>very reserved and quiet
>saving self for marriage
>i can only look and devote myself to one man
>tired of love, all it ends up with is heartbreak
tl;dr how do i lose my morals
You should first lose your virginity and learn having sex before you try "becoming a slut". The point of being a slut is that you enjoy it, not that you're doing it for reasons of being butthurt about something else.
I mean, that last one is a possible reason, but it's a fucking shitty reason.
yes we are
nobody really cares if you become a slut
morals are a spook
the world will end, every person that will judge you is going to be dead, the universe is going to end via big freeze, heat death, big rip etc