>work 50-60 hours
>drink until I go to bed
>repeat
I've lost interest in all of my hobbies. I'm lonely as fuck, but I don't enjoy the company of other people - I have plenty of friends and a supportive family.
I live alone with two cats. Between an overwhelming sense of numbness to the world and my growing alcoholism, I think about buying a gun at least a dozen times per day, for about 2 years now.
Help me out, /adv/. I think I'm about at the end of my rope.
Get medical help from a doctor, now.
50-60 hours you should be able to afford some therapy or something
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My insurance only covers doctor visits and medication. But I legitimately don't know why I haven't tried therapy.