't you do something epic like killing jews in the federal reserve
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>>552672084
i don't believe the nice ending here, sorry.
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>>552673801
[email protected]
My mistake.
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>>552667385
LIVE STREAM IT WHILE MASTURBATING UNTIL YOU DIE.
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>>552667385

please call me OP. my sister committed suicide. i couldn't live with myself knowing i could have done something to help you from this terrible decision.

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>>552673904
It's the plot of a pretty epic book. I thought someone would have catched that also tits
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>>552672492
Dude You should at least use up all the rest of your money to go on a big road trip vacation thing. Do everything you can do that youve always wanted to but couldnt because of commitments. Take HUGE risks you wouldnt have otherwise. Seriously go nuts.

Actually have some real fun before you turn the lights out.

Go do something REALLY dangerous, whats the worst that could happen? You'd die?

There are people who would be jealous of the freedom you hold in your hands right now. Dont waste it.
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i call bull. how are you gonna attach hoses to both ends of the mask on 3m's connectors

you should have got a normal cpr mask you stupid fuck
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>>552674103
Don't listen he is a liar also boobs
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>>552674103
why didnt you answer, im killing myself now
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What I've always fantasized about doing
>get some cobat-60 from a factory or a hospital
>make a dirty bomb
>find a big school, even a university
>covertly bury the bomb in the football field, with a primary charge so it airbursts like a German s-mine
>wait for big fooball game
>detonate
>school is kill
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>>552674546
woah man don't do that. call me. 877-CASH-NOW
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>>552673632
>all the sherpa are on strike because of some sort of avalanche.

Who needs a sherpa? go do it anyway. worst case scenario is you die
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>>552673070
Fuck off you complete waste of carbon!
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>>552674546
I told you he is full of lies!!!! Also more boobs
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>>552671008
you don't love him enough to post a decent pic though.
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People be like: No, don't kill yourself that's selfish, don't you care about the ones that love you?.
They don't fucking understand, we're not here to stay, fuck living, it doesn't matter if you live to a hundred years, you'll cease to exist anyway.
Selfish is wanting to keep alive someone who no longer wants to be alive so you can feel better with yourself. Fucking Hypocrites! Have a nice trip to wherever we end up after death, if you can send a post card. I'll be joining you some time later.
PS: Tits are always nice.
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>>552674670
but thats not a number
>>552674825
it was some duded named Justin
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>>552674551
Meh, I've always been more about the bank-robbery than dirty-bombs.

At least with a robbery you only kill cops and give them something to fear. Kinda like the dorner.
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>>552674825
If I was going to kill myself I would do somthing epic
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>>552672492

>have nothing to lose, better kill myself
>depressed - better kill myself
>feel pain - better kil myself

when you die, pls visit me and tell me how is it - assuming you are not going to suffer even more lel
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>>552673684
coming from the summeresty summer fag in this thread. I've been coming to /b/ for over 7 days now and i've never seen something as summer as your post.
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Naaaaaa
1.Go 2 doctor
2.Get life
3.winrar
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>>552674032

appreciate it, i really do. But i probably won't email you.

>>552674476

wait what? what mask should i use?

>>552673472

Umm i honestly can't remember how much the tank cost. About $50au i think. I've put a fair amount of research into it. And it seems like the cleanest quietest way to go. People that have used bags, generally survived, so I'm going the mask route.
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>>552673632
Would you send some money to my paypal? And instead of dying tomorrow, go to the DMV and get yourself checked for organ donation, and find another way to kill yourself so your organs can be used for other people. You have your reasons to suicide, and I won't stop you. But, if you can, you can make a few of everyone elses' lives better.

-Organ donation
-Paypal me some cash?
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>>55266738
If you're going to do it, do one thing:
Plan out who the unfortunate bastard that finds you first is going to be.
That's a life altering event, colours the rest of your life different.
Just think about who finds you.
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>>552675981

>inb4 no cash

OP jews into afterlife
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OP: Would you buy me Dark Souls II before you go? Or maybe borderlands 2, it's on sale on steam :) http://steamcommunity.com/id/shitfaced14/
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>>552675981

already a donor, and my cash is going into those letters i wrote for people.
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I agree... get a credit card and use it to buy a bunch of stuff for others first
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Not sure if this is troll or not, but you obviously made this thread for a reason OP. Youre hurting, and youre hurting hard. Deep down inside. You think you are worth nothing? You are no good to society? You are typing, spelling, and even making complete sentences that actually make sense. You know who can't do that OP? Retards. The mentally challenged. Are you a retard OP?
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When are you doing it?
Did you send those letters today, or what?
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OP WERE YOU GUY FROM A FEW DAYS AGO THAT WAS TALKING ABOUT AN EXIT BAG??
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>>552676476
What time will you be on here tomorrow?
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>>552667385
>>552668416
>>552668924
>>552669537
>>552670460
>>552671507
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>>552673632
OP, I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL PLEASE AT LEAST LISTEN TO THIS BOOK BEFORE YOU DO IT AND SEE IF IT DOESN'T HELP YOU. I SWEAR JUST TRY IT!

http://kickass.to/don-miguel-ruiz-the-mastery-of-love-t1744582.html
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Please don't do it faggot ;c
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>>552676585
bump

also try suicide hotline
1/800/273/8255
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>>552674972
If it's cop-killing that you want, then why not bomb the pigsty downtown?
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>>552676669

Tomorrow.

>>552676585

If i was retarded I wouldn't be able to go through with it. One of the main reasons i'm posting here is because i've been lurking since about 05. Although it's changed heaps I still enjoy some threads.
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So, if you're actually going through with it, are you excited? Nervous? Curious?

Without going into the REASON, what are your feelings towards the act?
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Don't do it. Everyone here is disconnected from reality. Go take a long walk on a sunny day and sit down on a bench. Not getting enough exercise and/or vitamin D leads to depression. Try this first.

It would be a waste to see you go, OP.
Be rational here.
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Op no pls ;_;
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>>552677482
Will you make a new thread right before you do it? I wanna be there, I just gotta know what time.
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>>552673684
Why, because its some stupid copy pasta I didnt get?
Am I not immersed enough in 4chan culture?!
TEACH ME SENPAI
I'm an oldfag, been postin before you knew what the rock was cookin bitch
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>>552676736

Nah, that wasn't me. I was however here about a year ago enquiring about the same things. Wondering what suggestions i can take. Everyone was really helpful and it took me about that year to tie up the loose ends.

>>552676307

I would if your profile pic wasn't so fucking retarded.

>>552676823

If i can listen to the book in a night sure. But if it's a huge bitch, thats not happening.
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>>552677482
Well I don't think you'll be able to enjoy them anymore.
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>>552667385
Is this a gift to your mother?
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>>552676823

shut up faggot, if he ills himself theirs over 8 billion to replace his ass.
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People who are saying do it: stop it.
OP offing him/herself is not going to make you feel better about your own life, and if it does, then you need a long reflection on your life.

Don't do it, OP. There are so many other things to do besides killing yourself.

Pls no.
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>>552676476
Op confirmed for selfish and lacking perspective.

Far be it for me to tell anyone to not kill themselves, I tried when I was in my early 20's. Thanks to a dud rim fire .22 I 'm not dead, or worse, a vegetable from the ineffectiveness of a small caliber round in the roof of my mouth.

Anyway, stop being an angsty child who thinks the 20-30 years of his life dictate how the rest of it will be. That's like a child crying because his toy broke, completely blinded to the future by their assumptions.

Grow up, nut up, and let whatever pain you have make you better for having experienced it. Faggot.
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>>552678404

< MFW op is going to kill himself. obviously
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Let's see one of the letters
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>>552678658
bump
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dump all the noods in your folders OP i know you got noods
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Pussy.

Don't leave everyone in your life to deal with the mess you make doing this. People like you really make me sick.

>Inb4 whiteknight.
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>>552677784

I'm actually feeling really motivated and a little excited to do it. The nervousness that comes with it, is more, if i get caught situation.

>>552677930

Sun isn't out in Australia right now. I do however prefer walking in the rain. I take vitamin tablets everyday if that helps.

>>552678005

That's the plan. Probably around 13:00 aus time.

>>552678291

fact
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>>552667385
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>>552678443
Word
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>>552678141
Hey OP, maybe you could give me a try and buy me Space Engineers http://steamcommunity.com/id/NickFoster2112
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Goodbye /b/ro
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>>552678909

As much as I hnoestly respect your decision, I truly wish you'd rethink your options. Look, you're probably young...ah fuck it you're not going to listen anyway.

Don't do it.
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>>552678909

At least the autopsy will show you were healthy, you should stick a note in your pocket saying " the pelicans don't even know where i stored my scones " and have a picture drawn of a cat with a tophat, because what i said was fact.
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>>552678909
So you want to get caught.
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>>552671583
If I were about to kill myself I wouldn't give a fuck about making a random stranger happy. Wouldn't care about anything. Kind of the point.
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You don't get to choose to be alive. Two strangers come along and fuck and you get born and have to deal with it. But if you try to choose not to be alive, people come out of the fucking woodwork to try and stop you.

That's bullshit.
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>>552678141
Do it bro its only like 2 hours, Ive been feeling suicidal for almost my entire life and since I started studying psychology I feel much better and Im getting better everyday. I just found that book in the past week and its what I was looking for my entire life, I swear to you its the best book you could ever hope to find. Just listen to it all the way through its really good you wont get bored. I hope you see the value in it, I wish you the best. If you learn about psychology on your own and take it seriously you can unfuck your mind, society is fucked up not you. Good luck man.
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As a balloon pro, please don't waste helium.
But if you're going to, get the big 291 T-tank. It'll blow the brain stem out the back of your neck and your lungs out of your chest. You might even have one final moment to reflect on what you've done.
Why not heroin overdose? Fun, peaceful, warm sleepytime. Or don't you want your parents to think you were fucked up and on drugs? Stupid prick.
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>>552669537
timestamp the tank and the mask you dumb cunt.
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>>552667385

You were doing great until you cried for help on an anonymous image-board. You could have spent some of the last shreds of your existence here with meaning, but you're piddling it away.
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The problem with people that commit suicide is that they haven't found what they've been looking for, what makes them happy. It's not that easy. you have to search. You have to work. Suicide is the mother fucking easy way out, and that's a god damn fact. Weak bitches quit.
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>>552678909
>>552678443

Op, respond.
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>>552679279
This shit is gold.
Go out with no ragrets OP
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>>552667385
Goodnight sweet prince
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>>552678404
You fuckers just don't get it do you?
If he's serious its beyond our grasp. Encouraging this will only make him determined for his final voyage. Many people go on with life wishing for many things, he's making his dream come true. We're at 7billion and if I were to take a wild guess less than 1% make any real difference.

>>552667385
OP I hope you tied off any debts so that your family isn't harassed by the juden. Remember to exhale and release the valve carefully so you don't blow up your lungs. Best of luck /b/uddy.
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>>552680018
That dude's sister went to my high school
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>>552674748
This.

Op you're an idiot. You live in one of the freest countries in the world. You can literally do almost anything you want. Why the fuck would you not?
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>>552679173

From your steam profile picture you might need to get out more or play a sport. I'm trying to log in now, to get you the game. but seriously, go outside.

>>552679279

I actually really like this idea.

>>552679317

Nope. Well eventually be seen so my organs are still fresh for the picking.

>>552678443

It's not a broken toy situation it's more of a, would i rather that or this situation. There are different reasons to commit suicide, I never said i had a tough life or future ahead of me.
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>>552679317
if op wants to get caught, he better realize that they'll shove some pills down his throat and he'll never function properly again.

if anything you should at least dress up as a clown, though
give the scene some atmosphere
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May you find peace OP. I have been in your situation many times before.
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OP LISTEN - JUST FUCKING READ THIS.

I've been there before. Drop it, spend money on gym membership, use internet to find out more about nutrition/training. START LIFTING. Just do it.. try it for at least 3 weeks. Thank me later.
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>>552679683
if society is fucked up, that's even worse than if you are fucked up.
you have a better chance of changing yourself than changing society
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>>552674340
what book?
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>>552680271
Yeah. You want to know real hopelessness, depression. Go live in a dirty ass thrid world country.

"Oh god I have clean hot water on tap, electricity, insulation and protection from marauding militias. Boo-hoo!"

Get some fucking perspective.
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>>552679279

Or your could just jump off a bridge, someone once told me its like the water is giving you a big wet hug, my personal suicide plan, go squirrel suiting off a mountain then take the helmet off and go " I WAS DEAD LONG BEFORE THIS!" then smack head first off the mountain side
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>>552679921
you still use zone alarm bro?
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>>552680592
That pic is retarded. The point of life is exploration. You never have to stop exploring and when you do you stop evolving.
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>>552680802
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>>552680504
What are your options, op? Aside from suicide which we've been over a thousand time so far here.
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>>552680678
Some people don't want amenities, in fact I'd argue that's what leads to people like Op. Life has ceased to be difficult; thus, life has stopped being interesting. Maybe Op does need to go to a third world country. Maybe he can find what he needs in the squalor.
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>>552680138
THIS.

Nothing we say can stop OP. If OP is serious then all we should do is wish OP a peaceful end.

It is not a crime to kill yourself.
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>>552680592
>life is stupid and pointless
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>>552680138
No one makes any real difference.

YOU ARE JUST A BUNCH OF ATOMS.

If anything it's an altruistic move. We are severely overpopulated and one of the best ways to undue many of our problems is to reduce the population.

Go for it. Everyone else saying not to is just trying to make their shitty lives feel like they have some worth and meaning.

That is why you speak of the one percent doing something meaningful because you are not part of it.

OP has the most balls and willpower of anyone if he were to go through with it.
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Farewell OP, i'll join you sometime next week. I'm thinking wednesday.
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>>552681224
brb
killing myself
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>>552681175
>It is not a crime to kill yourself.

yes it is.
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>>552681168
Exactly my point.
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>>552681456
No actually.. It's not.
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>>552680678
Stupidest shit.
Fuck third world countries. It's not OP's or anyone's duty to care about them. Tired of this same bullshit, so what if they have it worse? We're not allowed to feel sad because our lives are better than theirs? Sucks for them for being born in a shitty country. Why don't they stop reproducing? Who brings a child into the world knowing they're just going to starve and be in one of those commercials asking for money.

>Inb4: Edgy
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>>552680942
Respond, op.
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>>552681456
Right, the police go around arresting corpses hanging from a rope.
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>>552681456
hahaha what are they gonna do if you kill yourself? arrest a dead body? pls
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>>552681529
Dipshit, unless you are talking about a specific jurisdiction, suicide most certainly is a crime.
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>>552681529
yes and no
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_legislation#United_States
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>>552680620

Already joined a gym, been lifting for about a year now i think.

>>552680678

I used to live in Philippines, that's a little third world.

>>552680942

I've exaughsted a fair few options. Well i can continue seeing my therapist, and save up for another vacation, but when i get back i'll just feel the same again. Or i can just fake being a different person for a certain amount of time and again, be in the same situation. Either way it's happening, i believe.
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>>552681529

your a little fucking party pooper aren't you..
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>>552680504
Who are your behavioral models that youlearned suicide from? By this I mean "suicide as a realistic go-to solution to life's adversity"?
Have you not been exposed to behavioral models that are tough and fight the adversity? Do you see your suicide as comedic or romanticized?
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>>552681550
You do realize people in third world countries can be happy? There's no need to pity them because you're better off, but that doesn't mean you're not better off than them.
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>>552681774
arrest =/= criminal offense

>>552681802
that doesn't fucking matter. still a crime. if you fail like the attention-seeking slob you likely are, then you get punished.

>>552681854
so then yes. it is a crime. there are places in the world where it's a fucking crime.
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>>552672103
you fucking knob, le was overused by 9gag and he was using it properly because he was making fun of the 1337 speak that usually goes hand in hand with le. kill yourself you newfag underage b&
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>>552681905
So Op what do you think you're missing in life? Aside from happiness.
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>>552667385

Don't forget to say a nice squeaky "good bye cruel world". Finding meaning in life is pretty easy when opportunities are limitless living in a developed world. Or just ended and someone else will take what you will lose.
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>>552667385
If you're really going to an-hero at least take out some pieces of shit with you.

Examples of pieces of shit:
Repeat offenders for crimes such as robbery.

You can easily find their information online in your local clerk of courts website.
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For all you depression fags he is so helpful advice start taking HTP5 no o won't tell you what it is stop being a fag a youtube htp5 benefits or google it I've been there the shit helps
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Op, how bout you buy me tomb raider? Make a fag happy before you go
Steam:Grandfather Paradox
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where in aus do you live?
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>>552682189
crimes can only be crimes if they can be enforced.
one cannot force a dead man to live
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>>552681905
hey did you do some progress in that year because i am going 3 months now and i dont see any changes in my body anymore
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>>552680942
That's a real short list of options, and I think most anyone here knows there's actually a lot more and that when you're depressed you actionably ignore many to perpetuate the feeling.

Ever tried meditation? If yes, you're either lying or need to really try again. If not, then try it.
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>>552681847
No it's not, you fucking retard. You can be confined to a hospital and forced into treatment if you're suicidal, but the actual act of killing yourself isn't illegal, now do the world a favor and fucking kill yourself.

>>552681954
Fuck you Ryan.
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>>552682189
The wikipedia article says that by 1990 only two states listed it as a crime and this has since been removed.
If you read on it tells you how it is an unwritten common law crime to protect the individuals estate
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>>552667385
le edge face
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>>552667385
I hope you do. Suicides make me happy. Every time I hear about a faggot either attempting or succeeding, I chuckle, sometimes audibly depending on the environment. It brings me satisfaction and a sort of personal power to know that I can handle and have figured out what others failed miserably at. Every an hero makes me a better person.
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>>552681905

>>552682717
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>>552682538
Nup.
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>>552682701
>completely painless
Unless you blow up your fucking lungs
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Exactly.

OP, I hope you find happiness in the afterlife.

Also let me know if there is an afterlife.
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>>552682816
It is actually illegal.
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>>552682570
>crimes can only be crimes if they can be enforced.

false. that makes no sense whatsoever. enforcing crimes?

>>552682816
yes, dipshit, it is. maybe not where you live in your assisted suicide wonderland, but i don't give a fuck about that. suicide is a crime. all criminal acts are illegal.
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>>552682902
Op, respond.
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>>552682538

melbourne aus

>>552682525

my steam isn't letting me log into another computer, and the verification code isn't working.

>>552682062

I'm gonna be completely honest and say i don't know what the fuck you're talking about. If you're talking about people that i admire and look up to, that have strong personalities and fight for their life. then no... i am that person in the group of people i know. People have always come to me for shit about their lives.
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>>552667385
enjoy your painful death moron.
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>>552683227
oh yeah its called auto-homicide and is punished with dead.

HAHAHAHA this guy
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>>552677683
nice thumbnail, nignog.
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>>552683441
what the fuck does the punishment matter. that's separate from it being illegal.
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Paradox again, OP. that bs verification code is the same with me, you have to try again. DO IT FOR CROFT OP.DO IT.
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>>552672937

He;s right. Kill yourself now and save yourself from becoming a virgin neckbeard playing bayonetta 2 with the rest of the plebeian rabble.

Faggot.
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>>552683227
It has been illegal in the past. At least in the states it is no longer illegal. Assisted suicide and the like still are illegal in all but 5 states . In many states a person that has attempted suicide may be forcibly admitted to a metal health institution. Also suicide may be considered homicide in order to void insurance claims by the heirs.
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SUICIDE IS NOT A CRIME IN MOST PLACES

When it is a crime it is ONLY to protect the deceased to ensure their suicide was not forced.
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>>552683227
It actually is not.
>>552683339
>in your assisted suicide wonderland
Is that supposed to make me feel bad or something...? Stop being retarded and realize that it's not illegal you stupid faggot.
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>>552682816

Its okay my little wonderous party pooper of whiteknight rospects, come into thy bussom and all will be forgiven
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>>552682712

I saw progress in the first 6 months or so, and then it slowed down.

>>552682717

I always though if i meditated the silence and tranquility will bring my mind to think of even more suicidal thoughts.
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>>552683339
you enforce the law.
those who do not uphold the law are criminals, and their actions considered crimes.
It can very well be illegal to commit suicide, and people will go out of their way to prevent it, but once the act is done, there is no penalty for the accused.
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>>552684019
That's the opposite of meditation. You're supposed to empty your mind, not dwell on things.
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>>552683851
it's illegal. it's a crime. stop being a faggot and pretending your local laws apply to the planet.
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>>552683906
>whiteknight
I think we got off on the wrong foot Ryan, I want him to kill himself I'm not being a whiteknight. I'm just pointing out that killing yourself isn't a crime.
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>>552684019
?For all you depression fags he is so helpful advice start taking HTP5 no o won't tell you what it is stop being a fag a youtube htp5 benefits or google it I've been there the shit helps
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>>552678141
Yo, suicidal ausfag. I am also from aus, and hate paying bullshit steam prices.
give me games, i respect your descision to do whatever the fuck you want with your life. Godspeed.
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>>552684112
you don't enforce crimes, faggot. stop changing your words.

>those who do not uphold the law are criminals

false.

it doesn't matter if there is a penalty. there are more repercussions when a person dies than the person dying.
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If it's any consolation OP, I would've dedicated that game in your name.
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>>552684248
>stop being a faggot and pretending your local laws apply to the planet.
Isn't that exactly what you're doing? Listen if you're retarded, you might wanna let me know, I might actually feel bad.... Or not I'll probably just call you autistic or a fucking re-re.
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>>552667385
You'll go to hell and things will be infinitely worse and never get better. Please don't
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>>552680504
Pic of your face. Seriously though, suicide is for pussies. Stop being a bitch and overcome your problems. Killing oneself is weak.
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you werent the first
you wont be the last
solidarity /b/ro
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>>552684335

Is it a prescription med? or just vitamins or something.

>>552684208

How do you do it then?
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>>552667385
>use fucking helium to try and kill self
>pass out
>helium rises fuckers
>start breathing oxygen again
>wake up 2 and 3/4 brain dead
>get on Oprah Winfrey
>marry that fucker
>buy 4chan passes for everyone
>???
>profit

Go for it op
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>>552684664
>2014
>believing in hell
kill urself
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>>552684437
Also, say hi to bryan when you get wherever you're going. He was a top bloke, the cunt.
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>>552684580
no, faggot, i am responding to your faggotty claim

>suicide is not a crime

you're wrong. there are places where it is a crime. it's probably a crime where you live. stop being a massive faggot and move on.
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>>552667385
farewell mi amigo
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Try harder OP. I want my steam sale games. Make a fag less depressed before you go
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>>552680929
>le funnie maymay.com
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Dude just don't do it.
I had a friend who blew his own head off, his little brother found him.

It took a huge toll on his family and friends. Just remember if you think you have no reason live, you can still live for the ones who love you.
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>>552684208
At least try meditation. once or twice a day for 5 days. If you want to know more I can show you. Otherwise this is my last comment because if you're not interested in such a simple option, then maybe you do need to kill yourself.
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>>552684884
>anytime after 1982
>being so autistic as to care about others' beliefs
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>>552684927
>stop being a massive faggot and move on.
I think you should head your own advice retard. It's not a crime. End of discussion.
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>>552671020
Yes, this op. do eet
Or dress as sonic, scream at the top of your lungs GOTTA GO FAST, then promptly get crushed by a subway
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>>552684826
Get comfortable. Relax all your muscles, starting at your head and working down to your feet, then back up. Keep doing this until the pain of relaxation goes away. Then stop thinking. It's not wasy for some at first, but it gets easy rapidly. Just stay that way for as long as you'd like. It's that simple. One time may not reach the desired effect, but after doing it once a day for 5 days, a positive difference in mental state is guaranteed.
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>>552685083
that is a stupid reason for a life, just living to not make others sad its stupid
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OP, just ignore all these fags telling you to live for your family. It's not their decision, and it's fucking selfish to make you keep on living just for them, when you really just want to end all this shit. Go for it OP. Become a pelican, and go find your lost scones.
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>>552685030
I wish i had one without the gay watermark. Oh well though.
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>>552681413
Great thing about bumping yourself off is you can always put it off for another day.....just in case things change..
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>>552667385
I'm not gonna try to change your mind, OP. I'm sorry it has come to this. I'm sorry you've given up. Good luck tomorrow.
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>>552670460
>The doc didn't want to prescribe me meds because he thought i would become reliant on them
That's pretty shitty of him, and I would highly recommend that you consult a different psychiatrist.
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>>552685404
i get a boner thinking about this op plz do this and record it i will what will i do.....i know i will jizz on your grave op now hurry up and get a sonic costume.
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>>552667385
stream it
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I have an ex boyfriend that killed himself last year. I was blamed for his death. I was all he could ever talk about after I left him. i'm sorry but if you don't want to help yourself then no one can even try and help you. for three years I put up with my ex beating me, threatening me and attempting to kill me when what I did wasn't what he wanted. I loved him yes. But I couldn't stand there beside him and watch him destroy himself. If you are going to kill yourself, you are going to do it regardless. thats how Suicidal people work. I know I've stood there and had to force my ex to puke up 200 xanax so he wouldn't die, telling him it was my fault. But guess what? that didn't change anything. The day I found out he was dead was the best day in my life because I didn't have to hide anymore. i didn't have to hide on facebook, in my home town, hell I could actually answer phone calls from random numbers again knowing that it wouldn't be him. If you are going to kill yourself I feel sorry for you because there is so much to life that you will miss out on. It's not the best thing on earth no but your life is what you make it. Its the only thing you have that is truly yours.

If you still go through this this /b/ro I'm sorry for you and I wish you luck in the afterlife. If you don't I hope you can find something good to do with yourself or find something that you love to do and continue to do it for years to come. With this I bid you Good night.
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>>552684927
>>552684248
Even if it was illegal to kill yourself, what are they doing to do? Arrest your corpse?
And besides, OP said he was from Melb, which means Vic state legislation applies, specifically: Section 6A of the Crimes Act 1958 (Vic) which states that the rule of law whereby it is a crime for a person to commit or to attempt to commit suicide is hereby abrogated.
Do your research cunt.
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>>552685404
yes this pls, if you are gonna die why not be inmortalized as the first sonic fag stupid enough to kill himself
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>>552667385
Stream it faggot
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>>552685467
There is no such thing as a noble suicide.
It is only selfish.
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To become an hero, you have to change immensely. The Hero's Journey resonates for a reason.

Becoming a hero means leaving your comfort zone behind, experiencing trials and triumph, and

allowing your old self to die so that you can be reborn as a fully realized hero.

It doesn't necessarily mean that you're some action movie protagonist, soldier, policeman,

superhero, vigilante, or whatever.

It just means that you go from seeking comfort and pleasure and ease of life to having the

strength and courage to face adversity and champion what you're supposed to champion in your

life. You could be a doctor, a soldier, a writer, an artist, an engineer, a chef, a stay-at-home

parent, a veterinarian, or whatever it is you're destined to be, and you can be a hero. It's just

about realizing an ideal self that can only be revealed through allowing your current one to

struggle and fight and die.

Say you have a cushy life at home with your family, but you're called to leave that behind and go

to college or take a job in some far-off place. That's the Call to Adventure. If you refuse the

call and stay in your comfort zone, that's easier, but you'll ultimately just be building a maze

around your minotaur instead of facing it. So you go. You struggle and grow and meet strange

people and face trials and get tested though feats of sacrifice and strength and wit and courage.

You get stronger. Along the way, you're tempted to give up by setbacks or distracting pleasures.

Eventually, though, you succeed, and you find yourself transformed by your adventures, and you

return home with whatever you won over the course of the adventure. Now you're a hero, because

you've completed the journey, and you're strong enough to protect and champion whatever your

kingdom is.

That's how you become an hero. Not by killing yourself.
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I had the same gear ready about a year ago. I read somewhere that you should wait a month once you've reached the FINAL decision to end it. I gave it a month and things were a bit less dark so I postponed it.

Since then I moved to another state, got a gf, changed my perspective and mindset. I'm now a semi content normal guy. I get choked up thinking about that time and how close I was.

I don't know you're life and only you can make the decision about whether you really need to or not but I just want to say that it is possible to escape that suffocating bleakness and I hope you can. Keep working and hold on.

I love you man. There is another reality.
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>>552670460
I feel exactly like you. Almost exactly the same life-story, thinking about this every day. If you do it I tip my hat to you, you're the bravest of the two of us.
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Dearest of all OP's

B4 killing yourself did you know that all your suffering is coming from your mind? (dwelling on past and future)

The pain body inside your mind wants to survive like every other organism on earth

Control your taughts and your depression will not have food to survive....

Also read "the power of now"....or just kill yourself :3
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>>552672270
>alpha
>kill yourself
Anon, do you know what alpha means? Not bein a bitch ass nigga.
Op a bitch ass nigga.
Op, if you're gonna off yourself like the beta you are, do it in a fucking hilarious way
Do as many front flips as possible from a tall building
Drown in sewer after writing a note saying nobody gave a shit
Put a plastic bag over your head, then light it on fire
Just do fucktarded shit until you die, it's the point of life, fuckface
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>>552667385
Congratulations on escaping the game
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>>552685964
so what, he can be selfish for one last time, if nobody cares about him to save him from suicide then why should he kept his life just for those people
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>>552685439
Op, respond.

If you're only giving yourself a day or so before you take the exit, then spend it meditating as much as you can stand. I promise you will notice some difference in short order.
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>>552685482
i reverse google searched it
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>>552684826
if your going to do it, and you live in your own place, can me and my fiance have your home? we would like one to start a family.
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>>552685767
If you love talking about yourself so much why don't you make your own thread. This is OP's thread. No one cared about your sob story.
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Killing yourself is a coward's way.

I am a gay, androgynous-looking Native American who is allergic to dairy and red meat, has severe chemical brain imbalances, who has been homeless, raped, beat within an inch of his life before, broke his head open, was a complete loser in high school with bad acne, nearly went blind from an infection, and you know what?

Fuck all that, I beat all that bullshit and now I'm a good-looking, well-liked respected man. Fuck depression.
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Weakling.
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>>552685276
it's a crime faggot. in india it's a crime. in russia it's a crime. in singapore it's a crime. in parts of america it's a crime. the discussion is never over, faggot, much like your craving for cock.
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>>552686642
>Native American
>Acne

Liar.
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>>552686390
I'm more than sure if he told someone close of his intentions, they would help him asap.
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Worlds overpopulated anyway.
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>>552667385
But before you go,Try to max payne through life a bit.
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>>552674551
>>552674972
>>552677213
inb4 fbi
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>>552686395
i am this guy
>>552686206


meditation works. but controlling your taughts is easier to do and effective 24/7. i used to meditate daily

the thing is that one needs to find the road in between over thinking and meditation.


coz in op's case he would simply start overthinkin again once meditation is over
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>>552684826
Why are you not going out with a bang?

I meam honestly,if your heart is set on becoming an hero,then do so,but why not fulfill all your desires before that?
Rape whoever you fancied before,go and kill/torture whoever offended you before,kill those you dislike just because you can
As long as you carry around a quick way out,like a gun,or better yet,cyanide,you can avoid all consequences of your actions.
So why not go out with a bang,OP?
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>>552685790
i don't give a fuck what they would do. that isn't relevant to it being a crime. but, it has repercussions beyond punishment. insurance, etc. i don't give a fuck where op said he was from. op is a faggot who posted a pic of a tank he has never seen.
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>>552674050
Kek'd
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>>552682816
>>552683227
yes and no. In some states (I'd bet bible belt) attempted suicide is a crime (which is kinda fucked up because if you successfully kill yourself no crime has occurred but a failed attempt could be prosecuted; kinda encourages you to get it done right the first time)

http://legal-dictionary.thefreedictionary.com/Killing+yourself
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Best of luck to you OP. However this turns out, I hope you think you made the right choice. It's been a nice thread, /b/ro. I'll miss you.
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>>552686904
No, that happens if you quit. Many peoples problem is they think "Wow, it worked" and stop their routine. You have to keep meditating to reap it's rewards. And to learn how to control your thoughts. I commend your perspective, though, you're definitely on the right track.
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>>552686728

It was brought on by this stupid drug that I used before my current medication.
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>>552667385
>that i'll grab tomorrow
well, lets talk tomorrow OP
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>>552687043
the purpose is to deter suicides, especially those attention craving faggots who use vital emergency aid resources.

there is nothing noble about a suicide. no man is a fucking island. all of the resources you have used throughout your life need to be paid back by you working and fulfilling your end of the social contract.
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>>552685767

That was depressing. Sorry for your loss? Obviously the dude was a dick though, if he was beating you.

>>552686187

Sorry to hear that bro. You'd be the brave one...

>>552685439

ok. ill spend the night meditating then. I don't usually sleep a lot anyway.
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ok im out, op before u kill urself post something tomorrow pls
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>>552683373
It doesn't matter whether you look up to them or not. How did suicide become an acceptable option you?
Suicide as an idea enters into the mind of everyone, as a possibility that could happen to someone. It can remain as an unthinkable, unacceptable response in the person's mind though, something they'd never consider doing, no matter how bad things were.
How did suicide become an acceptable solution for you? When did suicidal ideation begin? In response to what?
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>>552687450
Thanks, op. I won't be on later, so I'll assume you at least tried and will rest easy. take care out there, and if you're honestly going to try it, then enjoy your new mental state and perspective on existence.
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Good night sweet prince.
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>>552687650
Also, stop reading the comments on this thread. It's just filling your head with stuff you're supposed to be clearing out. Later.
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Don't do it, OP.
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>>552667385
Seeing as you made up your mind I must commend your dedication. Every second around the world someone is thinking about ending it but never do. They drift from day to day wishing for it to all end but never have the strength to do it. Instead these lost souls sap the lives around those they interact with, often being a 'debbie downer' who ruins the buzz. People on /b/, religion, politics and your everyday Joe are going to argue the basis of life on who has the right to live or die, but this your right to choose how you end it. If you're suffering why continue? Would you let a loved pet suffer endlessly because you love it so much that you selfishly keep it for yourself? To end it in this manner can be viewed as one of most selfless ways of departing this planet. Painlessly going and not taking others with you that so many have choose;murder-suicides, shoot ups ect.

Again I hope you have all your debts squared away, fuck the banks and other creditors. You should also consider packing your belongings away so that your friends/family don't spend an enormous time cleaning out your living space. You can also clean your PC/phone so that its less embarrassing for others.

I say these things in hopes that you take it as a view to find that peace that we're all searching for. Best of luck friend.
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I'm going to bed. Hope to see you tomorrow, OP.
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Can confirm the benefits of 5HTP. Used to do coke and MDMA quite often not to mention lots of drinking. Became very depressed which I'm sure was a result of a constant fluctuation of seratonin levels. Started taking 5HTP twice a day while I was on drugs and it made life much more pleasant. When I became sober I continued with the 5HTP and let me tell you, life was grand. One year later I'm no longer taking any drugs or supplements and I feel grateful for every morning I wake up to. Don't be discouraged though, it took about 3 months for it to fully take effect
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>>552687184
well, everybody does what best works for him i guess

for me stopping the brain dwellings is easy. I realised that i cannot fuck up my future coz of my past. coz of uncontrolled taughts. meditation is nice tho, you feel real good afterwards.

the problem is that meditation is not a 24/7 thing. for me at least. i have some stoner friends; for them its half a day thing
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>>552685790
not every suicide is successful. In some states, those who fail could be charged because its technically illegal (again in some states) but that's a rare charge
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>>552667385
I'm not going to stop you. Go peacefully anon.

...But can you also hook me up with Skyrim: Legendary Edition? Vanilla version works too.
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>>552686908

I would rather keep it out of the local news paper. Not even sure where to get a gun in Australia, i would actually love to get cyanide if you know where to get some here. But yep, i'd rather keep it clean with hardly any hassles.

>>552687384

You guys have been arguing for a bit whether it's legal or not.

No, it is not illegal. Section 6A of the Crimes Act 1958 (Vic) states: "The rule of law whereby it is a crime for a person to commit or to attempt to commit suicide is hereby abrogated."
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