Okay /b/ I keep this little "killme.txt" thing in my laptop as a stress reliever when I am sober and am not feeling okay. This is all to myself, just self conflicted and talking to myself. A diary sorta, but I wanna get this out and your opinions on this so. Here:
Edit 2. Again fuck nigga what the fucking fuck lmao uh lets start from the beginning I guess you just needa vent. She wants to stay sober, good yes but 2 days in she feels terrible she leaves you on read for about 30 minutes. She comes back "check what i posted lmao" and it's her slitting her throat. What'd you do, you fucking blow up of course thats your entire fucking world being killed in one 5 second video. You blow up she stresses out, but you take these little things in to account. SHE NEVER FUCKING SAYS SORRY SHE NEVER EVEN SHOWS A SIGN OF REGRET FROM IT. SHE FUCKING TOOK 600 MG OF HER GABAPENTIN WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU FUCKING DO. NOW GUESS WHAT YOU SEEM LIKE THE BAD GUY BECAUSE YOU'RE A FUCKING CUCK. "she's not feeling well you shouldn't even have blown up" shut the fuck up don't lie to yourself dumbass, she's in the wrong this time. SHE'S IN THE WRONG THIS TIME. Is she? lmao, is she.. fuck is she? She FUCKING SHE IS SHE IS IN THE WRONG. SHE HATES YOU. okay fuck wait no why does she hate you shE DIDNT FUCKING SAY BECAUSE SHE DOESNT RESPOND WHEN SHE FEELS THIS WAY AND IS ALREADY OVERDOSING. Fucking fucking fucking, okay fuck her fuck her. Let her fucking do this. Let her make a decision. CONT.
>>723633798
You've done EVERYTHING you've given her EVERYTHING and she still has these tendencies. Can you blame her? She's got disorders she's literally mentally ill at this point and drug addicted but.. Is that an excuse or reason? What'd you do here, what the fuck do you do here. What the fucking fuck, okay you let her go. You leave her be. She said to leave her alone and to fuck off. That's it, she's not sober, she probably passed out already and that's the last you hear from her, forever or for the night either one. She has a lot of fucking explaining to do. This is up to her, you've explained yourself fully to her too much and too often, it's her turn. Resist the urge to go back and cuck yourself, this is now her choice. Don't text, don't call, don't even check the conversations until she says something. You did everything you could, maybe did it a little badly but you've got a somewhat level head about things and seem normal maybe. All your friends would've done the same. They would've quit a long time ago, you're really deep in to this rabbit hole for her. Lmao because you love her a lot, lmao true but. Yeah you know the buts. Fuck it, END OF FUCKING CONVERSATION. IT'S UP TO HER, THIS IS HER MOVE. RELAX YOU'RE OKAY. Okay, okay okay okay, you're straight, aight dope. you did as good as you could.
thanks
this one hits a little close to home
Reaction pics?
>>723633011
best
Should we help her decide /b/ on if she wants to be anaconda food?
>>723633350
Let the feast commence
Urgh, she should. Just from her looks i would never even touch her.
Yes, it would be hotter that way.
Looking for a rich fag to buy me some cbd dabs email me with serious inquiries only at [email protected]
get a job.
>>723634175
i have some better, depending on where you are.
408six038zero63 ax4brice
>>723634308
/Thread
Feels thread.
My daughter would have turned 2 tomorrow, and I don't think I can make it through another year /b/
>4 years of relationship
>1 month after broke she already has a new bf.
>Cant stop thinking about her.
>>723633572
>>723634180
time will heal all wounds I hope you both will be happy soon
My long distance girlfriend broke up with me a few days ago, she did it because she didn't want to be tied to a computer all day - and to focus on her studies.
It was a commitment that I was willing to take to talk to her, hell, I didn't even want to sleep as long as that give me a little chance just to talk to her on that day. I love her so much and I still do.
I can't move on now, and I don't think I ever will. My heart has a place and it has already been occupied by her. I can't stop crying, I'm so fucking worthless and pathetic.
It has been a fascinating experience to teach myself how to brush my teeth with my left hand. After 12 days, I can pin myself at about 90% fluency + naturalness compared to natural right-handed toothbrushing.
I started off fumbling around with very uncomfortable brushing motions that weren't doing much benefit to my teeth, and trying to get the right rapid-fire pattern of tightly controlled activation in my shoulders and elbows. Eventually I was able to recognize some of the inefficiencies in my motor pattern and mirror some of the nuances I noticed in the large-scale motor pattern in my right hand, such as the shape of my grip on brush, the pivot point of the pressure on the brush, the coordinated movement of my head to accommodate the brush on various rows of teeth, the subtle motion I would use to flip from the inside to the outside of teeth, and a sweeping motion I'd use to move between left, center, and right. Eventually this became quite natural, and now I feel like the whole hand/arm/upper body/head motor complex for this movement has been sufficiently "programmed" such that refinements would only come from further repetition to myelinate motor neuron pathways and calibrate connections in the cerebellum.
I highly recommend teaching yourself skills with the other hand, other foot, new skills, or what have you, in order to keep your brain fresh and young, and to always be in the mindset of installing new brain circuitry (increased neuroplasticity can't hurt either). These are quite literally cognitive programs we can download into our OS and run!
>>723634064
If we assume there's something to the left-brain/right-brain hypothesis (left brain more creative, right brain more logical/systematic), and with the knowledge that each brain hemisphere operates the opposite half of the body, does teaching the other side of your brain new tricks allow you to develop a new level of coordination of that aspect of your brain's abilities? For example, if you are a righty, teaching your left hand new movements might coordinate the more creative side of your brain (right side) such that creative thoughts and coordinated cognition are more fluid and controlled; a lefty teaching their right hand new movements might allow for a more controlled systematic scientific thought process to develop. This would all be occurring through enhanced connection between motor control circuits and cognitive control circuits, and would need to be occurring in order for motor skill development (as we are discussing here) to have an effect on cognitive control or on cognition at all. Maybe this even more tightly links up bilateral control in the cerebellum for coordinated communication between hemispheres and their driving of movements (along with the relationship between bodily movement and coordination of thought)? Pure speculation, but a cool thought I just had on all this and the potential here.
Nigger
Isn't it lovely when they sleep so soundly?
I find it so soothing.
wtf
you creepy fuck
bet you fuck kids
New Loli Thread. Previous one got deleted
>>723632983
Ayyy first customer
>>723632983
You got some anon?
/pol/ wants to gas this?
>>723633338
fuck off, look at that necklace cunt
>>723633623
Jah, zoe it mein freund!
gassing her makes them fuhrer happy as fuck
Daily Most Enjoyable Berserk Thread.
Come one, come all, and come read a few chapters with us.
It's not porn, but it's still pretty good.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rBRYS92RBWI
Links to read Berserk online:
http://www.mangareader.net/96/berserk.html
http://mangasee.co/manga/?series=Berserk
http://www.evil-genius.us/
Links to Berserk torrent:
http://bakabt.me/162057-berserk.html
http://bakabt.me/164536-berserk-720p-bluray-yellow-flash.html
http://www.nyaa.se/?page=view&tid=466995
It's a manga that's been running for 20+ years now, and it's pretty incredible. One of the things that's most interesting about it, is that the author has basically reinvented himself in his style several times throughout the series, while still keeping it true to its roots. During the first 10 volumes (referred to collectively as the "Golden Age" arc), it's basically gritty 80s style manga of purely dark medieval warfare, becoming borderlined historical fiction. but in volumes 11-12+ literally hell opens up and pours itself onto earth evil dead style but in a completely serious manner. Over the next ~5 volumes you have every bit of bad in his world corrupted and risen to full blown demonic rape-fests; corrupt priests burning everyone at the stake, packs of roving goblins kidnapping women, raping and impregnating them to make more monsters, an evil god-emporer who tries to take over the world etc. It then turns into a traditional swords/sorcery fantasy where Guts assembles a team of rag-tag heroes to destroy the five God Hands of hell, one of whom was his best friend and rival during the Golden Age.
ALRIGHT CUNTS! LISTEN UP! Order just came in. We need:
30 Dubs
4 Trips
1 Quads
Make it fucking quick! We got customers waiting!
Yes chef!
>>723632922
Oi, you! Nice fuckin work, keep it up.
Fuck
We need to go back to the days when only those who contribute could vote. Or at least get a voter ID law so the democrats can't buss niggers and crackheads from polling place to polling place to vote.
>>723632665
>>723632665
You realize that most of our country's GDP is generated in the super-liberal cities that always vote Democrat?
>>723633085
But those tax payers are republicans.
>>723632665
Now post the infographic that shows most welfare is spent on red state white trash.
S/Fur
anyone know who this whore is?
nice clear image...
>>723630595
I think it's Alex grey
>>723632653
Yeah, I agree. Looks like her.
She's one of my favourites.
How do I get cash for having somones full credit card info
cant use my address or they will know. But its somones thats fucked me over big time.
or my bank
paypal then bank transfer