Traps and other stuff on /d/ and /gif/ with feminine looking mtfs or shotas, It turns me on so much and I can't stop fapping to them. The thing that gets me off the most now is femdom, sissy and traps...
Is this going to turn me gay?
But I never like men. Femininity is what I can't resist. In hentai fantasy world, trap can look exactly like a woman, but not in real life.
You can turn sexual orientation, many do change over time.
Think of sexual orientation as a scale. It's not something that's black and white. You like what you like, and your mind is opened to new fetishes as you explore your sexuality.
What you whack off to does not define you as a person. Don't overthink it.
You're now a dude that's kinky as fuck. If you want a label, you're bi or pansexual; fuck labels though.
Just do your own think, I've been into traps for years and I love them the same amount that I love biological women. I lose no sleep over it, no point in being ashamed because that's for pussies
You seriously want to be turned off by them, just watch them outside their porn. Then you'll see they're men that inhabit the skin of women, that it is a fetish for them, that some even hate women. Just look at Bruce Jenner who I hear wants to turn back into a man.