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I've never been to this board, so I don't know what you guys can really do for me, but I feel like I need to just spit out how I've been feeling.
My life isn't terrible, it really isn't. I have a extremely loving girlfriend, I'm enrolled and living at a college, and I have a few close friends there. The thing is, most of my friends from my hometown (I go to school a city over) simply stopped answering my texts and calls about two weeks ago. I'd get it if it was just one or two people, but I'm talking 5-6 in one week. One of these people is someone I'd consider my best friend, who I lived with for a while when things got really bad at home (my mom used to beat the shit out of me and verbally abuse me for things like getting grades below an A and behavioral issues).
I love this kid, let's call him J, and I have and would fight to protect him. But all of a sudden, it seems like everyone is treating me like a pariah, and I don't know what to do.I don't think I've done anything to offend that many people all at once, and I hold no ill will against them. So basically all I do all day now is play League of Legends and smoke weed when I can afford it, and see my gf on the weekends (she goes to school in a different part of the state).
I struggle with diagnosed social anxiety and bi-polar disorder (long-term, months of highest high and lowest lows) and this whole situation is starting to bring me down hard, which I'm scared will affect my schoolwork and my relationship I've worked so hard to build.
Like I said, people have it much worse than me, but perhaps anyone who has dealt with something like this before could give me some advice...