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Whats the best way to learn more about yourself?
I really dont know who I am.
I say one thing and do the other.
>wait together for buss to come
>takes to long
>goes in a school smoke weed.
>start thinking of my past and present
>school as young age was pretty tough for me
>later on with hormones (still going i guess) gets deppressed despite its been a long time.
>gotten that deppressed that i stopped coming to school
>Asks myself, "the fuck are you doing? why bother doing all this?"
>comes in conclusion that i need to change.
>how does one change when they dont know how to start.
>parents gets worried
>if i dont message them on the phone they breaks in the room to check if i havent commited suicide
>I am not in this phase where i eat shit food, watch shit and litrally do nothing expect work.
I wanna change. I wanna be someone my parents can be proud of. Thing is, I am afraid to meet my friends or rather, ex-friends again.
whats the best way to change fast? I was thinking of sleeping in the forest alone for maybe a week or two. see, learn and earn experience. Is this bad?