My grandma got diagnosed with cancer, but I didn't really care. I'm taking a week-long vacation to New Orleans soon. I don't care. I have no enthusiasm. I would kill myself, but I don't have the courage. I constantly contemplate my existence, and every session tells me life isn't worth it. I have no fucking clue what to do.
a sliver of you believes life is worth it. otherwise courage wouldnt be an issue.
>>16863391
It's a small fraction of me. I'm very much leaning towards killing myself, but I've never been able to make a decision.
>>16863409
>its so small
>like my cock
>tiniest fraciton
>leaning towards killing myself
>but lul i dont for some reason
uh huh. that sounds real.
to see a therapist then