ok so here's the thing... i m moved in with this guy. we were kinda seeing each other but it was like someone to get high with. i had a moment at the film school where i was and cussed out the owner of the school. told him off and lost my shit. ok so i'm on the street. i need a place to stay and this guy is in primo area. like awesome location. free rent. ok so i go there. i realise i am not as in love as i thought i was when i was on molly. lol. so this pic is me 24/7 when i watch him. but every now and then i get horny and so we fuck. and i keep his place clean. laundry and such as i clean every day. and i cook.
so i guess my question is this: am i an asshole for staying. because he thinks we are like a serious item and i think his brother is kinda hot. but i actually just prefer being alone. i get myself off much better than a guy anyhow.
You've gone straight to the "loveless marriage" stage!
You need to up your game, sister, and work to a life plan. Fuck film school bullshit: train up in a good career with solid job prospects like carpentry, and you'll soon have the financial freedom to make it on your own. Right now, you're basically a hooker who doesn't even make any money.
lmao that was awesome. yes i am hooking in a sense but he is also whoring himself a bit. i hacked his pc. he has no clue which is funny cause he works in it... well basically he watches a ton of porn. he is far from innocent. i actually think he knows my stance.
Just tell him the truth that you have no serious feelings for him but you like the situation you're in. I doubt he'd care much as he's getting free pussy, you're getting free rent. He might even try to improve himself for you.
> penis or trees?
Lumber and timber, honey - only amateurs used fiberboard!
But to be honest, it was just off the top of my head really - I mean, you just need skills in any career that will get you strong job prospects rather than being forced to take any kind of bullshit for a minimum wage position. Could be carpentry, baking, whatever really. Your main problem is financial dependence, so you need a good job that will make you economically solvent, ideally while also having fun in an engaging workplace environment.
Unlike carpentry, IT is now a field in which there are far more workers than jobs - a problem that's getting ever worse as the technology improves and requires less maintenance/installation, and roles are being outsourced to countries with far cheaper labor.
In contrast, there's a severe shortage of skilled carpenters, and the technology behind wood crafting is largely mature - no major innovations are going to come along and make carpenters superfluous. And of course, if you need some framing done or a cabinet installed, you can't hire a guy in India to do it!
OK so your essentially trading the live in gf experience for free room and board, if your both ok with that, great! Just make sure you let him know this is what's going on, communication is key here. Also sleeping with his brother is a quick way to be back on the street, but if you talk to him first he may be ok with it.
How can you go through life being so dependent on others? At least be financially stable and on your feet, if you going to be taking things like molly. Work on your priorites, your looks will only carry you for so long..
and so i went to finish my degree but lost my shit and yelled at the president/cult leader whatever the fuk he claims to be (a nothing btw) and so i needed to move. i get some money coming in i'm not fucking destitute
mi am so NOT disgusting.... MEN are the ones who suck bc they take advantage of our desperation and such as. look at stripers and escorts. do u think they like it?? no. no they fucking don't
OP, you're life is a fucking joke, get yourself together. You sound fucking batshit crazy right now.
shame it must be hard to never hear a thank you or a "you're awesome".... i get the last one several times a day so it cancels out the negativity of my haters. and ... they aren't haters... they r fans in denial
This thread is a train wreck
But also, OP I am in love with you, would you like to be my gf?
i'll be ur gf only if u are willing to fight satan and the dagga that they are injecting these days. listening to EDM (electronic dagga music). They have been penetrated by satan.
and Shyne Po is there too. i tried to stalk him in brooklyn before he went to rikers island... then they deported him. and then they deported me. so we can finally go find him and ask him what the whole "pro israel" thing was all about cause it through me off completely
NYC #1 dope man turned super weirdo trying to find himself. seems he is back on track though. i'm sure the trip to israel helped bring him back to reality. they don't take kindly to black folk in israel.