What do you live for, /b/? I have fine life, earning decent money,

You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.

fuck off you whiny bitch! you dont have the right to whine when ur life is like that

>>551869530
yes

>>551869530
yep

>>551869530
Pick up a hobby, you twat.
Gym, books, motorsport, fuck bitches.......etc

>>551869530
*you wake up, alone in a dark room and tied to a chair. you see me looking at you, breathing on your face, grinning and cackling as my left eye twitches. you feel my fingers gently stroke your forehead as my nose wrinkles in satisfaction. you see me gently pull a long bronze dagger out of my left pocket and slowly pull it up, exposing my teeth in a smile that lets you know im not the person you want to be around right now. I take hold of your cheek tenderly and press the dagger against your chin, and oh so slowly draw it across, making you bleed slightly onto my fingers. I lick up the blood and let out a wolfish howl of orgasmic satisfaction, before biting my tongue and rolling my eyes up into my head and shuffling my feet from side to side for what feels like forever. i then take the knife and take hold of your testicles and snort them like they are cocaine, before i press the knife against them. you hope it isnt going to happen but it is, i expertly slice the knife through your left testicle and pull out the meaty ball from within. with a small moan of satisfaction i put it in my mouth infront of you and suck it like a gobstopper. mmm i moan as i suck your meatball, before forcing your own mouth open and spitting it into it. i then tape up your mouth and leaving you there in the room with your testicle in your mouth, leaving you knowing i could be back for more at any time*

>>551869530
no gf?

force yourself to fill your time up for a whole week.
there'll be something there that you'd happily go along to the week after.
if you like it enough, you will get addicted to it and spend more and more time doing it.
eventually it will give back and you'll become a leader at whatever it is (coach, fundraiser, manager etc.).
this will make you happy because people will need you to fulfill your role.
everybody needs somebody to need them.

it also helps to travel before doing this so you have some world perspective or know what's useful to spend time on.
or it will expose you to a more diverse set of activities that you could operate on in the same way.

>>551869530
Depressfag here. Usually keep my shit pretty under wraps. The right kind of drugs are great. Antidepressants are not (neuropharmafag also)

I like to think that I will make a significant /prog/ram one day, but until then shit is pretty bland. Some days are fun, some days make me want to die for no reason. Hell, we're already on the roller coaster, no point being a bitch now.

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life is needless and it's waste of time.

get used to it or an hero

>>551869645
Looking forward to future then
>>551869675
Oh shut up you stupid little dipshit
>>551869849
>>551869865
I feel you, my /b/rethren
>>551869886
I have hobbies, but I don't feel any fulfilment
>>551870003
Broke up over half year ago, don't feel like trying to find one

It is wasted time, you must learn how to waste it in a way that is meaningful to you. What is your job? are you sure it's making you happy or have you just settled?

>>551869530

exact the same thing....

i got all what u said....im not rich but i got my life solved....i dont complain must people dont have anything.

but i have always wondered a lot about this, since its a pretty shitty feeling to be all the time bored and hollow.

my guess is our jobs.

im 32, and im still trying to guess what would make me feel passion for doing it, i hope some day i will find it and ill say fuck it, leave everything i got for granted and do what i feel will make me happy and complete.

what you are looking for is not in the outside world, its inside you. find your inner peace.

>>551870046
I play football two times a week with my friends and I enjoy walking in forest, but that doesn't bring any fulfilment
>>551870069
I'm not really depressed, I'm kinda happy actually, but I have nothing to live for. Good luck with you life /b/ro
>>551870080
That's shorter way of saying what I posted. I'm too pussy to an hero.
>>551870309
But nothing is truly meaningful in life
>>551870318
I feel you man, exactly same for me

>>551870139
welcome to the point, life is meaningless and all humanity struggles with it

some joy comes from sharing, I would suggest to contact friends and plan a trip somewhere, or share your hobbies with someone

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Reevaluate what you live for, reevaluate your morals and commitments to people.
Realize that others are unless and only a extension of yourself.
Search deep in yourself for your longings and commit drastic actions (crimes) against people, gradually become just so insane that you have something to live for.
It worked for me

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>>551869530
My reasons aren't gr8 but im only 16 and st.. Stu stutter like a retard through mid sentences while talking, i cant help it makes me more frustrated because i mumble and just cannot think, have liver problems from drinking and shit or consentrate, got shot in the foot with primer due to prolonged bad luck streaks with basically everything including girls because im probably just another retard who needs the boot from humanity. Photo is my infected foot that lead to 3 colds and the flu all in one month and for some reason im still happy with just things that i like doing in life, i dont have a good reputation or education but im picking up the pieces and fighting towards becoming a little better, i would like a change in life.

>>551869530
I find most people are a needless waste of time, wasting my time always doing the wrong thing with themselves. Outside of this I'm fine with everything.

>>551871129
Led you to a cold? More like led you to gold, look at that big chunk in the middle.

Also underage, get b&.

>>551869530
I have feelings like this, but I think I've found a solution...

I feel like once I graduate college, I'm going to go round up people who are talented but feel purposeless and give them a purpose by working to help me further my goals.

Most people who are bored and feel meaningless probably would gladly follow you if you gave them a meaningful existence, appreciation, and a goal that they can work towards with others under.

I don't know enough about people to know if it would work that way, but that's my guess.

What are your thoughts, op?

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>>551871129
Judging from your writing you seem to stutter when you think too.
Get off this site

>>551871926
Why would anyone follow or help you with your goals and what could you possible offer them.

Sounds like you're on the verge of a nihilistic crisis. Your emotional state is a precursor to it. Surround yourself with enough people that share your feelings and smoke some herb or have a bad trip and it could push you into one. It's even more depressing, believe it or not.

But this sickness is one which is inherent in our very existence. When we have everything we need and all the time to sit around and think and no cause, no obstacles to overcome we become overwhelmed with the boredom of it all. Some people create challenge s for themselves through their hobbies, but for some of us these things are out of reach. We're either too occupied with work, or living paycheck too paycheck and unable to afford a hobby, or simply not creative and we choose to live in drudgery. It might be our fault we live the way we do, but it's still a symptom of our civilization's overall health.

I'm of the belief that if there is a God or some gods then one of their jobs is to give us something to believe in, and this is usually in the form of some war or common goal we attempt to accomplish, so we can take our minds off of the void for a little bit. What else is there to do on a rock floating in space?

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>>551870704
Tried all of this, no success so far
>>551871085
I will try this, thanks /b/rother. The only thing that fulfils me atleast a little bit is listening to music while high, but that's not thing one should live for
>>551871129
Seems like I have better life than you, but it still sucks for me in a way
>>551871191
Now, for me everything is waste of time
>>551871926
I have goals in my life, I enjoy being with nice people etc, but it doesn't change the fact that life is waste of time. I'm not really sure when it got to that point, but last 2 years I don't have any reason to live, but I'm coward to an hero

I get that I look like a whiney bitch, but it feels nice to be able to talk about it

>>551869530
You're young. When you get older, and have kids, you'll have something to live for.

Till then, quit whining and enjoy being a swinging dick.

>>551869530
Happiness is a by-product of your actions and progress. Seeking happiness as a product itself does not lead to happiness so if you're staking happiness on one object, one person, you will be forever let down by the world and really only have yourself to blame.
You need to learn to control your own destiny a bit better - you seek reprisal on the world and it's follies. Better to become one of satire, than to be beaten.

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>>551869530
>Neet
>Living at home
>20 years old
>Sister has a boyfriend
>Brother is popular and have friends and girls flirting with him
>No friends
>Kissless virgin
>Medschool
>Highest grade in all my classes
>No car and no license
>Work part time at Subway

At this point I'm not even trying to find a friend or love anymore. Will just become a surgeon, work out and hope I'll get some friends and find love by 30 or something.

At this point I only live for that hope. If I don't have any friends or found any love by the age of 30, I will an hero.

>>551871942
2000 +14 still unaware of an obvious joke, reconsider who needs a boot

>>551872082
1. They're already feeling meaningless and may be depressed or lethargic (obviously this is not ALWAYS the case)

2. A goal gives them a sense of direction and meaning. Uniting a few meaningless people towards a lofty goal generates some sort of team dynamic and enthusiasm

3. In my mind, I'd take these people without purpose and train them in skills that I find useful, with each person building a skill set necessary for me to eventually develop a small organization.

I know it sounds a bit arrogant to want to lead people or give them direction, but if I manage to convince someone and they're on board, no one's losing anything.

>>551872452
>Dur hur you doing recognize this retarded post
You sure are contributing to this site and the discussions taking part in it.
You're not some epic troll making a clever post you're just like some retarded kid pissing him self and laughing at others who are disgusted by it.

>>551872396
I'm not seeking happiness, you got me wrong
>>551872412
Good luck

>>551872751
>Dur hur you don't**

>>551872674
Sure a goal would help many people but why would they join you?
I mean it sounds like you want to start some sort of startup businesses or something.
I don't see why even people with meaningless lives would devote their time to this.

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>>551872751
You gobbled that clean you silly fish, go home

Oh look another pointless look at me I have issues thread, Life is pointless and we live it anyway.

Get the fuck over it already.

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>>551873509
>implying any thread on /b/ is pointless

Yeah, go eat a shit and die, inbred

>>551874183
*isn't

Shameless self bump

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>>551874908
Bamp

>>551869530
My daughter. Only reason I wake up every day.

>>551874908
Living your life for others from a utilitarian point of view is justifiable but pathetic and not gratifying.
As I said before embrace yourself and don't limit yourself to morals or societal taboos.
A certain degree of insanity is needed to cope with existential depression find it and cultivate it.
I'm not sure how this may work for others, i have ASPD so that maybe why it works for me.
Aspiring only to achieve is a empty existence and i say that from personal experience.

>>551875052
Where do you live OP

meant>>551874908
not>>551875052

>>551875794
>>551875906
I'm czechfag, it's quite a shithole, but I'm happy living there

>>551876189
Going there this summer, to Prague any recommendations?

>>551876405
Was there few times, beautiful city. But care, there's shitload of thieves and taxi drivers and some others may try to rip you off on change

>>551876721
Do you have any idea how developed the police force there is (Czech) forensic wise?
What's your general impression?

>>551876945

confirmed rape/murder when anon enters Czech territory.

>>551876945
Forensic wise? No idea, but pigs here are lazy as fuck and you can bribe them, they're cheap
>>551877325
Who cares?

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>>551869530

OP, you fucking suck
indeed life is worthless the only good thing of life is for you to suffer and nothing else
death is where all the suffering ends.
i suggest you to get over it and kill yourself OP.

pic related

>>551877414
> bribe them, they're cheap
Now why would I go and do that?
Also what's your education OP? Ever though that may give you meaning?
I'v majored in math and am currently doing med school, but nonetheless what i posed before is true.

to fullfil my ideology

I live for music :^) I have several mental conditions and I'm about to have a criminal record, but I have a good album going. I think it will be fine.

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Contemplating the meaning of life and being satisfied all but materially is almost exclusively a modern phenomenon, and only in developed countries. Everywhere else in the world, all through time, merely getting your basic physical needs met took up so much time you never had the time to contemplate the meaning of the universe.

I'd suggest selling all you have, quitting your jorb, buying some solid boots, an ax, and going to an abandoned lumbermill in Oregon and roughing it there.

have fun.

>>551869530
>>551869645
>>551869675
>>551869849
>>551869865
>>551869886

How about you watch this video and get fucking inspired:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P4hmcy4zmM0

>>551878368

true meaning of life...

>>551877750
Faculty of Technology, doesn't give me any meaning.
>>551877952
Have fun
>>551878368
kek

>>551869530
>life is needless and it's waste of time
>needs and wasted time wouldn't exist without life
>let's end life so that time can be put to good use by no one

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Get a hobby

>>551878601
>Have fun
thx I will u 2

>>551878716
See >>551870139
>>551878614
See >>551872294

>>551869530
kids.

>>551878968
I'll be looking for your work anon do something ascetically pleasing with the remains.

>>551869530
Drugs.

>>551879153
Okay then
>>551879161
Now that's an interesting idea. Which would you suggest?

>>551879548
Opiates. Oxycodone specifically. I am prescribed it regularly. I nearly kill myself all the time but remember... I will fill it soon and have weeks of happiness.

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>>551879876
>> TFW got lyme disease and IV stuck directly into my heart (PIC Line or some shit)
>> pain, anxiety, sweating, depression, arthritis, psychological symptoms, hallucinations
>> Doc gives me oxymorphone and xanax to take while I'm getting the IV's
>> MFW shoveling ground up Opanas up my nose
>> no wonder cannabis is illegal, this shit is way better

>>551879876
How addictive is that stuff? Also how do I get it prescribed?

>>551880189
it's like coffee bro you won't get addicted

>>551880140
Yeah buddy! I am prescribed fentanyl 100mcg and 20mg oxy 120 of them a month.

Chewing a fentanyl patch? If it don't kill you god damn...>>551880189

I'd wager it's the most addictive thing in the world. Even if you took it like you were supposed to? Physical addiction. Opiate withdrawal is HELL.

But they are pain killers. I was in a bad car wreck.

Most of the time docs will start you off on hydrocodone, if it ain't working? They'll either up you to morphine or oxy. Pick oxy.

>>551880410
My best guess would be to complain of mystery back pain if you don't have any actual legitimate pain problems. Buddy scored a vicodin script at least from it. Vicodin is a brand of hydrocodone btw. Loaded with acetaminophen so you have to take it easy on them.

>>551880410
Oh yeah, they were giving me morphine when I was in hospital. That shit is awesome.

>>551872324

OP, don't listen to this fag. Grow up, fuck bitches, have no kids, travel, have no financial responsibilities outside your own needs and live an awesome life. KEY POINT: HAVE NO KIDS.

>>551869530
You should either try drugs or become a political extremist!

>>551869530
Why do you need a goal? To escape reality for a bit?

>>551880570
Fentanyl is 100x stronger.

I can chew on the patches due to tolerance. Two friends ODed HARD doing it though. Done goofed. Had to call 911. THEY STOLE MY FENTANYL!111

MFW then regain consciousness and say the same thing. God bless 'em for not telling the truth.

kind of in the same boat. i have like a bunch of interests and stuff, i like video games, horror, reading/writing, cooking, and just fucking around and being goofy, but i don't have any passion in my life. been out of high school for 4 years now and don't know what to do for college/university. i'm really smart but i don't want to waste money on just an interest you know? no idea how to figure out what i want to do as a career.

I used to feel like that. Now I do this- m.youtube.com/?#/watch?v=ZU5QApC9sJs

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>>551880189
Pathetic anon you think short term chemical happiness will give you meaning?
On that note I recommend cocaine or heroin as a medical student, due to the dopamine.
I often have people around me unknowingly take psychedelics and to see how they react, it beautiful how they open up.

>>551880987
Tried heroin once, even speedballed it. Felt so good it terrified me into ever doing it again. Slippery slope. I'll stick with being hooked on pain pills.

I use a cane too! Dr. House, MD. Except I have way better pills than fucking vicodin.

>>551872412
pretty much me, nearly 20 living at home, only 3 friends, kissless virgin, brother is good looking confident guy living with gf... sigh :(

>>551881351
Drugs my young friend. I fell into them hard 5 years ago. Changed my life. Sure there's still downs (sobriety) but while on them? Happier than I ever thought possible.

free of all doubts. worries. sadness. questioning... just happy.

>>551880573
Yeah, kids sound like nowhere near fun
>>551880636
Might as well in few years
>>551880792
Meh, I don't really like addicting stuff though
>>551880741
Escape reality? No, I want to get rid of feeling that life is needless waste of time
>>551880912
Same as me, except I already have job
>>551880987
Actually no, drugs can give you meaning, hell, anything can

I live too look a person in the eyes when he screams for mercy. I had a wife and kids, and she was put in asylumn and i served time in prison. Im 2000km from home, 1000km from them, oh how i await that day.

>>551880410
Oxymorphone is the sexiest opiate I have ever stuffed up my nose.

It is literally heroines slutty sister. It blows morphine and fent out of the water in terms of sheer euphoria. It's ridiculous.

>>551881649
I've had the pleasure of Opanna a few times. I agree. I see a new pain clinic Friday for the first time. I am going to say the fentanyl isn't really working but the oxy is really well.

Hoping they'll drop fent and upgrade my oxy to oxymorphine to compensate.

Or hell, I'm at 20, at least mark it up to 30. Max dose where still snortable.

>>551881131
Never did heroine myself, I did do cocaine and extacy though. I don't see the allure of doing painkillers or drugs.
>>551881608
Don't you want to get away with it, you seem sloppy...
Although I agree peoples finally moments in life are beautiful and give meaning to their pathetic existence.

>>551881873
Heroin is incredible. Got china white for the first time. Did it with my friend. He shot up. After seeing how fucking hard that hit him I declined. we mostly snorted it.

Then I threw out a bag of coke I had saved for the occasion. oh man speedballing... I'M GONNA DO EVERY... Nah I'm sitting down.

We free based it too. Talk about feeling like a junkie.

>>551881873
I dont want to get away, i have trained, worked, suffered and cried all for that day. I want every person whos last name is mytlewska to mourn them, and to suffer like i did.

>>551882143
Did coke a shit ton though. Mixing it with OC or morph pills is a far better way to get a nice mix I feel.

Not really. But I don't really feel like I would care if I would die either

>>551882143
I don't care about your shitty, empty, junkie existence.
>>551882286
What a waste, do it right so that you may enjoy more of it.
Also from? I'm travailing the world this summer and may stop by.

>>551882585
Im from moldova, currently in bulgaria, in road to poland, bydgoszcz, to them.

>>551879548
Opiates are short-term fixes. Psychedelics can have long-term benefits in your life. I was faced with pretty bad depression. So I got some acid (a lot of it), went to a place where I felt comfortable, and tripped through the night with a friend. When you see all that beauty in the world, nothing else matters. Really helps you process what's going on in your life, very therapeutic. Was the single most life-affirming experience I've had. If you choose to do it though, just be safe and make sure you get good shit. Do you research to ensure you don't end up on a bad trip. And remember: set & setting.

>>551869530

My wife and kids. And booze. And porn.

>>551869530
Stfu and find your soul

>>551882745
Be creative, firearms are impersonal, I can imagine that you owe them more then that.

To be a famous comic actor writer all that shit. Change the us goverment. Help the homeless. Help Africa. Spark a wave of love and peace through the world that will dawn an age of calm serenity and science.

>>551869530
Travel...

>>551882745
zosia mytlewska?

>>551883749
I do, but theyre to help me get there, just in case. I have planned everything down to the details. Theres not much else to do in prison. First the kids, then the wife, then him. He will see everything. Oh how i wait that moment. You got my heart fired up again, in a good way. Find yourself a loved one op, and leave as far as possible, settle there, and live happily ever after. That was our plan.. was

>>551884228
No

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I have nothing, know nothing. I want to travel but i'm kinda tied to my land atm.

have not so much money but other circumstance is the same and have same feeling. germanfag reporting in.

>>551884478
Well then i'm out of luck, though i would have a bit of fun getting there, anyway good luck and make sure to make the headlines.
Be creative

>>551884748
Oh i will. Also where did you get that name?

You live for yourself you dumb ass shit, once you have lived for yourself you will be fucking happy.

>>551882585
Not him. But holy fuck you're ignorant. No existence is "empty".

Experience is experience. Whether or not his was natural or induced by a needle doesn't matter. He's still probably experienced bliss unparalleled by you. And if that brings him fulfillment, so be it. So shut the fuck up. All our lives are equally worthless. Putting someone else down for how they decide to get off makes no fucking sense. You could probably benefit from some drugs. You never know what the world's about until you experience it through a different lens.

>>551869530
Suiscide on live stream :D

>>551885214
>There are other mytlewskas in bydgoszcz. Why did you choose zosika?
wat

>used to live for collecting weapons, hunting, planning and going on trips to mountains and other interesting places, studying, reading about science, etc.
>one time made a mistake: I trusted my country's customs department's web pages information about what was legal to import
>bought a couple of fireworks online
>got into trouble with the police
>got treated like a fucking terrorist for a couple of firecrackers
>all my firearms licenses revoked
>all my computers etc. confiscated
>permanent police file, i.e. zero chance of firearms licenses, any jobs that require any kind of background check, any chance of immigrating to another country, nothing that I hoped to do in my life, ever. EVER.
>when I got my computers back, all of the OS's were fucked to the point that I couldn't even retrieve my thesis from them... 100+ pages and 3+ years worth of academic work destroyed by the cops
>never graduated because of that
>no job, because fuck that... not going to work at some fucking fast food restaurant just so I could pay taxes to the government that lied to me and took away everything I valued in life
>court's ruling in my case was a really minor fine (largely due to the false information provided by the customs authorities regarding the legality of my purchases), but the records are permanent, and my life is ruined until the day I die
>now the only thing I do is live off of welfare, drink alcohol, feel sorry for my girlfriend and family (because I just don't feel like existing is worth anything anymore and I know my eventual suicide, slow or fast, will break their hearts), and hope I'll die soon

(I live in a European "welfare state".)