I just overdosed with 20 pills and now I don't want to die, I'm also scared to tell someone. what do I do?
Won't die from that.
Not even close.
You'd need a whole fucking lot more.
50 asprin didn't kill me.
Just force yourself to vomit or you'll just feel really sick for the next 24-48hrs
then go, look up how many mg of dph were in those pills and what the other thing you took was.. damn are you fucking retarded ? you probably deserve to die with your level of stupidity.
Okay people saying this dose is meaningless - it may be to a completely healthy adult man, but we don't know who OP is and what conditions/medical issues could cause this to absolutely be fatal.
This is OP. I puked. I still feel like absolute shit but I've realized how precious my life is now and I'm going to get through this and things are going to change. Thanks for your concern.
I tried something similar about 5 months ago however with a lot more than what you took.
While you won't die from what you took you can do serious damage to your kidneys even if you make yourself puke or staying hydrated.
Id recommend going to the hospital and having your system flushed while you are going in the right direction (regretting what you did and seeking advice) the long term damage you can do to your system should be your major concern.
How do people even die from pills ? Most actually dangerous stuff is heavily regulated and/or being phased out. Not many people have access to a pharmacy worth of barbiturates.
Back when I wanted to die at some point I had stockpiled over 2 months worth of mood stabilizers and anti psychotics but eventually figured out I didn't have nearly enough to even hit LD50 let alone LD90 and I'd just be miserable and fuck my kidneys if I tried.
Also, OP sorry to hear about what happened to you but glad you're alive and want to live at least for now. Take care mmkay ? Various psychiatrists didn't do me any good, at all, but many people say they helped so you might want to look into getting help. Also sorting out whatever made you want to kill yourself is a good idea. Oh and to be cliché, I don't know if it really does get better eventually for everyone, but it did for me, after 5 years wasted in psychotic depression cycles I've finally never been happier in my life (fuck meds). But please don't waste as much time as I did, that was retarded.
Was your puke super pink? Also you're going to be damn sleepy for a while, I recommend sleeping on your side with some pillows on your back to prevent from rolling on your back in case you randomly puke. Because you're going to be knocked out for a WHILE.