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Hey, /adv/. I've noticed I'm becoming more self-deprecating, lonelier, more thoughts of suicide, creepier, and weirder.

I don't have many friends, since next to everybody at my college is an athlete-type, "supfamtbh" kind of guy. That's fine and all, but I just don't relate.
I've started talking to myself when I'm alone, but only when I feel like shit or remember one of the 9 million embarrassing things I've done, and even then it's mainly "Christ, I'm pathetic", "I should fucking kill myself" or "I want my skull caved in."
I can't interact with people, anymore. I don't have the confidence or social skills, and I feel like I always do at least one mild-to-moderately creepy thing per interaction. I'm a virgin, and I'm afraid I'll die one, even though I don't look bad, or wear fedoras, or anything.
I was abused my maternal figures growing up, was always alone and considered weird, and Depression is genetic in my family, so that might have something to do with it. I'm not really looking for a cause, though. I want some advice on how to pull my life together.

So what should I do? I feel like I'm broken.
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Nobody? Alright, that's fine.
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>>16879005
>depression is genetic

how to spot a dummy 101
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>>16878961
Don't beat yourself up over pitty things. Be aware that EVERY single person you'll ever talk has had these moments.

Do you ever go out? I don't want to get you hooked on alcohol but it really can help you get over that initial insecurity. Also, you can be 100% that the people around you either don't care or don't remember how you were acting. Well, unless you harass someone in an alley or something extreme like that.
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>>16879011
It is. 5-HTTLPR
Do you have any real advice, or are you just here to shitpost?
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>>16879017
Have you read Pratchett? He has a line about a character with negative amounts of BAC, so he drinks to be normal, but over medicates.

I used to, since one of my friends used to throw parties, but he doesn't anymore. I do drink a bit to loosen up, but sometimes I'm afraid since a lot of people in my family were alcoholics. I'll try and get him to help get me to go out, since I have no idea how to.

It's comforting to think that everybody has these moments, even if I think I have more of them. Also, that they really don't care. I appreciate it anon.
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>>16878961
Do you have hobbies or interests?
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>>16879076
I'm sort of into /tg/. Can't find a game though.
I've only about 4 hours of free time, I can't drive, and I'm in a really small town, so it's a bit hard to find something.
You're absolutely right, though, a hobby would help. Where do you find one?
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Just figure out how to tie a noose!
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>>16878961
How old are you if I may ask?

I notice in a lot of your posts you mention the negative effect your family had on you in the past.

As you also say 'was abused by' I take it you no longer live with them.
Part of maturing(most of it actually) is realizing that at some point your upbringing no longer affects your current life and the the place you are at now. Captain Hindsight is the shittiest superhero ever so dish him as from this day on you are responsible for clearing the damage that was left by the lack of good parenting and for preventing any future damage to your life.

Saying things like; I will become an alcoholic because my uncle/nephew/grandma was one is a self-fulfilling prophecy.
My family is depressed and so am i, is the same thing.

Why would you associatate yourself with your abusive parents? Will you abuse your child just like they did?
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>>16879140
18, almost 19. Just got into college a few months ago.

Thanks, anon. Sometimes it's hard to really think these things out. I'll keep in mind that all that stuff is no longer tangible, just a story played in my brain. I'll have to avoid becoming a self-fulfilling prophecy, and distance myself from the way I was raised.
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>>16879182
Good luck :)

I can promise from experience that once you start working on things that make you feel good a lot of great people will see your efforts and offer to help. The loneliness will go away.
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>>16879096
>tfw you're female and your main hobby is guns
>live in a small town and everyone is either a fudd idiot or like intimidated by it

why
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>>16879232
Be glad. It's worse in the city.
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>>16879096
>Where do you find one?
You look at what is available/achievable and try out till you find something you like.
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>>16878961
>wat do
Stop smoking weed all the goddamn time. Go outside. Do stuff.
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>>16879333
I don't smoke weed.
Ok, but what? I don't have many friends, and I'm trying to find a hobby.
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>>16879346
Doesn't much matter what. Anything to get out of staring at 4 walls. Join some club or other, volunteer at some charitable organisation, anything. Even just take up cycling.
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>>16878961
2Much internet man
(i wanted to say more but i am retarted as fuck when i write)
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>>16879346
99% of people are going to say to me faggot or shit like that but idc
Go watch some casey neistat
You are too much into this part of the internet
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>>16879232
Maybe because a moron

If you need a firearm for self protection you live in a shit community
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>>16879416
>casey neistat
Who?
>>16879388
Alright.
>>16879419
How is it everything you say is the most retarded thing I've ever heard? Christ, I'd be a little bothered if it wasn't sort of impressive.
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>>16879439
Why don't you shoot yourself?
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>>16879439
On youtube
Really succesfull man
He has the opposite life as yours
I think it could help you think
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>>16879443
Shut the fuck up weaboo
Return to /b/
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>>16879443
Oddly this is inspiring. There are tripfags on the internet who are far more pathetic than I feel.
But seriously, drink bleach. Everybody here has had their I.Q. lowered by a point or two just by reading your shitposts.
>>16879449
I'll look him up. Thanks for the recommendation.
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>>16879452
You really convinced me with a meme answer

Good to know all gun-nuts are unstable unlikable morons just like the stereotype

Go be paranoid some more
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>>16879461
>IQ is a measure of intelligence

top kek
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>>16879462
Sorry i'm no fucking btard
Go do your low tier trolling on b cmon
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>>16879462
That's not even me. Christ, a liberal, who misuses the word meme, is a tripfag, and is the antithesis of logic or reason.
>>16879470
That's the point of it. It's also what the I stands for. Unless you have a better way of measuring memory and problem solving, considering you must be important, or else you wouldn't name yourself on an anonymous anime website.
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>>16879482
>cmon

back to facebook you go
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I'd like to remind everybody in this thread that you can in fact block tripfags, and not to validate their delusions of importance.
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>>16879470
I'm completely new to this thread, am not a gun person, but I still think you sound like a complete douche. Get off 4chan because you clearly can't think independent of it.
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>>16879484
Its not anonymous and never was

You redditors say the darnedest things

MUH LOGIC AND REASONSSSS

IQ is not a measure of intelligence, its a test created by psychologists which of course is a psuedoscience

For someone who pretends to be smart on the internet you sure are pretty stupid
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>>16879497
Oh wow.
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>shitposting tripfag
Oh the nostalgia.
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>>16879485
What a big insult
Well dont forget to wash your fat layers
Anyway good flame bait
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>>16879497
I'll take some young (16-20) suburban white male who started browsing 4chan a year ago and now thinks he's that super cool and smart poster.
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See a therapist? http://www.webmd.com/anxiety-panic/guide/how-to-find-therapist
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>>16879511
The issue is getting to and paying for one. I will consider it, though. Thanks, man.
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>>16879503
Yeah you actually believe in a psuedoscience

I bet you'd go to a chiropractor and are a Christian

>>16879506
>fat meme

I'm 140 lbs
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>>16879510
So damn true
Also he thinks he is smarter because he is from 4chan and not from reddit
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>>16879525
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>>16879510
kek you couldn't be more wrong

Keep trying redditor
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>>16879526
Yeah, he sure talks like he's been here for a year tops. Oldfags don't talk in memes and don't give a shit about other websites.
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>>16879525
>is an oldfag
>still says meme
Oh and now i get it
You say iq is stupid
But still you use lb
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>>16879530
Simpsons are shit

>>16879526
Redditor spotted
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>>16879531
The fact that you even say kek shows how much of a faggot you are. Do you even know where it comes from? Or are you one of those kids who sees those cool kids saying it and want to be cool like them?
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>>16879533
>oldfag vs newfag bait

Really is like I'm on /b/

Are you going to start calling each other samefags now?
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>>16879533
Probably he even didnt go to chanology
But talks like he has done all the legendary raids
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>>16879539
haven't played in a while
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>>16879539
It doesn't matter, Know your maymay can tell him in a few seconds.
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>>16879553
The time of a search on google and everything is ok
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>>16879562
you fags are really grasping today
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Nobody really cares enough to notice how insecure you are most of the time. Figure out things to do that you enjoy and meet people in that context. It will be hard because it is different. Don't be hung up on hanging out with people you want to be like -- that is going to reinforce low self esteem and those folks are not going to want to hang out with you anyway. Good luck.
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>>16879536
>Simpsons are shit
Faggot detected. You're prolly a MLP fan.
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>>16879605
I just found Simpsons to be boring desu

Rarity is best pony
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Thread spanked

Just another notch on my sword
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>>16879611
Just as said
Ur weaboo
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>>16879627
No shit
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>>16879627
Why are you even responding to him?
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>>16879640
Why are you responding to someone responding to me?

Mind your own business
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>>16878961
you're just thinking too much.
my advice is this.
1. look at people in the eye when you talk to them.
2. be 20% yourself. idk how to articulate this any other way but you have to dilute yourself within whatever society you're within if you wish to be a part of it.
3. stop talking to yourself about neurotic shit. just catch yourself whenever you do it and stop it.
4. don't try to be perfect. think of "fucking up" more as "oops" and move on.
5. we all think about the past, it's the human condition. just stop overreacting to it, fidget it away and continue on with whatever you were doing.
6. don't take life/yourself so seriously. see it as a playground.
7. don't be afraid to show anxiety just be playful with it. i've found that if you remove anxiety you just become autistic or a gigantic asshole. fear exists for a reason and once you realize that people aren't all that scary you'll have an easier time.
8. curb your enthusiasm. over-enthusiasm is probably the most unattractive trait a person could have.

of course this is all relative depending on what social group you want to be a part of. what's weird in one group is normal in another so yea find people you want to be like and try to get in then it's smooth sailing from there really.
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>>16879692
Noted. Thanks, man, that helps a lot.
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>>16879611
You're a faggot.
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>>16879777
I do in fact enjoy a feminine penis
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>>16879820
You enjoy penis. Period.
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>>16879843
It has to be an aesthetic feminine penis
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>>16879844
Stop lying. It's fine when you lie to others, but lying to yourself...
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>>16879892
Why would I lie to myself that's silly
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>>16879896
Your whole existence is silly, namefag.
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>>16880248
We're all sentient stardust brother
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>>16880258
1. we're not brothers, in any conceivable sense
2. see #1
3. see #2
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>>16880299
We all came from a common ancestor, the original cell

We are all brothers
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>>16880303
>We all came from a common ancestor, the original cell
nope.exe
Proof?
Also, you're still no brother of mine in any conceivable way.
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>>16880326
I'm not going to teach you biology jabroni
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>>16880341
>I have no argument, ergo insult
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>>16879017
>not op
alcohol for me makes me not care about what I am doing, but when I get sober I remember everything I did and it makes me feel even shittier. even if nobody else remembers what i did, i would still do.
it sucks
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>>16880350
In order to explain my argument you'd have to know biology

but if you knew biology you wouldn't be arguing

its a catch 22
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grow the fuck up

take a pic of this post and put it as your wallpaper
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>>16880376
>no argument, I'm just gonna be a smartass
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>>16880438
I laughed

Well played
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