Dealing with Anxiety - And with the sensation that's no

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I've always gave up on everything i've tried to do.

I've though it was because i was a weak minded person and would need to live with it till the rest of my life. But no, i think that's not the reason.

I have severe anxiety, and watching something about how the time is relative, important and has a end, i think i understand everything now.

I give up on things because i don't know how to use my time. Like, tomorrow i have to go to the orthopedist at 5pm. So, the whole day i can't do nothing, "because ill not get to it in time, i can't do nothing before i go to him".

I've tried to skate some years ago, and gave up too, because i was going to a university so i though i would not have the time to learn nothing, it meaned an end.

I had go go to two therapists before i could notice this. How do i stop being an retarded? Even the therapists couldn't help me because the sensation i would need to do something soon was stronger, so i didn't heard them. I didn't heard no one.

A person said to me: "You aren't only ignoring the opportunities. You're asking for them to go away. You're doing the same to me. I hope someday you understand that. I'll wait for you".

But i don't know what i'm waiting for.