How do I handle the world ruining my life? Its a fucking conspiracy
I will never
be fucking happy
nothing good will ever happen to me
Did you forget to take your meds?
You need to actually do stuff to make your life good, nobody will rescue you.
Make a plan, or pay a counselor/life coach to do it for you, given you've managed to sit on your ass 10+ years doing jack shit.
>what the fuck did i do to you man
Nothing. You did nothing. And that is why you are where you are. Not because of anything anyone did to you. Not even because of anything you're afraid anyone MIGHT do to you. But because you choose to be paralyzed by your own fear.
Courage, OP, isn't when you aren't scared. It's when you ARE scared, but you do it anyway. No one can give it to you. No one can do it for you. It has to come from you, and only you, and as long as you refuse, things can never get better.
I don't think /adv/ can help you. I don't think /adv/ can help anyone.
There's a guy signing his posts with vengaboys lyrics, several tripfags trolling and bait threads being the most replied to.
I've tried asking for help, but the closest you'll get to advice is fortune cookie/self-help bullshit.
Plenty of people have been helped
Maybe you're the problem; sure looks like you blame everyone else for your inability to get your own shit together