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>>16787261

If your life is causing you to almost kill yourself your gonna have to change your life.

All your daily habits and routines need to change.

The life you want is built by the bricks of daily habit. If you want a great life find the bricks you want and start building.

>>16787261
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No it's not. It's what your neckbeard ass wishes he could get, but you won't make an effort to improve or change anything

>>16787518
You are right. God I wish for some hot woman :(

>>16787261
if you want to be put down and shamed for your behaviour ... welcome to 4chan
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if you honestly want something to change, we can only encourage you on your journey. no one here has a magic bullet solution consisting of a series of words and sentences that would miraculously transform you, if we could do that, we would have cured world hunger by now
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from the sound of the post - deal with any addictions you have, alcohol, drugs, porn, video games - there are people in every city and town in the north america who are willing to help because they are going through the same thing - its called aa and they have connections to other anonymous groups that deal with other addictions besides alcohol, its the same process
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next, you are young, get fit, start off small, walk at least an hour a day - personally, i setup my treadmill in front of a screen, now i watch all my netflix, youtube, movies, tv shows, whatever as i walk (sometimes i walk longer just to finish whatever i am watching) - imho walking an hour is base minimum (do more later, run, weight train, etc)
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once you get your head straight and your body in some shape, your mind will be more clear to figure out what you want to do with your life
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good luck OP

>>16787820
Not from US but thanks for advice anyway. You are right, but hope makes me do strange/desprate things :(