Hey /adv/, If there's one last thing you want to do before

You do realize that you have the option to just not commit suicide, right?

Is there any actual reason why your life isn't salvageable? Because depression is an extraordinarily treatable illness, even for so-called treatment resistant patients.

I had my second electroconvulsive therapy treatment this morning, for fuck's sake.

>>16793018
It isn't depression, I just feel I dont have any reason to continue life, it'll be a waste of my time. I'm not gonna chieve anything , have a decent job so I don't really feel a need to keep living. From the looks of it I will exist for other people , cause family members " feel bad" for me or "care" about me and get me help or whatever you call it. What is the point of living then? Fuck that .

>>16793024
...that sounds an awful lot like depression.

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>>16793015
The last thing I want to do before I commit suicide is check these dubs.

>>16793032
How so? It's just based off of facts? Also the thing I want to do? Probably end up doing it , which will bring my life to an abrupt end. I mean in one instance I will still be alive, in another I wouldn't but it wouldn't really be my own life.

>>16793035
A loss of hope for the future can be a real hit, but I don't see why it has to end your life. You can build a new future.

If you don't have depression, do you have something else clinically wrong with you? This whole "life is pointless and I should just kill myself" thing is something a lot of depressed people feel.

>>16793038
I don't know if it's considered clinical but it's pretty shitty. If I grow up and I am working a shitty job and still have that problem then that's a pretty disgusting existence .

>>16793015
Do it, kill that mother fucker op.

>>16793040
There's more to life than your job. Don't you have any meaningful relationships or connections with people? If you don't, maybe you should try to find some of those.

Seeing a psychiatrist could at least help. You might have depression, you might have something else, you might have nothing -- but isn't it worth finding out? Perhaps life just doesn't seem worth living because of things which can be changed.

Like drugs, and therapy, and worthwhile friends.

>>16793056
No , I mean I have friends I do shit with but I don't care about them . Honestly I don't care about people even family. When my sister or my mom ora any family gets hurt or upset I could care less . I've always been weird though , when I was a little boy I killed our cat and 2 other family pets . The thing I want to do / have is just really weird , and I'd never tell anyone .

>>16793018
Big props for going with ECT. Cambridge Psych PhD here - it works. You have balls of steel. Galvanised steel.