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I just turned 20
I spent most of that time trying to meet (imaginary) expectations of everyone else, probably to defend myself from them. Trying to be inoffensive and accommodating to everything I lost chances to have experiences and real relationships, and most likely things I dont even know I lost out on.
So I am only just learning to think independently. I am not that bitter, plenty of people never realise. But now that I am "redpilled" how can I have an honest personality if I have spent so long deluding myself? I'm a dude btw