>have an baddly paid, but stable and comfortable job as cashier in a supermarket
>have several dakimakuras of the best girls who keep me company
>decorate my place with animu merchandise, flags, /k/ stuff, picture frames of my waifus, and a lot of other things i find pretty
>watch anime on couch with a warm blanket, chips and soda cola, lights always off
>have a 5/5 battlestation with countless vidya ready to play
>eat and drink greasy junk food - chocolate, cheese, pizza, chocolate with milk, soda, sandwhiches, etc.
>have a very comfortable bed
>have the best reaction pictures and porn on my 4chan folder
>laptop and cellphone to post without having to get on my computer
i think life cannot get any better.
is there anything i'm missing?
i'd like to know what things i should buy to make me even happier.
maybe i should get some AC but that thing's upkeep is too high.
I would love to be content with the life you have. Those are all my hobbies and passions and I love them, but I often feel that life is "passing me by" and that i'm not doing what my parents would have wanted.
Do you have any desire to find and experience love? I think that's the biggest thing fucking me up right now. It's not even the sex really, just some love and companionship would be nice.
Anyways anon you're living the dream. You have a job that's comfortable and you're surrounded by the things you love and you're happy. I wish you could teach me your ways.
Loneliness sucks for you because it's the only un-comfy part of your life. But loneliness not your problem; your problem is that you are running away from the uncomfortable parts of your life. This is like the morbidly obese man complaining about his second floor apartment stairs; the inconvenience of the stairs are not really the problem. For you, the problem is that you are a coward, and you are hiding from life, and you are not growing the tough outer skin that functioning adults have to deal with scary situations like making a career move, or talking to women. I know because I had (have) a similar problem as you, and I know that if I want to run from my problems I just hole up and stop interacting with the world.
But you know what? That shit is like stairs that fatties want to avoid; the pain is good for us, it makes us better, and the very act of confronting it will make us better people.
At least that's how I got a girlfriend.
>Do you have any desire to find and experience love?
I already experience love, what part of "several dakimakuras" and "waifus" did you not understand? Picture related.
>Teach me your ways
In mathmatics, there's a principle that says that any infinite line is in fact a circle. If you look at the right ending of an infinite line, it will end up in the left ending, and so it goes.
There's another principle in mathmatics that says that if you go too deep into positive infinity, you'll end up in negative infinity, and from there you'll get closer and closer to zero (- infinity, -1000, -10, -1, 0), and from then it starts going up again (1, 100, 10000, infinity).
what i'm trying to say is that i think there's a point that if you're so deep in the shit and nearly drowning in all the mud, the same will eventually happen to you. negative infinity becomes positive infinity. after so much stress, pain and frustration, you'll just stop caring about everything. you just get used to being in the shit, you have zero hope, you don't even care to think/imagine some of the many problems you face being solved.
only after you undergo this, will you conform with the cards you're given and so be happy with what you have.
that's just acceptance. Accepting your fate doesn't make your fate better, just easier to enjoy.
Happiness is death, friend. A lack of change is stasis. These are not good things.
>anon uses objective philosophy to educate me on why i'm being delusional for thinking i'm happy
Not at all dude, I think you're perfectly happy. Happiness is not a reflection of outer peace; it's a reflection of inner peace. I feel that peace too, regardless of circumstances.
>Although it's interesting to note you immediately went to a place where your happiness was being faked
No, I think you're just wrong about happiness being the right choice. I think what's best is sometimes choosing to be unhappy, choosing to struggle. Being happy all the time is easy when you find the trick to it, but living your life only for the sake of happiness is the way a fool lives.
Ephemeral is relative.
We are going to dissolve into the same source, as we came from the same source. So when we do disappate, our physical representations will return to the source. In a way, nothing is ephemeral because everything is one (the Universe).
I don't want to delve into souls and shit.
as a living being, you have an interest not just to protect and ensure life's continued existence, but to make each other's lives better the whole way there.
I mean damn dude, if we're all ultimately the same, you can't even care about anyone but yourself? Who cares if we're all lines washing away in the sand, shit happens during our lives that we can change for the better when we try.
People are going to insult you, call your post bait, etc.
But its true. They will never accept that they are living easy lives, that they are weak, that they are not special.
Instead they will try their hardest to get the attention of everybody so they can see how ''sick'' and sad they are because of mental illnesess.
I do agree with you OP.
>Do you have any desire to find and experience love?
Great, another one of those...
Go to the main page, good percentage of the threads are made by autists like you who live to crave and please pussy. And in turn come here to cry because they cant get any of it.
Its always the same story. ''Why am I alone. I just want love, companionship''.
Fuck off, you are not going to get any of it here, thats for sure.
Unless you are looking for online friends or whatever. In that case, wanna be my friend, autist san?
> you have an interest not just to protect and ensure life's continued existence,
No I dont.
>to make each other's lives better the whole way there.
> you can't even care about anyone but yourself?
Who said that?
>I mean damn dude, if we're all ultimately the same, you can't even care about anyone but yourself?
I never said I didn't care for anyone but myself.
>shit happens during our lives that we can change for the better when we try.
>Who cares if we're all lines washing away in the sand
No one care but it's just an observation.
Just because things are ephemeral, and I accept they're ephemeral, doesn't mean I don't value people and stuff. What if, when we return to the source, people that I've wrong are there and are pissed at me? Unlikely, but when I piss people off, I'm pissing a future part of me off.
I dont think of me much, I am pretty much what he is.
I too am an autist, looking for love and companionship, would be kidding myself If I said otherwise.
Hence why I asked if he would be my friend.
>then why are you being a lazy faggot when you could be out, being strong, and helping people? We're a society bro.
I am anon! But first I must better myself so I can better serve others.
As of right now, Im shitposting on a Turkish Knitting Forum.
This is just an observation but why are people obsessed with telling others how to live their lives?
Like op, he says he's happy, so why do others try to tell him otherwise?
What is wrong with the way op lives?