How do you cope with guilt when confession isn't an option?
This particular thing I did years ago and i still feel it in my stomach when I think about it
I didn't really hurt anybody, but what I did was degenerate, shameful, disgusting, and I can't help but think of what people would think if they knew.
I'm too ashamed to type it out.
Is that really it?
Really not that abnormal, especially considering you were basically just a curious kid at the time. It's definitely not a story you want to go around telling people, but not really something you need to be too guilty about either. I really doubt the dog was bothered by it, and nobody else ever needs to know
All aboard the ruse cruise
Now I want some peanut butter
As a girl with dogs I can confirm it's not normal and it's still very degenerate. Especially given the fact that OP was 14, so not a curious kid anymore, just a shameless slut.
No, kidding, but it really is disgusting and I'll never understand where people find these ideas like 'I'll put some penaut butter on my vagina and give my dog to lick!' My boring braing wouldn't come up with shit like that ever but whatever
Op, don't let the internet convince you that what you did was normal or fine because it was depraved, disgusting and all, but now you can't undo it so just let it go and don't do stuff like this again
I did the same thing as a kid, mainly because I was so sheltered and sexually frustrated that the only way to get some sort of release was to masturbate compulsively and use my grandma's dog. I'm really ashamed of it, but the best thing you can do is try to forget about it. If you have intrusive thoughts, block them out by distracting yourself constantly. Good luck, op.