so this happened yesterday:
>be me, 26yo kinda junkie
>live with 6 ppl
>at party from some roomie of mine
>boring af cuz roomie is boring
>soletsgethammered.avi
>ppl smoking weed, I'm in as usual
>get paranoid, lock into my room
>feel really crappy, sick, sweaty, weak
>too paranoid to be able to leave my room
>puke in basket
>better.
>stomach rumbles, oh oh
>instant urge to shit, but can't leave room
>so next thing, i'm sitting on puke-basket
>shit in basket, smell of shit makes me puke in it again
>fucking room full of shit and puke odor
>more paranoia
>get trashbag, knot it, throw out of window
>go in fetus position, suffer a lot, finally manage to sleep
>next day, leave house
>pick up my shitpukebag from street into garbage bin
>same shit every day
i cant decide:
a) is this some cool funny shit or
b) is this fucked up and should tell me to stop?
tell me
>>16855275
I'd say it's more of a wake-up call.
>>16855275
it's both funny and fucked up. you should probably quit before it escalates to something that isn't funny and is just deadly.