What the hell is happening to me? For the past 2.5 years has been gray for me. When I go out with friends I don't feel that happiness and bonding anymore. I lost my feelings. I don't have empathy, I don't feel happiness, I don't feel excitement, amazement, envy, joy, anger, shame. I just feel frustration and sadness. There is just not that spark in things that I do anymore. My friends have asked me what's wrong and I always said nothing because I believed it was nothing, but it stayed for too long now. My family is constantly saying that I'm distancing myself from them, but I try hard not to and they're not happy because I'm not happy. I just want to feel again. I just want that to end already, what the hell is happening to me?
>>745129508
Try it for 6 more years, then talk to me.
>>745129508
I'm pretty sure you're gay dude.
depression. get help.
Me and my gf
you jealous /b/ro s ?
>>745128355
What's wrong with his ears
First I bang the drum
>>745128400
Monkey ears, just like chink bootleg anime
Hi /b/ I'm seriously considering killing myself and I feel like shooting myself in the head is the only way I can go through with it. What is a good way to acquire a firearm illegally? I don't think any retailer would look at my background check let alone take one look at me and sell me one. I live in central Florida if that helps. Thanks.
plz don't do it with a gun. thanks
>>745130049
do it faggot
>>745130049
Just hang yourself
Michigan hoes
>>745128639
adam's woman
517
>>745128871
She slit the back of her wrist?
How do you feel after reading this
>>745129041
Like I've read it before on 4chan and still don't give a shit.
>>745129041
I stopped half way through. It needs grammar.
>>745129107
Go hug your cat
Hi /b/
2004 oldfag here. Tomorrow, September 15th, I will become a wizard. That is, virgin at 30.
I have been in denial for 20 years about my position in life. The most accurate, pointed word to describe it would be "loser," but not until now have I ever been able to admit it to be associated with me.
If you care to read, anon, I will give various facts of my life. What I ask of right now is judgement. No one cares about adult suicide so I think now is finally the right time I can do it without completely destroying my friends and family. Instead, they saw it coming, so it's okay.
So anon, read on and tell me, from your heart, do I deserve to die? Am I wasting air on this planet? Should I exit to make room for better potential?
>Borderline Personality Disorder
>Even worse, self-diagnosed
>Screams at close friends when heated
>Heated for stupid, selfish reasons, namely when they disagree about something felt strongly about
>Often toxic, use emotional blackmail
>Feel like shit minutes after, understands there is something wrong with himself
>Apologize every time
>New day is new brain, forget everything, grudges impossible
>Sometimes remember and hate self more
>Was once prospected by a woman, ran away and avoided her like a little bitch because standards too high
>standards too high...
>Is himself an ugly, fat, disgusting sometimes neckbeard
>Try time and time again to change it, can't hold a habit, impossible
>Works loser job
>Real jobs implode within months, impossible to get along
>probably autism, like poster child adult autism
>or was it bpd
>has lost passion and motivation by now, slowly sucked out over the past decade
>no goals, just tries to find things to drive away the boredom and crippling doubt of future
>does not live with mother, lives with friend whose "landlord" is mother
>it's one house, renting room
>too poor for any other accomodation
>girlfriend is an onahole, she will never betray
>has secrets never to be shared RL, including this
>>745129117
Id say do some shrooms before you try and off yourself bro. It may change your outlook on your situation and it may be what you need. Youtube ted talks on magic mushrooms. They cure depression.
Nothing is worth offing yourself. Work on the social anxiety thing and everything else will work out.
You could be a lot worse anon
Star Wars and Star Trek are equally good.
It depends on how you choose to grade enjoyability.
It also depends on which parts of both franchises you're using.
>>745129875
Stargate > Star Trek >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Star Wars.
>>745129875
Apples and oranges.
Ask an alcoholic that's been on a week long drinking binge and currently drinking Listerine to get wasted anything. Pic unrelated obv
Go to the store and pick up a drink and walk out. If you break line of sight, like going to the restroom for example, they can't prove you didn't bring it into the store. Possession is 9/10ths of the law.
Also quit being a nigger. Its not stealing if its rightfully yours.
BRAPP
>>745128761
I have money, it's just 6:02 am where I am (texas) and can't buy anything lol
Incest thread? Incest thread.
Greentexts, pictures, what ever.
I constantly think about fucking my little sister. Pic related.
Is tit fucking your 3rd cousin considered incest?
Looking for some painless suicide tips, any help?
Exit bag
This
>>745129133
>>745129233
Sjekket dubsa
Can men and women be strictly friends?
Or does one off them always really want to secretly fuck the other one?
OC pic related
>>745129679
Only chicks im friends with are chicks ive banged or wanna bang. Or an occasional uggo to lead me to more bangable beauties.
>>745129679
There is always some form of tension. Humans are perverted
Its true anon. You dont have to base all your relationships on your libido, and you can have ugly friends.
I need something to knock me out for a solid 8+ hours, I threw my back out and have to walk with a cane, it's fucking awful, I need to legit roofie myself, any have anything they used or tried and it worked for non disturbed sleep?? My body is in so much fuckin pain and none prescribed meds work.
>>745128770
Did you get any opiates?
Other than that, alcohol.
>>745128939
Yeah, doesn't do much, I have a high tolerance for everything but this is just so bad
Xanax or valium
hi /b/
>>745129551
post tits
post timestamped ass
Hi grandma
Get some sleep Anon.
>>745128686
I got. What. Like 6 hours
>>745128806
Gotta up those numbers.
Too true
Thanks anon
Hey /b/ what are some fun android games because most of the shit on there is trash.
>>745129860
>fun
>android games
choose one faggot
Event horizon space rpg, fun lil game i came across a few months ago
>>745129860
Chess is a fun game to get into if you're looking for something that will actually challenge you while also having real world benefits in improving your intellectual capacities (: