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2016-02-11 05:12:18 Post No. 16793479
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long story, but have to get this out of my system
>21 year old virgin (by choice, I,m handsome)
>no dating experience, so oblivious to women
>meet cute girl in school
>had crush on her year back but she had a bf
>heard she broke up
>somehow i become alpha and talk to her
>good signs that she liked me (flirty, laughing)
>we went on a "date" after school
>i was the happiest guy alive after.
>hear from her ex-best friend that she is like that to every guy.
>everything goes downhill from here on out.
>hear she didn't even see it as a date and that she isn't looking for a relationship.
>she still acting flirty and showing signs of interest .
>fall into despair and nonstop pain.
>try to forget her by trying to date other women.
>meet cute japanese exchange student trough an language learning app.
>she seemed super nice so asked her to go eat
sushi together (she hasn't had it here yet).
>still think about the other girl all the time.
>meet the japanese girl, not super pretty but big eyes and looks really innocent and cute.
>eventually we hang out more often.
>don't even love or like her in any way, but only doing it to forget the other girl
>eventually i miss my last train so i sleep in her room (she lives alone)
>do everything with her despite not having any feelings for her
>she seemed like a virgin, but she took it pretty good so i thought she might use toys or whatever.
>(also she said she doesnt like japanese boys)
>eventually start liking her more because of her innocence and cuteness.
>I move out of the country for a few months
>still chat with her every day
>brag to my friends that i might be her first
>wanted to confirm it so i asked it casually.
>turns out she was with 3 other guys before me
>break down HARD
>this cute awkward girl i liked for her innocence had 3x more sex partners than me.
>can't stop thinking of the number 3
>feels like I had some weird bad dream