Yesterday I had sex for the first time in a year. My previous

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Yesterday I had sex for the first time in a year. My previous time was with my girlfriend, when we were still dating. Yesterday it was with a girl I was sort of flirting with.

I didn't enjoy it much.

Now I consider myself a very sexual person. I love sex. I love the smell of it. I love how it feels, how it makes you feel. And now I feel really embarrased because I didn't enjoy it. I didn't had any trouble finishing it, I think the girl had fun. That's cool. I just didn't enjoy it, and that makes me feel weird.

To be honest, I didn't like much the girl. She's cute, she has a cute body, I just didn't felt much attracted to her. Like, literally after having sex she lied on the bed and she sort of asked me to lie next to her but I didn't, I just sit next to her, and kissed her legs but I just didn't wanted to lie next to her, I don't know. I was just thinking about leaving.

I usually get driven by sex so much. Maybe not by sex itself, but by the passion a person can drawn on me. I felt that with my last girlfriend. It was liberating. But this time, not much...

I had one night stands before, and there's usually a lot of frenetic attraction on it, this was more colder


Is this normal? I'm just feeling weird like it was my fault that I didn't enjoy it