A little while ago, I met someone I really started to like way too quickly. I don't know why but she was the only person I've really been attracted to for a while, and I fucked it all up insanely quickly. I don't know what part of my personality fucked it up, whether it was my general anxiety and depression, my fucking spergy habits and shit, my general inexperience with really communicating with anyone. I'm fairly certain she doesn't like me at all now because of those three, and I don't think she even liked me at all from the beginning, I think I was just really fucking creepy and weird and shit.
And my friends don't really care that much about this shit, I can only think of three people that would care about my problems and two of them probably don't even actually care, they just humor me. I can't really talk face-to-face with anyone about this due to scheduling shit, or an inability to have a serious conversation with certain people, I don't know.
I don't know if this is the right board or anything but I kinda want to get this out, I guess.
>>16785320
well its out now. perhaps if you want to gain better confidence, start talking to strangers. anyone and everyone. you'll figure out whats up the more you do it. male, female, old young, just talk to them. hten when you meet the right girl you'll be used to just carrying on conversations with new people and not messing shit up as mjuch