dont know what to do anymore?

>>16787337
It can always be worse, bud. Don't worry.

It seems like you're free-falling though. What have you tried doing in order to change your life thus far?

Time to take a step back. Maybe work on a personal project that doesn't involve school or gf for awhile. Personally, I find working with my hands to be very fulfilling. Try looking into carpentry and woodworking, build a new desk or a chair, etc.

>>16787337
travel
if you have some money - you can go pretty far - europe / asia / australia / india / china
if you dont have much - go cross the country
if you dont have much at all - go to next town
..
take a break and you will see others along the way who have better stories than you - but also others with worse stories and would gladly trade places