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Do you have protips for discipline and motivation?
Last night I was awake at 5.45 AM dancing with my demons. I took the phone, checked my facebook, it was birthday of one of my female friends.
Casually wandered on her pics, BAM. There were multiple pics of my exgf, 7 years together before she dumped me, and his new bf, which is old as fuck and looks semiretarded. This kind of killed me at start, then I got so enraged. I was, and I am, less than that guy. I'm 28, on med school but obviously late as fuck, should have been a MD like 3 years ago. I am lazy, not interesting, a weight for my family. At this point I just want to graduate asap or kill myself and stop it already. My family even cares for me, they pay for all my shit, I just basically have only to sit all day and study. And yet I get distracted and shit. Please send help.