Haven't participated in a feel thread in a while, feel free to rant a bit OP.
thank you /b/rother
>girl i like
>cant go full on since we are in the same class
>shes at a party with some faggot
>allegedly video evidence of them having anal sex
>tfw you fint ONE girl who seemes decent, yet is a fucking whore like the rest
I have come up with a quote i think fits most women in todays society
''all women are whores, some are just better at hiding it''
Try not to bother yourself so much with such 'whores'. Feel free to treat them like whores though, fuck them while drunk like that faggot did, and then ditch them.
I know that feel.
Grab a beer and get online-drunk with me.
why the fuck not.
My 'story' is old, not of any relevance to me anymore. Looking back it really seems like I made a big deal out of a bunch of bullshit.
But apparently, making a big deal out of a bunch of bullshit is a part of life.
well there's no real story really.
she broke up with me after 2 years, for some bullshit reason. I was still thinking about her after several months
well, i have a story
>met this girl online
>Shes was from England (danefag here)
>talk to her over skype for several months
>really good chemestry, lovely girl
>talk about me coming over there
>Get everything settled and i come over there
>best days of my life
>Loved her so much
>Kissing in the rain, watching movies together
>Coming home life in ruins
>tfw no more qt 3.14 10/10
>continue to talk and stuff, but something is missing
>get over there again
>she dosnt want to hold hands, she dosnt want to kiss, nothing
In the end, i found out she had been with someone else in my absence.
Its over two years ago now, and i still think of her...
gonna smoke some weed now, cant stand this melancoly
not wanting to die
therefore i have to get up in order to do things to get my shit sorted and also lying in bed all day is boring as fuck.
i always thought that's a stupid question.
uh well, still, because I don't want to die.
I haven#t stopped caring about my life, therefore I go outside and try to work on it, and myself, to make it as pleasent as possible.
If i stayed inside all day that wouldn't be life fullfilling to me, there I would have given up on life, therefore I would want to die.
If nothing else, couldn't you consider that an interesting tidbit of information?
Protip: Don't go after the sexy cute girls that look so hot in that mini dress, that never works, they are all whores tp you, because they don't care about you, they won't date you, never, unless it's a dare or something. Go for that girl that you never noticed, but she knows your name, and what classes you have together. She may not be as pretty of sexy, but great thing may yhet happen to you both.
Someone on another baww thread had made this.
It made me laugh.
Can we get some feels music too?
Lately my only contact with the world is this stranger who answers me
with the same music. Who is it? One morning I set out to find out,
but changed my mind. It would be better not to know... to imagine. A loner like me? Sometimes I like to imagine that perhaps it is a little girl playing
games with a stranger before leaving to go to school.
Everything happened so fast! The suspicious pain... The doctors' sudden
silence... My persistence in wanting to find out... to know... And then the darkness... The body that no longer obeys... The body whose contours gradually fade in the mirror until it becomes but a shadow...
Loved that comic first time I read it.
I still wonder what this site will be like 40 years. or 4 years at that.
What will the new memes be? What phenomenon will shift the paradigm of /b/ entirely?
Will /b/ even exist?
It's all very exciting!
I'm listening to a decent feels song but I doubt any of you lot would like it basically is brony music...
I've done everything for months to try to get that whore I stupidly fell in love with out of my head, and today of all days, the day we got together two years ago, I dreamt of her.
That fucking last panel made me cry
She wasn't one when we met, she just... became one I guess. Suppose I'm not enough for her, or anyone.
Know that feel. Mine wasn't a whore, she was just a coward. When things were good, we were inseparable. She was the nicest, sweetest, coolest girl I'd ever met, I loved her, and I'd have done anything for her.
The second things got even remotely difficult, she split on me. Didn't even try. I'd have walked through hell naked to make us work, and she couldn't even be bothered to talk to me. Dumped me via text. Over nothing. Literally the first little thing that wasn't perfect in our relationship.
It's been two year. I still think about her. I wish I'd never met her.
Everything pointed to the fact that before the winter was over, with the
ethereal silhouettes of the ships outlined against a sudden break in the clouds,
lovers strolling on the waterfront at sunset, and the deceptive promise of spring...
>My father was a stay at home father
>My mother left us (my little brother and I) while we were still in diapers
>We would call him MaPa (mama + papa)
>"I aye you, MaPa"
>I love you
>He had my mother come back for the sole purpose of having us children have a mother
>She stayed and my father always tried to make her happy
>Bought her dream home and everything she wanted
>"Till death do we part," my father use to tell her
>"Those are just words," I heard her reply to him once
>Skip forward to when I was 14
>Our mom comes home from work and tells everybody to gather in my father's room (they had separate rooms)
>My dad whispered, "She finally got that promotion she had been talking about"
>"Kids, I'm leaving your father, and you with him"
>After what seems like an eternity of silence, my little brother slowly starts to weep and grows louder
>I, too, begin to cry with such an intensity no sound came out of my mouth
>Only tears from my eyes
>Tears that my father shared
>"You said if I were to ever leave you, you'd want the wedding ring back, the keys to your car, and your children. And you'll have them all," my mother said
> in love with a girl
> says she loves me
> 3 moths together, had sex once
> planning on doing it again during a college trip to seattle
> I thought things were going ok
> she attempts suicide whil I'm camping
> let's everyone but me visit her in the hospital
> finally talk to her day of the trip
> "anon, I did it cause I'm not good enough for you"
> "we need to break up because I can't be with anyone right now"
> she spends the entire trip fucking my two best friends in MY hotel room's bathroom
> my friends keep telling me her depression was my fault
> her family keeps telling me her depression was my fault
> my family keeps telling me her depression was my fault
> I lost the girl I loved, my best friends, and my family
> she was more than good enough for me
well /b/ros, you're all I have left...
(same guy, just changed from phone)
We were together for a year and two months, a couple days after her birthday she said she didn't feel the same anymore and we should be friends. Being a beta faggot I obliged, then after a day she ignored me. Few months later she calls me up and brags how she fucked three different guys and almost got pregnant.
I drank about eight large bottles of whiskey that Christmas.
I feel the same way about her, even now the thought of her name enrages me and depresses me; I've been trying to drink enough to destroy my memory, doesn't work on me apparently.
>be at concert
>TJ's gift foundation, 4th i'm pretty sure
>bands with an experience with drugs play
>mid through gig lead says:
>"I had a friend who was very addicted to drugs, and she had a baby"
>"she would breastfeed the baby, while taking heroine"
>"she died of an overdose, and so did her baby"
>and so did her baby
Shit anon, I'm sorry. Women are sluts and manipulators. I'm here for you /b/rother; /b/ is all I have left too.
Eh. I dunno man. I think that shit broke me. I've been on dates since then. It was never the same. It was just one awful date after another. I don't even want to bother anymore. I just don't trust women anymore. I can't bring myself to put in the effort to get into a relationship when I'm pretty sure that sooner or later, they'll just hurt me again.
I've just been travelling, going out to Amsterdam and fucking hookers to at least stave off the sexual frustration.
I dunno what I'm going to do. This just isn't sustainable. I don't want to be alone forever, but I don't know if I can ever trust someone again.
It`s horrible feel.
But you are not alone, brother.
I have a wonderful solution for you all!
Stop dating western women. Get yourself a nice, respectful, and caring Asian woman.
Seriously. You'll be amazed at the difference.
My last girlfriend was the best and worst mistake I've ever made.
She was a complete emotional shut-in, crazy, depressed, sociopathic. But she was lonely too.
We just started dating when she was finishing high school, and she had a shit life, dealing with everything you could think of from abusive parents to having no friends. I thought I'd be there for her everyday, as someone she needed, because I was there in that same situation myself just a few years earlier.
We had so many great moments together. Things were moving fast. We made long-term plans, commitments, told each other how much we meant to each other. I was what kept her going and got her into university. Whenever we had small fights, she'd cry herself to sleep, and I'd sit there telling her how much I couldn't leave her no matter what flaws she thought she had. It was hard, but it felt perfect.
Fast forward to a few months ago, everything feels good until we go on a holiday together. The first day feels off, and she's distant. I ask her about it and all she tells me is "If you want to enjoy yourself, don't ask anymore".
I confronted her late at night about it. Turns out she was sleeping with another guy that she doesn't even care about. It was over... and I couldn't handle it. Being the beta I was then, we had sex each night like it was our last and she said it was the best she's ever had.
When we get back, she disappears. She forgets everything about me and doesn't want to do anything other than "stay friends", and I basically tell her to fuck off.
I loved you, and you taught me to feel again... You had what you wanted and I can't look back on it anymore. Goodbye Nix
>Turns out she became a massive slut
>Now I'm fucking her best friend
I may stay bitter, but I'm learning to move forward again.
i never cried so hard as i did the first time i read Yurope, the AMerican invasion
Shit /b/ro, I know those feels. Been through some of the same, my story paralells yours a bit.
Why do I keep coming here? It's been years. YEARS.
And I'm still here.I can't forgive myself for what happened to her, I can't forgive myself for not moving on, and even if I did, I'd never forgive myself for that, either.
seems like this is a real baw thread, i need to get rid of something
>having the gf i was ever looking for
>she drinks with brother outside
>i flipped out because she said she knows how much she can take
>2 days no contact
>she dumps me
I tried to fix and this reason is so dumb and pathetic to flip out
I only fell in love with girls who seems innocent
and i then i act like a retard
Why do i flip out when my girlfriend gets drunk or smoke?
I wasn't even better. I smoked and get drunk on the weekends. Now nothing anymore
Call me pathetic, maybe I am but i need a girl i'll never find and I'm happy to get rid of this because none of my friends wanted to talk about my ex gf.
>Through tears, my father kept repeating, "You're making a big mistake. A big mistake."
>She turned around and went to her room to gather her belongings
>I ran behind her screaming, "Don't leave us! Don't go! I'll be better! I promise!"
>"It isn't you, baby," is all she told me
>she picked up her things and walked out of our lives
>Again, my father was devastated
>He just never was the same
>As I grew up, he became bitter and lost the spark in him
>I would see him cry often, something I had never seen before
>No matter what I did, I could never bring my dad back into the light
>The only thing that remained was his ability to love us unconditionally
>As of late, I thought he had gradually become better
>That was before I noticed his hands always shaking
>Before he would repeat things 5 times in succession
>Before he began acting like a child
>He has some sort of dimentia and he won't let us help him in any way
>"I've accepted what's happening to me," he always tells us.
So he'll pass away soon and I don't know how to help him. I hope I can be there for him on his deathbed. I know he won't remember, but for what it's worth, I want my last words with him to be
> I aye you, MaPa
Dude, it's okay. I know your feel. The crushing feeling of even thinking of her name...
All I can think of to deal with it is knowing that I don't need trash like that in my life anymore. It's an experience. A bad one, but a learning one too
the feel when the girl you loved turns into a slut. horrible
I just got over being in love with my best friend. She is the only person who I ever really let in, and I am scared that I won't be able to do it again.
>pic semi related
have some clarissa feels
got more of these
I'll tell you guys a story
I wasn't going to get into it but this is the entire reason I came into this thread and maybe once I get to the end I can accomplish some small thing for somebody out there feeling as shitty as I do.
>Story starts back in highschool
>I was a junior recently back in public school from military school so I had this air of mystery or whatever that I didn't really deserve
>getting into late october and I'm getting the hang of portraying myself as someone with more self confidence than I have ever actually had
>Meet this girl, we'll call her Sophie (she was a sophomore, seems accurate) on a monday, ask her out wednesday because I think I'm hot shit and why the fuck not, she agrees immediately
I'll keep going if anyone's interested
ill post the others if you guys want
You guys ready for a BAWWWWWW BOMBSHELL?
Why do people cry?
Two reasons, physical abuse and mental abuse, but why tears?
It's your bodies way of preparing your occipital openings for debris. Someone being mentally abusive? They're statistically more likely to hit you or get physically violent. Actually being abused physically? Eyes start prepping for debris.
Your tears have enzymes designed as a protective layer (you can cath colds through your eyes).
Crying without there being any external stimuli that merits a defence response, guess what? You're being abused by someone or something (like when someone has lied and you believe it, or said something that wasn't true about you).
That's why people cry and have an emotional response to abuse, by preemptively prepping your body for physical abuse in a situation where you probably aren't going to fight back, crying is the response.
Additionally, if you're in a fight, and the guy is still squaring up to you but is balling his eyes out, guess what, you're about to fight to the death for the very first time in your life to someone who is going to do everything they can to kill you.
That's why we cry. That's why some people feel the feels. It's an evolutionary advantage in times where people have no reason to be killing each other. If you're born and can't remember a time when you haven't used crying as tool, and not a natural response, guess what?
Sociopath detected. You should kill yourself, on account of you being evolutionary weaker (people with feels can act like people who don't feel, but sociopaths have a real hard time not acting semi autonomous (they can't not react external stimuli or psychological cues with an autonomous response. They're semi autonomous drones).
>be using ICQ
>get contacted by complete stranger
>turkish guy, lives in Istanbul
>seems like pretty cool fellow
>start chatting every day
>suddenly a wild earthquake appears
>news says at least 10k dead (wiki now says 17k)
>never hear from him again
>mfw I can't even remember his name anymore
>summer is coming
>nobody will contact me
>no friends nearby
>no girlfriend, haven't had a relationship in a year+(can't even remember)
>only real friend lives 50 miles away
>can only talk to him at certain times because he's to busy with his friends and his girlfriend
>be skinny, pale, 7/10 at best
>might have social anxiety but dont have the gut to go to a doctor(you can imagine why)
life just kind of sucks right now. I'm glad I can share this somewhere where at least one person will listen
>we have a great time together, talk every night on the phone, do hokey bf/gf shit like go to corn mazes and whatnot because it's fall - whythefucknot
>enter bitch friend that was a sophomore frenemy of soph's that had a pretty big crush on me
>gf has a b-day party at her house with huge turnout including bitch friend
>literally the second she notices me alone, approaches me for a fuck in the guest room
>turn her down as I am a gentleman and all that jazz, haven't even fucked current gf because I was the one holding out (we had only been dating three months at this point and I had some overly romanticized concept of how long you should wait with someone important)
wasn't going to hold out for approval, just was curious about the level of interest
you will make it anon, life has up and downs
This past finals week was crazy stressful for me when it came to basically everything in my life (had to write gigantic papers and, obviously take finals, while dealing with stupid friend and fuck-buddy bullshit). Bob Ross is literally the only thing that kept me together. I dunno what it was, but I just loved having him in the background when I did my work and stuff. He fucking kept me sane, man. I love him.
>Kinda goes without saying but at this point in my life I was very naive
>seemingly out of nowhere gf breaks up with me a few weeks after party
>enter damage control mode, tell her whatever that if that's what she really wants them I hope we can still be friends and that we're stil cool and blah blah blah
>she's fine with this of course and we hug it out in the hall after school then almost immediately break off contact after the obligatory awkward post break call
>all of this is of course an act, I can't focus on anything the entire bus ride back
>as pathetic as it is I honest to god looking back on it believe I was in shock from how hard I was reeling over this
>spend rest of the day in my room a teary fucking mess
>my mom died of cancer when I was 7 and don't get me wrong, while that was not a fun experience I simply didn't have the emotional complexity to be this fucking devastated about any loss I'd ever experienced in my life
>about half a week goes by and I get the brilliant idea to pour my heart and soul into the most pathetic, delirious, 3am after 48 hours of not sleeping embarrassing "love" letter to just kinda say fuck playing it off cool, I'm a wreck without you.
3 or 4/? sorry guys I forgot to count off a few of these
>mfw best friend trying to have sex with my ex
he knows she was the only girl ive ever loved..
I kinda have something of the same story. This happened right before I graduated High School, about three months before, I was in theater (had been for the four years of High School) and was typically always the guy that everyone talked to. I'll try to get as much of it in greentext as possible.
>Be me, in theater, be the person everyone knows is the "Theater guy"
>Have this girl in my graduating class take this theater class for her last Art credit
>Girl is solid 8.9/10, Italian decent, beautiful big brown eyes
>Way out of my league
>She and I start talking (mainly because she complimented me on being funny or something)
>End up getting her phone number
>Talk almost the entire time were awake
>Crunch time, she's picking which University to go to. (Uni of Washington, or Uni of Georgia)
>"Anon, I have no idea where to go, I've always wanted to get out of this place" (She really wanted to stick it to her mom, but whatever)
>I say she should go to Georgia, so thats where she went.
>She will be leaving in August, so its at this point why even bother trying to progress farther for her?
>Shes worth it
1/? Probably not a lot more, but it's getting pretty big for one post.
I've studied biology and psychology for 7 years only to have a group (of which I have no idea who they are) fuck me about and basically waste all the time I'd ever spend studying in school, planning on joining the army (outside of my Cartel run state) and killing as many people as I possibly can, as effectively as I can possibly make it.
Sos bra, is true.
"Is this person being mentally abused enough to merit crying? They are either being abused outside of your relationship (someone (parents, other boyfriend, some past mental trauma)) or they're full on sociopath who haven't changed since they where a baby/young child, using crying as a way of getting what they want).
Kill your self.
Ahh. My first girlfriend.
>were both 18
>lived about 80 miles apart from each other
>visited her as often as I could
>and as often as I could afford
>she didn't visit me so often, though
>blamed it on her parents and everything else
>she sometimes came to my city, yet...
>never only for me
>always her "friends", driving me mad
>always telling me "how special I am"
>how "she waited for me for her entire life"
>how "she wanted me to deflower her"
>"but not yet"
>eleven months of relationship without sex
>this pure, young, innocent relationship
>she breaks up with me just before our anniversary
>"sorry, I love you, but it's not the same"
>just a couple of weeks later I learn she was plowing two guys at the same time
>all my young dreams
>all my ideals
>all my visions and hopes
>destroyed in a blink of an eye
I came to a conclusion that a broken heart isn't measured by tears, pain or begging a woman to come back.
The broken heart is when you wake up at 5 AM after getting an hour of sleep, drag your unconscious body to the toilet with the tatters of your will, and, while trying to puke (not succeeding, though - you've been doing this for two weeks, not eating much in the meantime), pray to God for the end of this.
It's been four years now. I made it through about a year ago.
And I lost 40 lbs back then, so it's even another advantage.
got 2 more of these, if you want
read the others, its the same girl
way too over protective. cheesy but decent relationships revolve around trust (if youre just trying to get laid then then whatever). if youre worried shell cheat or do something stupid then she obviously isnt as great as you think she is.
>i dont like partying or binge drinking anymore so i tell my gf to party with her friends while i stay home and study all the time
Continue: Lets call this girl Avaline for the rest of this.
>>We still talk every single day... until about 1 week after graduation.
>We have planned this cabin trip, alcohol all around, close friends, out in the middle of nowhere.
>My entire plan for this was to have intimate time with her, as we both wanted to, but we were both super busy all the time.
>This week of not talking kinda got me panicking
>Things like "Will she hate me when she leaves" start popping in my head
>Strike up a conversation out of the blue,
>Same feelings rush back, she's still worth every second of my time.
This get together was specifically only for getting smashed, there were rules set that no other drugs would appear (This is where it ties to that one dudes story I replied to on the post BEFORE this one)
>Get to cabin in the middle of the day
>Avaline's friend brought some diggity dank weed
>Me being the way I was at the time, immediately said "Put it away" (this is where I went wrong)
I don't know why I said that, maybe I was scared, maybe I thought I was too cool for that, I don't know. I'll finish what little there is left
>So for the next part of this brilliant plan to bear my soul to the girl that I'm honestly operating under the assumption that just got tired of me I reach out to the one mutual friend we both have that is still in contact with both of us - bitchy frenemy
>letter falls on deaf ears, I get snubbed from her and all of her friends on sight and honest to god I just kinda assumed she was just being a cunt for the fuck of it
>now we'll start speeding up
>next month she starts dating this fucking 3/10 awkward bumblefuck that used to have a thing for her way back when but has moved on to someone else at this point and is legitimately okay with just being friends with her
>they break up before the second month and she jumps right into another relationship with yet another guy I know that is just socially awkward as fuck and as a kicker this kid thought he was a vampire for the better part of highschool.
>finish my junior year with some hardcore emotional damage from what I can only assume is the only girl I've ever really given a shit about fucking with me by dating the most awkward fucking dudes she can find in as close proximity to me as possible
>go back to military school senior year
>do the college thing that emotionally damaged people do
>lots of unfulfilling sex with lots of unfulfilling girls
>still to this day don't remember the name of the girl I lost my virginity to because it didn't matter to me and she was a co-worker at a shitty part time job
5/? getting pretty close to the end
Someone requested a cover of Crazy in one of these threads a couple days ago. It 404'd before I could post though
If you happen to be out there, here you go
Agree with these guys. Of all the girls out there, how come it's your ex he's after?
i wish i even knew. hes one of the most selfish people ive ever met. at least shes hours away in a different city all summer.
Can you fuck people over?
Usually people with no friends have a lot of information that could end up with people spending their entire lives in jail, being forced into being Sanitized or being permanently kicked out of the country.
>pro tips, before you diagnose yourself and friendless, make sure you're not just surrounded by assholes first. People don't have friend, you'll find groups of people will very quickly turn on each other if they can get an advantage over someone else in some way. Sociopaths or people who know sociopaths usually group together (you'll rarely find a group of people who feel the feels grouping together in a solid uni without military training) to go out and meet people and be confident with who you are (not telling people too much information) and you can make friends easily.
My first love broke up with me when I was 17.
I didn't completely get over it till I was 27.
For the first 5 years I literally though about her every day.
I haven't loved anyone since then. I haven't met a woman that I felt as connected to as her. I've grown cold and distant. I'm married but I hate my wife and still think about what could have been.
I look her up online sometimes. She's doing well.
I would talk to her still for a long time but she kept distancing herself.
Now she won't even talk to me if I send her a message. She unfriended me on facebook. I wasn't even being creepy toward her. We were friends after she broke up with me. Good friends. Not any more.
>tfw your one true love won't even be your friend
Fuck I need to get this out
>going back and forth with this girl from my uni
>never fucked her, just made out with her
>she always told me she didn't like me enough to be my gf
>anyways I still tried to like her everyday
>we used to speak a lot because of my commitment, so she's told me all about her life, even things she would never say to anyone else
>last week was my birthday and she went to my house and we made out like crazy
>I didn't expect anything to change and knew it was just another day we made out
>next week she suddenly starts to insult me to appeal to the "cool guys" (who I am friends with)
>She is sitting next to my best friend at uni everyday, flirting with him
>text my friend "hey man, what are you up to with this girl?"
>"I don't know man, I'm not too interested, but if something happens I'll let you now, I understand you wouldn't like it"
>"Well, you know that would destroy me, but if you two want to do anything you will regardless of what I have to say so there's nothing I can do"
>"I know you're in love with her and all, but she tells me you mean nothing to her so I don't know man, if I do anything I'll let you know"
>tfw he didn't say something like "I'd never do that to you"
>tfw your "best friend" is a total jerk
>tfw the girl you love is a total whore and doesn't care if he's my friend or not
>tfw they are going to make out this friday in a party I refuse to attend
>tfw they will probably end up fucking too
>tfw I've lost two years of trying with a girl that never liked me at all
I don't know what to do /b/, I'm so fucking sad.
Clannad webm, is there more?
>Start Friday night, we played a few games, that's about it, drank wine for the most part, listened to music. Nothing else.
>This other chick that went with us (who had a super huge crush on me at the time) got drunk on the first night
>Have to basically talk her down and put her to sleep.
>Go back downstairs, Avaline gives me a hug, and says "Hey we should go up to that balcony upstairs" To which I'm all like "okay, theres no way I'm saying no"
>Start Saturday night
>This is the night where we go batshit insane
>The "Shots shots- shots-shots-shots shots" theme rang probably 18 times.
>About the 12th time me and Avaline start dancing (Shittily)
>I eventually walk upstairs for no reason other than wanting to be alone for a few minutes, when my best friend who joined us stepped outside (I'm on the balcony)
>We talk for a bit, drink some things, and then Avaline walks outside right under us, dancing under the moon.
>Best friend gets a sudden need to run downstairs, and tell her that I want to talk to her on the balcony
>She comes up, and intimate random bullshit romance things start happening.
Reminder, I think she's way out of my fuckin' league
>A bit more goes on, then one of the guys that came with us threw up, and for some reason I was tasked to clean it up,
>Nobody knew Avaline and I made out
>That is until she told everyone (including the person who had a crush on me).
>Whatever, so some people think I'm a bad guy for some reason
>Clean up vomit, talk to people, 3:50AM, sleep time
>Out of alcohol
>friend over 21 and Avaline go to get some (Avaline is 100% sober at this moment).
>Acquire booze, they come back
>Avaline gets drunk, everyone gets drunk
>I go to sleep early because shit nigga, we leaving in the morning (this was the downfall of mine)
>This 21 year old, whom I've been friends with for nearly 10 years stabs me in the back, and takes Avaline for himself
You niggas need to stop trying to turn hoes into housewives. Fuck.
>10 year long friend steals the girl I'm infatuated with
>I don't know for a week
>Avaline tells me
>She feels super bad
>I get mad as hell
Uhh, not much else! Just a short story about the difficulties with knives being placed in my vertebral column.
Anyway, the point I'm trying to make here is, really think about what you say, because whatever the bitch you're trying to impresses thinks is cool? Yeah, that shit is cool.
Exact same situation with me Heaven! You must have read my mind you EA server admin you! I was 17, still a virgin and loved someone for the first time.
>grew out of thinking anything but murder and revenge would be the only ways get any kind of justice for what happened.
You're cute heaven, want to be my girlfriend wifu (no one wants you to be anyone's wifu heaven, you've a defective human being (no feels, not quite right genetically, you know?) your government made you defective while you where a child, using fear, didn't they?)
>so fast forward to about a year ago (I'm 25 you guys can do the math)
>dated a few other girls after I got out of college, moved on, put her out of my mind but never really got over her subconsciously I guess
>part of this is I tried to fb stalk her once or twice over the years and I found her fb no longer existed pretty shortly after hs
>one day I saw a status update for one of her friends that I still occasionally hang out with (not bitchy frenemy, we'll get to her if there's time) saying she got married to sophie using a ~3month old fb acct that she had apparently just remade
>was a little drunk so I talk shit to her about how I was hurt I didn't get invited to the reception (fake wedding obv, inside joke they've literally had since hs) turn's out she was drunk too and we go on playfully talking shit to each other for most of the night
>exchange new cell numbers the next day
>make plans to hang out in a little over a month
>we hit it off in a huge way
>she lives ~3 1/2 hrs away so we wind up getting a hotel room so we can watch shitty movies together like we used to
>stay up all night, both adults now so we fuck each other senseless at the end of the night
>start dating again, find out the reason she broke up with me in the first place (as I'm assuming the smarter anons already pieced together) is because jealous little bitch girl told her I fucked her at her b-day party.
>we had a huge moment where we could've solved the entire thing if either of us just asked one question about it but neither of us wanted to show weakness
>tfw she was just as wrecked if not more than I was
>she tried to make me feel like shit by dating the most awkward mother fuckers that I knew because she hated my guts
And that basically brings us to today, the long distance and my work schedule put a ton of stress on our relationship, and on top of that she had been feeling like shit the last two months because I haven't been able to call her as much
7/8 one more left
>trying to get past my ex
>one of the "good" phases
>shit's like "hey, I can be with someone else!"
>thanks to my friend I meet this qt 3.14
>she's damn short (4'9")
>tits out of this world though (wouldn't fit in DDs)
>she comes to a gig I play
>we meet again in a couple of days
>and then... we finally meet on our own
>she lives on in a rural area, close to the forest
>we have a lot of fun together
>we drink 0.5l vodka - and she's tiny, so we're both a bit drunk
>come back to her place, hugging all the time
>when we get back there, she breaks down in tears
>I try to comfort her, ask what's wrong
>she tells me that she really likes me
>however, there's a second guy that's been asking her out for two months
>she doesn't know what to do
>comforting eventually turns into kissing
>kissing eventually turns into some petting
>petting turns into dry humping
>and so on
>later on we both dress up
>she asks me to go out as fast as possible
>we have a couple of "silent" days
>then she wants to talk to me
>she says she chose the other guy
>I'm still trying hard, kiss her again
>she's annoyed in a playful way
>says I'm so confusing
>a week later I meet our mutual friend
>she tells me they started to date
>I feel sad
>then it comes back to me
>to me, she was just a girl to fill the empty space after my ex
>to the other guy, she was a girl he really, genuinely liked and had balls to ask her out
>tfw I became a person I was always afraid of
That's when everything started to change. Slowly, painfully, but still...
Douchey friends are why I'm here now. I just found out my "best friend" is moving this Summer. He told everyone else in our group except my other friend and me. He even planned on cutting contact with me.
I have so much anger and hatred, it aches to my bones sometimes. But it's only for me. Every other person in the world is infallible, innocent. I, on the other hand, have volunteered myself to be guilty of everything. I am unforgiving of the mirror, because in my mind at least, I know I'm the victim. I also know I deserve it.
He's a sociopath. He's not your friend (they pretend to be friendly, but will target someone in the group and use them as a target to move into your friend group. My honest advice? Remember their name they'll want to settle down at some point, wait until they have kids or their kids have kids, kill them making and leave that one Grandpa so confused as to what had happened that the only thing he'll be able to do is remember the one guy he fucked over intentionally (if they're a sociopath, they wont give a shit but will start trying to find out who killed them, so make sure you keep it random and untraceable)).
>what, they think they'll ever have a family and kids with the shit they've pulled. Funny dream for a sociopath to aim for.
little backstory on both of us, I'm working sales so very sporadic hours and I don't get weekends off so I can't drive down to see her the only days a week she gets off from her 9-5 that she working in addition to finishing up her masters. We have a talk back in mid april about how stressed she is with the situation and how this last semester she has coming up will be the most ridic school she has ever dealt with what with the whole thesis thing coming up and all
we decide to take a break until she finishes her masters and then we can re-evaluate where we are then (end of summer)
everything's going cool enough between us for the last month we text every 2-3 days instead of every hour
was drunk the other day and checked her fb just to max out my remaining levels in stalking and cause I missed her and all that bullshit
find out she's been openly dating some dude for the last month, basically since two weeks after the split
confronted her about it yesterday and I probably have ulcers from how much I've been stressing over this shit the last 24 hours. She's thinking things over and we're going to talk sometime in the next few days about what our next move will be, whether she leaves this dude to get back together with me or kicks me to the curb
huge bit of info I forgot to mention. the main reason why she was stressed is because she was feeling emotionally neglected by me because I have some pretty serious walls up as a direct result of our first relationship, didn't tell her this when we had our first talk in apr, beared my soul to her when we talked yesterday
so that's my life right now /b I'm just waiting to hear if I get the death penalty or not
TLDR: I may lose the girl of my dreams because I have been emotionally fucked since the first time we dated
that's why you should think before taking far distance things to the next level... how the fuck did you think it would end idiot? there was never another option besides you moving in together right away. and i mean who does that.
My teeth are rotting away, /b/.
>Never smile, don't want people to see how crooked and greyed spotted they are
>people think i'm not friendly, or not friendly and disgusting once they know about them
>still have them all, such as they are
>have 3 or 4 different simultaneous toothaches
>haven't been to a dentist since the 90s
>afraid I won't have any left if I go
SO WHAT IF HE DOESN'T KNOW TELL HIM YOU FAGGOT. You're gonna sit around feel like shit and become a cuckold faggot with that attitude. Punch that guy in the face for doing that. None of my real friends would do that shit
Your dentist might be intentionally putting paste on your teeth to rot your molers and get money from things they've done to your teeth. Look for another dentist, on account of the one you used being a complete and utter sociopath.
>pro-tip, don't use the son of the dentist.
>sue them out of the country.
>keep records with a lawyer, you know, in case something happens to you.
[ ]the ability to cope with this feel
Trust me. Deep down inside, your voice will stay in his heart forever. He will remember at the very last moment the light goes out. Our mind is a beautiful thing. Make it worth for him anon. Good luck.
hope it all goes well /b/rother, it sucks that just one person ruined something good for the both of you.
still, even if you even get the death penalty, I wish you the best of luck anyways
Been a long time since I been here, longer since I been in one of these threads. I just like to drop by sometimes, because these threads did a lot of good for me and helped me get my life on a better track now. I'll rummage through my old files and dump what I can, but I'll be reading everything. I know that, for me at least, even if nobody says anything, it's nice to know there's someone listening who cares.
okay, well that's my story - feel free to judge away /bros. I'm sorry it was so long winded if anyone actually took the time to read it. I like to think there's a moral somewhere in my ramblings but honestly its just good to get all that shit out. I mean I won't feel good until she leaves fuckwad if thats even in the cards, but I'm not gonna go down easy however it turns out
You're covered by the NHS if you're a teen to have your teeth seen (but be aware, you should probably go to one dentist and get a record of your teeth's health and then go to the doctor you plan on using for the rest of your life (if they fuck you over, you can always go back to the first dentist and sue the shit out of whichever one screwed you over).
>pro-tip, in some countries, Dentists are the worst pieced of sociopathic shit in existence. Access to kids, access to drugs, access to a towns medical records, access basically everything you'd ever need to fuck people over.
>only surpassed by sociopathic business assholes that "outsource" and use foreign workers to fuck over peoples lives, because they've fucked in the head.
I appreciate it more than you know man, the shit that makes is worse is regardless of my reasons I honestly did wind up neglecting her towards the end and the shitty thing is now that its something I've consciously come to terms with I can move forward but that knowledge came at a huge price and it might honestly be too late :/
Thanks, man. I hope he does remember me. I've been in this thread feeling with everybody.
>told me she didn't like me enough
>she tells me you mean nothing to her
i'll tip my fedora to you good sir.
there is nothing between you, she's just a slut who doesn't really care about your feelings, and you're an idiot for allowing youself to fall in love with her. why would you even do that? be a man and forget about her, your friends probably laugh about you behind your back and thy have every reason to do so.
i actually know a guy wo was in almost the same situation like you (ok maybe even worse) and he is still a joke to all of us.
man up and lern some self respect.