Self harm thread What are your experiences with self harm, your

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>>552543764
If your going to something, don't do it half assed.
Next time, cut vertically.

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>>552544002

Self harmed on my teens. Small cuts on the arms.

Self harmed once again a couple of months ago.

Seems pointless now. It doesn't help and I already have scars to bear.

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>>552544198

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Been o and off self harming since I was like 12/13
I haven't done it properly apart a few scratches for a couple of years, scars are still very visible though. I don't have a good or bad opinion on it, I don't care really.
>Pic related, old pic of my new-ish scars

>>552545290
I hope you didn't think an expression of deep emotional distress would stop me from calling you a whale.

You fucking whale.

>>552545290
Never felt a need to do it. Always was out of distress but it never helped a bit. Don't know why some people develop a compulsion around it...

Also, tiemstap.

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>>552545290
fat bitch

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>>552545290
sounds like troll.
timestamp with pussy and scars or gtfo.

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>>552546726
basically healed now.
I was just fucked in the head
/b/tard so...

>>552547683
fat bitch

>>552543764

gross

Sexy, tits plz!

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>>552544149
I'm pretty sure those are not self harm cut.

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>>552547837
Got no recent ones part from the one I just took.
But they're very faded now anyway so.

I've got over a 130 scars, but most are faded and are done in a way so they look like stretchmarks or something (Wasn't intended to scar when I did it, they look fucking stupid)
The ones on my arms are white are slightly raised from the skin.

I like scars. I don't care if people have them, I find them interesting to look at- the bigger the better. But when they're on me it's the other way around, I don't really like them. I don't know why.
>tfw want to do it again but my partner says that they'll leave me if I do

>>552547683
Happy to know you're healed.

Do you have visible scars? I have scars on my arms and it's the worst thing I could have done..

b2psychiatry with you

>>552548101
Fuck those are some big tits.Pics?

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>>552548138
Oh yeah They're still very visible, probably always will be, when they were new they were a couple of cms deep
I have a lot of scars on my arms but they're not very visible

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>>552543764

>>552547683
implying you are healed. you may are better now, but its just a few dissapointments and shit gets loose again

>>552548753
I meant the scars... obviously.

I have not cut in 5 years. It isn't depth that matters, rather it is the pain. I already hurt deeply. you can get to a frame of mind where it is a romantic hidden thing, only I know about. I hate being Borderline.

>>552548971
obviously you are a retard

>>552548517
>I have a lot of scars on my arms but they're not very visible
Yeah I meant that. I have scars on my arms only and they are quite visible...

So the question is why you do it? Why are you "fucked in the head"?

It's the biggest form of attention whoring

it's really stupid

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>>552549272
I only cut my arms when I was young, when I got a bit older I wanted to hide it better so I started cutting my legs instead so I could hide them.
I don't know exactly why I started it. I Had a pretty rough upbringing and I was very harshly bullied when I was at school .

For me it is years of child abuse, in every form. If someone is mad at me, I feel the need to punish myself to make up for it.

My whole life comes down to abusing myself, as it is familiar. I don't trust love, as I honestly don't get the concept. Hate I get.

>>552549613
This.

Although I did it myself when I was taking paroxetine. That drug fucked me up.

>>552549613
I hid my cuts. My own private Idaho.

>>552549836
>my whole life comes down to abusing myself

Just keep telling yourself that if you want to have any chance of living a fruitful life.

>>552549613

Yea no kidding, I actually dated a girl who cut and she would sometimes cut herself and send me pictures of it saying it was my fault if she didn't get her way.

She even cut near her tits one time. She then would later complain when they opened in shit and said she would never do it again Stupidest shit I ever had to deal with.

she still does it I hear.

>>552550289
You could be one of my friends. He had a similar experience too. Stay away from those mad bitches.

>>552550134
I never said I was not motivated to get better. I was telling you how I think when I De-comp. I do have a good life, but I am stupid if I don't expect to get low. Turn your back on a beast, and you are dog food.

>>552550289
Crazy women man. Makes a guy like me seem normal.

>>552550289
Honestly, those are the type of cutters I hate.
>take photos
>woe is me

Not like >>552548517 since this is anonymous but I mean the people who send pictures to other people whom they know. It's disgusting. I hide my scars and wouldn't dream of anybody else but my partner knowing about them.

>>552549796
Hope you can get out of it and find other ways to deal with life... Are you on treatment or something?

>>552550602
>I never said I was not motivated to get better

Well, you just did actually. Why expect yourself to get low? It's a downward spiral, really.

>>552550768
No, I've never told anyone but people on the internet that I cut anyway

>>552550732
I know why they do it. You cannot measure pain. The cuts are represented of the pain they feel inside. Bigger, and better the cuts, the more pain inside.

I did it as punishment, not a cry for help. I never cried for help, if I got it in my mind to do it, I did.

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>>552550732
>partner
you gay
you grill
you both
?

also anonymous pictures like this annoy the shit out of me.

>>552550913
No one notices it? Don't you have friends or a partner or anything?

>>552543764
I know the girl that did this...

>>552551061
Well, the few people who have seen me naked have seen but, never said anything. I did pre-warn my current boyfriend actually, but he didn't say anything either.
And no I d do not have friends haha.

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rate me

>>552550868
Ok, well I have a disease. I take meds, but I still get low. Like a Diabetic. Does a diabetic check their blood? I check my moods. Why do I feel that. It is rational? Why am I letting it get to me? What can I do to overcome it?

I check myself in public, Was that passive aggressive, am I being appropriate, blah blah.

If I let myself go, I end up doing something (sometimes on purpose) to start that spiral.

I used to compulsively spend money, never thinking of the consequences. Now I have almost 5 years of paying bills on time. I have to be vigilante, no one else can do it for me.

I don't expect you to follow. We have different chemistry in our heads. I am doing DBT to form my brain into adult coping skills.

>>552543764
There was a time, I was about 17, I did put a candle and using a poketknife I heated a coin. I started with using the tip of the knive but I couldn't push it long enough on my skin. The coin was easier. After a few minutes I would just drop it on my body.I do have scare of that left on my leg. I did that for like a few month.

>>552551216
It's an issue in your relationship? Did he notices when you have new scars or something?

>>552551594
Sorry so sloppy. Still med hazed from last night.

>>552551681
No I haven't done it in a long ass time.
not since I@ve been with him anyway. We've only been together for like 6 months

>>552551594
As a medfag, I always had a difficult time understanding BPD or other related disorders. What meds are you on?

>>552551957
You, and everyone else. I've been turned down by therapists.

Immipromine 250mg HS
Klonopin 1mg TID
Lamactal (shit don't know) HS

In my file, Axis I is PTSD. My Doctor hates to put BPD on any document.

>>552552207
Does your doctor not believe in BPD? I sure as hell don't.

Also, I question your meds. Is there any explanation for you taking BOTH imipramine and lamictal? No wonder you feel like shit some time.

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>>552551909
Happy to hear that. Good luck femanon.

Meds are good for no sex Drive too. So no need for BF. (5 of 6 on Kinsey). I still fap, but only about once a week.

>>552552649
Forgive me if I do not take a consult off of 4chan.

>>552552737
I'm not having a consult here, I'm just asking a question.

>>552543764
GF self harmed before I met her and during our time together.
Eventually she stopped but I could never grasp the point of physically harming/scarring yourself to "feel better", what she told me anyway.
If anything it was her emotions playing up and she really had no other way to vent and lack of self control sort of got her to that point.
Though she did have a pretty shitty childhood, so I can never understand where she's coming from.

>>552552838
I don't know. I am not a a doctor.

>>552550716
>>552550436

She did a lot of stupid shit, She carved peoples names in her skin. While I was dating her she carved her ex in her leg and some weird words.

I've never heard of someone doing shit like that, word of advice be careful who you date. And if they do that shit, don't fucking put up with it you'll regret doing so.

>>552552838
Plus the questions are passive aggressive. You a RN?

Can't quite get into med school?

>>552553049
I'm a 6th year med student.
I just don't put much faith in psychiatry nowadays. However, if it works for you, by all means go ahead. It just didn't work for me.

I seriously hope you get your shit together, man. Living in constant worry and self-reflection is not good.

>>552543764

I cut myself when I was 14 because I was an edgy faggot.

I can understand the angst bro. Find a better outlet for it. Sport is the best outlet for energy. If you find yourself feeling frustrated and you don't know what to do, just go for a cycle or a run or kick a ball around. If you can then meet up with friends and kick a ball around with them.

Good luck man. Seriously, cutting yourself is fucking pointless.

>>552543764
I'm talking to this girl on kik right now,

she cuts her self and calls it drawing

she listens to core shit tier bands

she plays video games like saints row


Jesus fucking christ I just want the nudes, how long am I going to endure maximum autism and faggotry?

>>552553650
I know, hence DBT. I mean when I say severe abuse neglect, I am not "being edgy". The state took me, and I did a state tour of hospitals, and warehouses. They were better than that war zone my house was.

I've spent so much time alone, it does not bother me to be alone. I have a few friends, but they are of quality.

I may never be happy, that's occurred to me. I just want peace, and this empty to go away. Yes, I will work for it. I have been for 30 years.

>>552554354
I'm on the same road. Sometimes it seems it's not worth it. Too much effort just to go by everyday...

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>>552543764
I self harmed for two years in my edgy teenage angst depression era [14-15]. Now my thighs and upper arms are covered in scars and it makes my body look hideous. 10/10 would not recommend, it ruined my body.

I never went deep enough to go to the ER. I dont do it anymore because its fucking stupid.

>>552554354
Best of luck, man.

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Posting my OC
>Tom is a faget

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>>552556186
I think these pics start going backwards to when I was younger, so some cuts will disappear

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>>552556338
realising how fucked the order is

I'm a very accepting and understanding person, yet no matter how long and how hard I sit and think about it, to this day I simply cannot see what possible gain you get from doing this.

And it's funny because I have a 'condition' of sorts where my body overproduces endorphins or whatever it is it releases when you injure yourself (been years since I even talked about it). If I hurt myself, cut myself, bang into a wall, no matter how much it hurts, within seconds I'm practically in ecstacy, it's crazy. And yet... never once have I thought "I'll just go and cut myself for a release, yeah". And trust me, my life is all but guaranteed to be multitudes worse than half the kids on this site.

Anyway, not insulting anyone at all, just struggling to understand this self harm shit. Incredibly weak will? Peer pressure? Curiosity? What drives it?

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>>552556503

Pussy faggots

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>>552556574
Since I appear to be the only other one in the thread,I'll bite.
For me, it started off as release of anger in the typical teenage angst.
Then, in time, it got addictive.

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>>552557074
ANyway going to shower, will cont. dump afterwards

>>552557124
what type of knife you use

only real self harm for me was cutting my eyebrow in half on purpose with a box cutter really deep to give myself a cool looking scar (i was a fucking retard at 14 lol)

now that it's healed it actually looks pretty badass and women seem to love it for some reason. i already made up a bullshit lie for it too. tell everyone a bear nearly clawed my face off on a hunting trip and they believe me lol

think scar from lion king

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>>552557368
Most of these were razor blade like pic related, but I now use a straight edge razor because it's easier to hold without cutting my fingers.
>cutting my arms = fine
>cutting fingers = nope.avi

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>>552558168
here are the scars from the first few pics

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>>552558283

do you even try cigarette burn?

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>>552558471
How bad are they? I might try it

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>>552558595
Had to play around with this to make it show, these were faint even when they were cuts

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>>552558719
And thats the end of my OC
Posting girls I know then randoms

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>>552559148
eh, cant be fucked.
Decent thread

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All of you are losers. There is literally no point to cutting yourself. It does nothing for you or anyone else. Get over it.

>>552559649
is that you?

>>552560292
It was,yes

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hi im joining

wow all i see in this thread is 80% #cutsforbieber faggots

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>>552560272

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dumping what small amount of interesting pictures I have

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>>552562917

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>>552563165

that's the end of what I have. These aren't of me btw, just contributing

Cutting yourself is fucking pathetic. If you can't find any other way to fucking express yourself then die. Also if you think your getting made fun of when people see those cuts just wait and see how much worse it gets you idiots grow up

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Been cutting for over a year

I find people who cut and the pictures very attractive. Is there something wrong with me?

>>552564759
i feel you.

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>>552564759
>browses /b/
>wonders is there is something wrong with him

cutting aka >muh deep deep emotions nobody understands me but I need a way to make everyone feel bad for me

>>552565014
Met my gf after she tried to kill herself by overdosing actually. She was reluctant to start a relationship at first because she felt like I wouldn't like her having mental illness, but I'm into that

Usually what I did was take to my dad's punching bag without hand protection and wail on it until my knuckles were skinless and raw. A bit tame, i know. In some of my panic attacks I did peel off my skin with my fingernails, got some faint scars from that still.

attentionwhoring nuggers all over the place. you wanna self harm wihout everybody seeing it? turn up that fucking shower. hurts like a bitch, rarely leaves any marks (if so just looks like sunburn or sth?

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It's an irritating way to let the wotld know you're a crybaby attention whore who can't handle stress without slicing their arm to pieces.

grow the hell up.

>>552567426
*world
dammit.

>>552549613
I self harm and I agree.

Which makes me hate myself. Which makes me drink and cut myself.

At least opiates and weed help.

Never did the cutting. My outlet was always drugs.

Hell of a lot more fun than causing myself physical pain.

Cutting yourself is nothing but attention seeking. There is no one who cuts themselves who isn't doing it for attention.

>>552545290
Hawt post nudes

Had a goth girlfriend once who had a vampirism kink and a bloodplay fetish, does that count?

>>552569000
great way if you can find and afford drugs.
but for someone who dosn't know how to find or how to afford it's just bla bla

>>552571364

Stupid Bitch

>>552543764
People who are living in a developed country and self harm are stupid little pussy fucks who need a sense of fucking perspective

Started cutting at 15, stopped at 16. High school was rough for me. Luckily I found drugs.
>Opinion: I feel like a faggot for ever cutting and you should too.

>>552569000
nice trips

>>552571364
kinds sexy

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never cut too deep, never cut on places everybody can see, never harm so much that u need medical help

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>>552573109
Forgot picture..

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I smoke Marlboro reds now. Meaner than any cutting I ever did and will sure kill me quicker.

>>552573326
This. I personally like Black 100s though.

>>552573326
smart guy

>>552573640
Never tried blacks, they good? Usually just stick to the cowboy killers and occasionally try other peoples cigarettes when offered

>>552574241
For me they just seem smoother and taste less harsh. That's just me though, I have friends that won't touch them.

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this is from when i was cool and 16

i still do it see next post

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Jesus. Fucking. Christ
Your prepubescent phase just wont end, am I right ?
Here's the harsh reality. You are no different than the others with your shitty problems.
Nobody cares for your stupid scars. You won't get pity from anybody. You are nothnig in this world. Just like everyone else.
The thread just gave me cancer.

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>>552575440
now i try 2 hide it a bit higher up so im not like seeking attention or w/e

>>552575454
So you don't support the thread at all, but yet you still don't sage?
I'm sure you didn't even take the time to read some of these posts and instantly claimed "cancer."
Welcome to summer, friend.

>>552567970
actually you're just an idiot with no willpower

Self harm is for faggots who can't find a way to deal with their 'pain and suffering' other than making themselves hurt even more. I know a lot of people who do it, and every single one of them tells me the same story.

'Physical pain to dull emotional pain' is also bullshit. It doesn't help, just makes you feel worse. There are other ways to deal with your deep seated psychological issues than to take a knife to your wrist. If you really want to kill yourself take that knife to your throat, so no-one has to hear your whiny emo bullcrap anymore.

>>552573086
>thread

Last night I cut my left to feel something. I felt nothing.

Last night made me realize I've lost all hope and all emotion, I wish it would have been my last night.

>>552543764
I bumped my pinky toe on the coffee table one time. Changed my life.

>>552543764
Stepped on a Lego once, had to cut my feet off

dad tried to suicide cutting his wrist, self harming people are bitches in general, cant get people to feel sorry for them so they feel sorry for themselves.

>>552548038
All of the coldnessinmyheart ones are. She is/was (I really don't know) a complete psychotic obsessed with hurting herself.

>>552576262
top notch psychologist in this thread.

fucking faggot.