I just turned 20
I spent most of that time trying to meet (imaginary) expectations of everyone else, probably to defend myself from them. Trying to be inoffensive and accommodating to everything I lost chances to have experiences and real relationships, and most likely things I dont even know I lost out on.
So I am only just learning to think independently. I am not that bitter, plenty of people never realise. But now that I am "redpilled" how can I have an honest personality if I have spent so long deluding myself? I'm a dude btw
Now is the time to start a new life, on a path of your choosing. Don't let other people's expectations hold you back from doing the things you love. You don't have to have a suburban home, 2 cars in the garage, and 2.4 kids if that's not the lifestyle that appeals to you. If you have a fascination for the beauty of natural grain wood, take up a career in carpentry and don't look back.
>>16783696
The other problem is that socialist Scotland has no opportunities. Anything that isn't traditional, profitable, or "working class" is laughed out the door
The highest goal anyone has is just to get by
>>16783735
Leah?
>>16783832
>I'm a dude btw