So I'm turning 25 soon and I honestly feel like I've

>>16850393
You could always join the military

>>16850408
Yikes, no thanks. That's one of the few things I won't do.

Sick some dicks. That's pushing the limit.

Ive been exactly like you since I was in middle school OP. What works for me to help keep me from being depressed is working toward small goals.

For example, I would set a goal for reading a new book every week or two. I started with books that didnt have anything to do with school. I would set a smaller goal for x amount of pages read each day. When I finished my goal I'd get satisfaction from it so I kept doing it. You can use learn new language apps or work on your vocabulary by reading the dictionary.

It helps to start with small things that will actually interest you. Do you like computers? Gardening? Welding? Chemistry? Learning on my own helped me to feel less like a loser so maybe it will help you?

>>16850393
ive been there. 30 now and still not much improvement so go ahead and give yourself another 10 years. maybe 20

>>16850455
I'll think about it

>>16850393
Just do what you've wanted to do. You miss 100% of the shots you don't take.