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This is going to sound absurd, but just about when I was 12, I noticed that my emotional responses to situations were gone, I asked my parents, and they assured me it was puberty related.
Here I am, 10 years on, no change.
Family members have died, and been buried, not a tear from me, I just have to make my face like glum so I don't look odd.
I say nasty shit while keeping a kind face to people, in my head, I believe I care for.
I'm very academic, and I believe I could do anything I set my mind to, but I am content with leeching off others.
I also partake in risky activities like casual sex without condoms, and drug abuse.
I recently became self-aware of my own behaviors about 7 months ago, I have no idea what triggered this.
I'm a 22 year old man, with no history of mental illness in my family.
I've been to shrink after shrink with the same question, "What the fuck is wrong with me?", their answers are always, "Some depression", "Some anxiety".
The problem is, I am happy, in my own head, I am confident and have a lot of friends, so that strikes that shit off.
So, I'll ask /adv/, what the fuck is wrong with me?