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I can't lie I dislike this board alot and I am surprised that I find myself desperate enough to come here for advice, but I fear for my own life honestly.
Each day that goes by I am coming closer and closer to killing myself and its the only way I think that I can escape the pain that I feel in my head and body its probably just mental but the pain is there.
I'm not going to lie I don't want to kill myself but the thought just gets louder and louder in my head and it just seems to make sense at the point.
I've decided that if I want to end my life that a drug overdose would be probably the easiest. I've never done anything other than drink so I've bought about 300 dollars worth of heroin and figure that I'll just get drunk and try to shoot as much as I possibly can after drinking for a while.
It scares me that I've put that much thought into this.
I have been sober for a little over a month now since alcohol no longer even makes me happy and I feel like quitting.
I don't want to but I am at a loss now. I can't picture myself living life feeling this way for years to come.
Any advice at all?
Things just have been falling apart for the last 5-6 years of my life and that doesn't help as well. Consciousness is a pain in the ass I just want to sleep all day I hate being awake.
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>>16856404
>berates the people he seeks help from
>wants to kill self
>won't kill self
>decides how to kill self
Advice? Kill yourself faggot.
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>>16856409
>berates people he seeks help from
Should I have just lied?
I guess I didn't have to add that, I just thought it'd be valuable to show how desperate I am at this point.
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whats your life like? Btw 4chans not the best place to ask these kinds of questions. If you want more serious answers, maybe seek them in more popular forums dealing with depression/suicide.
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>>16856622
Indeed lol faggot
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>>16856404
I really don't know what to say but I just couldnt see this post and pass it.
I dont know your life but if you have family contact them, they will love you.
I personally went through a lot i suppose, my dad died at 12 and my mum raised me and my sister alone.
we worked as cleaners in a school before and after school.
I was and continue to be beta, in that im not confident enough, good with girls, ect.
Sometimes i feel miserable too but there will be good things to come if you prepare for it. It might be a long wait but I find that better than doing nothing.
But that waiting gives me hope and more confidence, maybe the waiting itself is a step towards getting closer to the light at the end of the tunnel.
Just don't do it is my main concern. Get counselling or maybe go to a quiet cathedral when times get tough.
I wish i could be there for you.
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